You guys want weird things, but I aim to please. Maybe their relationship would be like this if Mama Agreste didn’t fly to coop. Like Gabe would have weird requests and Nat would totally call him out for being an unreasonable weirdo.
Authors Note: Written for SPN Angst Appreciation Day. All tags are at the end - if you see a line through your name, your tag wouldn’t work. Sorry!
Special thanks to@sumara62 (as always) for the wonderful beta skills and encouragement.
He doesn’t mean to break your heart, but he does in the worst of ways, this beautiful archangel of yours. Every time you’re with him, another part of you splinters and jars loose, falling to the floor where it shatters into so many tiny fragments there’s no hope of mending them. Just when you think the pain can’t be any worse, he walks over them, pieces grinding like fallen glass until they’re dust beneath his feet.
No matter how many times you try to sweep it under the rug, a fine layer of your heartache remains.
It doesn’t stop you from getting lost in those eyes of his, those vast green seas tied together with a smattering of amber that sing golden in the sun. Those rare things of beauty that make you want to weep because they’ll never sing for you again. It doesn’t mean they don’t try. Merciful Maker how they do try, for you, for himself, but the place in which you both remain is dark and stifling and the only light you can find is a cheap imitation of his Father’s creation.
Author’s Note: This was written for smut appreciation day. This one was fun to write, I hope you find it just as much fun to read At the suggestion of my wonderful beta, @waterkiss37, there is a part two to this. Look for “Into the Fire” if you enjoyed this one!
when i work on god’n’gabe i liTERALLY ONLY LISTEN TO GAME GRUMPS
there comes a certain point where i can picture them as arin and dan. and every goddamn time i hear this, or think of this,i think of it with g’n’g. so while i’m killing time waiting for my desktop PC to get back, i tossed this together because goddammit it is them and i just??? can not stop laughing
It still amazed you. Ten years ago to the day, you said ‘I do’ to your best friend, your lover, and the father of your two kids. And you’d been together three years before that. He knew everything about you, inside and out. Even when you looked like hell after the birth of each of yours kids, even though your body was nowhere near what it used to be, he still thought you were the most beautiful creature on the planet.
He’d never kept anything from you, either. No matter how painful it was. There was nothing he wanted to remain a secret. From who he really was, to who God was, to the fighting between his brothers, his time as Loki, and more. The two of you shared a connection that you just couldn’t explain.
Your mother had the kids for the week, as it was summer vacation, and you worked hard. Your day started before the sun, and it didn’t end until the children were deep in dreamland. Gabriel helped around the house, but some days, you told him not to touch anything. You wanted to feel like you were doing more at home, despite him insisting that you did a lot.
Thankfully, your mother knew about Gabriel, as well, but less than you. Having children with him, that forced your hand. Chuck had even come along for that talk.
That gave you the rare chance to sleep in. Snuggling against your husband’s side, you smiled softly. “Morning, sweet cheeks.” He chuckled lightly, enjoying your slight bedhead and sleepy smile.
“Morning.” You mumbled, letting out a yawn. “What time is it?” Having the chance to sleep in, you didn’t want to open your eyes just yet.
He glanced at his alarm clock. “Just after 9. When’s the last time that happened?” Gabriel asked, tapping his chin and making a face as if thinking.
You thought for a moment. “Before we became parents?” You chuckled, rolling to your back and stretching. “Before I had any grey hairs.”