Yuuri despises socializing with people he doesn’t know, but his unconventional family and marriage is one of the hottest gossip topics in town especially among the other mums. One day, he decides to just fuck it all…and sorely regrets it afterwards.
You open your eyes and need a minute to adjust to where you are. You come to the realization that you’re in bed with Grayson. You check your phone and see that is it 4:45 pm. Once again, your hangout with Gray turned into something else then lead to your usual post sex naps.
You get up as quickly as you can as you have to get home and get ready for your date tonight with a guy you met in your english class. You think you’ll be able to get out without Gray even noticing until you hear him groan behind you.
“Where are you going?”
You pause halfway through putting your shirt on at the sound of his voice. You sigh and turn around to face him.
“I told you I have somewhere to be.” You remind him, expecting him to just drop it and go back to bed.
“With who?” He asks, taking you by surprise. You two never usually ask about the other people you’re seeing since it makes for an awkward situation.
“What does it matter?” You ask back, avoiding giving him an answer. Yet, he continues to stare at you waiting for answer. “Jack from my english class.”
“Oh, Jack from your english class. College man.” He says almost bitterly which has you all kinds of confused. “Can’t you just a little longer, Baby.”
This is where you stop all together. The two of you agreed at the start of this that you wouldn’t use cutesy names or be possessive outside of the act itself.
“I told you not to call me that, Grayson.” You warn him, your tone becoming colder with each word.
“You let me call you that an hour ago.” He tries to make the tense situation into a joke, but its no use for him.
“That’s different and you know it.” You spit, growing more agitated with his sudden burst of jealousy. “What’s up with you? You’re acting like we’re dating or something.”
“Does it have to be different?” He asks, leaving your mouth hanging wide open. This whole ‘friends with benefits’ thing was his idea and you have no idea why’d he ever want to change that.
“Need I remind you this was your idea?” You cross your arms over your bra clad chest and lean against the wall behind you. “We have something good going Grayson, why are you trying to ruin this.”
This is when Grayson gets out of his bed and picks up his robe off the floor. You catch yourself becoming distracted by his amazing physique and remind yourself that you’re annoyed with him.
“I’m not trying to ruin anything, I want to make it better!” He claims defensively, taking a seat on the edge of the bed to face you. “And now it’s my idea to try something different, easy as that.”
“Grayson.” You sigh and rest your head against the wall. “Where is this coming from? I finally got used to our whole situation and now you want to change everything? I never ask about the other girls, why do you get to ask about my guys.”
He looks down and the ground and doesn’t respond for a while. You think its because he knows you’re right and doesn’t want to admit.
“There are no other girls.” He confesses quietly and you’re completely caught off guard. “Its only you, okay? I can’t be with any other girls because I can’t think about anything but you when I’m with them. And the other guys? Do you know how much it kills me when I have to pretend to be okay with you going out and being with someone other than me? Y/n I’m sorry but I don’t know how much longer I can do this for. I don’t want to share you with Jack or Grant or whoever the hell else you’ve been with, fuck y/n, I want all of you. If you’re not ready for that I understand, but you have to understand that, for my own sake, this can’t go on any longer.”
You stand in front of him, dumbfounded. Did Grayson really just confess to you that he’s had feelings for you this entire time? For a while you were having trouble just being friends with him, but you adapted for his sake, now he wants you to change your feelings for him again?
“Gray, I-” You start but find that you’re completely speechless. “I don’t know what to say. I already changed the way I felt about you to make you happy, or what I thought would make you happy, and I don’t know if I can do that again. Believe it or not this takes a toll on me too. This is a lot to spring on me, you know that right?”
“Fuck I know, I’m sorry.” He cusses, running his hands through his hair. “But I couldn’t just keep it to myself anymore.”
You’re standing at a crossroads. You can either stay with Grayson and work something out, not matter how hard that may be, or you can walk out and leave everything behind you.
You decide to take a seat beside him and let out a breath that you didn’t realize you were holding.
“I don’t know what to do.” You tell him honestly. “Staying with you is going to be really hard, but living without you may be even harder.”
You two sit in silence for a long time, desperately searching for the right thing to do. Once you’ve made up your mind you take his hand and look into hims eyes.
“I have to go.” You finally say. You see the light in his eyes fade and feel his hadn’t go limp in yours. You stand up and grab your things and make your way to the door before stopping. “I have to let him down easy, be here when I get back?”
Grayson’s head snaps up with a look of complete disbelief spread across his face. His lips curve into a small smile before he replies.
“I’ll always be here. I knew it was supposed to be you. You and only you.”
TianShan Christmas Event, Day 23 (5/7), prompt ‘snow’
Summary: Mo Guan Shan couldn’t sleep. He had been
tossing around for what felt like an eternity by now. He could hear the soft
breath falling from the person sleeping next him. He Tian was fast at sleep.
Ok so obviously this is a more rushed product BUT it has been an idea ive been meaning to do for a while because i love progress pictures (look how tiny they were) and emphasizing how tiny Alice and Absolem are (Alice how did you grow almost a full foot and are still so much shorter than them??) while Mally as per usual is ready to F I G H T