First of all: Every death and every murder is a tragedy and our first thoughts should be with the victims and their loved ones. 

Usually I hate lowering myself to this level, but I do wonder why American media like Fox News and other American outlets have reported on the murder in Heidelberg (even little local papers in Texas, as was brought to my attention), when it still looked like it might be an Islamist attack (it wasn’t and the murderer was German with no background of immigration) - but now  that a man (Jan G., who was identified as German much sooner) murdered 3 people (his own grandmother and two poliemen) in Müllrose, Brandenburg, they keep quiet about it? 

I don’t want to be the ‘The Media Lies’-guy, but it feels like they’re trying to do with Germany what they do with Sweden, reporting on everything that might have to do with immigrants or Islam and keep quiet about everything else, to use us as a method for their propaganda.

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.