gOD-i-miss-them-so-much!!!!!!!!!

I can’t tell you how fucking important interviews of Kate McKinnon with her cast mates are to me at the moment. Like how she’s an out lesbian and she touches these straight women so casually and platonically intimately and flirts with them like it’s not big deal at all!

I came out at 14 in a christian private all girls school and from then on no one would change in same locker room as me. eventually i just started changing in toilet cubicles. i had grown up with all of these girls and i wasn’t attracted to any of them but the minute i came out they saw me as a predator. 

i had one friend who i was comfortable hugging and touching intimately and everyone thought we were dating and i eventually had to stop doing it at school because i didn’t want my friend to suffer the same homophobia from students and staff that I was. And god I missed hugs so much. I was so fucking touched starved and miserable.

And now I’m almost 22 and I still have issues showing affection to women - especially straight women. I am by nature a cuddly person but those years have made me very self conscious of touching other women and being perceived as a predator or making anyone uncomfortable. I have to make a huge deal of not looking if a girl is changing in the same room as me because I’m so scared she might thing I’m perving on her.

But now I get to see an out lesbian on tv hugging her straight female friends, putting her hand on their thighs so casually and I know it sounds stupid but god that’s so important and amazing to me. I just wanna go back in time and show these clips to my 14 year old self and say “See! It’s fine! You’re not a predator! You’re not what they say you are! It’s ok to want platonic physical contact from your female straight friends. Just because you’re attracted to women doesn’t mean you can’t have intimate platonic relationships with them!”

I just - god I’m so grateful for Kate McKinnon now. I’ve only known about her for a few months now but she’s already made me feel so much better about this huge hang up I’ve had for years and I hope that other WLW who have been treated the way I was (because I know this is a hugely common thing we face after coming out) are finding her comforting and helpful too.

anonymous asked:

Ok but what if the paladins' s/o passed away from an illness and there was nothing they could do?

I think y’all just want me to suffer

Hunk

  • After months and months of staying awake at night, hoping and praying that they’ll be alive the next day, he broke. It hurt so much.
  • He was happy that they weren’t in any more pain, but God did he miss them.
  • He’d visit their grave almost every day, just to talk and tell them what happened that day, and to tell him he misses them.

Shiro

  • He felt so helpless the entire time. There was the love of his life in front of him, suffering, and he couldn’t do anything about it.
  • He’d 
  • He knew it would happen, which lightened the blow a little, but not much. He still cried every day.

Pidge

  • They wouldn’t know what to do. They had so much hope, it crushed their soul when it happened.
  • Even if they got moved in to hospice, they still had hope that things would get better.
  • When it happened, Pidge were next to them. They held their hand tightly, not wanting to let go even after they knew you were gone.
  • They didn’t care if it was selfish, but they would’ve done anything to have them back.

Keith

  • It was hard to describe how he felt. It wasn’t that he wasn’t feeling emotion. He was feeling many emotions very intensely and it made him feel strange. Kinda blank.
  • He wanted to scream, but also to cry, and everything was so confusing and he just couldn’t really do anything.
  • It was so painful for him that he had no choice but to just watch as they died. He would have done anything if it would have helped them live.

Lance

  • He cried his heart out when they died. The doctor came in and had to kind of force him away from them.
  • He didn’t want to believe it really happened. Sometimes he pretended they’re still in the hospital, still reading or playing games, and would give him a smile and a kiss when he walked in the room.
  • He can’t make jokes for weeks. He wants to, so badly. Humor’s a great way to cope. But he just… can’t. It hurts too much.

No subs but from what I can comprehend I quite enjoyed that movie. Easily the best XY movie and probably the best one since AG.

Volcanion is a great legendary for the movie, usually they’re cutesy smol legendaries or personality-free forces of destruction but here we have a good middle ground with a tsundere type who grows and changes as he interacts with the characters.

Speaking of I love Ash in this movie, it’s good to see him honest to god fighting with someone and getting into petty squabbles and shit, I kinda missed that lol. And I’m also a sucker for seeing how much shit the poor kid goes through,in the end though he gets to be a badass with Greninja so it’s cool. It also felt like the rest of the group were allowed to do more, with Clemont finding away to free Ash and Volcanion, Serena making outfits and all of them actually taking part in the battle. TR even has a good role like wow they actually serve a purpose in this movie!

The only negatives I can really think of is that it probably didn’t need to be as long as it was, and Magerna isn’t super interesting, it’s cute but she could’ve done more. Also I didn’t really care about the movie characters (the blondes) but that’s expected. Overall though this movie was a pleasant surprise, I’d say watch it.

Also If you didn’t think Puni becoming Perfect Zygarde wasn’t the fucking hypest shit get out of my face

I get so high now that you’re gone
And it’s not even that I think it can fix this
It’s not like it can change anything

But everything gets hazy
And every memory I have with you feels like watching an old movie
that I already know all the words to

God I knew I shouldn’t have gotten attached
I told myself so many times
But my heart’s never listening to my head
so I get too fucking high now that you’re gone

Because I don’t know how
to spend my time anymore
now that all the memories I’m making aren’t memories I want to keep

But maybe when I tell my friends
that I’ve been doing drugs
Instead of trying to explain to them
how much I fucking miss you
I won’t get that look
Like they need to tell me again
that falling for you
Was a mistake from the beginning

—  As if I didn’t already know
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Missy and I on the last day were shooting LATE (like 4 am), hanging out, waiting to get the shot… and she said something and I said, ‘Miss, I didn’t hear that, cuz I’m so tired, your words just bounced off my face like popcorn but didn’t go in my ear.’ She laughed. :) [Ben on one of his favorite memories from set.]

Unconditional

@faceofeleven

It was over. Finally. Hours it seemed like, although anyone else would say it was a fairly quick labor for triplets. The midwife had left, the babies were cleaned up and loosely wrapped in blankets. Clara was covered in a thin sheet. The room was hot and after the labor itself, she seemed to not care less who saw her naked. Especially on account that John’s brothers, Chris and David, were present for the whole thing. She held one of the boys, the other boy was nestled in her lap as she sat up and John held their baby girl. Who came much later than the two boys. Almost 10 minutes later to be precise. 

The room was cooling down, emotions still ran high but it was peaceful. There had been no attack by Clara’s family as of yet and all they could hope for was that it would never happen at all. Knowing her family, they could never be so sure. A ring of silver objects subtly surrounded the house. The brothers and Clara knew what they could and couldn’t touch but any attempt of an attack and they would at least be temporarily safe.

Clara wasn’t focused on that anymore though. Alexander, Augustus, an Aelia. That’s what and who was was focused on now. Her and John’s children. She still couldn’t wrap her head around the fact they were real. They were right in front of her face but it all felt like a dream. She barely spoke as she just looked at all of them. Small words were basically the only things she could manage in her state of awe.

“They’re so tiny..” The smile never left her face. “I didn’t think they’d be so tiny…”

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lacazettealex : so proud of you my brother, you showed everyone that with a lot of work, and dedication we can achieve our dreams.. and god knows for how long you’ve talked to me about Barça..
Don’t change anything my soldier  💪🏾
I’m going to miss you..
US23 ❤️
#proudofyou
#umtiti

Excuse me for swearing, but I’m so fucking excited to have a God Tier cosplay to wear. If it’s nice enough, I’ll never be taking it off. I miss my God Tier clothes so much, and even though a cosplay could never really measure up to them, it’s better than nothing. I think about it everyday. I am out of my mind excited to wear my Maid outfit again.

MY WHOLE ALPACASSO FAMILY!!!! I love them all so so much ^3^ (from Left to Right):

Top: Prince Charles III (Kids Alpacasso Prince) and Aires (Makiba Kids Alpacasso)

Middle: Nugget(Velvet Ribbon Alpacasso), Oswald (Velvet Ribbon Alpacasso), Mr. Buttons (Hatter Alpacasso), Blueberry(Macaron Pink Scallop tag Alpacasso), Obsidian(Monotone Alpacasso), Cherry(Bon Bon Alpacasso *without bow*), Jackson (Olympic Alpacasso), Sarah (Eden Alpacasso), and Miss Mary(Alpacafe)

Bottom:Popper(8cm Poppin Ribbon Alpacasso), Bonnie(12cm Bon Bon Alpacasso), Munchie (12cm Sweet Day Kids Alpacasso), Blossom (16cm Fukwa Ribbon Alpacasso), Bippy (16cm Kindergarten Kids Alpacasso) and Hannah (16cm Eden Alpacasso)

anonymous asked:

You know what's annoying? How the show turned Renly and Loras into a joke. I mean, I'm not even a Renly fan (you should have supported stannis!!!), but this will forever annoy me. Or at least LORAS, because renly dies pretty soon. How they managed to turn the talented (jaime sees himself), loyal (i will never betray renly by word or deed), also he was good to tommen, and so many other things, how did he become a joke in the show???

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THANK YOU

I mean I don’t care that much about either of them but god if I had I’d have raged a lot. I feel that. it was just… so ridiculous… esp loras being the token gay person who sleeps around with everyone like have we missed he buried renly in their favorite place in highgarden or something like that and he’s gone in the kingsguard and hasn’t been with anyone else since or……????

anonymous asked:

About that Junkrat anon about phantom pains, Can you do a scenario with S/O comforting him or, if not S/O, a fatherly roadhog?? Please?

oH I’M SO SORRY I DIDN’T SEE THE ASK BEFORE THIS ONE!!! oh god i feel so terrible now here you go dear<333

Sometimes, Junkrat wish he was more careful. A life of not risking things would be so much better than the pain he felt in his arm and leg. He was okay with missing his limbs, he’d accepted it. But the days he had those phantom pains, he hated them and he hated his choices in life. 
He always found himself curled up in a ball under a blanket, his tears staining the pillow his head rested on as he hugged his stump of an arm to his chest. His breathing was fast and ragged, he was actually sweating from this. All he expected that day was pain and his own self-loathing, not his s/o crawling into the bed next to him and wrapping their arms around his torso with their chest resting on his back. 
“ Ssh.. “ They’d coo softly to him as the reached up to wipe away the tears on his face. “ You’re going to be okay, Jamie. I know it hurts, it’ll go away. “
And in that moment, Junkrat didn’t hate all of his life choice.

aaaaa i hope you like this, i’m sorry it’s a bit short but i’m writing this as i’m extremely tired!! again i am so so sorry i didn’t see your ask before, thank you for the ask!!! i apologize again <333

anonymous asked:

Ok, but why is Richie so lovely? I'm gonna miss him so much. He deserves to be happy with the guy he loves. I mean, he's the complete opposite of what Patrick looked for in a guy, but at the end of the day he's exactly what "Pato" needs.

richie was my number one i would have loved to watch a tv show just about him oh man i miss him so much already 

thank smile!!!!! i’m- 

so happy that in the end they got to be together all i really wanted was everyone happy especially richie 

oh god they r in love and i wish them well on their new adventures together in texas + beyond :))

Hi Opie,
So you know how you said no dogs until we discussed it? Well, lets just say while the kids and I were out the other day, we came across a box full of puppies. I mean there were only 5 in the box. There was a Husky, two Pitbulls, a German Shepard, and a Chihuahua. Gemma took the German Shepard but we may or may not have already bought stuff for the other four (thank god for inheritance). They are so cute and you will love them! Kenny and Ellie already love them and you know I am a sucker any kind of dog. We will give them tough names like Pumpkin and Princess. I’m just teasing. I promise no silly names. The kids and I miss you very much and I hope you are behaving so we can visit and maybe you can get out in 14 months instead of 2 years.
I love you so much, I will hopefully see you soon. Take care my love.
-Kiana
P.S. Tell Jax that if you don’t come home in one piece, he better stay in Stockton :)


Kiana, 

When I said no dogs, I meant it.  Baby we don’t have the money for it all.  Fine, if you and the kids are happy then so am I.  If I have a dog named Pumpkin we will have to talk again however.  I am trying to hard to get out before 14 months but we all know those rules.  If I can’t get out soon, I’m getting out at 14 months because nothing’s going to stop me from being with you again baby.  I love you so much, please come visit me soon baby.  Kiss the kids for me

-Opie (p.s Jax already knows)