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Mine (part 2 of Hers)

This is part 2 to this imagine. Hope you enjoy it!

You know one of the worst things about being in love with your best friend? You can’t just get away from them. It’s like even if you’re sure that ignoring them will be helpful, they just won’t take it.

Since that night, a month ago, I’ve been doing everything in my power to get away from Harry. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t want him out of my life forever, but just for a little while so I can try and get over him. Because now he’s engaged, and trust me, the world doesn’t let me forget this.

Although I’ve been busy with work – or at least that’s what I tell Harry to avoid him – the world seems to get against me all the time. Fans bombarding my twitter with questions about his engagement and how I feel about it, Harry and Lexa on the cover of every magazine, Louis texting me every day asking me how I am doing, Anne complaining I haven’t been to their family reunion on weekends… It’s tough to ignore this whole thing when it seems it’s out to get me.

Harry knows something is wrong. I don’t think he realizes how hurt I am by his decision to get married to Lexa, but he definitely knows something is wrong. He keeps texting me, saying he misses me and that he wants me to be part of his wedding. So far, I’m not even sure if I’ll go to the damn thing.

Will you be free this weekend? Mom said she’ll be giving a small get together and that she misses you. H

Not sure. Working and all that.

Why are you so distant?

I’ve already told you, I’m working. Big project.

I’ll be honest and say I miss him. Probably more than I should. I miss his hugs, I miss his voice, his smile, his mesmerizing green eyes, his way of making me smile by only looking at me. I miss him. But I also feel angry. Harry is probably the smartest person I know and yet he doesn’t realize the mistake he’s making. Lexa doesn’t get him like I do, she probably doesn’t care for him as much as I do and definitely doesn’t love him like I do. I guess I am just angry at myself, at the end of the day. I could have had him. It took me too long to tell him my feelings and he moved on. No, to someone to move on from someone there has to be feelings involved and I’m pretty sure he never had those feelings for me.

It hurts, most of all. It’s hard to ignore the aching feeling in my heart, especially when I don’t know how to get rid of it. I’ve been on dates the past weeks, dates that went nowhere. That ended with me in my couch, a bottle of wine, old photos of Harry and me and many tears. Tears because I miss those times when we’re inseparable, when it was us against the world. I miss those times when I knew I could tell him everything. I miss his comfort after heartbreak. But how can I go to him when the reason I am so devastated is him? Is the fact that he loves someone else, that he is about to vow infinity love for someone is not me. Is the fact that even though he knows me so well, he can’t see how this is breaking me. He is about to be forever hers and all I wish was for him to give me a chance to make him mine. He can’t fix me when he’s the one who broke me.  

I knew I shouldn’t, it would only make things worse. So I don’t how I ended up sitting in my car, on Anne’s driveway. I should turn around and go back to my house, but a part of me didn’t want to. I miss everyone, they’re like family to me. And, most of all, I miss him. I know very well that for my own sake I should turn around and run, so why am I walking towards the door?

“Y/N, it’s so good to see you, my darling! I missed you! How are you doing?” Anne hugged me tight and I couldn’t help the smile that this hug brought to my face. I miss her more than anything.  

“I’m ok. Working a lot.” I let go of her and we headed to her living room. Everyone was there: Gemma, the boys, Lou, Lux and, of course, Harry and Lexa. He looks amazing and my breath was caught in my through as soon as he headed my way.

“Where have you been hiding?!” He hugged me and I let him hold me to his chest. Gosh, how I missed this. Missed him so close to me. I almost forgot everyone else, but the hug was shortly broken by Gemma.

“Sis, it’s so good to see you. How’s work? How’s life?” She hugged me.

After saying hello to everyone, Gemma, Louis and I went to the kitchen to grab some more wine to the others.

“How you doing?” Louis asked me once we were out of reach.

“I drink a lot, I cry a lot and I work a lot.” I was honest with them. Gemma looked at me with sadness in her eyes and I knew she wanted nothing more than to me and her brother to get together and be happy.

“He misses you.” Louis told me. “He doesn’t know why you’re pulling away and it’s breaking him that you’re so distant.”

I felt a knot in my through and I knew if I keep talking about it, I’ll lose it. I’ll crumble in a ball of hysterical cries and that would cause a lot of trouble. I took the wine bottle and went back to the kitchen, to see Lexa showing Anne pictures of wedding dresses she has been trying on. Anne looked like she couldn’t care less for what her future to be daughter-in-law was saying, but the scene itself was enough to halt me in place.

It was real. He really was getting married. She was already looking at dresses. I think a part of me always thought he was going to change his mind, or maybe this whole thing was some kind of sick joke.

“Oh, Y/N, Lexa wants you to help with her dress too.” Harry smiled at me, oblivious to the hurt his words caused.

“Hm, maybe some other time.” My voice didn’t sound like myself, it sounded robotic. “I need to go now. Got a call from the office.”

“Wait, what?” He asked confused. “You just got here. And today is Sunday, you can’t possibly work on a Sunday!”

“Well, it’s very possible and I need to get going.” I was out the door before I could even hear anything else.

I drove back home with tears rolling down my face and a broken heart. I lost him forever.

If I had stayed that night, I would’ve known about the fight that took place right after I left. I would’ve known how pissed off Harry was with my behavior and I would know what unfolded after Gemma decided to just through every truth at him.

If I had stayed, I wouldn’t be face to face with a very angry Harry, standing in the middle of my living room.

“YOU LOVE ME?” He asked looking at me from across the room.

“Of course I love you, you’re my best friend and…” I tried to get out of the situation, but I could see I wasn’t convincing him.

“Oh please, Gemma told me everything. How you’ve been in love with me for 3 years and not said a damn word about it. How you’ve ran away from my party not because you’re not feeling well as you told me, but because I got engaged. How you’ve been ignoring me on purpose to get rid of your feelings for me. Why did I have to hear this from my sister, Y/n? Why didn’t you tell me?” His voice was near a whisper at the end of his rant and he looked devastated.

“I-I-I…” I took a deep breath and turned away from him. “I was afraid of losing you for good. When I first realized my feelings, I didn’t know how to deal with it. How was I supposed to tell you? I’ve known you my whole life, Harry! But the boys kept on telling me to talk to you. Do you remember that day 3 years ago?” I turned around to meet with his green eyes watching my every move. “When you told me you met Lexa?”

“Of course. It was the day you told me you were coming home and…” He stopped. I could see the wheels turning in his head; I knew he understood what I wanted to say.

“I was going to confess my feelings for you that day. But you were so happy about her… I couldn’t ruin this for you. So I decided it was time for me to come home, for me to move on from you.”

“But you never did.” He whispered.

“No. It’s harder to get over you than it looks like.” I sat on my couch, feeling completely defeated with this whole conversation. “Why are you so pissed off, Haz? Yes, I do love you and I am trying to get over you. Eventually it will happen. I’m not gonna lie and say that right now I’m happy with your wedding, because God knows I don’t think she’s right for you. But if you’re happy, than so am I. I just need time to get over my feelings for you, that’s all.”

“Why am I so pissed off?!” Harry suddenly was angry again. “You didn’t tell me anything. You completely shut me out, I was left in the dark for too long. For Christ sake, I am your best friend, you should tell me this things! So now, not only did I lose my future wife, I’m afraid I’ll lose my best friend.”

“Wait, what?” I looked up at his hooded eyes, feeling my heart pick up the rate. What does he mean with lost his future wife?

As if reading my thoughts, he took the wedding ring he gave Lexa from his pocket and showed to me. The beautiful diamond was shining in the dim lights and I could barely believe my own eyes.

“Harry, what did you do? Why are you with her bloody ring?”

“Because if you had told me you loved me, I would never have stayed with Lexa in the first place!” He sat beside me and took my hand in his. “I always loved you, Y/N. Gosh, always have and always will! I spent so many years loving you, and when I realized you would never love me back, I decided to move on, y’know? Lexa was a great girl, but she wasn’t you. I cared for her, and since I believed I would never love someone as much as I love you, I thought she could be the next best thing, I guess. Gosh, Y/N, I love you so so so much it hurts.”

At first, I thought I was dreaming. Harry was confessing his feelings for me and it has to be a dream. But when his hands found my neck and his lips found my lips, I knew this was actually happening. And it was better than every dream I ever had in my entire life.

“Now, I need to hear your answer even though I know what’s gonna be. Y/N, will you be my girlfriend?” He smiled at me and in that moment I knew everything was finally fitting into places.

“We went through all of this for you STILL have to ask me that?” I rolled my eyes and straddled his lap. “Of course, you idiot.”

“Oh, I can’t wait to see the others reaction.” He laughed and kissed me again. “But first, let me show you exactly how much I love you.”

And just like that, he carried me to my room, for the first of many nights together.

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I hope you’ve liked this. Please, leave me your thoughts about this oneshot, talk to me pleeease. Sorry for any mistakes, English is not my first language!

All the love, B.

MASTERLIST

"I can definitely see us getting married here."

The boyfriend is at my dream wedding (where he couldn’t have a plus one, sad day) and he just said that.

The only things I’ve always known I’ll want are twinkle lights, mason jars, and good food. They even have adorable signs at this wedding and I’m pretty much just swooning really hard right now.

double standards

Vhope: hug each other all the time, have kissed several times on cam, Tae’s very gay “#oh” series for Hoseok( 1,  2,  3,  4 ), literally always complimenting Hobi (seriously, his biggest hypeman!!) (he does this a lot) (like A LOT), they chose each other as the member they would date/ideal type, Tae on VLive literally said “VHope - The best combination” and then they fist-bumped, Hoseok basically said that he wants to have Taehyung, he called Tae a doll he hugs to sleep, Tae also said his favourite fragrance is the smell of Hoseok’s bed, they said they have a “red” “hot” “passionate” relationship with each other etc.

Fandom: awwww cute bros #friendshipgoals 

Jihope: hug each other all the time, Hoseok kissed Jimin many times on cam, massage buddies, Hobi says Jimin’s name even in his sleep, they said they need each other for stress relief, Hoseok babies Jimin, chose each other as their ideal type, Hoseok said he fell for Jimin’s charms, Jimin said he cries if Hoseok cries and vice-versa, Hoseok said he goes to Jimin for strength and advice when he’s tired, Hoseok literally called Jimin “my love” and also “an existence that I love” etc.

Fandom: awwww cute bros #friendshipgoals

Vmin: hug each other all the freaking time, have kissed several times, say they want to be together even when they become grandfathers, Jimin called Tae his saviour, call each other soulmates, Tae said “I only have you” to Jimin, he also said that Jimin’s smile cheers him up when he feels blue, Tae wrote a love song for Jimin, Jimin is Taehyung’s stress reliever, Tae said Jimin is the member who will protect him forever, they say “I love you” to each other frequently etc.

Fandom: awwww cute bros #friendshipgoals

*sunshine-line ships literally have thousands of romantic/gay moments*

Fandom: awwww cute bros #friendshipgoals

*any other popular ship smiles/glances at each other*

Fandom: omFG DID YOU SEE THAT??!! MY OTP IS FCKING REAL!! BOYFRIENDS!! GET MARRIED ALREADY!!1! SO WHIPPED ISTG!1!

d&d ignored the shit out of the fact rhaegar was in love with elia and that was canon, like tf, polygamy is a thing and a very popular one in westeros, why the fuck did they have to make it seem as if rhaegar never cared for elia and would simply annul his marriage with her to marry lyanna when obviously canon rhaegar would have probably married both of them, or not even marry lyanna in the first place, like ???

in this house we respect elia martell and rhaegar targaryen bye

anonymous asked:

Alice. Do you watch Korean Dramas? If so, what are your top favorite shows? c:

hello ~ 네, 맞아요!! i do watch korean drama. i mean i’m 22 years old right now and my passion for k-dramas goes as far back as goong: princess hours and coffee prince. lolol. but recently, i really have not been that updated on what’s in and what’s hot atm.

so, since you’re asking for my recs, i’m thinking you want me to introduce to you some of my most recommended shows to watch? well then!! i’m happy to be a helping hand m8.

in no particular order:

  • Love in the Moonlight ( park bo gum was so lit here that i caught the bogum virus halfway across asia )
  • Goblin: The Lonely and Great God ( altho i think it’s more commonly known as guardian: the lonely and great god bUT YOU JUST GOTTA WATCH GONG YOO LEE DONG WOOK AND YUK SUNG JAE HERE AAAAH BABIES kim go eun is so cute here as well!! i liked her a lot here than cheese in the trap. but let’s talk about the quality plot, the amazing on-screen chemistry, the extremely funny bromance. everything about this drama is plain perf. )
  • Weightlifting Fairy Kim Bok Joo ( though the plot was not that appealing to me and somehow i think it’s poorly constructed?? i enjoyed this show a lot!! lee sung kyung and nam joo hyuk are so cute lolol )
  • W: Two Worlds ( okay let’s talk about this ultra A+++++++ quality piece of art here. this is the real deal folks. this is what a quality k-drama is like. lololol. aside from lee jong suk’s pretty face and his awkward yet obvious chemistry with han hyo joo, this masterpiece made me dream of it for months. i mean srsly the plot is so good damn. hands down. )
  • Legend of the Blue Sea ( i really loved jun ji hyun in my love from another star and she didn’t disappoint me on this one as well!! also lee min ho being the gorgeous dork he is aaah perfect (◕ ω ◕✿) the story’s lit as well )
  • Descendants of the Sun ( SONGSONG COUPLE IS REAL HOLY SHT. srsly they are getting married already and im just here rotting while trying to finish a fanfic cries )
  • She Was Pretty ( i like how subtly cute this drama is!! also SI WON. I CAME FOR SI WON )
  • Scarlet Heart: Ryeo (  당연하죠!! IU is just fkgjfdk this drama was so good i really love the plot i’m a sucker for historical romance )
  • Rooftop Prince ( THIS RIGHT HERE IS MY KRYPTONITE. this whole a love that transcends a hundred years sucked my entire life out of me and made me who i am today. also i love how genuine park yoo chun is. he always was in every drama. he didn’t want to hide any of his imperfections and scars and that makes him incredibly charming )
  • i also have to recommend the golden classics: boys over flowers, full house, coffee prince, goong, i miss you, who are you: school 2013 & 2015, sungkyungkwan scandal and also can i pls put here absolute darling?? it’s not korean but jiro wang is jiro wang

i could honestly go on and on. but i can give you a list of dramas i am still planning to watch ( if i have time )

  • suspicious partner
  • dear my friends
  • signal
  • reply 1988
  • uncontrollably fond
  • remember
  • doctor stranger

i can rant on and on but since this isn’t connected with mysme sooooo there ya go! i hope i gave you some good dramas! idk but you might have already watched all of them already?? im such a dork aaah

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sparrabeth + an au
               a marriage interrupted or fate intervenes?

anonymous asked:

whenever i see nini and soo together my head goes 'get married! make babies!!' (although lets be real, they already act married and have 3, probably 4 dog babies)

Same anon SAME! 

They’re practically married with kids already, so it’s all good^^

Can we talk about how this fond happened right after Robin said the boys are like family now