I don’t like the feel that unrequited feelings give me. It’s like I feel that I’m too stubborn to hold it back or maybe too chicken to give up. I know, this is a usual thing to feel so I don’t know if I should still push through with my feelings or not.
“I want to keep you in any way possible.”
“You’re a keeper and I want to make you feel that you are.”
I know things have gotten pretty rough lately but I think I don’t deserve to be treated this way. I don’t want to stop because I really REALLY like you but you seem to be too eager to make me. What happened to your words? I thought you wanted to keep me in any way possible? Sadly, even though you treat me this way, my feelings are still intact. I’ve wasted more than a year of my life to get over someone. I told myself: “Hey stupid, don’t fall for the wrong person again.” (and I hope I am not wrong this time)
If ever I decided to stop or if ever YOU will ask me to stop, I just want to let you know that I’m grateful for the blissful moments that we’ve had. I also want to thank you for showing me your genuine smile, for encouraging me, for being there for me, for everything. If you’re still doubting, I also want to let you know that my feelings are true and it will always be. I sincerely apologize for causing you trouble and if ever, I hope you will find someone whom you won’t doubt anymore.