1. Last year the doctor told me that this kind of sadness is inherited. That they have discovered that sometimes it skips a generation. That the darkness inside me did not grow from nowhere it came from somewhere. I thought to myself, that there is a reason why I have always thought my heart was an attic where I hid pieces of myself. Pieces no one ever wanted.
2. The first boy I ever chose to show this sadness to decided to take it from my attic heart and planted it inside my soul instead. It was easy for him. My soul was a garden I showed him too soon. And he decided that meant he was allowed to take anything he wanted to.
3. Every man who has dared to love me since, has stared at this dark ivy covered soul like it is a haunted house, and I have never tried to explain the thing I have always known. Because men do not have to learn how to open their own selves and lock themselves up again. They are taught to be themselves and the world will accept them better that way. We are taught to break our bodies to be loved. We are taught to confuse sex and love.
4. I knew a girl whose father left her and she took all of her love for him and ate it to comfort herself. People joked how she lived in the kitchen. No one saw her tears when she ate.
5. A friend once told me that she locked herself inside the closet when her parents fought because her father beat her mother and she wished herself into the wood, just so she knew what it was like to be an inanimate object that couldn’t hear or feel anything.
6. My mother told me, that it is the way of the world for girls to grow into women by locking secrets inside themselves. Till now I still imagine every woman I have ever met as a big beautiful house. Full of secret rooms, hiding places, once filled with innocent laughter and joy. Now slightly sad and forgotten because of all those lost places inside them full of secrets.
anyone else still sometimes catch themselves thinking about how after all those years of idolizing dave strider and after all that time in the void session wondering and anticipating and nervously awaiting this theoretical possibility that he might get the chance to meet him, dirk finally fucking sits down with dave one on one hours from the final battle and like wow fucking surprise motherfucker
he gets to find out his literal worst fears were ACTUALLY true! the version of him that dave knew actually did, in fact, do his level best to ruin dave’s life and was an abusive, toxic influence from day one and throughout to the point where dave can’t even look at him without flinching!
this coming at a time when dirk is already horrendously low on himself, his relationship with Jake literally just blew up like 3 hours ago and if the AR thing went down even remotely the same way there was also that and holy hell dude what a time to be informed about the existence of Bro Strider. Dirk is sitting there thinking he was a toxic influence to Jake from moment one and probably all of his friends the whole time and here Dave is confirming everything from a parallel perspective?
you can just see this horrible gut clenching moment when this utterly defeated Dirk just meekly accepts that this other version of himself is reflective of his true innermost self and has justifiably ruined any chance he ever had of impressing or even knowing Dave
– and then you see Dave just immediately lift it off him, even get kinda angry at him for having the audacity to even try accepting it that way, you can FEEL Dave’s fucking confusion because he went in guns blazing expecting a confrontation with someone as impossible and inscrutable as Bro was. Dave went in expecting to punch a brick wall and get nowhere, and instead he got Dirk “you’re absolutely right and I’m so fucking sorry I ruined your life” Strider
and from Dirk’s pov, listening to this, watching this, having this realization that this dave isn’t an untouchable, aloof, mysterious and mythical heroic figure of legend at all, but that only makes him MORE worthy of idolization in all the ways that genuinely matter – and simultaneously thinking that he’s already sabotaged himself out of the chance to know him at all.
It’s like, god, you know those hyperrealistic nightmares people have sometimes that are so fucking scary because they’re indistinguishable from real life, the ones where after you wake up it takes a long time for the understanding that it was actually just a dream to hit you and then you want to cry with relief?
For Dirk this had to have been so much like that, the whiplash between being 100% sure that Dave was just going to say what he needed to say and then never speak to him again (and knowing Dirk would have considered it completely justified and never questioned his right to do so jesus christ) followed IMMEDIATELY by Dave just being like no you don’t get it, THIS you, this version of you, what I am looking for deep down in my fucking SOUL is for this you that you are right now to be a person that I can have in my life to tell me that I’m okay, that you’re okay, that WE’RE okay – and after fifteen minutes talking to you I can already immediately tell that you ARE that person.
Dirk’s friends were always only interested in denying the possibility that Dirk could ever truly become a monster, they could never have possibly understood just how DARK Dirk is at his most self destructive, and that’s part of why their reassurances were always hollow for him – they didn’t GET IT, right, they never could have followed the rabbit hole all the way down, so what did they know? But this guy, Dave Strider, has literally seen Dirk at his worst, has lived through the actual reality of the worst things living inside the full-picture potential of Dirk Strider, has dealt with that to great personal detriment and is fucking STILL sitting here telling him “I can tell that you are different, I can tell that you are better, and I am willing to trust you and help you to become a better person than the guy I knew because at the end of the fucking day, you are too important to me to give up on”
like yeah confronting dirk with all of that was what dave needed absolutely but BEING confronted and ultimately forgiven by dave was what dirk needed too, just as much
I’m gonna try to keep this short and to the point.
If you’re complaining about the lion switch and how it feels wrong and out of character, it’s probably because you were listening to what they were telling you all this time and not looking at what they were actually showing you, and missed what these characters are really all about.
Lets start with Red:
The way to Red’s heart is through “self sacrifice” and “selflessness”
This is how Keith impresses her the first time, by ejecting himself into space and putting himself in danger to free her.
Then you can see their bond growing each time Keith gives something up for the team or risks himself in some way for it.
Like In the BOM dream, where he chooses to give up his knife.
That’s how Lance ends up in it now.
He gives up an important part of himself for the team.
He goes “It doesn’t matter if I’m not the best and will never prove myself good at anything or ever be worthy, the team is more important.”
And if you watch from the beginning of the series you’ll see hints of what Lance is actually all about and what’s his true strength
There’s actually a post about this going around I can’t find now, but Lance is the guy that would always do something risky to save his friends.
And despite how he always acts, he’s actually the most selfless guy on the team
This is also why Red doesn’t accept Allura and why it’s so hard for her, because she feels like she sacrifices EVERYTHING for the team and their mission.
But I think deep inside she knows there’s some stuff that she does for selfish reasons or things she still keeps a secret from the paladins.
Then we have Black:
The way to Black’s heart is through “Confidence” and “Trust”
This is why Shiro struggles with it so much in the first two seasons.
Shiro appears like a confident leader but inside he’s full of doubts.
He’s trying SO HARD to be the best leader he can be but he has so much fear in him all the time.
And sometimes he has confidence and he manages to bond with Black, and sometime he doesn’t and Zarkon snatches his control away. So he ends up being very unstable.
This is also why Black won’t accept him anymore, Shiro lost the confidence again (after Zarkon snatched his control again and teleported him back to Galra prison) he lost trust in the lion and trust in himself.
He’s full of fears again and Black doesn’t want a pilot like that. (no it’s not cause he’s a clone)
But who always had alot of confidence? Keith.
Keith seems like a hot head that doesn’t think about what he’s doing because what he suggests and does always seems insane.
But he only does these crazy things because he’s confident he can do them.
One of his first action in the show is driving off a cliff saying “Shut up and trust me”. And he makes it with no problem.
This is why he’s the perfect person for Black. He knows what he’s capable of, he has so much confidence he is able to face Zarkon all by himself! He almost has too much confidence at times haha
(He’s not a crazy hot head like Lance says, he’s just confident he can do stuff most people can’t, and he does.)
Now the way to Blue’s heart
is through something like “eagerness to prove themselves”
I’m just gonna quote what the show runners said about her:
“..but really the Blue Lion is kind of like the mother Lion. She looks for potential in a new pilot. Something to nurture and foster. And I think she saw that in Lance. She saw someone who needed confirmation that they were valuable to this team. Even though they didn’t believe it in themselves.”
That’s why she accepts Allura.
And that’s why it eventually will accept Shiro aswell, because now that Black won’t accept him and he has no part on the team but he really wants to be part of Voltron, she’ll see his eagerness and will help him. (And Allura will have to pilot the Castle sometimes)
Blue was also said to be the “Teamwork” lion.
And uniting people and making people work together is Shiro’s true strength.
Again, you can see from the first episode. He won’t shut up about teamwork.
Which is also a big part of leadership that Keith is struggling with and why they will eventually find perfect balance as the two main co leaders.
So the lion switch is not there to put them in their DOTU lions for the old fans, or promote one paladin over the other or ignore the bonding they had with their lions until now.
It’s to show that these characters are finally at a place where they stop trying to be who they think they need to be, and embracing their true selves and true strengths.
This is all very well thought through character development.
Themes around abusive relationships and toxic masculinity have been a recurring presence since Rick and Morty’s very first episode, but this season they’ve gone supernova, infecting every aspect of the show, from Rick turning himself into an actual pickle to avoid family counselling to his daughter Beth’s dangerous idolising of her selfish, neglectful father. It’s these raw personal family dynamics that elevate Rick and Morty (and the equally thoughtful Bojack Horseman) above the rest of the adolescently minded animation pack. Without them, it would just be a gleeful gross-out comedy, full of extreme violence, inside baseball genre riffs and fart jokes. But with them it becomes something deeper.
The problem is that Rick and Morty’s bad fans – like the Walter White worshippers before them – are tuning in for the gnarly stuff, and missing the fact that the show is actually an implicit commentary on them. After all, it’s not exactly a stretch to notice the similarities between Rick – cynical, cruel, endlessly expecting the world to accommodate his every whim – and the many stripes of entitled white males seeking to dominate the internet, from the gamergate mob to the alt right.
This is a really good article that has applications to a number of other fandoms (e.g. Always Sunny, Archer, etc)
However, one of the things that is most interesting to me about this is where this kind of critique sits in the evolution of the “bad fan” discourse.
In ye olden days, the ‘bad fan’ was usually conceptualized as problematically rabid/obsessed, someone who needed to “get a life.”
In more recent years, transformative fans have often been cast as the ‘bad fans,’ defying the precious original intent of the author(s) and undermining/disrespecting the sacredness of the canon text.
Now, we’re moving into ‘bad fans’ as people who take away the wrong message from a piece of media – often misunderstanding or ignoring the critique it contains – and valorizing its worst components.
It’s just interesting to see how the idea of the “bad fan” continues to evolve.
Aries- being hard on the outside and full of softness inside, never saying how you really feel, sex in the backseat of a parked car on an empty street, thinking you don’t need another soul on earth.
Taurus- satan, feelings buried in the backyard, leaving without saying goodbye, video games, soft voices, blue eyes, running away from home, old cars, cigarettes lit in the morning.
Gemini- seedy hotels, driving down the highway with the windows down screaming your favorite song, feeling guilt when you see an old person eating alone, violent fire one minute and a lonely wave crashing the next, moving away and starting over, making out so hard you run out of breath.
Cancer- dead flowers hanging for decoration, a soft corner of a warm house, gentle pats of comfort on your leg, holding hands, crystals and open windows, being there for someone when they don’t deserve it, storytelling, designer boots clanking on hardwood, too many pillows, a love that doesn’t relent.
Leo- Fleetwood Mac on vinyl spinning all night, an empty stage with hot lights pouring down, filling an empty room with the sound of your own voice, hurting others before they can hurt you.
Virgo- eyes that understand, eyes that do not stop looking at you when you’re talking, plaid shirts, hardwood floors, the sound of an old acoustic guitar, IPAs, wanting to be there for someone but not knowing how, putting so much weight on your shoulders that you feel like you’re going to collapse.
Libra- running away when things get hard, rough hands, being outside, fresh grass, the smell of coffee, loving the idea of something, being in love with the idea of love.
Scorpio- secrets, whispers, long brown hair, pale skin, reading books about witchcraft and astrology, pursed lips, not knowing what to say, eye contact, changing your mind, regret, standing still, telling stories when you’re nervous.
Sagittarius- only hearing what you want to hear, wanting to be alone, reading in a busy coffee shop, inside jokes, guilt, sacrifice, moths, smirks.
Capricorn- soft voices that are drenched in sarcasm, plants in the window, books that have been read so much they’re falling apart, cold air, minimalistic bedrooms, wanting to be touched but not knowing how to ask.
Aquarius- running fingers through someone’s hair, the feeling that no one understands, isolation, black and white films, buying a last minute plane ticket to anywhere, crying in front of the person you love for the first time, being so nervous your voice cracks, being so confident you could walk on water.
Pisces- holding onto something so hard you’d rather lose your teeth than let go, family, crying by yourself in the bathroom, snorting when you laugh.
I am the worst! Sorry guys! Between a full course load and two jobs I’m drowning a little, but I still really love you guys!
He loves it (the little shit). He likes to make sure everyone around knows exactly who you’re with. Since you refuse to wear the t-shirt that says “Property of Tony Stark” (even though he wears his “Property of Y/N” all the time) he’s gotta let people know some other way. He doesn’t go so far as to touch you inappropriately (maybe a quick slap or pinch on your “perfect” butt but nothing more than that). Kisses, however, are a different story. Quick pecks in the grocery story line, heated kisses in front of the press, tender kisses in front of the team before they leave on a mission. Tony doesn’t care what others are thinking, he just wants you to know his feelings for you, and the best way to do that is with his lips on yours.
Steve isn’t exactly embarrassed by PDA. Sure it wasn’t highly approved of back in the day, but c’mon he was best friends with THE Bucky Barnes, so he was rather used to PDA. So no, Steve wasn’t embarrassed by PDA, it was more that Steve was surprised someone wanted to display PDA with him. Yeah he was bigger and muscular now, but he still remembered all those dates he had been dragged on where the girl didn’t even bother to learn his name, let alone let the rest of the world know they were together. So when you grab his hand and kiss him in front of everyone like you hope the world is watching he’s shocked, rather than embarrassed, that such an amazing and beautiful girl would care to claim him.
While it took him a while to warm back up with the idea (just like with everything else), Bucky was soon back to his charming, PDA loving self. While he loves holding your hand, he prefers to place his hand on the small of you back since you can’t wander as far away. And he loves to drop small kisses to your forehead, temple, of nose when you make him laugh (whether from cracking a joke or because you “just look so cute when you’re frustrated”). He also loves leaning his forehead against yours and gently nudging your nose with his when you’re having hushed discussions in the middle of a crowded room. Bucky loves to feel your skin on his in anyway he can. And while he prefers you not hold his metal hand, it’s mostly because he knows he can protect you better if he has it free.
Surprisingly Bruce doesn’t mind PDA. While he’s almost never the one to initiate it, he’s not about to pull away when you grab his hand and kiss him in public. He likes the kisses you press to his cheek when he knows you’re being possessive, or the ones you press to his lips when he knows you’re drawing strength from him. And even though he loves the kisses you initiate most, he’s not afraid to initiate a few moments of his own. When he needs calming down you can feel his lips press firmly to your temple, or when he’s feeling particularly protective he’ll wrap you up in his arms shooting glares at anyone who gets too near.
It’s not that Clint doesn’t like PDA, it’s more that Clint is too preoccupied watching the world and dangers around him to do anything more than hold your hand or press a quick kiss to your forehead. When you’re out and about he’s often found looking at the guy acting slightly sketchy across the room rather than looking at the shirt you’re trying to make him get. But it’s fine because as soon as your lips make contact with his and he recovers, he wraps his arms around you, pulling you close, and forgetting about the rest of the world, since his world is wrapped securely in his tight embrace.
Believe it or not, but Pietro actually gets super embarrassed with PDA. Growing up with just him and Wanda, other kids often teased him when he would act sweetly towards his sister. While that never stopped him from caring it has caused him to be slightly more reserved when it came to showing physical affection. It took him a while to get comfortable holding your hand in public (but he eventually got used to it when he realized other guys were staring at what was his, and even though he’s embarrassed by PDA he’s way too possessive to let it slide). But Pietro definitely still blushes when your lips sweep his cheek, and his wide eyes will make a quick sweep of the room to make sure not too many people are watching as he returns the favor.
Thor loves PDA. Too much. It honestly doesn’t matter where you guys are. Whether you’re window shopping in Midtown, or in the middle of SHIELD HQ, he’ll simply sweep you into his arms and kiss you senseless. People have tried to tell him why he isn’t allowed to basically frisk you in front of everyone, but he hasn’t quite gotten it yet. Apparently in Asgard it is a great sign of how successful a King’s reign will be when he loves his Queen enough to show physical affection in public, and he definitely loves his Queen. So while your Midgardian friends may get a little uncomfortable with the way Thor kisses you like you’re the only thing keeping him alive, your Asgardian friends simply cheer at the sign of what surely looks like the greatest reign Asgard will ever see.
Loki kind of hates PDA. He hates looking weak in front of others, and he’ll be honest (with you)- you’re his weakness. So while he’s more than happy to have you stand by his side, he would prefer if you both kept your hands to yourselves until you were in private. The only time his rule wavers is before he goes off to do something stupid and possibly not come back, or after you have done stupid and got hurt. In those few instances he has no qualms about fiercely pressing his lips to yours and letting you feel all of his emotions rolled into that one kiss, no matter who is watching.
Oh Sam. While he doesn’t like to make out or blatantly show you off in public, he does enjoy small and sweet signs of PDA. He likes to wrap his arms from behind you while you wait in line and hum the jeopardy theme song in your ear. He likes to sneak up behind you while you’re looking at a book and swiftly kiss you on the cheek. He likes to give you eskimo kisses when he knows you’re mad at him. He likes to carry you bridal style to breakfast and to bed when you’re too sleepy to walk and you cuddle into his chest. He loves to show you he loves you in the little things, because he knows that that is what truly matters.
Scott is kind of childish in his PDA (like most other things). Think high school boy with his first girlfriend. Heated kisses and some light frisking no matter where you are or who’s watching. His arm’s always around your shoulder to make sure people know you’re his and so he can keep you close. It often makes you roll your eyes because you know he can be sweet and sensitive, but he keeps that to closed doors. He would prefer to make you blush when people find you straddling his lap, or make you laugh when Tony has to loudly clear his throat for the third time because you’re making out in front of his lab… again. It’s what makes Scott, Scott.
T’Challa is a reserved man. He prefers to keep his private matters private, and that includes you guys’ relationship. So while you guys are out and about the most the paps will ever catch is hand holding or a guiding hand to the small of your back. But that isn’t the full story. Anyone working inside the palace or Avengers HQ will tell you that you two always have skin to skin, but more like lip to lip, contact. The servants and fellow Avengers have seen it all. From T’Challa randomly pushing you up against a wall to “suck your face off”, to him pulling you in for a close dance as he presses his forehead against yours and looks into your eyes as he hums your favorite song to you. T’Challa is a reserved and private man, but still a man who is deeply and madly in love.
Again I’m so sorry guys! I hope this is okay! I didn’t have time to edit because I’m just trying to get it out there for you guys, but I hope you enjoy it! I had a lot of fun writing it! (Also there are over 2000 of you?! WHAT?! Love you all dearly!)
Aries: Aries boys are the guys to commit a crime with. I mean, i’m not telling you to actually do it, what i’m trying to say is, these boys will be there for you no matter what ! They’ll support you with whatever you’re doing and also, they can make even the most boring thing fun, so you really won’t be bored !
Taurus: They will do literally anything to make you laugh. Whether it’s a joke, stupid dance or an impression of your favorite actor, they’ll always find a way to bring a smile on your face. Also a shoulder you can lean on, they’re really reliable.
Gemini: No matter how it ends, relationship with Gemini is going to be one hell of a ride. They’re going to take you to new places, teach you new things and the relationship is going to be full of little inside jokes that’ll make you smile whenever you think of them.
Cancer: If you want a real romantic guy, Cancer is probably the number one to go to. He’ll remember all the things you like and then buy them for you, he’ll go on walks with you and take pictures when you’re not looking. Also great with kids, so if you’re a family type, Cancer is the right one.
Leo: They’re very good watchers. You might be surprised, but sometimes you won’t even have to say a word and they’ll still see that something is wrong. They might sometimes seem a bti distant or even self-absorbed, but they really do care.
Virgo: With Virgo, the saying ‘actions speak louder than words’ becomes hella real. They’ll shower you with affection, but in this weird way, where you won’t even realise it at first, but you’ll feel filled with joy and happy. Also, hella good in bed but you don’t have that from me.
Libra: They’ll surprise you with little gifts and trips, always making sure that whatever they do makes you happy and comfortable. They want you to become the best version of yourself and will always support you through the hard times.
Scorpio: Hella talkative. If they really like you, they want to know your opinions on things and they want to dicuss everything with you, so you really don’t have to be worried about being bored in this relationship.
Sagittarius: These guys will make you feel like the most amazing girl on Earth and you won’t even know how they did it. Their compliments are A++ and you’ll never be bored with them. Also, they remember all the small things like your favorite flowers or which movie makes you super scared.
Capricorn: You’ll have to be really patient with Capricorn, because they’re hard to open up, but they’re really the partners for life. Always on your side, loving deeply. Also they love to make you laugh, and that is in the cutest way possible.
Aquarius: You’ll always have something new to learn about your Aquarius boyfriend. They’ll always take you to new places they love, tell you funny stories or the ones that are not as funny. They’ll always put your needs before theirs, though their affection is not always that visible.
Pisces: Okay, i may be a little biased here, but let me tell you. Pisces guys are the real team players. Once they’re in a relationship with you, you know you have someone you can rely on, someone who’ll hate the same people as you and who’ll do anything to make you happy.
Through the evening I had been boasting how I was going to
fuck your brains out when I got you home. Boasting how I was going to get you on your back, sheath your hard cock
with my pussy, and ride you until I had completely drained your balls into me. Your response was a simple ‘Yeah, we’ll see
about that. You’ve tried that many times before, and who is that ends up getting their brains fucked out?’ ‘Me’, I coyly answer. “I doubt tonight will be different’, you reply, ‘but I’ll sure enjoy you giving it your best try.’
I have you where I want you. After some
oral stimulation, sucking your cock to assure it’s nice and hard to receive me,
I straddle you. You watch intently as I
guide the bulbous head of your breeding tool to my entrance and lower myself
onto you. You seem mesmerized as you see
my pussy stretching around your shaft to accommodate you and then sliding down as
I take your full length up inside me. Grinding myself around the base of your cock I relish the feel of having
you in me, filling me, and that sensation that you’re penetrating me way up
into my tummy. At the same time I
squeeze and release my Kegels. Your deep
guttural moans assure me you’re enjoying the feel of my snug silky softness
caressing your length.
Soon I’m riding you vigorously, ravaging your cock, fucking
it, making it clear that it is mine, it belongs to me for as long as I
choose. I give you no choice but to take
my pussy on your full length as I drive myself down onto you again and again. I alternate from bouncing up and down on you
to firmly grinding myself on the base of your cock to stimulate my clit while
squeezing and releasing on you. You urge
me on ‘Yes baby, fuck me. Cum for
me. Let me feel you cum all over my cock.’ In a few short minutes I do just that as I ride
myself to orgasm.
After my second shattering orgasm you watch me trying to
gather my senses and regain my composure before continuing my ravaging your
cock. ‘Okay, you’re done for’, you quip. Still fully impaled on your hardness you roll
me onto my back. ‘It’s time for you to
be shown…again, that my cock is the master of that sweet little pussy.’ The odds have suddenly turned, you have taken
control. I quickly realize that it will
be me who gets their brains fucked out…again. I easily accept my defeat, eager for you to utterly master me and fuck
Holding my arms back you make it clear it’s my turn to be
ravaged. Pinned beneath your weight you
make me take your cock, your powerful hips driving your full length into me
again and again. Oh God yes…this is what
I was made for. ‘Fuck me’ I plea, ‘fuck
me.’ Give me that cock. Fuck my little pussy.’
You continue your relentless assault on my pussy, making it
clear that I belong to you. Making it
clear that you are cock…I am pussy…and the cock is the master of the pussy. You make me cum all over you twice more
before I start feeling those signs of your impending release. “Cum in me…cum in me’ I beg. ‘Fill me with your seed. Shoot your seed deep inside me.’
I can feel you trying to hold back your orgasm, wanting me
to cum for you one for time before giving me your treasure. When I do I know this is it…time my
insemination. Feeling the uncontrolled
spasms of my pussy on your shaft is more than you can endure. You make that final thrust as deep into me as
you can. Almost instinctively I wrap my legs tightly around you and clench onto your cock as tightly as I can.
Your cock explodes deep inside me, throbbing and pulsing. I eagerly take rope after rope of your potent sperm, satisfying my need to be filled and fertilized.
Afterward you stay inside me. We have that moment of looking deeply into one another as we each enjoy the feel of your still hard cock buried in my sperm filled pussy.
‘Oh yeah, there it is’, you say. ‘There’s what?’ I ask. ‘Your cute little fucked silly expression that I love so much.‘ I can’t help but playfully laugh at the thought of my expression makes it evident that I’m lost it that wonderful afterglow of having just been so well fucked.
You’re not through with me yet. Soon after, you begin slowly thrusting in and out of me again. I’m so full of sperm that we hear those wet squishy noises as you continue pumping into me, and I can feel it squishing out of me around your cock. You feel I need more convincing that the cock is the master of the pussy. I’m totally prepared to be shown again.
i rly hope that one day blue gets really exasperated and just blurts out “ok but how the hell do you get dick from richard?” and its silent for a full minute until noah deadpans “you ask him nicely” and ronan hi fives him solemnly
Red was the color that painted your skin through the sleepless night alone. Your eyes grew red from the endless stream of frustrated tears that dripped down your temples. Your cheeks changed hue from rawness, the sleeves of your sweater scratching away at them until they near bled. Your phone battery drained to zero, red painting the icon when you stared at it, debating calling him so his voice could fade your consciousness. Your lips drew too much blood to the surface when you bit down on them to stop another sigh from slipping out, desperate for it to all stop. Desperate for everything to be a dream you could wake up from rather than something you had to deal with when the sun rose back up into the sky.