THE COUSINCEST IS HILARIOUSLY GROSS! I need to get caught up. I am sure they will find a way for her not to be related to Michael, but such an oversight /sigh!
you’re probably right though. It’ll turn out that she’s not really Franco’s daughter, or that Franco’s not really Jason’s brother, or something, but this needs to happen because I am having throwback Victorian England feels about their relationship like i dont give a FUCK if theyre cousins they need to BANG
seeing posts about people complaining in such a way is more annoying, tbh. you take time out of your day to run this page - post whatever you want, and if someone doesn’t like it, don’t even bother with them.
Keep speaking your mind. Those that are bothered by it can go on their merry way. It’s not like you’re getting paid to blog by followers. And hell, you’re talking ABOUT Mass Effect on a MASS EFFECT blog. Also, keep up the good cap work as well!
Let it be known that the majority of the followers of this blog are fantastic and I would like to hug & be friends with all of those I have not already befriended.
Thank you so much. I do realise that opinions posted on the Internet will always be met with negativity on some level, and I do not expect people to agree with me all the time (even on issues related to the original default Shepards on this blog, which is kind of about those two) but I immensely appreciate the positive reactions I’ve recieved today. I really hope I haven’t come off as hostile towards the new default Jane (she is not and never will be the problem; the way she and her predecessor have been handled is and always will be the problem) and I don’t judge anyone for liking the way she looks. I do realise that I might’ve seemed rather aggressive at times and… well, I play renegades for reasons, let’s leave it at that.
Also, chakwas: I’m pretty sure they did because I lost three in addition to the five that’ve left during the course of this discussion. I’m certain I’ll be fine without them.
Anyway, let’s wrap this up here. If you want to give me further responses, please do so via ask/fanmail and I’ll get back to you privately (because lbr the main reason all of you followed was because of the pictures).
Footsteps pound down the corridor. Lights race by above me. I can see the door just ahead. I’m almost free. Just a few more feet. Just– no. Please no. I skid to a stop, tripping over my own feet and toppling to the floor. A man in a white lab coat had stepped out in front of me.
“You know you can’t leave,” he says. His voice is light, a false gentle tone. Beneath, I can hear the razors in this voice.
“Let me go. I won’t tell anyone. Just let me go!” I’m hysteric, I know but I was so close.
The doctor waves a hand and two orderlies round the corner. One grabs my arms roughly and the other jabs a needle into my neck.
No more needles, please, I’ll behave. I’ll be a good girl. I promise. Please.
So I've Been Trying To Be Really Proactive And Busy Recently
but since my commute takes like two total hours and I otherwise sit in a stockroom by myself singing loudly to Ariana Grande and PYT and Paramore and Taylor Swift, I have a lot of time to myself to think. Plus I haven’t seen my boyfriend in a few weeks and it’s given me a lot of time to think about him too.
i keep having revelations I’m far too chicken to do anything about. like the one i had today. Since things are moving pretty quickly with my wanting this tutor job and then getting this interview and my grad school things are moving along (Im going to email a professor tomorrow) I’m thinking about proactivity, and it keeps bringing me back to my boyfriend who i think may be significantly less proactive than me, and that makes super practical ashley really upset.
Because super practical ashley feels like if it wasn’t too hard for me to try to get this tutoring job, then i don’t really understand how other people with similar credentials can be unemployed or less-employed-than-me, and i get that he probably wanted something in his field and some jobs may be easier to acquire than others but its like
PRODUCTIVITY AND PRACTICALITY ARE VERY IMPORTANT
Like i am working until next tuesday (really i am its awful) and then i have the interview wednesday and I’m just like
CAN YOU UNDERSTAND HOW BUSY I AM
CUZ ITS BAD
BUT I LOVE BEING BUSY
i dunno and today i was like sitting on my futon and i remembered the party i went to at Krug’s with Taylor and i was like “YES ASHLEY IT IS OKAY FOR YOU ACKNOWLEDGE OTHER DUDE ARE HOT EVEN THO U IS WITH BOY." but like, i dunno its weird
basically everything internally is insisting that i should talk to jamal about us being friends and not dating because we’re not even friends but i’d really like to be, because he is amusing, but not amusing enough to be my boyfriend if that makes sense???
but as proactive as that would be for me, since its bothering me, I’m both entirely too busy and too chicken to even bring it up
I was doing my job today and offered the guest a scent, she smelled it and said “Yeah, I like that I’ll take it.”
I put it in right in front of her and continued.
Then after I finished and had the… product (I’m sure all of you know where I work by now but I’m not allowed to blog about it) stitched up I handed it to the guest and told her to give her new friend a hug.
She does and makes an “Ew.” face and says she doesn’t like the smell.
I told her she smelled it a minute ago and liked it and she says “No, that’s not what it smelled like before, you put the wrong one in.”
Now, internally, I’m screaming “YOU WATCHED ME THE WHOLE TIME” but
FINE. I’ll open it. I follow protocol and cut the stitching to take the scent disc out.
Then IMMEDIATELY AFTER I GOT THE GODDAMNED THING OPEN she fucking decides “Oh you know what… It smells good again I’ll keep it. YOU COULDN’T HAVE SAID THAT BEFORE I UNSTITCHED IT?!
I call my manager over so she can sew it up since I’m not trained on the manual stitching yet.
Manager asks why I even opened it back up.
CRAZY SCENTED LADY TELLS MY MANAGER THAT SHE DOESN’T KNOW THAT SHE TOLD ME TO LEAVE IT IN.
Yeah, I tell my manger AFTER I REOPENED IT.
Crazy lady scented lady then tells my manager that I’m LYING AND SHE NEVER TOLD ME TO OPEN IT.
I ALMOST MURDERED CRAZY SCENTED LADY RIGHT THERE IN THE STORE.
I’M GOING TO KILL MYSELF YOU GUYS.
I GOT FUCKING WROTE UP BECAUSE OF THIS LADY’S BULLSHIT.
it was one of those songs i didnt realise I loved until like twenty minutes ago and then i REALLY listened to it and i lost my mind over the lyrics and just. ITS. SO HAUNTING AND SO CRITICISING AND I JUST LOVE IT SO MUCH.
I mean i think “Stand” might still be my favourite but “Bury Your Heart” is a clooooose second.