gerard way 2012

I live in constant fear that one day I’ll wake up from a coma or something and I’ll look at the people surrounding me that are supposed to be my real family but I wont remember them because the people I dreamt about in the coma are the ones I remember growing up with and im terrified my favourite bands and singers and shows and idols etc are all part of my imagination. Like you wake up and youtube isn’t a thing you made it up. What if that happened.