Regarding your ideal type message, when an idol gets deep in their thought of their ideal type, I feel insecure. They may say "I want the cute type" or the "sexy type" and I always think a normal girl like me could have a chance, but I'' just crazy and i know some hot fitness model or model in general will be with them, cause in the end it's always the models, and it makes me insecure and sad cause I'I not perfect like them, idk I'm sorry
See it this way, it’s probably them because you’re not around them. I like to say that we find love in our surroundings you know? How can I find love or feel attracted to something/someone on the other side if I don’t look for it? In our case, we become attracted to them because we look for them. They can’t do the same because that’s who they are. (Unless that’s something they actually want, to look for someone online. Or in another country or city).
Long story short, they fall for who is around them the most. And fortunately or unfortunately, models and other idols are the ones. But if someone else, per example, you or me, gets to be around them, nothing says we don’t have a change, we would be equal when it comes to having a chance. :)