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First Step To Forever Calum Series Part Two

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For weeks you and Calum searched the internet, but you had no luck.

“I just don’t like any of them,” You say to Calum as he cooks some food for both of you.

“Me neither.”

“Maybe it’s because we’re going off internet pictures,” You mumble.

“Probably, we should start to look around at actual houses.”

“Is everything calming down in work?”

“No, it’s getting crazier, between me and the boys anyway. They have to reschedule everything because of kids and scans.”

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First Step To Forever Part Seven

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Calum’s Point of View

I wish I could say I was fine with her leaving.

I wish I could say that I was better knowing that she would meet someone new that would love her more than I ever would and give her everything she deserves.

But I can’t.

Because the truth is that life without her isn’t great. It isn’t living.

For 7 years I grew accustom to waking up knowing she was mine and I was hers but the first day that I woke up after she left a strange emptiness washed over me.

And I couldn’t think why, until I remembered.

Then I cried into my pillow until it was soaking and lying on it was considered disgusting.

I left messages for her, so many messages.

Y/n, baby, I love you. I don’t know why I did it but I need you. I need you with me.

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First Step To Forever Calum Series Part Five

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“How was work?” You ask Calum as he walks in and throws his bag on the floor.

“Terrible.”

“Why?”

“It was just me! No-one else bothered to turn up!”

“What? Why?! Where were they?” You ask putting your back down.

“Ashton was tired from looking after the kids, Michael isn’t answering his phone and Luke, well I can’t say.”

“Why can’t you say?”

“Because it isn’t decent,” He whispers.

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First Step To Forever Calum Series Part One

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You were looking through your lush bath bomb collection when Calum came home from work.

“Are you having a bath?” He asks leaning on the doorway out of tiredness.

“Yeah, you okay?” You ask noticing he looked more tired than usual.

“Bad day.”

“Why? What happened?” You ask standing up and walking towards him.

“Just tiring thinking of lyrics and new sounds, then recording.”

“Well then, why don’t you get in the bath before I do?”

“Can we get in together?”

“Will we fit?”

“I’m tall but I’m not that tall,” He laughs looking down.

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First Step To Forever Calum Series Part Eight

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“So it’s been 4 months, how are you?” Quinn asks as you all sit around the table in your tiny apartment that you had slowly began to love.

“Better,” You say looking at your mug.

“Met anyone?” Rebecca asks.

“Yeah, but I’m not sure about him.”

“Why?”

“He’s not Calum,” Jenny, Ashton’s wife, says. You look at her and nod.

“Yeah, it’s pathetic really,” You say, “I don’t understand why I can’t get it into my mind that he doesn’t want me the way I want him.”

Quinn laughs, “He does want you that way.”

“He doesn’t, he told me to go meet someone that could see a future with me.”

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First Step To Forever Calum Series Part Four

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It had been 4 months since you and Calum spoke about everything. You had moved into the new house 3 months ago and were pretty much settled, in time for Christmas.

“Does the tree look okay?” You ask Calum as he walks into the living room with a bowl of noodles.

“It looks great.”

“Okay good, I’m excited!” You say running towards him and sitting down next to him.

“Want some noodles?” He asks handing you his fork.

“Thanks,” You smile taking some before handing him fork back and watching TV with him.

“Christmas Eve TV sucks,” Calum complains, “All it is either Elf or Miracle on 34th Street.”

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First Step To Forever Calum Series Part Three

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“I really like this house,” Calum says handing you the iPad as you read over a book that had been sent in to your publisher.

“Where’s that?”

“It’s not by Michael’s, it’s by Luke’s.”

“Luke lives in a nice area, shall we check it out?” You ask spell checking with your famous red pen.

“Yeah, we can go today!”

“What time?”

“We can go in an hour?”

“Okay, let me get changed,” You smile standing up and walking to your bedroom.

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First Step To Forever Calum Series Epilogue

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3 years later….

“Cal,” You whisper shaking him.

“No.”

“Cal, please,” You beg.

“What’s wrong?” He asks turning over to face you.

“Cal, you need to take me to the hospital.”

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First Step To Forever Calum Series Part Six

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“Congratulations you two,” You smile as all of you sit in the hospital room where Rebecca lay with her and Michael’s new baby girl.

“Thank you,” Rebecca smiles.

“I want a drink,” Luke says.

“Yes! But someone has to stay with Rebecca,” Ashton shouts.

“I will,” You say.

“You sure?” Quinn, Luke’s fiancée, asks, “I can stay, I mean I can’t drink anyway.”

“No I’m sure, have fun,” You answer as they all get up and go to the nearest pub to have a celebratory drink, which was now starting to be tradition.

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First Step To Forever Calum Series Part Ten

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As soon as you heard the mail hit the floor, you ran. Calum was still passed out asleep from going out to drink with the guys last night but you had been awake for 2 hours.

“Please,” You whisper when you grab the letter, you take a deep breath as you open it and read the information that was given.

“CALUM!” You scream running up the stairs.

“Tired babe.”

“No Calum wake up! My results came back!” You shout shaking him.

“Results for what?”

“Whether I can have kids!” You shout, he pulls himself up as you sit excitedly and hold his hands.

“Don’t be mad,” You say.

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First Step To Forever Calum Series Part Nine

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Months had passed since the Hospital Cliché Drama and you and Calum had finally set a date for the wedding. But he didn’t know the secret you were holding in, and it was eating you alive each day that passed.

“These wedding invitations are giving me paper cuts!” Calum shouts as you stir the cup of tea.

“Be more careful then!” You shout before you sit down next to him with a smile.

“Last one.”

“Let me do it, so you don’t get anymore,” You laugh putting it into the envelope and screaming, “Fuck!”

“Paper cut?” He asks.

“They’re after us!” You shout as Calum looks at it and kisses it.

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