I’ve been gone for a few days again… and I won’t be able to go online for maybe a little more time. I’ve been staying in the hospital and I might stay here til Monday, that is if I’ll be ok on Monday. its fine, it might just be a random illness. its like motion sickness except I’m just sitting here doing nothing. makes no sense. and I lost my tablet last week… not sure how I’m gonna fix that. don’t know if I’ll get a new one soon.
these stuff’s been happening, but I’ll be fine ye ;;
Went to the farmers market in Antibes this morning and took the chance to practice some down stays. He’s such a champ! There was so much going on and a bunch of little yappy dogs and we just worked our way through. Also so many ppl here want to know what breed he is and if he’s part wolf, lol.
I will admit, Bughead fans, that at first I was very confused. I read a lot of Archie comics in my life and I had gotten use to the idea of Betty, Archie and Veronica being trapped in a forever love triangle. I loved Jughead’s character as he was. I didn’t think of him as Asexual then, he had romantic parts at some points but mainly just wasn’t that into Love and that was okay. People are allowed to not be interested in romance. When I heard of Jughead’s character coming out as Asexual in Zdarsky’s reboot, it made sense to me, and I loved it. It would even be totally fine if Jughead’s character in CW’S Riverdale turned out to be Asexual..he could still have true feelings for Betty. But I don’t believe they are writing it that way.
When I first started watching Riverdale, I was immediately blown away by the fact Archie had truly never felt romantically for Betty, and was a little pissed. I also adore the friendship between Veronica and Betty, and I immediately saw their bond ignite on the show. I was seriously confused as to how this show was going to make it possible for Betty and Veronica to maintain a close friendship, and both get Archie somehow?? Isn’t that what happened in Archie’s love situation? BUT THEN
LOL so I can’t get it out of my head that Tenten’s #1 guilty pleasure are really corny and bad asian dramas. matchaball I talked & this happened (Neji’s first line is courtesy her). You know Neji’s just watchin’ the entire time coming up with commentary lmao, that law book ain’t fooling no one
A/N: Hey guys. Just wanted to thank everyone again for the amount of love chapter one of this story got. I truly means the world to me. I’m not entirely happy with this chapter but I hope you guys like it none the less. Don’t forget to let me know what you think!
“This isn’t right, Negan. Y-you’re wife is sick and she needs
you. She deserves to have you by her side.”
“Now you sound like you’re fucking saying goodbye, Doll.” His
gaze never left hers as he took a sip of his beer. Katherine
swallowed the lump in her throat. She saw the way his eyes had darken
when she brought up the topic of them stopping their affair and she
just wanted to get it over with and leave. It was what was for the
“I-I am.” She hated the way her voice shook but Negan had that
effect on her. The look he would give her whenever she brought
something up he didn’t like, was enough to send her back into her
shell. But not today. No. She was going to stand her ground. “I’m
sorry Negan. But we’re over.”
The room became quiet. To quiet. Negan just sat on the couch of
her apartment and stared at her. Katherine tried not to squirm under
his intense gaze. His eyes ran all over her body. Time seemed to drag
on before he finally spoke.
“No we’re not.”
The RV jerking brought her out of her day dream. She heard Negan
laughing about how he had just ran over a walker. She slightly
shifted, pulling her knees to her chest again. She hadn’t moved since
Negan had gotten into the RV. She didn’t even move when her father
had picked up the ax after Negan had egged him on. Katherine felt
numb. She couldn’t believe he was back.
She could feel her father’s eyes on her but she didn’t meet them. She
knew he’d want answers and he deserved them. He deserved to know the
past she shared with the man who had just killed two of their
friends. But she couldn’t find it in her to say anything. They were
already in so big of a mess. She knew if her father found out, he’d
want to kill Negan even more. But she wasn’t going to put them in any
more danger than they were already in.
Katherine jerked forward slightly when Negan hit the breaks. He shut
the RV off before standing up. He winked at Katherine as he passed
her. She watched as he pulled the ax out of the table and walked over
to squat next to her father. She could hear walkers groaning and
growling outside but they were the least of her worries right now.
“You are mine. The people back there, they are mine. She, she is
very much mine,” he said, pointing at Katherine. Rick looked over
at her but Katherine just kept her eyes on the ground. “And this,
this is mine.” He finished, showing Rick the ax. He grinned and
stood up before opening the RV door. Katherine looked up. She heard
hit him a few walkers with his bat before looking at Rick and
throwing the ax outside.
“Hey, Rick go get my ax. Let’s be friends.” Katherine’s eyes
widened. When Rick didn’t answer or move, Negan scowled and bent down
again. “Go get my ax.” He growled. She let out a scream when he
picked her father up and threw him outside.
“Dad!” She immediately got up and ran over but Negan blocked her.
He wrapped an arm around her waist and crushed her against his chest.
“Oh no you fucking don’t. You and I are gonna have a nice fucking
chat while your dad is busy.” He chuckled, walking over and pushing
her down into the bench seat at the table. He immediately sat next to
her so she couldn’t run.
Katherine moved as far away from him as she could which only made him
“Come on Kitty Kat, I don’t bite. Unless you want me to but you
already know that.” Katherine didn’t answer him, instead her eyes
focused on Lucille who was now on the table in front of them. She was
still covered in blood and it made Katherine’s stomach roll. That was
her friend’s blood. She heard Negan laugh again but her eyes remained
focused on the barb wired bat.
“Don’t worry Doll, Lucille doesn’t bite either unless someone
deserves it. And let me tell you, your friends fucking deserved it.
That red head though took it like a champ.”
Katherine blinked as tears filled her eyes.
“His name was Abraham.” She found herself saying before she could
stop herself. Negan smirked at her.
“I seem to have hit a nerve. Was he someone special to you, Doll?
Because I think we both know how jealous I can get.” Katherine saw
the way his eyes darkened and recognized the look immediately. She
had seen it before when she had first tried to break up with him. She
had gone out that night with some friends to a bar. She had met a
cute guy and was talking to him at the bar when Negan appeared out of
nowhere and shoved the guy away from her and pulled her out of the
“H-he was my friend. Same with Glenn.” Negan just shrugged.
“Well now the Asian one wasn’t planned but that redneck didn’t
listen. So I guess we know who to fucking blame.” He chuckled and
Katherine just shook her head.
“I thought you were dead.” She admitted. Negan laughed again.
“I bet you fucking did. But here I fucking am and looks like
fate brought us back together.” He wrapped an arm around her
shoulder’s and pulled her into his side. She heard him sigh. “Feels
just like old times.” He laughed before they both heard a thump on
top of the RV. Katherine jumped as Negan groaned.
“We were just getting fucking cozy, Rick!” He unwrapped his arm
from her shoulder’s and stood up.
“W-what are you doing?” She asked when she watched him pick the
machine gun up.
“Get me my ax!” Katherine covered her ears when he started
shooting the roof of the RV.
“No stop!” She jumped up and tried to knock the gun out of his
hands but Negan wrapped his arm around hers, pinning her arms to her
“You’re in enough fucking trouble, Doll. Don’t add onto it.” He
growled, letting her go and walked to the back of the RV. She watched
as he opened the window and started shooting walkers. Her heart was
pounding when she saw her father hanging from one. She didn’t want to
be negative, she couldn’t afford to be. She had to believe her father
would get out of this.
“Clock is ticking, Rick! Think about what can still happen.”
With that, he shut the window and turned back around. He sauntered up
to Katherine and grinned. “See? I was just lending a helping hand.”
He walked past her and sat back down at the table. He crooked his
finger in a come here motion. Katherine swallowed the lump in her
throat and went back over, sitting opposite of him.
They sat there waiting. Negan kept whistling while Katherine looked
down at the table. After what seemed liked forever, they heard the
door of the RV trying to open. Katherine immediately perked up as
Negan stood up, still whistling, and grabbed his gun before walking
She watched as he just stood there.
“W-what are you doing?”
He turned his head, stopping his
whistling to smirk at her but not answering her. She jumped when he
suddenly kicked the door open and started firing his gun again. Negan
reached down and grabbed Rick by the collar of his jacket and threw
him back inside.
Katherine immediately jumped up and ran over, sinking down on her
knees next to him. Rick pulled his daughter to him.
“You okay?” Katherine nodded and looked him over.
“Are you?” Before Rick could open his mouth, Negan answered.
“He’s fucking fine Doll. I’m sure that was the fairest game
he’s ever played. Right Rick?” Rick just glared at him as he walked
back over and started the RV back up. Katherine and her father stood
before sitting down at the table.
“H-how do you know him?” Her father asked, keeping his eyes on
Negan. Katherine felt her throat tighten.
“I-It’s a long story.”
“Now it’s not that long, Kitty Kat.” Negan lifted his eyes to
meet Rick’s in the mirror. He grinned, showing off his teeth. “I
used to fuck your daughter, Rick.”
Katherine’s eyes closed as Rick’s widened. He turned to look at her,
but she refused to look at him. Embarrasment and shame filled her.
Shortly after, they pulled back into the clearing where the rest of
their group was. Negan turned the engine off and took the keys out
before standing up and clapping his hands.
prick.” Rick didn’t answer him. “This must be hard on you, right?
I mean, you have been fucking King Shit for so long.” He started
looking through the cabinet’s of the RV. “Losin’ two of your own
like that.” He snapped his fingers and grinned. “Gettin’ ‘em
clipped like that, one nut, then the other. And in front of your
fucking kids? Now that is some fucking screwed up shit.” He kept
looking through the cabinet’s until he found some rubbing alcohol.
“Ah, goody!” He walked over and sat down across from them. He
unscrewed the top and took a rag before pouring the rubbing alcohol
on and cleaning the blood of the ax. “You were in charge. Hell you
were probably fucking addicted to it. And now, well, clip, clip…”
Katherine tuned him out. She just wanted all of this to be over. She
wanted to leave, go back to Alexandria and hold Judith before going
to bed. But deep in the back of her brain, she knew she wasn’t going
to be going back to Alexandria anytime soon.
She hadn’t realized just how long she had zoned out for until a hand
roughly gripped her arm and pulled her up. Her blue eyes flew open
and she saw Dwight again.
“Get up.” He ordered. He pulled
her up and out of the RV. She immediately shut her eyes as the bright
light hit them. She then slowly opened them. She saw all her group
still on their knees. Her eyes immediately locked on Carl who was
looking at her with concern. All she could do was shake her head,a
silent plea with him not to do anything stupid.
“Dwighty boy, easy with my fucking girl. I’m not gonna tell you
Dwight bowed his head.
“Sorry.” Negan nodded and winked at Katherine and turned back to
“What you do next, Rick, will decide whether your crap day becomes
everyone’s last fucking crap day or just another cray day. Get some
guns to the back of their heads, except hers.” He pointed to
Katherine. Katherine squrimed in Dwights hold, only yelping when his
“Don’t.” He hissed. She stopped when she heard all the guns
“Good. Now level with their noses so if you have to fire,” he
smirked, “it’ll be a real mess. Kid, right here.” Katherine’s
heart stopped when Negan motioned for Carl. Carl didn’t move. “Kid,
now.” Carl stood up and slowly walked over.
What was he going to do?
“You a southpaw?” She heard Negan ask.
“Am I a what?”
“You a lefty?” Carl just stared at him.
“Good.” Katherine watched as he took off one of his belts and
took Carl’s left arm. He tightened it around Carl’s left forearm.
Carl kept a straight face.
“No.” Negan smirked again.
“Should. It’s supposed to.” He finished tying it off. “All
right. Get down on the ground, kid. Next to daddy. Spread them wings.
Simon, you got a pen?”
Katherine watched as a guy with a handlebar mustache pulled a marker
out of his pocket and tossed it to Negan. Negan took the cap off with
his teeth and bent down, drawing a line on Carl’s arm.
It suddenly hit Katherine what he was gonna do. She wasn’t the only
one as Rick started pleading.
“Please. Please. Please. Don’t.” Negan laughed.
“Me? I ain’t doing shit. Rick, I want you to take your ax and
cut your son’s left arm off, right on that line.”
Katherine’s eyes widened as she started to struggle against Dwight
“No! Negan please don’t make him do this! I-I’ll do anything.
Please don’t make him do this.”
Negan turned to look at Katherine and kept the same, villainous
grin on his face.
“That’s a very fucking tempting offer, Doll. But it’ll have to
Katherine felt her world crumbling as Negan went on. It got to the
point where he started counting.
“Three!” Katherine started crying, seeing her father crying
“Please.” He sobbed. “It can be me. Please!”
“This is it!”
Rick just kept sobbing as Carl looked at him
“Dad just do it. Just do it.”
Rick sobbed and picked up the ax. Katherine clenched her eyes shut as
tears streamed down her face.
Just as Rick was about to drop the ax on Carl’s arm, he heard Negan
say his name.
Katherine cracked her eyes open and saw Negan squating next to her
“You answer to me. You provide for me. You belong to me. Right?”
Rick just shook with fear. Negan growled and gabbed his face. “Speak
when you’re spoken to! You answer to me. You provide for me.”
“Provide for you.” Rick repeated.
“You belong to me, right?! Right?”
“Right.” Negan nodded and stood up. “Dwight.” He waved
Dwight over. Dwight dragged Katherine over and pushed her into Negan
who immediately wrapped an arm around her waist, keeping her to his
“And she, she belongs to me Rick. She’s mine.” He lifted
Katherine’s face up and planted a rough, possessive kiss on her lips.
His lips roughly brushed over hers as his beard scratched her face.
Katherine stood frozen, not knowing what to do. If she pushed him
away, he would surely get mad and she just wanted this day to end
with no more deaths.
Negan finally pulled away and grinned down at her.
“Now that is something I have fucking missed.” He turned back to
the group and nodded his head approvingly.
“We did it all of us, together. Fuck, even the dead guys on the
ground. Hell, they get the spirit award for sure. Today was a fukcing
productive damn day! Now, I hope, for all your sake that you get it
now. That you fucking understand how things work. Things have
changed. Whatever you had going for you that is over now.” He
“Ah ,Dwight, load him up.” Katherine watched as Dwight grabbed
Daryl and loaded him into the back of one of the trucks before
shutting the door. Why was he taking him? Negan looked back down at
Rick. “He’s got guts. Not a fucking little bitch like someone I
know. I like him. He’s mine now. But you still want to try something?
I will cut pieces off of…hell’s his name Kitty Kat?” Katherine
looked up, swallowing the lump in her throat.
“Daryl.” She whispered. Negan laughed.
actually sounds right. I will cut pieces off of Darly and put them on
your doorstep. Or better yet, I will bring him to you and have you do
it for me.” Negan laughed again and tightened his grip on
Katherine. “Welcome to a brand new beginning you sorry shits! I’m
gonna leave you a truck. Keep it. Use it to cart all the crap you’re
gonna find me. We’ll be back for our first offering in one week.
Until then ta-ta.”
Negan turned and started walking, dragging Katherine along with him.
When they got to a black pick up truck, he opened the passenger side
door and pushed her inside before getting in after her. Before she
could move away from him, he wrapped an arm around her shoulder’s and
lifted her chin up so their eyes met.
“I hope you like your new fucking home, Doll. Cause you’re going
to be there for a very, very long fucking time.”