funny because the song is forever

1. It’s funny. Because we’re not together anymore, and we’re not in love anymore, but every single love song still makes me think of you no matter how long it’s been.

2. I don’t know why my chest still hurts when I think about you but I don’t want to throw up every time I picture you kissing her so let’s call it character development

3. I didn’t know that “forever” implied “forever until you’re too fucking hard to deal with anymore” but I really wish I did

4. I still leave space for you in my bed.

—  The things I tell you in my head while I’m trying to fall asleep

I honestly can’t even imagine how it would feel like to meet the person that gives you a smile everyday and makes you a better person. If I ever met Taylor there would be about a million things I would want to thank her for. There aren’t a lot of people who are always there for me, but Taylor has always been that one person that stayed constant in my life. Whether it’s coming home from a bad day at school and listening to her lyrics, watching funny videos of Taylor’s cats, watching her best performances, or even picking up my guitar and writing a song (which Taylor inspired me to do so) somehow my day doesn’t seem so bad anymore because of her. She makes me want to be a better person. She is the most caring, genuine, talented, down to earth person I have ever known and I am forever grateful to have such an amazing role model like her in my life. She has been there throughout all my ups and downs and I hope one day I can give her the biggest hug that she deserves and thank her. I love you with all of my heart @taylorswift thank you for simply being you 😊❤

Day 1

For my dearest @thegreatficmaster ~

Castiel remembered it like it was yesterday; the first day he met Nini. It was Winter Fling 2015. He didn’t want to go at all, but his mother had made him get all dressed up anyway. What was the point? he thought to himself., standing alone in the corner, hoping his trench coat made him blend in with the wall.

Nini walked in the room, looking growly because he clearly didn’t want to be there either; being tugged along by his friend Britney.  The song that was playing will be forever etched in Cas’s memory. “December 1963 (Oh What A Night)” and oh what a night it was.

Cas was new to this school, a transfer. He had only been here a few weeks and already felt like he didn’t fit in, just like all the other schools he had attended. An outcast, but all that changed the night he met Nini.

“I felt a rush like a rolling bolt of thunder, spinnin’ my head around and takin’ my body under. Oh what a night!” That line kept running through Cas’s head every time he thought about Nini and that night and it still rings true to this day.

**A/N** These were originally posted on my super secret side blog @itsgonnabeawesome that I set up just for Valentine’s Day. I will be moving them here to share with everyone.

when I was 10, I first heard the song fifteen by taylor swift and the lyrics were telling me that I will believe someone that tells me they love me.
but it’s funny because when I was right in the middle of being 15, you told me you loved me and I didn’t think once about taylor swift’s song. but wow I should’ve because that day you left me, I never felt the world crashing on me so much in my life.
now I’m 17 and I’ve learned my lesson to never believe that someone will love you forever because you never ever ever EVER know what the future will become.
—  fifteen

It’s funny. Because we’re not together anymore, and we’re not in love anymore, but every single love song still makes me think of you no matter how long it’s been.
2. I don’t know why my chest still hurts when I think about you but I don’t want to throw up every time I picture you kissing her so let’s call it character development
3. I didn’t know that “forever” implied “forever until you’re too fucking hard to deal with anymore” but I really wish I did
4. I still leave space for you in my bed.”
—The things I tell you in my head while I’m trying to fall asleep

things my actual friends of the signs have done
  • Aries: gone to pay for the extra round of minigolf the rest of us were planning to sneak.
  • Taurus: shares social justice posts on facebook all day long
  • Gemini: talk shit loudly about someone who was sitting right there.
  • Cancer: had another friend ask if the cute girl working in forever 21 was gay because she was too shy.
  • Leo: independently wrote the song for a group songwriting project, all other group members agreed to use it because it was good.
  • Virgo: purposely messed up the MLA format on a paper so that the teacher would hand it back for her to fix and she could rewrite the whole paper.
  • Libra: pretend to be in love with my little brother just to annoy him.
  • Scorpio: literally has a new girlfriend so fast after breaking up with the last one. hardcore serial monogamist.
  • Sagittarius: mentions his friends who are not involved in his drama, making them involved.
  • Capricorn: scored higher on the ASVAB test than anyone in our school history.
  • Aquarius: communicates exclusively through memes.
  • Pisces: goes on hour long laugh attacks where she can literally not stop laughing. laughing so much that my mom thought she was crying and got concerned.

I honestly can’t even imagine how it would feel like to meet the person that gives you a smile everyday and makes you a better person. If I ever met Taylor there would be about a million things I would want to thank her for. There aren’t a lot of people who are always there for me, but Taylor has always been that one person that stayed constant in my life. Whether it’s coming home from a bad day at school and listening to her lyrics, watching funny videos of Taylor’s cats, watching her best performances, or even picking up my guitar and writing a song (which Taylor inspired me to do so) somehow my day doesn’t seem so bad anymore because of her. She makes me want to be a better person. She is the most caring, genuine, talented, down to earth person I have ever known and I am forever grateful to have such an amazing role model like her in my life. She has been there throughout all my ups and downs and I hope one day I can give her the biggest hug that she deserves and thank her. I love you with all of my heart💘 thank you for simply being you 😊❤ @taylorswift @taylornation

The launch party for This Savage Song last night was SO. MUCH. FUN!! 😍❤️🎻 Victoria is so humble and funny, and such a nice person, truly. I’ll forever be thankful for the worlds she thinks up and the characters she creates; her stories reach out to introverts like myself and help answer questions I can’t really ask other people. She said that she wrote this book because it’s the story she needed at 17. And speaking as a 17 year old reader, this story is and was EXACTLY what I need right now. Thank you, @veschwab. A few things that stuck with me from her q&a:

  •  August Flynn is a Hufflepuff and Kate Harker is a Slytherin 
  •  Write for yourself, the story that YOU like and need; don’t write to fit the trend atm
  •  When writing, it’s a good idea to start with the world first and work your way into plot and characters
  •  NESTING NARRATIVES!!
  •  The will be a scene in A Conjuring Of Light MUCH like the one on pg. 308 of AGOS 😉😉 

In all seriousness though, I’m so thankful for last night. It was a truly awesome and humbling experience, and my first signing /launch party I’ve been to! I can’t wait for more in the future. ❤️✨

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My Craziest Theory

During the hiatus I went a little overboard on the theories and ended up listening to the Beatles song Strawberry fields forever. There’s that whole conspiracy with the song you know, about them confessing they buried Paul. And considering Steven Universe had that big Strawberry battle field. I wrote up my craziest theory that the four Beatles represented the four diamonds. That pink diamond is missing because she’s actually secretly buried on earth.
Honestly I don’t know why I’m saying all this cause it’s kinda funny. Maybe it’s just… On the slight chance I’m right…

A Funny and Completely True Guard Story

It was my Freshman Year at Band Camp. The theme for that years show was Vegas and one of our songs was Copacabana. We had these beautiful, new rainbow-colored flags in which we used for the entire song. So my coach forever named those flags the, “Copacabana Flags”. Anyways, there was a toss during the song that I was very worried about, because I had never done this before!! So while my team was waiting under some trees, for the rest of our group, so we could all go to sectionals together. I practiced that toss. Again and again, getting advice from senior guardists on how to improve. The last piece of advice I got was, “Watch out for the trees, try not to get the silk stuck in the branches. If you do it’ll be hard to get it down without ruining the flag”. I nodded and tried the toss again and what would you know?!?? My. Flag. Got. Stuck. In. The. Fucking. Tree. In front of my whole team and not to mention my other freshman friends, my Senior brother, his friends, and my crush for 6 years at the time all decided to show up for my humiliation. Long story short we got the flag out of the tree, I didn’t drop my toss, and my friends will only make fun of me until the day I die.

Chat about Someday
  • Friend: It seemed more sad from the lyrics
  • Me: It's funny that the up tempo beat was clearly Meghan's influence and the "nobody but you" and "I'll wait for you" was clearly Harry's :D
  • Friend: "I'm forever only yours" that screams Harry, actually. Not because of Louis. It just matches his writing style
  • Me: Yes! So yeah, I'm a fan :)
  • Friend: Harry's song is one of the best two. So yey mister styles
  • Me: WOOT!!!
  • A BIT LATER...
  • Friend: What you said made me think. I listened to both of Meghan's albums when they came out (and I quite like some of the songs). And she never mentions love in a way that it says that she's had it. It's always "I hope I find it" or "what I had wasn't quite it".
  • Friend: It made me smile because that lyric is all Harry in the sentiment of loving someone no matter what. Makes sense that she would be surprised at the fact that he really knows what love is. Not because she also knows it, but because they're the same age and he knows it when she doesn't.
  • Friend: Just... I thought it was very sweet.
  • Me: Okay, that's fine. Just rip my heart out, see if I care
  • Friend: Not my intention. Harry is the romantic sap, not me
  • Me: Yeah, but you figured that out and I'm not okay with it.
Dear Girl Stories Funnies #3

Ordinarily I would do this post on a Friday, but since I won’t be around tomorrow and I need my weekend laugh, I decided to post this today.. 

More treasures have been found! I know that the treasures won’t last forever (mainly because it’s rather difficult to find these with English subs) but we will enjoy them while we can! So.. this time it’s the musical styling of OnoD and HiroC singing a very entertaining song about erm… fish.. Lol!! 



I can only imagine what a karaoke party with these two would be like.. I’m killed! Hahahahaha!! 

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the only reason i did this video was so I could sneak some kabby in it and now the video is being blocked because of the song i used, dammit.

big thanks to nela and jo for the help with the ideas ♥