gdi i have a lot of time on my hands sob

The Rooftop (Poly!Hamilsquad x Reader)

Pairing: Poly!Hamilsquad x Reader

(Collab with @nonstop-smashing-expectations)

Requested?: ‘Hi! Can you write a poly hamilsquad fic that’s very angsty and sad? Maybe the reader gets into some type of accident?’ 

Prompt: Reader has been missing for the past hour and the boys find her about to jump.

Words: 2500+

Warnings: Depression, Suicide, Angst

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9:45 pm

Alexander was pacing the living room floor. His hands were feverishly running through his hair and he was murmuring to himself. Lafayette was scrolling through Facebook on his phone while he was lounging on the couch. John was in his studio painting while Hercules was taking a shower. It was a somewhat normal night for the four.

Except there was one person missing.

You.

You were supposed to be home an hour ago.  

You were never a forgetful person. You always showed up on time for things, sometimes early if you felt like it. But you were never a late person. Yes, you disliked your job, but it put money in your account so you couldn’t complain. You were the Chief Editor for a local newspaper, meaning that you control what was or wasn’t going to be published. There were a few people on the editing team that tries and boss you around when really it should be the other way around. You were soft-spoken and had an anxiety problem so it was an unlikely job for someone as quiet as you. But, your boss liked your creativity and put you as the Chief Editor with no second thought.  

Your boyfriends were very proud of you for getting such a high rank and even took you out to dinner to celebrate when you told them you got the job. Those boys, they loved you to the ends of this universe and back. Alexander smothers you in affectionate love letters and sonnets, John loves to paint and draw pictures of you, Lafayette likes to cook for you and sing to you when you’re tired, and Hercules always insists on making your clothes anytime you grow out of them. All four of them simply adored and loved you and each other to no end. Not many people understood the polysexuality and call it ‘cheating’ or something similar to ‘sister-wives’. Hell, your own parents disowned you for your sexuality and called you a whore. You ended up moving in with Alexander once he got his first apartment. That was a few years ago and you managed to move into a large apartment with all of your lovers living happily together.  

But, somehow, you weren’t happy.

Not with yourself.

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Boyfriend Taeyong

this is for you @freakydeakytaeyonq HAHA

  • this is going to be very fluffy because taeyong’s so soft omg
  • who can resist this guy though seriously
  • he was my first bias and im so happy and proud of him okay let’s start
  • you probably met him through another member
  • probably johnny because he’d be the first one to notice how nervous you get whenever you look at taeyong
  • and being the asshole he is, he’d purposely set both of you up
  • he’ll invite both of you for dinner but back out at the last minute so it’s only left with the both of you
  • and you’d be very nervous and awkward and think that taeyong didn’t like you because of his very cold expression
  • but who knew this guy was trying to keep his cool and not blush because he was as equally nervous as you
  • but after some time though , he’d slowly open up .
  • he’d ask you questions and try to keep the conversation going
  • he’d make you feel more comfortable by smiling at every word you say and listening attentively
  • and being the gentleman he is , he’d offer to walk you home and pay for your meal
  • and just like that both of you clicked and hung out more often
  • after some time it was obvious that both of you liked each other but didn’t dare to confess
  • until johnny and ten dragged him to your place because they couldn’t stand the awkwardness between both of you anymore
  • “ I…I-uh have feelings for you ”
  • “ Gdi taeyong you can do better than that ”
  • “ i agree with johnny hyung ”
  • and you’d stare at them in awe because you didn’t know what to say or do
  • “ ilikeyouwouldyoubemygirlfriend ”
  • then johnny and ten would facepalm
  • but you’d laugh and pull him into a hug while saying yes
  • probably lots of lazy hugs and late night deep conversations
  • he’d wake you up with a big smile and a warm hug every morning without fail because it gives him enough energy to sustain for the day .
  • when he gets too emotional during the talks though , he’ll cry and tear up
  • and your heart will soften because it’s just too pure
  • he’d hold your hand tightly for support
  • and he’ll hug you tightly while crying on your shoulder and you’d be patting him on the back ensuring that everything will be okay
  • be prepared for homecooked meals 24/7
  • he’d pack lunch for you everyday , with different menus and recipes
  • and you’d be so fascinated by his cooking skills and abilities like how ??
  • when you volunteer to help him cook though ,
  • he’d be watching over you every minute and make sure you’re not hurt by the knifes and tools
  • “ PUT THAT DOWN IT MAY HURT YOU ”
  • “ Tae.. it’s only a pair of scissors i need it to cut open the package ? ”
  • “ NO PUT THAT DOWN I’LL DO IT ”
  • while he rushes over to snatch the scissors and packet away from your hands
  • and you’d give up because he wouldn’t let you touch anything because he’s afraid it may hurt you
  • so you’d frown and pout with your arms resting on the counter staring at his back cooking
  • after a while he’d notice and you’d see his expression change
  • because he thought you were really pissed
  • but you’d give him an assuring smile and he’ll quickly run over to you to give you a small peck on your cheeks then running back to cook
  • on days when you feel very lazy and want to have breakfast in bed , you’d try your best to persuade him but he’d be persistent and say no
  • “ please babe , im lazy to get up , just let me eat on the bed ? ”
  • “ No do you know how unhygienic it may get , all the fallen pieces of food - omg no baby ”
  • “ Pleaseeee ”
  • “ climb on my back i’d carry you out since you’re lazy ”
  • and you cant doing anything because febreeze taeyong has the say in everything
  • he’d probably be the very supportive boyfriend , encouraging and cheering you on whenever you had activities
  • when you’re sad though , softie and cuddly taeyong would appear
  • he’d try to make you smile while joking with you but when he saw it wasn’t working ,
  • he’d get all serious and talk to you about your problems , giving you good and honest advice
  • when you’re out and someone else gets too close or tries to flirt with you he’d get all manly and cold , firmly putting his hands on your waist and purposefully saying “ Let’s go now BABE ”
  • he’d most probably glare at the person
  • until you told him it’s okay , his expression would soften and he’ll become all warm again , smiling at you
  • he’d treat you like a princess on dates
  • okay maybe everywhere anywhere not only on dates
  • he’ll plan dates according to all your likings and favourites
  • and he always looked forward to seeing you smile brightly when you were contented with his plans
  • if couple fights do occur though , taeyong would apologise right after he calmed down and try comforting you
  • and of course you seeing him so broken tore your heart apart too so you forgive him , sobbing in each others’ arms
  • he wouldn’t be afraid to show everyone the relationship you guys had ,
  • and he’d be open with skinship
  • lots of kisses and hugs
  • from random pecks on the lips when you’re about to sleep ,
  • to him kissing you passionately after a long and tiring day of work
  • yall would probably be the parents of the younger members
  • to the point where jisung accidentally called you ’ umma ’ instead of ’ noona ’ once
  • because you’re always helping them with their school work ,
  • giving them advice ,
  • making sure their well fed
  • and making sure they have enough sleep
  • at the end of every day taeyong would thank you because he’s grateful for your existence
  • and you’d blush because even after so many months he still gave you that fuzzy feeling ,
  • the same one you felt when he was nothing more than a crush
  • and you love lee taeyong so much you want to protect him with all your heart
  • i’m dead after writing this
  • why am i blushing
  • hope yall liked it !!
RFA+V+Saeran Watching Spirited Away

I have no excuse I just sob like a baby with this movie and thought it would be cute to write about ₍₍ (ง ˙ω˙)ว ⁾⁾


Yoosung

- He had heard about this movie a few times from his online friends, and just…Random sites. It was one of those movies that were passed around talking about how ‘great’ it was.

-… But, you know, LOLOL came first.

- When you suggested it for date night (The third one!! He was so excited!!!), he quickly agreed, fumbling with how it seemed familiar but he couldn’t really place it.

- When the two of you settled down completely (him shyly slipping an arm around you and having to restrain from fist pumping when you snuggled closer to him), he finally understood why this had been talked about online so much

- It was really pretty! And it reminded him of a few games he knew about

- No face? Scared the fuck out of him though.

- By the end of the movie, the both of you were a blubbering mess. He was trying his best to hide his tears (and failing) while attempting to console you as well

- Later the two of you cuddled on his bed, spewing praises to each other and talking about what parts the two of you enjoyed.

- (But why did you have to like No Face??? He was going to have nightmares!)

Zen

- “Aw, babe, I didn’t know you watched cartoons still. That’s cute~”

- (Fight me, Zen)

- He’d sit down and watch it with you. I mean, any time with you he wasn’t going to push away. Especially when you were going on and on about the movie with such an adorable expression

- (This man was head over heels with you)

- Cuddles during the whole movie? You were practically in his lap. Sneaking kisses on your focused face? Constantly.

- Would he also being talking about how sweet this scene was, or how heartfelt another is? Yes, and you were nearly ready to kill him

- But, as much as he went on, at least it was praises.

- By the end, he was crying more than you were, going on about how sweet cartoons have gotten since he’s grown up

- “Zen, it’s not-”

- “And Haku loved her, MC! Haku loved her!!”

- You were going to have to spend the rest of the night listening to him blubber, huh?

- Turns out that he wanted to cuddle instead, and show how much he loved you as well.

Jaehee

- You just wanted to watch something besides a Zen dvd

- I mean your friend was a great actor by all means, but…God, you just wanted to watch something else

- Before the movie, you and Jaehee looked up a few sweets that were supposed to be based off the movie, or based off of characters from there

- It was fun making all of them, and it was great giggling and trying to sneak in a few taste bites before the movie

- But once you two sat down for the movie, the smiles stopped

- It was a cute movie! But oh my god why did you do this to her

- By the end of it, the both of you were quietly crying and holding each other’s hands

- “M-MC, I love you-”

- “I love you too, Jaehee!”

- The next day, you caught her looking up the CD for the movie, and a few other items in the cart

-…. You may have gotten her obsessed with something else

Jumin

- “We could set this up in the personal theatre if you wanted, MC, it’s fairly easy.”

- It took a lot to convince him just to watch it with you like a normal couple, and when he saw the DVD’s ad for The Cat Returns he would Not Stop asking to watch that

- “Afterwards we could possibly squeeze in time. How long is it? Do you know? Here, I’ll look it up.”

- (Gdi Jumin please)

- Though, thankfully, he didn’t ask as many questions as you thought he would. Instead, he watched it intently, trying to pick up on every time you froze up, every time your breath hitched.

- He was determined to find out why you enjoyed this movie, especially with how confusing it was to him

- I mean? Spirits? In a bath house? He supposed they needed to be clean too…

- As soon as you started crying, he wanted to turn it off so quickly, but you stopped him right before he could grab the remote

-Why did you want to cry???

- By the end of the movie, he was so glad to cut it off. It wasn’t bad by any means, but you needed hugs and you were getting them now

- When you fell asleep, you can bet he spent a few hours ordering clothes and toys offline from the movie. He was going to make you happy after watching that sad movie

- (But please, mc, let him watch The Cat Returns)

Seven

- The minute you showed the cover to him, he was whooping and already looking for the popcorn

- He Loved this movie, and the fact you liked it made him even more excited

- Would he try to recite the lines? Yes. Would he stop after you elbowed him in the gut? MMMaaaybeee after a few more times.

- The both of you were suckers for the movie, and after the two of you had a good cry at the end of it (Seven even repeating a few of the romantic-ish lines to you to make you cry even more), he was instantly looking for another one

- “We need to heal, MC!”

- “Saeyoung, nO, it’s so late my heart can’t-”

- “HEAL!!!”

- The two of you ended staying up super late, cuddled and pass out on the couch as another movie was playing

- The next day, you noticed a few blue prints on the jumping lamp from the movie, and let out a groan

V

- So, he didn’t really watch it with you.

- You decided to watch it while he was out discussing future photo shoots/sellings

- So when he walked in, hearing a sweet melody and you unmistakably bawling, he was slightly worried until he heard a few voices from what seemed like the tv

- “Mc, are you alright?”

- “S-She left g-g-grannie!”

- “….Give me a moment and I’ll be there.”

- He found his way to the couch, your hand shakily reaching out and guiding him to sit beside you. As soon as he did, your were curled up against him in an instant. He let out a soft chuckle, wrapping an arm around you

- “Is this towards the end?”

- You nodded into his side, and he felt his shirt already wet

- “I’m here, love. Don’t cry too hard.”

- He ‘watched’ the rest with you, occasionally placing a few kisses against your head. Once the movie ended, he wrapped you up in a full hug, kissing away your tears.

- He wouldn’t dare tease you about it, but he was going to cuddle you all night for sure.

Saeran

- The two of you usually watched horror movies, so he was a bit surprised when a cartoon started up on the screen

- Was it a scary one? It didn’t look like it.

- But you were so giddy, and holding his hand so tight as the movie started up, so he kept any criticisms at bay.

- He really liked it, and did as a few quiet questions if he was very confused. He thought Haku was a bit of an ass, but…

- He was quietly trying his damndest not to cry when she remembered Haku’s real name

- During that scene you gave him a cute kiss, holding his hands, and whispering how much you loved him

- (Yes, you ignored the tears in his eyes)

- At the end of it, he cuddled you tightly on the couch, listening to the menu music play over and over

- “….If you know any other movies like that, lets watch them.”

- “Now?”

- “…No, I want to hug you.”

- You chuckled, but held him just and tight as he was you.

- Maybe movie date nights weren’t exclusively horror movies now

anonymous asked:

Oh, what about the rest of the NDRV3 guys for that S/O is kidnapped prompt?

I hope this is okayyyyy~ My brain was in NSFW mode for a long time so have a bitta angst!
also Hoshi was in the first so he isn’t included in this!

DRV3 Boys & Kidnapped S/O

Shuuchi Saihara            

  • He received the note in the post
  • You’d been asleep next to him but he couldn’t find you anywhere
  • And then a note came through the door
  • Making demands in order to have you returned to him safely
  • His breath catches in his throat
  • The piece of paper falls from his hands
  • They took you while you were asleep beside him
  • He didn’t notice
  • The weight of the blame comes crashing down onto his shoulders
  • His knees feel like they’re going to give way
  • He’s trying to calm himself
  • He needs to think logically, to keep his emotions in check otherwise he’s not going to get you back
  • Breathe. Breathe dammit
  • He’s sat down reading the letter again, working out how to get you back
  • They wanted him to co operate with them
  • But what with?
  • Whatever it was, you were what was most important
  • He needed you at his side again
  • He would do anything
  • When you saw him appear you were screaming through your gag
  • “Please… Let Y/N go… I’ll do anything you want…”
  • They just smile before kicking you to the ground
  • He’s at your side in an instant
  • “We want you to release our companion from prison. The one you arrested last week,”
  • He’d spent months on that case
  • But he just nods
  • “Give me 48 hours…”
  • He spends the next day making sure you’re okay, asking if you want a professional for support to talk to, getting you anything and everything you need
  • While staying up all night to find new evidence and release the criminal in exchange for your safety

Kaito Momota

  • “Y/N! I’m back! You awake?”
  • It was the early hours and he had hoped you’d wait up for him like you usually did
  • But you didn’t reply
  • Oh then Y/N is probably asleep
  • He went to your room, only to see an empty bed
  • Something wasn’t sitting right with him
  • The house felt cold
  • “Y/N?”
  • He called out continually, searching the house, until he found a single note
  • He’s out of the door in an instant
  • Nearly gets hit by a car gdi look both ways kaito
  • He’s at the location in no time
  • “Where is Y/N?!”
  • He sees you crying against your binds
  • And bruises on your skin
  • “LET Y/N GO NOW!”
  • He manages to choke out, before a sob escapes his lips
  • He didn’t want to cry before the people holding you hostage
  • “Give us all the information you have on the next space launch. How we can get on it. There’s someone in the space station we need to deal with,
  • Kaito’s face falls
  • He shouldn’t have known this information in the first place, so how they found out he knew he hadn’t a clue
  • “I…”
  • He hands over a piece of paper he’d kept to himself
  • “The details… are on there…”
  • Before they read it over he’s at your side, holding you and burying his head in your shoulder
  • Spends the following days apologising profusely, not leaving your side and continually kissing you reassuring you he’s not going to let you out of his sight for a long time

Kiibo

  • He wasn’t used to being threatened
  • Any time someone had truly tried to attack him with an insult he had managed to brush it off
  • But there were a particular group after information from him
  • On how he ran, how he was made, all his data
  • He’d refused, saying it was private and they should develop their own idea rather than steal someone else’s
  • He had taken you out for a meal (as the humans do)
  • But you’d gone to the bathroom and not returned for a long time
  • He started getting anxious
  • He timed how long you were gone
  • Over 30 minutes wasn’t normal
  • When the waitress came over he mumbled a question
  • “It’s just, she’s been gone a while… and I can’t go into the ladies’ to check…”
  • The waitress agreed to check the bathroom while he sat worrying
  • “There’s no one in there sir,”
  • She places the bill on the table, and he notices something tucked under it
  • How?
  • It was just a location on the note
  • He’d gotten the coordinates instantly and was on the way
  • They can’t hurt Y/N
  • The number of people at the laboratory was intimidating
  • He had a copy of his details ready
  • Because he knew no one else would be after him
  • Without a word he walked in, placing the paper on the table
  • “Where’s Y/N,”
  • “How do we know these are legit?”
  • He goes through four proofing processes, showing them each function and how it ran on him
  • They seemed satisfied
  • And opened a cupboard to reveal you practically folded inside
  • The days following led to Kiibo not sleeping and spending all his time watching you, calming you and just holding you telling you how precious you were to him

Rantaro Amami

  • Trespassers will be prosecuted
  • He’d known the risk
  • But he hadn’t expected the owners of the land to abduct you
  • But there was no other explanation to your absence without note
  • He’d received the warnings but had ignored them
  • Boy was he regretting that now
  • “Y/N??? Y/N???”
  • Shit
  • How could he have let this happen
  • He’s googling the location they specified
  • And emptying his bank account to get the fee for trespassing
  • The land owner just smirks
  • And steps to one side to show you bound to a chair
  • Your head is hung and for a minute Amami thinks you’re unconscious
  • “The money’s all here. Release Y/N.”
  • “I’m glad you could finally see reason. When damage comes to your property, that’s what it feels like,”
  • “Y/N isn’t my property for you to take. People aren’t possessions you sick-”
  • You stir and he’s beside you
  • “Hey hey, it’s okay, I’m here,”
  • The land owner is too preoccupied counting his money, so Amami picks you up bridal style and carries you home
  • Every night he’s holding you tight for fear of anything else happening to you

Kokichi Ouma

  • He’s in shit with another organisation
  • His recent activity hadn’t been to their liking
  • But he wasn’t the one directly possible
  • Some of his people had stepped out of line
  • And he’d punished them accordingly
  • But that wasn’t enough apparently
  • “Y/N~ I’m here~ I’m all yours for the evening~”
  • Silence
  • Immediately he has a bad feeling
  • He’s out the door before the note makes it through the letterbox
  • And the person sent to deliver it is crippled before Ouma, before knocked out by a kick to the head
  • “You dare tell me what I am to do,”
  • He took the address off of the note but that was it
  • He had contacts
  • And they were soon headed to the same destination
  • Before Ouma even arrived there were people knocked unconscious
  • The person who had you tied up was a sobbing mess on the floor
  • You ran to Ouma
  • He noticed your bruises immediately
  • “Just, give me a second,”
  • He kicked your abductor thrice
  • Before pulling you from there and taking you home
  • He’s mostly pissed off at those who had the cheek to take you
  • But he’s dedicating all his time to you now
  • He won’t let you do anything around the house, he’s pampering you until you’re completely recovered

Gonta Gokuhara

  • “Gonta is back! Y/N where are you? Gonta has a lot to tell you!”
  • He’s concerned when you don’t reply
  • Did Gonta do something wrong?
  • “Y/N???”
  • He’d found some pretty valuable insects
  • He’d been offered them by a stranger
  • He hadn’t seen a problem!
  • He didn’t for one minute think they were stolen from some millionaire
  • He was so confused when he found a note addressed to him
  • A trade?
  • Prized bugs for Y/N
  • Dread was just crawling inside him
  • He was trembling with the fear of not knowing what was going to happen to you
  • He met up with them asap
  • And when they brought you with your arms bound behind your back he went white as a ghost
  • He starts crying and immediately gives back all the rare species
  • “Gonta is sorry! Gonta really is! Gonta was given them as a gift from a stranger!”
  • You’re crying too now
  • The owner is just silent, letting you go and retrieving the insects
  • “Uh… I’m glad we have reached an understanding…”
  • You and Gonta are just a mess together
  • He is grovelling for the next few months
  • No matter how many times you tell him it’s okay he’s still apologising

Korekiyo Shinguji

  • He’d picked up an expensive book
  • From somewhere he shouldn’t have
  • But the person who’d bought it had been particularly obnoxious to him
  • So he wanted payback
  • He’d retrieved it, and was on his way back to you
  • As he reached the house he saw a vehicle speeding away
  • That wasn’t good
  • He sees a note on the door and realises what’s going on
  • It’s impressive they intercepted him before he even got back
  • When he returns to the owner’s house he can hear your cries
  • His short fuse is out
  • You’re sobbing when he finds you
  • With blood running down one side of your face
  • “To be so arrogant as to lay a finger on Y/N,”
  • Before handing over the book he delivers them a blow
  • Then he throws it on the floor and carries you out
  • Spends the week making sure everything is comfortable for you
  • Tends to any injuries you have
  • Just generally looks after you until you’re better physically and mentally
Boyfriend!Jimin

• Okay dating Chim would mean seeing him barefaced every morning

• And he would definitely Skype you every night he wasn’t with you

• Even if it’s only for like five minutes, it’s worth it to him to see your face

• He’d also probably call you like every lunch time unless you were together

• Even then he might do it just to make you smile

• Chim would text you good morning and goodnight every day, even though you said goodnight over Skype

• If you were having a bad day and he wasn’t with you (like he was on tour or something) he would order pizza to your house, paid for and everything

• He would literally cry after seeing you for the first time after being on tour for however long

• Literally no matter how long

• Tears after not seeing you for even two days because god he missed you

• Also! I stg if you go to one of his concerts!!!

• There are two things that would happen okay?

• 1. He would see you in the crowd and would literally freeze on stage for at least a few seconds. His face would show complete shock and bewilderment and he wouldn’t be able to take his eyes off of you.

• Tbh he’d probably have to hold back tears but would quickly snap out of it and put his all into his performance.

• Like ik that he already puts his all into his performance

• But it would literally be so intense

• His eyes would never once leave yours

• OR 2. You would meet him backstage

• And okay the second he sees you he can’t even run over to you

• He literally drops to his knees the MOMENT his eyes meet yours and his face falls into his hands and he sobs a bit until you run over to him

• He pulls you right against him and kisses you before putting back and half screaming about why you didn’t tell him you were there but his smile is so wide that t basically splits his face in half

• Gdi he’s so cute

• AND ALSO he is cuddly 25/8

• Like always

• His head will be constantly curried in your neck and his hands will be connected with yours every moment of the day

• And he adores giving back hugs

• 100% they are always accompanied with kissing your cheek / neck / shoulders / head / all of the above

• He also takes a lot of pictures and sends them to you saying that they reminded him of you

• “Jagi, this flower is so bright and beautiful and my mind instantly went to you”

• HE’S ADORABLE

• Little Chim would also insist on your playing with his hair

• He fucking loves that shit

• It’s so hard for him to fall asleep without you running your fingers through his hair

• Plus he is constantly kissing you

• Everywhere

• At all times

• If you’re holding hands (which you will be when it comes to Chim tbh)

• He will lift them and press kisses along the back of yours

• He’ll casually lean over and press kisses across your cheeks

• HE’S THE TYPE To kiss your ENTIRE face before finally actually kissing you and he pulls away with a precious little giggle and a shit eating grin

• Jimin will also tell you he loves you every minute of every day

• It is laced within every sentence he says

• Like he cannot go a moment without adding “I love you” to his statement

• “Lookit that pug, it’s so cute! Just like you! … You know I love you so much, right?”

• If it’s silent he will fill the gaps with “I love you”s and kissy noises

• Also he’s totally the type to fart on you and run away giggling

• You know he would

• Speaking of giggling tho, he does it v often

• He’s probably super ticklish so don’t even brush his side or he will fall into a fit of giggles

• Okay he’s literally so cute I’m done I’m dead rip me okay bye

CRYBABY; jonghyun/key

@squickz​ shinee winter challenge #9: jongkey

1416 words, PG

kibum sniffs into his sleeve, trying to blink back the tears that are threatening to spill. he knew this film would make him cry - there’s a reason he came to the cinema alone, yet he still forgot to bring a packet of tissues. he’d had them all lined up on the table by the door ready to bring and everything, but somehow he’d still forgotten them. he wipes his eyes with a sleeve, choking back a sob as the main character delivers a particularly moving line. he’s a fucking mess.

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