fuckin-alone

Paps are so desperate to catch Tom and Zendaya PDAing that they’ve resorted to following them and swarming them IF THEY WERE DATING AND WANTED YOU TO KNOW ABOUT IT THEYD TELL YOU LEAVE THEM FUCKIN ALONE DAMN LIKE THEYVE DENIED RUMORS LIKE 8838392 TIMES EVEN IF THEY ARE DATING ITS THEIR RIGHT NOT TO TELL PEOPLE JUST BACK OFF AND RESPECT PEOPLES SPACE

I know I’ve made a lot of personal posts over the past few months about personal growth, dealing with medical problems, and being a more positive person and trying to find purpose in your life. And I def don’t wanna turn into a blog that just talks about that sort of thing, but from what I went through this past year, with relationships and my medical stress and learning about forgiveness and boundaries, I realize how hard it is for people to function through that stuff when they feel alone or have low self-worth. And I find it SUPER important to hit these personal milestones.

So I’ve been binge watching Dr Phil for months, day in and day out. I started using it as background noise for when I draw (because I’m tired of listening to the same playlist over and over). But after watching him so much, I’ve come to respect him a great deal. He hands out prolific life advice, and a lot of his quotes or ideas really helped me wake up and put my foot down. It made me see some things in life I hadn’t thought about.

And so I collected 30 of these quotes, and I want to share a few of them with you guys, in case you’re going through something or need that extra encouragement. Because they’ve helped me more than I could’ve ever imagined.

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i hate when straight people tell me to “stop making my gay a big deal” and follow it up with “if your community wants to be seen as normal you shouldn’t talk about it sm”, because like I’ve lived my entire 15 (almost 16) yrs silenced n just Idk pretending I was straight? Like I never talked about it ever? + I live with and around people who want me fucking dead. so when I’m loud about it, it’s because Ive never had and I don’t have a safe space for me to be visible, so I’m creating that space for myself and trying to be like Idk there for people who felt/feel like me so pls leave me alone u fuckin heteros

TRUE DETECTIVE (SEASON ONE) STARTERS.
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  • kind of a strange guy, huh?
  • don’t be assholes. you want to hear this or not?
  • you know, i’ve seen all the different types.
  • we all fit a certain category.
  • i was just a regular-type dude with a big-ass dick.
  • a smart guy who’s steady is hard to find. 
  • i’d offer you a seat, but uh…
  • past a certain age, a man without a family can be a bad thing.
  • this is gonna happen again. or it’s happened before.
  • you get that from one of your books?
  • listen, this is a stupid time to mention this, but you got to come to dinner.
  • there’s nothing i can do about it. maybe not today. maybe not tomorrow. 
  • i’m gonna have a drink.
  • people out here, it’s like they don’t even know the outside world exists.
  • might as well be living on the fucking moon.
  • can i ask you something? you’re a christian, yeah?
  • i believe that people shouldn’t talk about this kind of shit at work.
  • look, i’d consider myself a realist, all right, but in philosophical terms, i’m what’s called a pessimist.
  • i’m bad at parties.
  • i think human consciousness is a tragic misstep in evolution.
  • huh. that sounds god-fucking-awful, ___.
  • i wouldn’t go around spouting that shit if i was you. 
  • people around here don’t think that way. i don’t think that way.
  • so what’s the point of getting out of bed in the morning?
  • i get a bad taste in my mouth out here.
  • i got an idea. let’s make the car a place of silent reflection from now on.
  • what should i bring for dinner?
  • when you’re at my house, i want you to chill the fuck out.
  • i’m not some kind of maniac, all right? i mean, for fuck’s sake.
  • fuck that prick.
  • we’ll lake two large long Island iced teas, please.
  • what kind of tits does she have?
  • you get pills pretty easy?
  • this place is like somebody’s memory of the town, and the memory’s fading.
  • stop saying shit like that. it’s unprofessional.
  • you get any sleep last night?
  • i don’t sleep. i just dream.
  • you believe in ghosts?
  • i’m gonna have to call a little timeout, make a beer run.
  • why is this so important to you all of a sudden?
  • she was high. fucked up.
  • what the hell? you can barely stand up.
  • i don’t drink ‘cause I’ve had trouble with it before.
  • have some more coffee and just try to make 10 minutes of conversation.
  • people change, relationships change.
  • i believe that shit leads to cancer.
  • then start asking the right fucking questions.


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when Jaal goes down on Ryder and you don’t know if he’s gonna be okay or not because this is a new species and Mordin has made you permanently paranoid about all the things that can go wrong with alien fuckin and you hope he doesn’t get an allergic reaction and die for trying to treat Ryder right

“The Doctor Falls” quicktakes:

  • the cybermen scarecrows both make no sense and tie into so totally and terrifyingly into the overall theme of ‘normalized horror’ that if anyone is nitpicking based on Logic im gonna have to ask if you’ve ever enjoyed a piece of fiction, ever
  • Bill holding 12 is Iconic. the dark mirror of that one photoshoot where Sophie Aldred is carrying Sylvester McCoy. Companions Carrying Around Dr Who Forever
  • “how many times have you died?” “how many different ways?” like o.k. might be revealing too much of myself but this scene was hotttt
  • NARDOLE running away with purpose. that face
  • “oh, am i a woman now?” “well, kind of” “kiss me” “make me” “would you like to be alone?” im….fuckin. yeah
  • “which would mean more than it usually does” i n n u e n d o
  • that SONG what are they dancing to. if i remember to edit this i’ll try and shazaam it
  • “old school, nice for a change,” Simm!Master says while stroking his beard
  • Simm remains the slimiest of all Masters and the continuing sense of Missy playing along either to impress him or to play him or…these TWO
  • “Round??” “It’s a little bit” “Shut up” THIS TIME LORD OK
  • shades of…what’s that one where Simm pushes 10 around. Simm v much wants the Dr under his total control, but i think Missy would hugely prefer informed consent
  • confirming all origins of the Cybermen while dissing Trump and pulling off an unlikely plan: dr who in a nutshell
  • like even if what happens at the end did not happen, in an ideal world where narrative tropes are equally distributed, this is precisely how you’d do a conversion-type story. the emphasis on the character reacting against the monster they’ve become. having Bill be human!Bill for the most part really, really works
  • and the Dr being the only one who sees her, shades of “Last Christmas”
  • PCap going hard in the paint, dang
  • “Knock yourself out”, and she does. nice
  • “Seriously, I need to know, is that true?” oh there’s so much here and they’re so close and it’s just. how she looks at her hand after the dr lets it go, and rubs her face, and everything gets weird when dealing with touch telepaths
  • BILL MY GIRL GO GET EM
  • “the Doctor’s dead, told me he hated you” “yeah heard you the first time” new dynamic: master/missy/nardole
  • the whole…dangerous person everyone is afraid of has a particular weight, when portrayed as a black lesbian. it’s both kind of hinky and is getting at a really deep emotion, there. like sure it’s not ideal but for Bill, dunno. this just seems like it rams in hard into her fears in an empathetic way
  • once again i do believe the Bill & Thete comparisons are deliberate
  • Bill looking into the mirror like…dang dude
  • Jelly baby?
  • aw the quiet whump, 12 is already broken and about to get more broken and. MY BOY. NO
  • they’re so quiet, both of them. this scene is so heartbreakingly underplayed until the “i’m FINE” im
  • Bill yes i love you and support you
  • “why can’t I be angry” ohhhhh that’s a loaded line. maybe not played out so great but. yes. ask this question more, in your fiction
  • Nardole goes native once again. i love how him being a Computer Genius was woven into the series so he could save the day. nice organic arc, that
  • Bill & 12 brotp tho oh jeez these two
  • fuck off Simm!Master. so good at being slimy, and i love it, but a decade on am once again prepared to side-eye anyone who finds him Cute or Hot. he’s a fuckboy, right
  • 12’s about to do a “Caves of Androzani” please no
  • Bill realizing 12 can’t save her fuckin…fuck
  • “as my friend…i don’t want to live if i can’t be me anymore” and instead of “OH but i can SAVE THE DAY” the dr just says “…yeah. i gotchu. but - maybe?” and it’s. thank.
  •  s o n i c  u m b r e l l a
  • is Simm!Master now sufficiently obviously gross enough for people to not write fluffy uwu fanfic
  • BILL MY GIRL
  • “Is the future gonna be all girl?” “We can only hope” CHINBALLS ARE U LISTENING
  • aw them three together pointing their sonics while Simm yells “kILL ITT”
    “well done, genius twins”
  • Nardole and his new girl…yknow, im happy for them. i like them. best of luck, godspeed
  •  "is it wrong that I… “yes, very” HOLY SHIT AKDIPAHFFHPIAFHPIAWk0R-RY*@%@
  • kind of a Night of the Hunter vibe here
  • and a “Listen” vibe
  • Nardole was found on a doorstep
  • god the Dr’s desperation here, how they just want to be kind even if it kills them. this is My Dr Who, right here. and aw Pcap stop making me tear up
  • “just to the end, just be kind” thank you murray gold and etc for shutting up, this scene really benefits from a lack of music, can u imagine how much a standard Gold riff would ruin this (sorry i uhhh. like i enjoy gold in broader stories and sometimes he nails it but im not hugely a fan)
  • and how Missy almost, almost stays
  • and dR WHO please PLEASE oh god ohgodohgodoh
  • Them RTD Cyberman Noises
  • t h e  a p p l e  o f  d i s c o r d
  • like…okay this was not my dream ending for Twelvedole but the 'fuck off i’m a criminal im gonna ruin this so’ and the 'you’re stronger’ and the…..fuck dude. and Nardole sort of saying goodbye at the tomb/elevator and then going on to live his life…it’s bittersweet but i can deal
  • “You sure?” “You know i am” Aoufqurgo3qrq69r5674248148rfyhwekjs9d8f2q9(((((((((*^
  • “I need you to be big, and I need you to be brave, and I need you to follow me” NARDOLE
  • “Now that? was very really nicely done” i’m gonna fling myself into the sun
  • the Dr won’t ever know that she meant to stand by their side and it’s so them but it hurts ok
  • “You know how I go for girls and people my own age” and you’re expecting like, oh god, not again, not another companion with a crush on the Dr, but then she says 'no hetero’ and the dr’s like 'yeh’ and they blow themselves up together platonically. friendship goals
  • my headcanons about Koschei regenerating into Missy on Gallifrey are now kaput but i love, love love love, that they both shot each other in the back while giggling
  • remember that any character on this show is dead only until someone wants to bring them back
  • the dr won’t ever know that missy would have stood by them and that’s so…so them, and it hurts, but it feels right
  • 12 naming off all the times Cybermen fucked shit up. here is where Murray Gold is good
  • “Let it go” im, i cant
  • when heather came back is when i outright started crying
  • BILL LIVES. in a different way. BUT FOREVER AND ALWAYS
  • but plus 1 to all of us who called heather coming back
    may they travel thru time and space happily, good luck and godspeed
  • hit or miss on that dude playing One but rn am erring on the side of it working for me
  • the Xmas special is gonna destroy me
  • am genuinely surprised there was no 13 here but i can deffo live with that
  • “i can fly anything, even you” oooHHHH
  • OOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHH
  • nice
  • Bill’s the Dr now
  • woo-ee-ooooh oh dogg was that a riff on Clara’s theme just fuck me up fam
  • tbh i feel like 12’s earned their 'i don’t want to go’ more than ten
    like it’s just that they want to stop more than anything
  • again the xmas special will ruin me
  • but yeh i liked this story ok
looks like your “best friend” is jealous;

– duff she is your best friend man! you shouldn’t be like this.  –  izzy said to duff that just ignored him.

– what an asshole he couldn’t be so next to her… 

– duff!

– i know izzy! but look at that piece of shit! she deserves more.

– what the hell is going on there? – axl says and duff goes next to him.

– axl..

– hey! stupid! she is my fucking best friend so don’t breath next to her! 

– she is not your fucking girlfriend, axl she can stay with whoever she wants to.  – slash says to his friend.

– shut up slash.  – axl starts to get nervous.

– slash are you ok?  – duff asks to his friend and slash gives a sigh.

– yeah man just leave me fuckin alone, i’m not on mood of stage anymore I just wanna to go home.  – he said.

– she’s looking at you bro.  – axl says to him.  – she seems worried.

– i don’t care she is with that jackass. 

– why don’t you say your feelings for her? – izzy asked and slash sighs again.

– because she deserves more than a stupid drunk guitarist.

– look at his face he looks like an idiot!  – steven tried to say louder than the drums.

– steven you need to calm down!

– i’m going to throw my drumstick in his fucking ugly face! 

– stop staring them man!  – slash said to Izzy.

– why? 

– because is weird and she will notice.  

– I thinkg she already noticed…  – Izzy said a little sad.

– she is just your best friend bro…

– we’re just best friends because she doesn’t let herself be more than that.

Kind of Hate You, Kind of Don’t

Warnings: cuss words. Negan. Smut. fingering. (unprotected sex)

Request: So I do want a request. My oc her name is Tabitha. Her age is 28. She dark brown hair and eyes. Her skin is a light tan color. She is very feisty, independent, and doesn’t like to listen to anyone. She us one of Negans wives, but she only agreed to that to save her friends (Rick and the others). I do want there to be smut in it. Tabitha despises him, but later during the day Negan wants to talk to her about how he doesn’t appreciate the way she’s been talking back and well, just being a bitch to him in general. XD. So while they are aline and fighting, Negan takes this moment to take advantage of her, by making a move. Tabitha hates it, but eventually gives into it. I’d love for something like that. Please? And thank you if you do!!!! - @kylorenlover15

A/N: I really hope this what you wanted!! Thank you for sending it in!!



Growing up Tabitha didn’t follow directions very well. From her parents to her teachers, she didn’t take fondly to following orders.

Now at the ripe age of 28, and zombies walking the earth, she was being directed every single day about what she can and can’t do. She’d given up her freedom to save her group from being killed by Negan. She couldn’t stand having to sit in her room everyday till someone came and got her. She didn’t want to be here, not with him. Rick had pleaded with her not to, but she couldn’t let anything happen to the group. Glenn was going to be a father, Carl only had one eye, Maggie was in desperate need of a doctor, and she wouldn’t let anything happen to them. So when Negan was just about to kill Glenn after he had slaughtered Abe, she spoke up. Offered herself, so that another person wouldn’t have to die. Negan being the asshole he is accepted, that was weeks ago. 

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Cabin Fever

Requested by the lovely futuremrsjaicourtney1995.

“Are you fuckin kidding me?!” Eric snapped at Max as he paced back in forth in Max’s apartment. You sat back on the couch crossing your arms as you watch Eric explode with anger.

“I can’t take anymore shit from you two.” Max said pointing to you and Eric.

“It’s not my fault! He is always picking on me and I’m not just going to stand there and take it.” You defended.

“I’m not picking on you! Quick whining like a baby…you will never be Dauntless with that attitude.” Eric barked at you rolling his eyes.

“Eric shut up!” Max shouted.

“I’m not doing this.” Eric said defiantly.

“Yes you will. You did it before when you and Tom did not get along and now he is one of our top leaders and your friend. You two will learn to get along. I can’t have any more disruption in my faction because of you two.”

Eric looked over at you with disgust. You glared back with just as much contempt. Three fuckin days in a cabin with this prick. How in the hell will you make it through without killing him?

“Go pack. I want you two out of here within the hour.” Max ordered you both.

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