fully proud to have made this

Ludo: “Turns out ya ded” I have to say that scene made me die laughing so hard because yeah star went all OP butterfly god but she still didn’t fully kill him. THEN OUT OF NOWHERE WHERE WHEN HE IS STILL TRYING TO REGENERATE LUDO OF ALL PEOPLE OR MONSTERS COMES OUT IS JUST LIKE “hey yo look at this nice pole” “TURNS OUT YA DED” “look at what I did!! All by myself!!” Such proud of little ludo

At university, I did English language with linguistic for my Bachelor of Arts, which was a three year course. Half split between English language and half split between linguistics, which is the science of language. It was quite scientific and it was very hard. I liked to think while I was doing my A-levels that I was quite good at work and exams and stuff like that. But doing linguistics was kind of like throwing me into the deep end because it was a completely new concept to me and there was so many different parts of it. I was good at some parts of it, I was good at the child language acquisition thing and also things with essays but there was a lot of science based analysing language using the IPA chart  and stuff like that and that was hard. And also I think I could have tried harder in my lectures. If I had been going back, I would have listened a bit more because I had a lot of late nights and then didn’t listen the next day, which is not the point. But anyway, I passed it! I got a degree. Yay! And then I went on, because I really loved York and I didn’t feel ready to leave it yet and then I was also really interested in video editing. I was making YouTube videos from my university room and I just wanted to get better at the whole filmmaking thing because it was a big interest of mine. So I did a MA in post-production with visual effects. And there was only eight people allowed on the course so it was quite a selective course. But I went for the interview and got on it! And was invited on it and they had a huge green screen set, loads of amazing editing suites that we were allowed to use whenever we wanted, and it seemed like such a cool thing and I went for it and I did it. And I made some things I was really proud of as well and I got to work with other creative people, which is rare to have people that are sharing your interests in that way. So I had a really good time and I’m glad I did it. And I know I don’t make films on my YouTube channel, they're just like YouTube videos but I like to know that I can edit things in a way that I fully understand the software and I know what I’m doing. You know what I mean? I could just be going ‘I don’t know what this mean?’ but I understand it which is good. So I did that.

@amazingphil during his live show on the 16th of March 2017

Quotes from Phil (1/?)

I think some people might forget about Phil’s time at university but I always feel so uplifted and happy whenever he talk about it, so I wanted to write this down for me to keep to look back on whenever I’m struggling at university. 


Dragon age: Overwatch 

ahhh I got lazy with the designs but thinking of their skills was so much fun, I wanted Nalia to be a support that is able to counter flankers and peel them off the backlines, and also be able to burst heal when fully charged, her ultimate will keep you alive long enough for justice/revenge Mythal would be proud! haha 

I made Solas into a defense hero, an area denial one kind of like Mei, there were so many skills I could think of but making them sound balanced was the challenge haha wolf summoning? holo-copy of himself as decoy? spawning eluvian teleports? so many!! he would have great legendary skins too, Fen’harel one in mostly black and red with his bone skull helmet, Evanuris one in gold and white, Nalia would have a Dalish Keeper skin and an Antiva inspired one 😁

Dating Bambam would include

!! oops sorry i wasn’t clear haha i meant can you write a “dating bambam would include” list😅❤ hehe thank you❤

Note: Ah I see what you mean! That’s what I get for not reading things properly! I’m very, very sorry! Here is your request!


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  • Him asking for your opinion on his hair before anyone else after it gets dyed because 1) your opinion means the most, and 2) it gives him an excuse to send you selcas and 3) nothing fuels his ego more than being complimented from you
  • So many messages 
  • Especially when he’s on tour
  • You’ll have so many updates through messenger, snapchat and snow - which makes you question how much work he actually gets done during the day. 
  • Him dedicating a day to cuddling with you when he gets back from tour because god knows he’s needy and wants those cuddles
  • So much skinship
  • Kisses on your face and hands and the rest of your body
  • His band members spending about 80% of their time telling the two of you to get a room or teasing you both
  • Bambam ignoring them because he’s “too mature” for them
  • Grumpy maknae
  • But always cheers up when you give him a reason too, mainly through kisses and hugs and spontaneous dates
  • And that’s what he loves so much about you because you spend so much time dedicated to making him happy and he fully supports that and does the dame for you. 
  • Expect random presents from him, especially after tours because- 
  • “I saw it and it made me think of you”
  • Which can sometimes lead to you having very strange, random objects in your house. 
  • “What an interesting ornament you have there, what it is {y/n}”
  • “Honestly Mum, I haven’t got a clue what it is.” 
  • Him loving to travel with you and taking you to places you’d never been before 
  • Taking you on a tour around his home town in Thailand and teaching you some simple phrases in the language 
  • Being so proud when he finds out that you love it all. 
  • Honestly, just being the cutest couple ever tbh
  • Him holding your hand and kissing you in public when you’re anxious because he knows it soothes you 
  • Doesn’t really give a shit about what the press says because he loves you and that means more than everything to him. 
  • True happiness when the dating ban is lifted even though he’d been dating you for ages before that anyway

Night time

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  • This maknae may looks as though he’s all sweet and innocent but don’t be fooled
  • He can be very charming and seductive when he wants to be 
  • Not to mention sexy af
  • But you probably shouldn’t tell him that unless you want his ego to blow up like a balloon 
  • But putting all of the sexy stuff aside, he is very sweet 
  • And sometimes just really wants to lie next to you
  • It feels so real for him
  • Holding you in his arms
  • He can’t help but think about hos lucky he is to have you in his life and how you love him like you do
  • Sometimes he’ll just hold you in his arms, running his fingers through your hair and grinning because he’s just so happy about you and about life that he can’t help but just grin as he drifts off to sleep. 

normanikordei: You’ve always been my loudest cheerleader. Whenever I need to be reminded of what makes me so special you’re there. In times when I’m not so kind to myself you lift my heavy heart. I find myself near you in moments of uncertainty, self doubt and disappointment because with you I’m showered by God’s love. He speaks to many through your beautiful soul. You’re a proud child of His and you never fail to make that known. You’re notable for the role that you play. I really don’t think that you’re fully able to comprehend just what you mean to us and the influence you’ve had as our older sister. We are four moving parts and you are the core that continues to strengthen us. The key to a happy home means having a solid foundation and you have always made sure that we had nothing less than that. It will forever be us against the world. I love you girls to no end. It has been a pleasure getting to watch your evolution. You’re a masterpiece from above. You are a loving daughter, granddaughter, sister and friend. You make your grandpa proud each day and I’m sure that he continues to smile down on you. You also make me proud and I want you to know that I love you hard girl. Thank you for staying up late with me on tour to watch Full House. Thank you for climbing in my bunk no matter the time and just being there to listen to my million thoughts. Thank you for being the responsible mama bear that you are and blowing up our group threads anytime we’re all late (almost everyday). Thank you for making me smile always. Thank you for being YOU. HAPPY BIRTHDAY to the light that is able to shine through any darkness 🦋 You ARE my sister.

Don’t get lost, I tell myself. Just pick up your knees and push. Push a little bit farther, a little bit harder. Don’t push other’s it’s not nice. Don’t push your heart, it won’t heal as fast. Push deeper, though. You could love again.

Remember how lovely it is to be looked at like you’re brand new to someone? Remember looking at someone and feeling the wanting familiarity that comes with holding someone’s face lightly between your palms and kissing them. Above the right eyebrow, scattering kisses across the bridge of their nose. On to their lips. Taste. Remember feeling the hair on the back of their neck against your fingertips for the first time, your how their shoulders square off towards yours and you feel content?

Remember car rides? Well, imagine new ones, and they squeeze your knee, or take your hand and kiss the back near your knuckles. Think about reaching out and brushing the fingers of your left hand against their ear. Sit back, and trust them to drive you where you need to be. 

Remember, not always where you must be, but where you need to be, a lookout, or the beach, or maybe just windows down with a good song on going around the block a couple times, or maybe just to the grocery store to pick up two ripe plums. Let the plum juice run down your fingers. Sit on the roof or hood or trunk of the car. Make sure your thigh brushes theirs. Kiss them. 

Think about a kitchen table where you share your mornings, and maybe nights. Think about your legs and feet brushing theirs. Think about lazy morning kisses, hand holding. Hugs. Think about the new ones you’ll share. Push yourself to think new, not compare to old. Think about what will make their day better. Your day better. Your day collectively better. 

Remember yoga at first, how you felt weak, detached, immovable, always trying to catch your breath? Well, that’s not you anymore, you are constantly focusing yourself for the next move, the next pose trusting that the sequence will play out, that eventually after deepening, lifting, trusting, a bit of a challenge you feel exhausted. Eventually you will lay still, quite, motionless, content. 

Eventually love will come again, you’re deepening though, the way you think, feel, the way you exist. Always learn more, challenge more, live more. Don’t get lost. Push, baby. Push. Your effort, that your result only need to effect you. Make yourself proud. Hold yourself to your standard. Don’t brag, explain. Let your passion show your liveliness. 

And don’t forget to savor the stretch, don’t forget to savor the kiss, don’t forget through the struggle, it’s a beautiful thing called existing. Revel at the moon, dance or run till your legs tire. Do deep, go fully. Trust yourself. Share that passion for the outer world with someone else. Don’t forget to fill every crack, crevice, hole in your heart… with affection, respect and love for yourself and the people who have made and continue to make you.

Why Phichit is my Favorite Character

In honor of reaching 500 followers, I decided it was about time I made a post that shows that this blog is actually what it sounds like. This is going to be a long ride full of incoherent rambling, so hold on tight. Yes I am listening to Shall We Skate and Terra Incognita on repeat while writing this

Lets start from the beginning. The first time we see Phichit, we see him for only a few seconds, where he only says one line of dialogue, ¨Yuuri!¨, which was preceded by a giggle. We don’t see him again for the rest of the episode, or the next. Or the next. There is nothing that you can glean from this character at first glance.

But that was the moment I fell in love with the character that is Phichit Chulanont. 

See, It wasn’t his first official appearance that made me fall in love with him. The reason I liked this character so much was because I understood he was close to Yuuri and cared about him. Now, for those of you who don’t know, I became invested in Yuri!!! on ICE because of Yuuri and the premise + figure skating. Not victuuri, although that was wonderful because!!! Representation!!! I was just glad there was a main character I, and many others, could deeply relate to. But this post isn’t about Yuuri. Its about Phichit. And because I could see he cared for Yuuri, I got interested. 

So I watched the scene again to figure out what I could. And here is what I was able to come up with.

He lives in Thailand, but has just arrived home after being somewhere else, or is leaving. More likely the former. He is cheerful, and invested somewhat in social media. He is close friends with Yuuri, or at least acquainted, and is likely a figure skater. 

I looked him up after that, and my love only grew. 

Also, we had this picture in the ending

God I love him

The next time we see Phichit, we see him in a video call with Yuuri in episode 4. His first appearances are all very Yuuri-centered. 

But boy did this scene deliver a BIG LOAD of information. 

I had been right about quite a few things from my first guesses about Phichit. He just arrived back in Thailand and likes social media, as seen by the literal touchscreen gloves and multiple IG posts. He is also very close with Yuuri. VERY CLOSE. I damn near cried over how comfortable and happy Yuuri became when he was talking with Phichit. And how comfortable PHICHIT looked when he was talking to Yuuri. 

They had clearly been friends for a long time, Yuuri even knew phrases in Phichits native language, and I have no doubts that Phichit knows phrases in Japanese.

This sort of familiarity and calm interaction is something we only really see Yuuri take part in when he is with his family, +the Nishigori’s, at least at the beginning of the series. 

When Yuuri starts talking about composer girl, Phichit is able to immediately understand what Yuuri needs without even having to hear Yuuri say it. That is the kind of friendship some can only dream of. 

We already know Phichit is a wonderful, reliable friend from less than a minute of interaction. Less than a minute. I counted. I have seen dozens of shows where it takes multiple WHOLE EPISODES to understand the relationship between two characters, but with Yuri on Ice it takes less than a minute. This is a result of good writing and good, rounded characters. 

Which leads to my next topic of discussion.

Phichit is such a well-rounded character holy shit

There are no lingering doubts about Phichit’s character. There isn’t a scene where you are left wondering, “Why did Phichit do this” or “What is Phichit thinking” because we know, at least in my case. As long as you understand Phichit as a character you can understand the motivations behind his actions. 

Episode 6 is a beautiful Phichitfest and I was having a good ol’ time. 

Now, for reference, episode 6 is when I really got into Yuri on Ice as a show. Characters I didn’t really like were starting to have more appeal, like Viktor, and characters I loved got better, somehow. 

Bonus points for fashion goddamn


His constant need to document everything on social media is also much appreciated. 

also this

Captain of the #victuuri ship honestly same Phichit

So,as I’m watching this episode I’m just waiting and thinking 

when do i get to see Phichit skate?? when??

I find out Phichit skates first and Im !!!!

then he skates. 


Phichit steps out onto that rink in his princely attire and I am gone then and there.

Shall We Skate? is such a masterpiece and I LOVE IT

You can say what you want about Phichit, but if you cant see how much Phichit adores skating through his performance than you clearly haven’t watched the series. 

I have a record of crying every time I watch Phichit skate when I watched the episodes he was in for the first time. Every time. This one is no exception. 

The fact that the audience is shown to get very caught up in Phichit’s performance made me so happy? These people, who are all there to support the more popular skaters, are getting caught up in the dance of a skater who hadn’t even been on their radar. 

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what a good friend fukc i love him

What I wouldn’t give to have a friend like Phichit


Terra Incognita. 

me too ciao ciao

This performance showed how much you can glean from a person while watching them skate. And yes. I cried. 


His motivation for skating is so fucking clear. 

He wants to make his country proud.

And he does. 

The audience is rooting for Phichit, he gets the crowd hyped up and he delivers. 

He worked his ass off for this performance and it pays off

He nails all of his components and scores higher than he ever has

He is so confident that hes won and he WINS






And that’s why it made me so mad when he lost the Grand Prix Final. 

Sixth. Place. 

I love the other skaters. I really do. But JJ did not deserve a bronze medal. He was way over scored and should have gotten last place. Phichit scored about as high as the previous years third place winner. JJ. 

His Shall We Skate made me hella emotional and sob along with him at the end. He is SUCH A GOOD SKATER. 

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I never cried as hard during the entirety of YOI as I did during Phichit’s Terra Incognita performance. He was so happy to just be performing. Even after he messed up one jump he continued to smile. 

That is what makes a performer. 

Phichit entertains the audience. He holds their attention and gets them hyped up and on the edge of their seats. 

He has fun while he skates and just genuinely loves his sport. 

This gif sums it up pretty well

Originally posted by vikturi-katsforov

The scenes he got outside of the competition made me happy at least, and some of the flashbacks provided some nice information and depth

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and the iconic #victuuricaptain moment

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and I may be really salty about his loss but i am SO PROUD OF HIM

I am going to quote something I said when I first made this blog. 

“Just by qualifying for the Grand Prix Finals, Phichit won. He may not have won a medal, but he achieved not only one of his dreams, skating “Shall We Skate” in a major competition, but also made history by becoming the first Thai skater to compete in the Grand Prix Finals. WE should all be extremely proud of him, and hopefully watch him continue to made his dreams reality in the next season!”

I stand by this statement fully and wholeheartedly. Yes, Phichit deserved to be placed higher, and yes, it was completely unfair. But lets be proud of what he did achieve, and appreciate him for the amazing character he is. 

tldr; Phichit is a wonderful character and I love him. Thanks for 500 followers!

Gladio sneezed, scaring you half to death. You jumped in your lawn chair, clutching your racing heart.

“Why do you even bother with camping when you’re allergic to everything?” you winced as he reeled back for another sneeze. 

He sniffled and shook the stuffiness from his head. “My allergies aren’t that bad.”

You stared at him, unblinking. “Babe, if you sneezed any more, you might actually lift off and fly away.”

Prompto snickered from the other side of the campfire. “Got you there, Big Guy.”

Gladio glowered at Prompto and you sighed, shuffling through your backpack to find what you were looking for. You pulled out a small bottle of antihistamines and scooted next to where Gladio was seated on the ground.

“Here,” you offered him two. “They’ll help. I know you’re too proud to take them, but please do anyway. For me?”

Gladio smiled weakly, and finally took the pills from your outstretched hand. “Thanks, babe.” He leaned forward to kiss you on the forehead. “Will these make me drowsy?”

“A bit,” you nodded. “But that’s okay. We might still be able to get a few rounds in before they fully kick in.”

Prompto made a disgusted face and covered his eyes with his hands. “Gross! We all have to sleep in that tent, you know!”

Gladio downed the pills with a gulp of water and stood, hauling you up with him. “Sleep outside, then,” he declared as he moved towards it, with you giddily following close behind. 

As the two of you zipped up the entrance to the tent, Ignis called from where he was writing in his journal, “Please at least be courteous enough to clean up afterwards.”


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Paul Bernardo and Karla Homolka Video Transcript

Karla Homolka: I loved it when you fucked my little sister. I loved it when you fucked Tammy. I loved it when you took her virginity. You’re the king. I love licking your ass, Paul. I’ll bet Tammy would have loved to lick your ass. I loved it when you put Snuggles up her ass.

Bernardo could be seen reaching for his drink while Homolka continued to fondle his penis. She did it for several minutes, but he never climaxed. He took a sip from his drink, glancing at the back of her head.

Paul Bernardo: How did you feel?

Karla Homolka: I felt proud. I felt happy.

Paul Bernardo: What else?

Karla Homolka: I felt horny. It’s my mission in life to make you feel good.

Paul Bernardo: This is why I’m gonna marry you.

Karla Homolka: Sköl to the king. I’m glad you made me lick her cunt.

Paul Bernardo: Are you a fully fledged dyke?

Karla Homolka: No, I’m not.

Paul Bernardo: You were having sex with your little sister.

Karla Homolka: That was different. It was my little sister.

Paul Bernardo: Love in the family. Do you believe in that concept?

Karla Homolka: You know I had fun doing it. You know I liked it.

Paul Bernardo: What did it teach you?

Karla Homolka: Well… we like little girls, I like you to fuck them. If you’re gonna fuck them, then I’m gonna lick them. All the little girls.

Paul Bernardo: What age should they be?

Karla Homolka: Thirteen.

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Characters: Dean Winchester, Reader, Sam Winchester (mentioned)

Pairing: Dean x reader

Warnings: This is pure smut guys!!! Excessive masturbation (I blame Dean!), voyeurism, oral (female receiving), unprotected sex (wrap it up guys!), semi explicit gif under the cut   

Wordcount: 2800ish

A/N: I blame Steph aka @torn-and-frayed and Scar aka @salvachester for this!!! It is inspired by Shaggy’s it wasn’t me but I went with masturbation instead of cheating!

And once again thank you to my amazing beta Erin @blacktithe7 - go read her stuff she iw awesome!!


Seriously how long could it take to shower! You hated sharing motel rooms with the Winchesters when you were on hunts, which they didn’t seem to get.

“We are under one roof in the bunker. So why not here?”

Which was true in a way. It wasn’t that you didn’t enjoy their company, and it made working on the case easier if you were in one room. They were always respectful of your privacy, and the brothers took turns sleeping on the couch. That way you always had a bed, but the close quarters were driving you nuts.

The boys bickered over everything which wasn’t new, but you hardly had any place to escape too. At least in the bunker you had your room. Sam left his clothes everywhere. Dean snorted when he laughed. Sam tossed and turned in his sleep, and Dean sometimes talked in his. After almost 3 weeks in the same room with them, you were going insane.

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anonymous asked:

lol at that anon. glee and more specifically klaine helped me accept who i am and my own sexuality, and i know i wasn't the only one. "gay shows" help me see the representation i've never had.

Kurt and Blaine are Glee’s legacy.  They showed LGBT+ youth that gay kids can have everything they want- friends, a career, a loving relationship, marriage, and kids. That there others out there just like them.  That it does get better. 

Further, Klaine showed so many others, who perhaps had not been exposed to many LGBT+ people in their communities that in fact Kurt and Blaine were people just like them. They laugh, they cry, and they love just like every other human.

Because of Klaine, and in large part because of Chris and Darren who played these characters with heart and soul, we saw that Kurt, the boy we grew to love over a season and a half, could have a crush on a beautiful boy, get his hopes up when he learns that Blaine knows his coffee order, just to have them crushed. And then to have said boy say “I have been looking for you forever” after which they shared a first kiss that was in my opinion one of the best first kisses ever portrayed on TV because Chris and Darren wanted to tell this story in a true and genuine way:

In an article published by AOL Entertainment,

“On last night’s ‘Glee,’ the New Directions won regionals after hitting the stage with a pair of original songs – a first for the series – but that isn’t what anyone is talking about this morning. After months of hints and winks, fans of FOX’s hit musical finally got what they’ve been waiting for: The characters of Kurt (Chris Colfer) and Blaine (Darren Criss) kissed for the first time. And it wasn’t a peck. It also wasn’t overtly sexual or desperate, it wasn’t rushed or clouded with turmoil, and it certainly wasn’t played for laughs, the way many kisses between men are on TV. It was perfect.

“It’s hard to overstate the significance of the kiss between Kurt and Blaine on ‘Glee’ last night,” Michael Jensen, editor of Logo’s AfterElton.com tells PopEater. “Even better, it wasn’t the sort of kiss we saw back in the 1990s where the guys pecked each other on the lips – or worse, the camera cutaway – but this was a real kiss that hinted there is much more to come in this relationship. If we still needed proof how far gay characters have come on network TV, 'Glee’ just gave it to us.”

“’Glee’ has raised the bar of what it means to be inclusive on TV, and viewers are tuning in by the millions, sending a clear message to networks that Americans not only accept gay and lesbian characters, but they are beginning to expect them,” GLAAD President Jarrett Barrios tells PopEater. “It’s stories like Kurt and Blaine’s that continue to remind gay youth everywhere that there’s nothing wrong with being who you are.”

Glee then went even further and tackled the issued of Kurt and Blaine losing their virginity, a story line that paralleled Finn and Rachel. Making the statement that Klaine’s first time was just as beautiful, just as relevant, just as significant, and just as full of love as the heterosexual couple on the show. And Chris and Darren’s scene was perfection:

Thanks to Glee, we saw Kurt and Blaine navigate high school, long distance relationships, angst and heartache. The show often got it wrong, but when it got it right, it do so spectacularly. And never as amazing as our Klaine engagement:

And while the wedding certainly left a little to be desired, Glee still allowed our beloved Kurt and Blaine to declare their love to the world and state their vows, at at time before same sex marriage was legal across the country. A time when they had to cross state borders to tie the know and make it legal. And while the creators of Glee left a lot to be desired, as always, Chris and Darren took what they were given and displayed nothing but love and happiness that they were finally husbands:

In 2013, Klaine was named the Greatest TV Couple of all time by Entertainment Weekly (X)  The article that accompanied their win described their relationship as:

a timeless, groundbreaking TV love story

On the morning of the finale, in an article entitled “The Gay Legacy of Glee” Klaine was described as follows:

In season two, Kurt met Blaine Anderson (Darren Criss). Not only did he get a boyfriend, but a bonafide, epic love story that’s spanned the remainder of the series. Blaine’s dreamy debut,  is the kind of hearts-aflutter teen romance usually reserved for straight kids on TV. They’ve made-out, broken-up, lost their virginity, gotten engaged, broke-up again and eventually got married. They’ve evolved into the central relationship and one of the greatest young love stories in mainstream television. (x)

Another article, written in the Fall of 2016 entitled “The Cultural Significance of Glee” stated:

This character [Kurt] attracted many people in the LGBTQ community in which many found comfort in the character, knowing that they are getting some representation.

The couple [Klaine} became one of the most popular couples on television. The couple go through the same obstacles than any other straight relationship would have, creating the image that there is no difference between a straight or gay relationship. The couple broke up twice, causing an uproar of extremely upset and mad fans. By the end of the of show’s seasons, the two end up marrying each other. The couple known as “Klaine” has been “leading TV’s gay-teen revolution”(Entertainment Weekly). The actors have claimed that they have received hundreds of letters from fans both gay and straight saying that the couple has changed their views positively and helped them to keep an open mind. The phenomenon that is “Klaine” definitely has a positive reaction on the majority of viewers. While these two characters are not the only gay men on the show, they have been the most impact.

Kurt and Blaine made a profound impact on society and greatly influenced how people saw members of the LGBT+ community. And that they play a significant part in enabling LGBT+ youth to know that they were not alone.

For everything Glee got wrong, it will always have its legacy- Klaine.  And that is mainly thanks to two extraordinary men who fully committed to their roles, Chris and Darren. 

And for anyone to minimize this, to state that Chris is not proud of what he and Darren accomplished on screen, clearly knows nothing about him.  And that is heartbreaking.

normanikordei: You’ve always been my loudest cheerleader. Whenever I need to be reminded of what makes me so special you’re there. In times when I’m not so kind to myself you lift my heavy heart. I find myself near you in moments of uncertainty, self doubt and disappointment because with you I’m showered by God’s love. He speaks to many through your beautiful soul. You’re a proud child of His and you never fail to make that known. You’re notable for the role that you play. I really don’t think that you’re fully able to comprehend just what you mean to us and the influence you’ve had as our older sister. We are four moving parts and you are the core that continues to strengthen us. The key to a happy home means having a solid foundation and you have always made sure that we had nothing less than that. It will forever be us against the world. I love you girls to no end. It has been a pleasure getting to watch your evolution. You’re a masterpiece from above. You are a loving daughter, granddaughter, sister and friend. You make your grandpa proud each day and I’m sure that he continues to smile down on you. You also make me proud and I want you to know that I love you hard girl. Thank you for staying up late with me on tour to watch Full House. Thank you for climbing in my bunk no matter the time and just being there to listen to my million thoughts. Thank you for being the responsible mama bear that you are and blowing up our group threads anytime we’re all late (almost everyday). Thank you for making me smile always. Thank you for being YOU. HAPPY BIRTHDAY to the light that is able to shine through any darkness 🦋 You ARE my sister.

Big bang reacting to their s/o being really close with BTS

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Hii lovee, Could I request a Big Bang reaction of their s/o being really close to Bts members??


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Even though you’ve told him plenty of times you were just friends with them, He’d keep worrying. In all honestly; he definitely wanted to meet the boys, but at the same time, he was extremely jealous for no reason.

“I love you and you know that, you have no need to worry okay? I’ll introduce you to them since they’re huge fans!”, you smiled. “I love you and only you!”


“Yes, only you!”


Originally posted by fantastic--babies

Quite the jealous type here; he wouldn’t be mad but he just would be sad because whenever you talked about the boys, you seemed so excited.

“No worries”, you’d say. “They’ve wanted to meet you for a long time and even wanted to apologise for spending so much time with me!”

You’ll spoil him with kisses and hugs; talking to him until he’s accepting the fact that you love him more than you love the Bangtan boys.


Originally posted by dont-no-why

Really; He’d fully trust you and would only want to see you happy. Even if he’s jealous; he won’t tell you and would try his best to hide it.

“I’ve heard they’re big fans”, he went.

“Yes they are! You should meet them; you have no idea how mant times they sing your songs!”

After you said that; He’d feel so proud and happy, realising that the boys aren’t such a huge problem.


Originally posted by selva3bd

As a joke; He’d whine and complain about you being too close, in all honestly, he wouldn’t mind. He’s happy with the fact that you made friends; he even met the boys because he had to drop you off and clicked with them.


Originally posted by cheonjaes

Would he care? Yeah. Would het let you know? No. He’ll definitely tell the other Big Bang members but would then brush it off. When you told him they’re huge fans; he realised that they would probably be nice guys if you got to know them.

“Don’t be jealous, okay?”

“I would never!”

anonymous asked:

hey, I'm a 17 years old girl who has kissed just one boy her entire life. But I've been in love with boys and girls. Am I bi? I'm sorry, this is an stupid things to ask but I have no friend nor family to ask

Is not a stupid thing to ask, don’t worry about it! God. I hope I can give you a good reply

Let’s go with the definition of bisexuality:


If you feel like boys and girls and you feel comfortable calling yourself bisexual, go ahead! sexuality is not something easy and is complex but you need to find something you feel comfortable. You don’t have to kiss a girl to know you like girls, I have also only kissed a boy in my life and I consider myself a bisexual even if I have never kissed a girl.

I feel like I’m still learning myself and I’m not sure how I can help you but I can share with you my experience accepting my sexuality, which I hope it makes sense because I think this is the first time I really talk about it.

For most of my life I knew I liked girls, believe me, it was so obvious yet I refused to accept that I wasn’t straight. I looked for dumb excuses like ‘she is so pretty I wish I could look like her and I don’t want to kiss her but damn look at her’ (years later found the term demisexuality and everything made sense for me) I knew I liked boys so that’s how I told myself I couldn’t like girls “You are crazy about this guy, there is no way you like girls”. 

I’m from a very catholic family where being gay is the worst thing that can happen (to the point my baby cousins can’t play with Barbie dolls or princess because “is gonna turn them gay” ugh) so I was definitely scared of accepting I liked girls too, I just simply refused and the fact that I’m also demisexual (and had no idea that term existed) made me feel like I was broken; most of my teenagers years I was miserable because I was ashamed of myself, I never told anyone, I pretend to have crushes because I was afraid of people calling me lesbian, I forced myself to be straight (like that was gonna work). 

Back then I really didn’t know bisexuality existed, I was on the wrong idea that you can’t like boys and girls that you had to choose one but then again I really didn’t know much about sexuality and even now I’m still learning. I honestly lived afraid of people telling me “you like girls is so obvious” In late 2014 I finally broke down and confessed my struggles to a person who was my best friend at the time, mostly because my sister was forcing me to come out to her even if at that point I hadn’t accepted my sexuality yet. It felt nice to finally tell everything to someone who wouldn’t judge me, someone who told me that I wasn’t broken, we both cried a lot during that Skype call. Then tumblr introduced the term demisexuality and that’s when I finally started to leave my fears behind, well a little I started thinking that if it comes to it and I have a close bond with a girl, I might be okay with the idea of being with her. I think I called myself demisexual for almost a year or so but my mind kept going to the term bisexuality, I felt more connected to it than I was with demisexuality but even there I was still afraid to fully accept it, by that point @bananannabeth was already my friend and she is very open about being bi and seeing Ashlee talk about it and being proud of it made start to little by little accept that I’m bisexual too. It took me a while but last summer when I was 24 years old I finally accepted that I’m bisexual but unfortunately I haven’t come out yet to my family for reasons already mentioned (well my sister knows but she forced me to come out to her and it was horrible) and only 2 ‘real life’ friends know.

Sexuality is something fluid, is a journey I guess and it can be confusing and scary and I can try and help you find yourself but I can’t tell you you’re bisexual because only you know who you are and what you feel comfortable with, I’m not sure if I’m making sense. I’m just still learning myself, as you can see, but we are both in this self-discovery journey and I just want you to know that you’re not alone and there is nothing wrong with you and you can always come to me if you want to and I’m gonna try my best to help you.

The Contest-Part 16

To celebrate Supernatural’s 15th season, the producers have decided to hold a contest to cast an unknown in a recurring role as Sam’s rumored love interest.  They are doing open casting calls all over the country.  Your best friend Nikki wants to go and she drags you along.

A/N: My inspiration for Nikki is the one and only red, @oriona75.  So I am actually telling two stories here, Jared and Readers, and Sam and Gemini’s.  It flips back and forth, so try and keep up! :)

Characters: Jared Padalecki, Reader, Best friend Nikki(OC) Jensen Ackles, Misha Collins, Mark Sheppard, PA Emily (OC) Cliff, Other Supernatural cast and crew

Master List

Part 1 (all parts are linked)

The five of us ended up at one of the casinos on the strip.  Don’t ask me which one, because the next day it would all be a blur.  Jensen bought the first round of shots and we toasted the happy couple.  

“I still think you guys are nuts and totally deserve each other.”  He said before downing his shot.

“You call that a toast, Jay?”  I commented with a roll of my eyes. I signaled for the bartender to bring another round.  I raised my glass and everyone followed suit.  “Here’s to Nikki and Misha.  She is officially your problem now.”

Everyone laughed as we downed our shots.  Nikki made a face and gave hers to Misha to finish. “I’d like to remember my wedding night, thank you very much.”

Then a group of fans recognized us and bought us a round.  Things started to get a little fuzzy after that.  I remember Misha reminding us we all had panels in the morning. 

 Jensen, who didn’t have any official duties until the Saturday Night Special the next night, said it was early yet and ordered another round.  I remember Nikki and I dancing with a bunch of fans who sent over a congratulatory round when they found out Nikki and Misha had eloped.

Jared and Misha finally came over and pulled us from the dance floor.  “Come on Dancing Queen, time to go.”  Jared told me as I stumbled into his arms.

“But I’m having funnn!” I giggled.  “Hey Mish, guess what?” I whispered drunkenly.  “You and Nikki got married!”

I don’t remember the ride back to the hotel at all.

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anonymous asked:

Omg, number 24 for the bellarke prompts please!!!!

gosh, the twenties are quite popular aren’t they :) thank you so much for sending in this request it makes me so happy !!!

24 - “you’re the only one i trust to do this.”

It was nine thirty-five on a Monday morning when Bellamy Blake got a call from Clarke Griffin.

He was greeted by a cough, sniffle and “I’m sick!”

“Well I would offer to look up your symptoms on WebMD but it seems all that knowledge from the half of your pre-med course you actually did take have helped you work it out yourself,” he said, smiling cockily, he was pretty proud of that little burn.

“Ha, ha!” she coughed out in a dull, unamused monotone. “Well I’m sure that brilliant fully completed history degree you got there will really come in handy when I get all the good articles and you end up writing, yet again, about Mrs. Smith across the road’s terrible disdain for modern technology. I’d love to see you put yet another spin on that one,” she grumbled back.

Being sick may have made her sniffly but it in no way deminished her ability to completely and utterly destroy him.

“Ouch, did you call for any reason other than to make me feel bad about all my life decisions up until this point?” he asked, tapping his pen on the desk.

“Not all, I did like that one decision you made last week when you got me a coffee on Thursday morning, that one was nice,” she said in joking contemplativeness.

“It was buy one get one free, Clarke.”

“Okay, well whatever. I’m calling because I kind of need you to cover my Person of Interest interview for me today?” she asked reluctantly. He could practically see her wincing on the other end.

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I Am Damaged: 2D and Murdoc fic

(Not necessarily 2Doc but whatever floats ur boat)
The Gist: Everyone noticed Murdoc leaving the house more often and realize he’s going to therapy. 2D takes it upon himself to confront him and learns information that was a long time coming.

“Out,” Murdoc responded to Russell’s question. Its like he’s a teenager all over again. Russell didnt seem thrilled about his lack of specifics, but went back to his sketchbook, allowing Murdoc to snatch his worn leather jacket and leave the house. Noodle came from the garage after hearing the front door open and close, covered in grease stains.
“Where’s he off to?” She laid a rag down on the coffee table and sat next to Russell. She peeked at what he was drawing: a slightly morbid still life of the Bonsai Tree that now resigns in Cyborg Noodle’s severed head, the small trunk emerging from the mouth, a grotesque sight to visitors (if they had any).
Russell sighed and shook his head.
“Beats me. Man, he’s been out like that these few months.” He snapped to display the speed of his disappearance from the house hold. Noodle put her cheek in her hands in thought.
“He’s behaving quite odd. He’s not drunk when he gets home, like the old tosser used to be. Have you think he’s met someone?” She turned to him fully, demanding his full attention. He obliged, setting down pencil, hands flat on the book, turning to her.
“Nah, he’d be in a better mood about it. Maybe he’s keeping it tight with nature or something.” Noodle laughed at the thought of grumpy old Murdoc hugging a tree. Russell smiled, at awe for the millionth time of how big Noodle’s gotten. How proud he was of her. It made him sad to think that one day he’d have to let her go. She’d have a wife, kids… No, it pained Russell like he was her real dad, though in a way, he kind of was. That blood being thicker than water saying was bullshit. He loved her as much as a good dad would love his biological daughter.
Both their thoughts were interrupted by 2D walking into the kitchen.
“Hey, D. Where do you imagine Murdoc’s off to?” Noodle shifted her seating position to face the indigo haired man pouring himself orange juice. He shrugged and sat across from the two in an arm chair.
“A concert, per'aps?”
“Yeah, but 3 days a week. And in the morning?” Noodle emphasized the confusion and Russell nodded in agreement.
“Noods’ got a point. Something ain’t right about that.” 2D thought for a moment. He looked at the calendar. Saturday.
“Hold on, what time is it?”
“Almost 10, why”
“Ha,” 2D chuckled to himself, “right now’s about the time I’d be off to…” His happy expression dropped as he realized “therapy.” He looked up in shock at the two, them having the same expression. The silencing was grim in the house. Noodle was the first to break it.
“You.. dont think…”
“Where else would he go? You heard D. The exact day, exact time?”
“But why-” Noodle began, in shock for her practical family member, but 2D interrupted.
“Me.” This gained stares from both of them. 2D elaborated. “Well think about it. Muds been ‘ittin’ me loads less, been less mean to me. We been ‘angin’ out more.” Noodle smiled as she began to understand.
“Yeah. Maybe he’s turning around.”

For some reason the thought of that didnt sit right with 2D. Why now? After almost 20 years of abuse and bullshit, why now? Maybe he was wrong. Maybe it wasn’t because of him. Maybe he just wanted to be more likable or something. Still, he couldn’t shake the feeling that, for once, it was him. ***
“Where were you?” Murdoc paused in the door way looking at 2D sitting in an armchair towards him, his expression as plain as the feeling in his eyes, or what used to be. you’d think just because they’ve been filled with blood, they’d still be considered eyeballs, especially since they still did their job. Which, right now, was noticing Murdoc hesitantly hang his jacket on the rack and close the door behind him.
“Why does it matter?” Murdoc avoided the question with another, finding that worked best with most people. Unfortunately, 2D was not like most people.
“Cos’ we care about you. ‘Ell, we’re a band afterall. So I’m goin’ to ask again, where were you?” 2D stared at Murdoc, not with disappointment or fear like years ago, but with concern… appreciation. Murdoc’s silence stood as a refusal. 2D sighed at his resistance. “Actually, don’t. I already know where you been off to.” 2D revealed a business card for Dr. Carol Young, with the number circled and dates written: Tuesday, Thursday, Saturday, 10:00 AM. Murdoc’s handwriting.
“Most people would consider that a breach of personal privacy, Pot.” Murdoc tried hard not to look at him, but couldn’t help it. 2D’s aura and appearance didnt just demand your attention, it gripped it away from you. He sucked in attention like a vacuum.
“That was breached a long time ago,” He chuckled but became serious again, “Y'know, Muds, this isn’t something you should be embarrassed of. Even if you dont want to tell the others… you can tell me. So why are you going?” Murdoc tried his best to keep his cool demeanor, not to fall apart, but Carol’s words were ringing.
Its okay to cry.
And he did. He years of held back tears flow over like an old dam breaking. He slid against the front door to the floor, shaking, sobbing, because someone always cared when he thought no one did but he was too narcissistic to see it. 2D, oddly, was kind of expecting this. 2D may have some brain damage, but he’s good with people and emotions. He was a huge heart that sees people. He knows how much pain Murdoc’s been building up. He got up and moved over next to Murdoc, sitting next to him.
“I’m so fucking sorry, Stuart.” Murdoc choked out. 2D felt like the part in Moana where the land lady became good again. He found the missing heart.
“I accept your apology. But let’s get one thing straight: I don’t forgive you. Per'aps one day, I will. ‘Owever thats not today. But I will give you a second chance, because you’re my best friend. I believe friends see the best in one another. I see your change, and I quite appreciate it. I appreciate you. You 'aven’t been treated the best when you were a little sod, but I personally want you to get better, ya 'ear? One step at a time. Me, Rus and Noods are goin’ to 'elp you. I mean, if it weren’t for you, I wouldn’t be in the biggest band in the world. I wouldn’t 'ave met Rus and Noods. We’ll 'elp you. We love you, Murdoc.”
Murdoc can’t remember when Russell and Noodle came in or when he actually stopped crying. But he does remember when they all calmed down and just talked together like one weird, fucked up family. Murdoc’s first real family. It felt like the best thing in the world
My Artist Statement

Art is a statement in the grey world of society. This black and white world can’t truly understand the mind of an artist. Those who can understand and see the colors in this world are the lucky ones. Art is an outlet for the antisocial life I deal with, Art is my safety blanket. Where I can express how I feel or what I had dealt within that day and I can express it onto paper or digitally. I put so much heart into my art, I tend to cry at some of my art if it is emotional to my eyes. Art in my eyes is anything that someone puts there heart and soul into, something that takes time, and you can feel proud on what you made after it is done. Music is a big inspiration while I draw my art. I sit and listen to music and my mind will wander imagining amazing styles and poses that fit the theme of a song.

An art style that catches my eyes the most is cartoons, the way the body can break the laws of physics and you don’t have to fully abide the rules of anatomy. The art in my art show is a mix of my cartoonish style of the realism of shading and color. Each picture is a statement on how a felt that day, the calm elegance of the wolf shows my pride I have about who I am. The snowy world shows my covered up childhood as those characters were the first characters I ever drew and I was made fun of drawing them. The humans wrapped by what seems to be a chain shows the world pushing down on my telling me to draw more realistic. The black and white inky character shows my passion for animation and cartoons and how they are. Finally, the cute creature in the front with the 1000+ shows all the support I have about my art and i have over 1000 people who love my art and say it is amazing and support everything i do, the dark creature behind me is the past of my hardships and dark times that I had to suffer with. I started draw when i was in 3 grade, and though I was made fun of. I never stopped drawing, I’ve been drawing for 10 years non stop, I am self taught and to this day I will never stop doing what I love.



Prompt - y/n comes back to beacon hills and see her ex Peter hale. Warnings ~ none Pairing ~ Peter hale x reader Note - y/n = your name, y/h/c = your hair color

Please comment what you think I love to hear feedback!



you turned at the sound of you name to see a pair of green eyes you hadn’t seen in nearly 15 years.

“Derek hale, wow” you said opening your arms to hug him. As a teen you had spent time with the hale family. Talia had known your family had offered to let you all stay for a while when your mother helped her with a hunter problem.

“what are you doing here” he asked smiling. “Well where do I start, I ran away from my coven after they got into some black magic that nearly killed us, so I wanted a new start and beacon hills was the one place I was happy.” you told him. After explaining you was still finding a permanent place the was a hotel you were currently staying in. Derek was having none of it telling the was plenty of space in the loft for you stay there free.


“is this a good idea? ” peter whispered watching the (y/h/c) woman reading on the couch. Derek laughed “she’s staying! It’s not going to be a problem is it?” He asked with a smirk and raised eyebrow. Peter grumbled “she hates me you know that right” Derek just laughed again “that’s not my fault" 


You had finished putting your things in the new room Derek had shown you. After making a drink, you sat in the loft when you heard footsteps coming down the stairs. "y/n” peter said. “go away” you replied as coldly as you could. Peter turned around going back to his room knowing y/n wouldn’t speak to him.  But couldn’t help hear her take an upset shaky breath and her heart beat change giving him hope she still cared enough to be upset.

A little later Derek came back with a few teenagers and quickly introduce you to them all. Y/n went back to the kitchen to make some dinner. “who is she?” stiles asked Derek who was rolling his eyes “an old friend,” “my ex girlfriend” peter said before Derek could finish. “what” both Lydia and Stiles said in unison wide eyed at the ex alpha. Peter listened and could hear y/n still cooking and hadn’t hear the pair shout. “they was together when they both was in school, it didn’t end very well” Derek said Peter looked at Derek his eyes screaming shut up. “she’s like half your age how is that even..” stiles started mumbling trying to work out ages Peter was 30ish, y/n only looked in her early 20s. “she’s a grand witch she has a different aging process she’s the same age as me but looks 10 years younger” peter told stiles annoyed by the boys questions.


Peter had stayed sat on his usual place on the staircase. You had begun getting to know everyone, you and Lydia quickly became friends fast along with stiles. They was talking about the last thing that nearly killed them, “yes we had all forgotten him we had a picture it had vanished” stiles and Lydia was telling y/n about the ghost riders.

Peter watched seeing this as a chance to talk to y/n. “it was intense stiles and I where trapped..” peter was cut off. Y/n had lifted her hand without looking  at Peter. The glasses on the table, the mirror and light bulb all smashed. “I said don’t talk to me” you shouted. Peter coughed bushing off the broken glass that had come from the bulb above him “you can’t still be that angry” he looked at her waiting for an answer but didn’t get one “your gonna have to speak to soon y/n” peter said louder in a singsong way as she snarled him and walked way.

“what! happened! between! you two! I have to know!” stiles said giddy nearly coming out of his sit. Lydia raised her hand a little “I would also like to know.” as she started to clean up the table.


Peter took a deep breath before telling his story. “When y/n moved in I had fallen for right away, she was gorgeous funny loving and powerful,” he waved his arm around showing the damage she’s done tonight. “we had become a couple straight away and truly loved each other never apart, until one day the was a party at one of the basketball players houses. I wanted to go but y/n hated party’s and didn’t. So after a massive fight, I went anyway, after a few hours I joined in a game if truth or dare. My dare was to kiss some girl from the cheerleader squad. When y/n walked in. She had changed her mind and wanted to say sorry about our fight and she saw me kissing the girl. The next day I tried to tell her I was sorry but she’s so stubborn she wouldn’t speak to me I got angry so I didn’t shift into a werewolf I grabbed her tried to kiss her. That’s when all the windows in the house shattered the mirrors plates cups glass everything broke. Including all the bones in my body shattered. She walked out as I laid screaming and I haven’t seen her since until Derek brought her here”

Peter walked away, still thinking about the day y/n left. Determine to fix it or at least say sorry. Not a day had gone by he hadn’t wished her back. Y/n was the only person Peter had ever loved.


Y/n listened to peter explaining to the stunned teens. You could see the pain he felt in his eyes. As Peter walked to the stairs you hid so he couldn’t see you watching him. Feeling hurt at the vivid memory. Watching him also brought back the good ones. When he used to take you on midnight picnics or how you stayed in bed all day like nobody else in the world existed.

No one saw Peter the rest of the but you kept looking to the staircase for him, Derek kept you talking every time he saw you asking a question nudging stiles to talk. He had always known when Peter was on your mind as kids and always found a way get your mind off him when needed.


Peter woke early and could hear mumbling from y/n room as he walked outside the door he smiled knowing she was sleep talking. the sound of his name made him freeze he pressed his ear to the door but didn’t hear anymore works just the single soft sob. He ran to his room getting dressed she dreams about me he thought to himself feeling proud. He went to Deaton to see if he could find a way to stop y/n magic long enough to talk to her.

You woke you to see Derek packing ropes and chains “morning y/n” he call happily. It was to early for you to be that smiley “I’m going out and Peter’s not here you’ll have the loft to yourself today” this made you smile you didn’t want to see any if the hale boys until you woken fully. “what’s with the kinky gear” you joked as you yawned covering your mouth with one hand pointing at his bag with the other, making him blush “it’s Erm it’s not like that we’re, we’re doing training and I wanna see of the can escape traps.” he stuttered  embarrassed then laughed when you  rolled my eyes laughing at his pink cheeks “Derek hale gone red who’d of thought it would be so easy,  well have fun then I guess chaining up your betas” Derek left with a rare smile.

After a coffee you got dressed and went into Derek’s training room. You put you headphones on finding the perfect work out music. You saw a small set of gloves and put them on going to the punching bag. After an hour you had gotten rid of all your pent up aggression from the last 24hrs.

Feeling good you went to get a shower when you saw Peter in the living room crouched on the floor. He stood up looking at you with a devilish smile. You knew that smile it meant he was up to no good or had something planned.


You went to go up the stairs when Peter blocked your path. “please just talk to me” his eyes pleaded stirring into yours. His eyes always made you weak he could look at you and making you melt. “leave me alone” you answer looking away still wanting to be mad at him, not wanting to forgive him for braking your heart.

Going to walk past him he grabs your arms, pushing and pinning you to the wall. You shout and wave your hands but nothing happens. Peter lets you go but still stands close. You try to make him move with another force of magic but again nothing. Peter laughed “look at the floor”. Looking down you see a pentagram with lots of symbols around it. “it blocks you magic” you slap him and push him back, his eyes turn blue “you are going to let me talk y/n” he started then looked down thinking how he wanted to say his next words.

“I miss you I was so stupid that night.” you go to walk away not being able to step outside the chalked symbol. “break it” you say not wanting to talk about it with him. He didn’t speak turning to face him “break it now” you scream loader.

Peter refused, “not until your no longer angry with me anymore or at least hear me out ” he says low. That was it you didn’t know what cane over you. “angry doesn’t even begin to explain!” you start pacing up and down, “You broke my heart, I loved you Peter more then anything and you cheated on me. I hated myself for months thinking why was I never good enough, I cared about so much it hurt to be away from you. I believed all those silly little promises about being you made eternal mate marks and soul mates but then I saw you and her kissing. I knew I was a fool for believing you” you had gotten so load and was so angry if you magic was working you would blow out a whole block. The tears now ran down your face, your breathing erratic you knew it was all too much. Every ounce of pain, hate anger fear all came out in that one rant. Causing a panic attack.

Peter saw the start of your attack and ran to you putting his arms around your back pulling you into a tight hug trying to calm you. You slide your arms around him missing the feeling of being held by him, your heart and breath quickly stabilizing. “shh” he whispered rubbing your back trying to stop your crying “I’m sorry I hurt you, you leaving me hurt more then the pain when you shattered my bones. I swear I loved you” he took a breath and held you tightly “I still do” he said lower but you still heard him.

You let go looking at him. “What did you say?” knowing exactly what you heard but wanting to double check. “I never stopped loving you y/n, I’d do anything to show you that” he sadly smiled holding out his hand to you. You don’t take it.

“What if I don’t love you anymore” you lied trying to show you didn’t forgive him that easy. He now had a smirk across his lips. “we both know that’s not true, you can’t lie to me y/n) with each word he moved closer to you until his lips were against your ear. "I can hear you heartbeat I know you still feel something” his hands held your waist.

Peter leaned in for a kiss and against all the logical senses you had you kissed him back. You could feel him smile against your lips before pulling his head away and resting it on your forehead. “I love you and if you take me back I’ll prove it everyday” he asked more then told. clearly seeing he truly meant it, You stood on your tiptoes kissing his cheek “you best had Hale” smiling happy to have the only person you had ever loved back.

He picked you up and you wrapped your legs around his waist laughing and screaming. He kicked a gap in the chalk cycle carrying you into the other half of the room to the couch.

“I missed you” was all he said as Derek and the pack walked in confused by the sight of you and Peter wrapped around each other with wide blushed smiles on your faces.

anonymous asked:

Hey!!! Good luck buddy, to help ya start off how about headcanons for the p3 boys reacting to their s/o who's steadily going blind?

thank you! this was a little tough to do, but I know people who are fully blind and I have glasses myself, so I hope it was accurate!


  • Minato would, of course, be completely understanding of your condition.
  • Once you told him, he would tell you he already knew. He had noticed how you were having trouble seeing things, and was just waiting for you to tell him yourself. He felt terrible seeing you go through it and was glad you told him.
  • After that day, he would always be supportive of you in every way possible. Even though he doesn’t talk much normally, if you told him you were having trouble that day he would be there to tell you anything you couldn’t see yourself.
  • He learned braille so he could understand what you were reading once you went fully blind, and gave you notes occasionally that had phrases on it in braille. The first one he gave you said ‘I love you’ on it.
  • On bad days, he would change his hairstyle to have both his eyes free, just so he could be your eyes fully. Not only did it cheer you up seeing him look like that, it made you happy to know your boyfriend would do that for you.
  • He would always hold your hand and guide you everywhere, not caring about the strange looks people gave him. He promised he would always be your light, and he truly was in every way.


  • Junpei was honestly shocked when you told him you were going blind. You hadn’t shown too many signs of it, and he felt so bad that he didn’t notice sooner.
  • He was always at your side after that, even more than normal, making sure to help you whenever you needed it.
  • Even though Junpei isn’t the best at learning things, he was determined to know how to read braille, just for you! You were really embarrassed when you heard from one of your shared friends that he got caught studying it in class.
  • He told you afterward that it was worth getting yelled at if it was for you, S/O!
  • Sometimes he didn’t understand what you could and couldn’t do because of your eyesight, so you were often explaining how glasses wouldn’t help, etc. He always apologized if he misunderstood things, but you made sure he never felt too bad about it. After all, blindness was uncommon enough that not many people fully understood it.
  • Junpei was the best boyfriend you could have asked for, and he was always there for you whenever you needed it. You were so grateful to have him, and he was so proud that he was worthy to be yours.


  • Akihiko was the most understanding out of anyone. Once you expressed your worries of going blind, he comforted you the best he could. He knows what it is like to feel powerless, since he lost his sister, and he doesn’t want you to feel like that too.
  • Even though he knew his fanbase would get angry and do something about it, he was always there with you and helped you when you needed it. He held onto your hand everywhere, making sure you knew he was always there beside you.
  • His fanbase did try to do something at one point. They tried to trip you when you couldn’t see it, and many other things. Since he was always there with you, though, they were never able to succeed. He would never let anyone do something like that to his precious S/O.
  • Even though you couldn’t see well, you always attended his boxing matches to support him with the rest of the S.E.E.S. members. It came as a surprise one day that the brochure for the match setup was in braille, meaning so you could read it easier when your eyes were bad.
  • You asked him if he was the one who did it after the match, and with a flushed face he said yes. He explained that he felt bad that people like you couldn’t see what it said, so he made the braille version himself just for you.
  • You felt so extremely lucky to have Akihiko as your boyfriend, and he felt just as lucky to have you. He would do anything to help you feel more comfortable in your life.


  • Shinjiro wasn’t the easiest to tell, even though you knew his tough exterior wasn’t how he truly felt. Once you finally told him, though, he hated himself for not being the type of person you wanted to open up to. He promised he would be a better boyfriend to you from then on.
  • He never was publicly affectionate with you before, but after that day he always made sure you knew how much you meant to him. Ignoring the looks people gave both of you, he always held your hand. The people who knew him as a bad person were constantly spreading rumors about him, but you made sure they never got to him. You both didn’t mind them, and Shinjiro would do anything for you.
  • He learned braille, cooked for you, and helped you with anything you needed. People were surprised to see that side of him, especially people close to him like Akihiko and Mitsuru.
  • You caught him once reading online about cures for blindness, and how far along doctors were to making it. You were happy that he cared that much, but made sure he knew you weren’t that upset about losing your eyesight. After all, he was always going to be there to guide you in the darkness.
  • He promised to himself that he would one day tell you his own condition, and that he would find a way to truly always be by your side.


  • Ryoji would feel terrible that someone as kind as you had to go through something like this. He would promise you instantly that he would always be there for you.
  • He had stopped being flirtatious with other people once you had started dating, but it was extremely noticeable after that. He would always be there for you, and would deny any offer of hanging out with people who were seemingly interested him. He made sure you knew he would never leave your side for another’s.
  • Although he felt that he wasn’t good enough on some days, you made sure he always knew how much he meant to you. Ryoji was the only person you wanted, and that wasn’t going to change just because he couldn’t help you sometimes.
  • He tried his hardest to do everything he could to prove he was worthy of being by yours, including learning braille. Like Junpei, he wasn’t that good in school, but since it was for you he didn’t mind it. He told you that if it could help you in the future, he would do anything!
  • Although he promised to always be your eyes, he knew the day when he could no longer do so was coming. He did everything in his power to make sure you would always know how much he loved you and made all of your friends promise to be there for you when he couldn’t.
  • You didn’t quite understand what he meant, but he made it clear he couldn’t explain. For now, he would be your eyes and help you adjust to becoming blind.