from now on you queue what i tell you

Everything is black and white until you meet/touch your soulmate AU
  • ‘I’m too distracted by the bright blue sky to notice who just bumped into me’ AU 
  • ‘The florist showed me some red roses and wow is red really so pretty?” AU
  • ‘This taxi driver just opened the door of his taxi for me and wow its a pink car’ AU
  • ‘I’m so sorry I bumped into you but whoa your eyes are a beautiful color, whoa I can see colours now?’ AU
  • ‘Someone sat across from me in the library and suddenly my book has a green cover’ AU
  • ‘The new student at college just handed me a red pencil’ AU
  • ‘My work colleague is telling me what colours look like because I can’t see then but then you just walked in and now I get why they’re describing them like that’ AU
  • ‘Oh great you’ve brought colour into my life. No offence but I don’t want a soulmate’ AU
Cool, LMM/Reader

Prompt: Reader is a famous singer who covers a Hamilton song at one of her concerts.

Words: 1203

Author’s Note: What? Another fic? Amazing. BTW I wrote literally all of this at work. Somebody stop me.

Warnings: Cursing. I just can’t stop myself.

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For you, the impromptu little concerts were always your favorite to perform in. While the thrill of singing to a gigantic, sold out crowd was irreplaceable, there was just something special about an intimate little venue.

You always made this well aware to your publicist, and she did her best to squeeze in these little performances whenever she could. That’s how you found yourself at Joe’s Pub at the Public.

Halfway through your set, to a crowded bar of no more than one hundred people, you took a seat on the provided stool.

“It’s very hard to be here in the room where it happens-” This was met with a thunderous applause.

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Rey (voiced by Daisy Ridley) and Chewbacca’s lines inside the Millennium Falcon from the Battlefront II beta. Full video here.

I love hearing their banter. Here are a few lines from the clip:

• This ship did the Kessel Run in fourteen–um twelve parsecs.
• What would Han do right now? [chewbacca warble] I agree.
• Yes, this does beat scavenging.
• I was wrong about this ship. It’s superb.
• For the last time, I’m the pilot, you’re the co-pilot!
• [chewbacca warble] - Han said that about me…?
• When we get through this, will you tell me more stories about Luke and Han?
• No one ever told me the galaxy was this beautiful…
• Even at its worst this still beats Jakku.
• This is much more fun than simulators.
• Does this ship ever not need repairs?!
• I remember one of those ships wrecked on Jakku.
• Han would be proud.
• See? I knew this would be fun.
• Another victory for the Millennium Falcon. We did it! Objective complete.

Dogs Are Mans Best Friend

Masterlist     Mobile Masterlist

Request - Carlos x Reader where she’s the daughter of Roger and Anita and they meet because they’re both walking their dogs and it’s so cute and fluffy? Thanks
Requested by - Anon
Tags - None
Word Count - 1, 067
Pairing - Carlos x Reader (Daughter of Roger and Anita)
Warnings - I feel like neither of them would swear they seem like those types of kids so just fluff
Summary - basically you the reader, will fall into a bush and meet carlos…i forgot to explain why he was there…shit…He was playing with dude and Rolly but when you came they ran off to the next little open area okay just clearing that up

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I had the most stereotypical “middle aged people are entitled assholes, millenials are gold”-moment at the cinema today.

So, my friend and I entered the cinema and there were only two women in line before us, already at the counter (the only one open because it was midday and obviously not busy). We queue behind them and are close enough to overhear what they were saying and I kid you not - for at least 10 minutes (don’t know how long they’ve already been there before we got in) they questioned the girl at the counter about the screening times and how long the movies were. And then one of the women said “but on the homepage it said the movie starts at quarter past 7?” and the girl went “yes, today. but the schedule changes every thursday so tomorrow that movie won’t show at 7:15 but at 6:20.” which seemed to be a concept neither of the two middle aged women were understanding… naturally the girl at the counter gets confused and mixes up screening times and stuff because they ask her about every friggin movie. Apparently they were trying to book something for an entire school class so obviously the question of “are there still enough seats available?” became very relevant and more numbers were thrown at the girl who got more and more confused. in the end they picked a movie for tomorrow evening and bought the tickets, collected the 3d-glasses and then one of them was like “so… where’s theatre no. 9 gonna be then?” and the girl said, in her most polite customer service voice that they can follow the signage or ask one of the staff at the entrance tomorrow because — *points behind the two women at the queue which by now had grown to about 7 or 8 people waiting*.

So the women leave and my friend and I are next and the girl was like “I’m so sorry to keep you waiting” and we said “no, man, we are sorry. for you. hope the day will be uphill from here!” ….so we tell her the movie we wanna see and she asks us if we’re students and we’re both like “ah, nope, those days are over” to which she replies “….okay thanks, I’ve seen your student IDs” and just booked us student discount tickets. what an angel!

feelingsoshadylatelay  asked:

How about Twice reacting to their s/o being a famous youtuber ? Love your writing :)

❄warnings: swearing



“And in the next box, we have a– oh, Jihyo! Guys, say hello to my girlfriend, Jihyo.” You’d say as you smiled at the camera while holding onto her waist. Jihyo would smile down at you. 

“i just came to leave you this,” she said as she placed down a bowl with apple slices in them, “and quickly make my getaway!” She would run right out of the room, leaving you in your own laughing fit.

She was always supportive of you and your career. Every now and then, she would try to sneak in some snacks for you without being noticed, however you would always call her out, making her show her face to your audience for a few seconds before she would run out of the room. She felt as if she was intruding whenever she made an appearance in your videos, despite you telling her that it was no big deal multiple times. Finally, you had had enough of her squabbling.

“How about you come onto my channel and we can do the girlfriend challenge, okay?”

Originally posted by jihyosjagi


Jungyeon would be the most excited about having a wicked, awesome youtuber as a lover. She wouldn’t overstep her boundaries, but she would make a special appearance every now and then. Whenever you did hauls or challenges, you would always make sure to ask her first. 

“When did we first meet?” You asked her as you began the girlfriend challenge. She put her finger on her chin, deep in thought.

“Didn’t we meet at your friends party? Yeah, you had that lovely outfit on, and you were coercing me to dance with you.”

“Uh, excuse me? We did NOT meet a party! We met backstage at one of your concerts. Remember? I gave you 100 roses and a painting I did of you.” Jungyeon would laugh as she patted you on the head. A pout formed on your face.

“I remember. I just wanted to tease you a little is all.”

Originally posted by blankjiace


She was an adorable ball of energy when it came to your job. Whenever she would hear you announce that you were going to start recording, she would instantly crawl into your recording studio, and she would watch you record your covers. Hearing you sing was her weakness, and gosh dang did she have a right to have that be her weakness. 

After finishing your cover of Afire Love by Ed Sheeran, you smiled at the camera and did your usual outro. 

“That was my cover of Afire Love, and once again, thank you all for watching my videos. Peace out, fam!” You turned off the camera, and let out a long sigh. “Now that that’s over, I can finally spend some time with Nayeon.” You get up to go meet her, but said person was already in your room, surprising the hell out of you when you saw her in the corner. 

“I’m sorry! I really like watching you sing, so I wanted to come in and see you record your video.”

Originally posted by kimnatozaki


“DAHYUN, WHAT ARE YOU DOING? GO THE OTHER WAY!” You yelled as you saw Dahyun’s character run in the opposite direction of the enemies. 

“I DON’T KNOW! (Y/N), HELP ME. HOW DO I TURN?” You let out an annoyed laugh as you show her for the umpteenth time how to turn. “Oh, okay, I get it now.” She gives you an innocent smile, to which you roll your eyes at. 

“Let’s go so that I can kill you already.” Dahyun lets out an offended gasp. 

“Excuse me?” You flash her a sly smirk before turning your face back to the screen.

“I’m just joking. Now, let’s do this together.”

Dahyun loved being able to game on your channel whenever she could. She mainly enjoyed playing romance games with you (since she enjoyed some of the scenarios and wanted you to take a hint). Teamwork definitely makes the dream work, and you two were the ultimate team when it came to certain games. Teasing, laughing, and lots of smiles was a regular thing to see on your channel whenever Dahyun made an appearance. 

“Hey, how do you turn again?”

“Dahyun, I swear…”

Originally posted by cosmicgxys


Chaeyoung wasn’t one to interrupt another person while they’re busy at work. Whenever you told her you were going to record another video, she would simply say “okay” before going back to whatever she was doing. Every now and then, she would peek into your room to check up on how you were doing, smiling whenever she saw you do something goofy or laugh at something dumb you did. One time, however, she was lost in thought as she watched you through the cracked open door…

“Can I help you, Chaeyoung? Oh yeah! To all of my lovely viewers out there, this is my girlfriend, Chaeyoung. Chae, say hi to all of the viewers!” Chaeyoung instantly became shy and gave a small wave to the camera. 

“H-hi.” You would ‘aww’ at how adorable she was before turning back to the camera, and properly introducing your beloved to your audience. In the meantime, Chaeyoung dashes away before you can turn back around again.

“She can be shy sometimes, though. Isn’t that right, Chae– what? Where did she go?”

Originally posted by the-lonely-road


“Welcome, everybody, to another video! Today, I will be joined by my lovely girlfriend, Sana.” On queue, Sana pops up from underneath the counter so that she is now visible to the camera. She smiles and waves before introducing herself.

“Hello, everyone! It’s nice to be back.” You couldn’t help but smile at the sweet sound of her voice.

“Today, we will be making veggie rolls. Sana, will you be a dear and tell everybody what we will need for this recipe?” 

Sana absolutely adores watching your videos. She couldn’t be anymore proud of how far you’ve come. You first started off as a small cooking channel, but it later blossomed into an all around channel, Cooking, however, was still your favorite thing to do. 

“And now, let us plate them! Woah, Sana, what are you doing– HEY!” In an instant, the nice looking veggie rolls are landing on the floor. “Sana, what happened?”

“I’m sorry, (Y/N)! I accidentally slipped and fell!” She let out a cry from her position on the ground. You help her up and give her a soft smile.

“That’s okay. As long as you’re alright, that’s all that matters.”

Originally posted by makeaestheticgreatagain


“And five, six, seven, eight…” The two of you began to run through the routine to BlackPink’s As If It’s Your Last. You switch roles between Lisa and Jennie while she switches roles between Rose and Jisoo. Every now and then, the two of you would smile at each other and make eye contact. It was always fun to have her on your channel. Both of you were passionate dancers, and having her there with you only made your performance that much better.

Mina loved being able to watch you dance at anytime. If anything, you being a youtuber helped her make it through the hard times whenever she was away from you. All she had to do was search your name in the Youtube search box, hit search, and click on a video. 

“That was As If It’s Your Last by BlackPink, and I cannot thank you, Mina, enough for helping me out.”

Originally posted by md-maverick


Momo would smile at your reaction to her blind makeup challenge result. “What the heck did you do to my face?” You laughed at how ridiculous you looked. “Momo, what did you do?” The girl couldn’t respond to you. All she was able to do was tumble down onto the floor, laughing. “We’ll see who’s laughing after it’s your turn!” You grabbed the blindfold off of her head, placed it over your eyes, and picked up the eye shadow and a brush. “Momo, if you aren’t careful, I’ll poke you in the eye!”

“Fine, I’ll stop moving around.” She was only able to stay like that for a few seconds before she instantly started laughing again.

Just like the other girls, Momo was very supportive of your career. In fact, she loved it. Before you were a youtuber, you were a nurse. Seeing you struggle with that job everyday made her sad, but now? You were happy with what you were doing, and she couldn’t be anymore elated. 

“Momo, if you don’t stop moving, I’m going to poke you in the eye with the mascara.”

Originally posted by baektalk


“Am I doing this wrong?” Tzuyu asked as she rolled out the dough on the cutting board. 

“No, you’re doing this just fine.” You reassured her. A baking channel was fun to have every now and then, but when Tzuyu was on it? It was always a complete and utter mess. You two would often mess around in the kitchen, throwing flour at one another while laughing like crazy. Afterwards, the two of you would clean the room, complaining about it the entire time, and blaming the other for starting the fight. 

“Okay, now that that’s in the oven, we-” You’re interrupted by a heaping amount of cake mix being thrown into your face. You brush the mix out of your eyes before shooting Tzuyu a dangerous look. “Oh, it’s on!”

The two of you threw dry-powdered ingredients at one another. Tzuyu loved you, that was for sure. She loved being able to see you do something happy, and she adored being able to share that happiness with you every now and then. 

“Now we have to clean this up.”

“Who’s doing it?” She gives you a look of uncertainty. 

“YOU ARE!” You quickly turn off your camera and run upstairs.

“(Y/N)! HEY!”

Originally posted by tzuyuchouu


That gif of Tzuyu has me weak in the knees holy–


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Are you new to the studyblr community or do you want to find new ways to spruce up your existing blog? I’ve been part of the studyblr community for about 4 months now and I have learnt a lot during that period of time. Here are some of the things I want to share with you.

1. People love seeing original content and it is rewarding to see feedback on your own posts. Don’t be scared to post some photos. They don’t have to look perfect and it’s wonderful being able to share your journey with your followers. If you scroll wayyyy down and see my very first posts, they were far from what I post now. So don’t be afraid to tell us what you are up to ;)

2. The queue is your new best friend. Until about 2 weeks ago, I had no idea what the queue was. Basically you save posts/reblogs that tumblr will automatically post stuff for you. As I don’t always have access to internet, my blog is still actively posting. 

3. Create your own logo/avatar. I know I love it when people personalize their blogs and put some effort into how it looks. You can easily (and for free) make logos and banners (like the one I’m using above) on Canva. It’s super easy to use and super fun to make.

4. Vary your posts. I love posting photos of my study notes but on occasion I’ll post photos of books I’m reading or write a masterpost like this. It’s super fun to try something new and to mix it up.

5. Don’t be afraid to engage with others in the community. Enter giveaways, blogrates, drop a message or even an ask. Seeing feedback from followers and getting to connect with people is what I love most about this community.

5. If you’re new, try posting an introduction about yourself. Include your field of study, your interests or your studyblr heroes. It’s a nice way to let everyone know who you are :)

6. You don’t need the most expensive and wow stationary or props in your photos. Because I live in South Africa, I don’t have much access to stuff from Muji or own Zebra Mildliners or even a Kanken, but I try and find alternatives and use what works best for me and my budget.

7. If you do decide to edit your photos (which I would recommend) you can use apps on your phone like VSCO or download free editing software on your PC/laptop. I can’t always take photos in the perfect setting with the perfect lighting but by editing my pics, I can make them look slightly better. There are also some handy youtube videos on it.

8. Try and find something to make your posts different to others that others can identify them easily. I use an extra picture with the date on it to make it different to the other photos on my blog. 

9. Last but not least, BE YOURSELF. 

hope this helps ;)

The Little Mouse that Reads

Cisco’s lab part one

“ Hey bear what‘s up?” Barry had called iris to ask her about her project she was doing for her new assignment at work.

“ Hey, babe, I miss you”

Iris frowned. “ I miss you too… is everything alright?”

“Yeah, meet me at star labs asap”

Iris was about to ask more question when the phone hung up. Soon she rushed to star labs.


“hey babe!” Barry cheerfully kisses iris as he grinned. 

“What’s going on?” Iris asked. 

Barry smiled, then quickly ran all around star labs, and came back. 

“For once, we have this whole place to our self!” he said. 

“ Oh, that’s wonderful, and what are you saying, Mr. Allen?”

“I have always wanted to do somethings in here with just you, without HR, or cisco, or anyone else interrupting us, you know?”

“Yeah, I know” iris walked closer, to him and placed her arms around him. 

“ And I have always wanted to do some very naughty things to you here” barry said as his hands slid down to her waist. 

“ Oh really?” iris said breathlessly. 

“ Yeah, I wanna make you scream my name so loud iris” barry said as he kissed her neck. 

“ Oh..” iris began to blush. 

“ Iris, I want to do something very hot with you”

Iris smiled, and kissed him. “ what other things are you gonna do?”

“First, I am going to make you shake to your knees” he said, as he began to softly vibrate his length pressing it towards her hips. 

“what else?” iris said, already feeling the effects of Barry Allen. 

“ then, I am gonna take us somewhere dark. and fuck you so good” Barry said as he kissed her neck more deeply. 

“W-what else?”

“Then, I am going to make you cum for me so many times you will forget what it was like to not cum” he said lifting her legs up as he sped them to some random dark corner he found. 

“Shit barry” iris said, as she was surprised how fast he was in her. 

“ How good do you feel iris?”

“ you feel, I feel, oh god”

Barry stopped, as he slowed his pace in her, “ tell me now”.

“ fuck barry, you feel amazing”

“ good girl” he said as he went faster. 

“Barry” she moaned. barry took that as a queue to vibrate, causing a quick moan from her. 

“ Oh fuck iris”


Cisco’s ‘  intruder alert’ went OFF THE CHARTs. Since defeating savy, he made sure to add lots of security to star labs. 

“What the hell?” he said. “ there is no one in there, oh shit, invisible man!” 

Cisco called Julian and wally, to help him. Wally tagged joe along just in case. 


“ Ahhhhh!” iris moaned. her o face making him shiver. 

“fuck iris, your a bit of a screamer” barry teased. Iris somehow managed to slap his arm, as they laughed and moaned. 

“ Barry I am so close”

“Me, fuck…too”


“so you said there is a invisible man in your lab cisco?” joe asked.

“Yes, and speedster that is invisible!”

“That sounds like something off the game halo…” wally added. 

“ so what are we gonna do?” Julian asked. 

“Go in!” cisco looked at the door of his lab, and slowly walked in. 

Barry slowly kissed her breast. “ Fuck you are amazing” 

“ oh bear, I…oh shit” Iris slowly looked out the closet door as barry reentered her. 

“ Barry! BARRY!”

“ what? want me to go faster babe?”


“ oh shit”

“ Who the hell is there? and what the fuck is that smell?” Cisco said. 

Cisco’s mind went to the worst thoughts when he said underwear. 

“ ARE YOU KIDDING ME?” he yelled. causing the others to barge in. 

“ Fuck!” iris said. 

Cisco began to freak out as he left the room. “ I am so done, you guys are cleaning your mess, with bleach, what the hell man? you know what? I… damn, I am out of here, I shall make a gun that detects unreal invisible speedsters, bye yall!” 

“ who the hell is there?” 

Barry quickly dressed him and iris up, and opened the door, when he noticed his speed was not working. 

“ shit” the two said. 

“ GUYS I POWERED THE GUN THAT STOPS SPEEDSTERS!-” wally stopped running and  talking as he noticed the scene in front of him. 

“so that’s why I cant speed us out…” Barry said. 

“ Hi.. dad”

“ I think you two need  a long overdue talk” joe said…

How To Tell If You've Married the Right Person

Me: *Grabs UWP’s thigh*
UWP: Okay, that’s it. You’ve awoken the beast.
*Throws me on the bed, pins me down, and proceeds to cat bathe my face*
UWP (trying to look innocent): Whaaaat? I never said what kind of beast you woke. *giggling* I love you, thank you for loving me.
*Queue my own ambush and an ensuing lick fight full of laughter and bad quips*

UWP and I are now dehydrated, stomachs are sore from laughing, can’t stop smiling, and our faces are covered in spit.



“What?” You nearly whispered.
“I’m in love with you, every single thing about you, y/n” Newt repeated.
You shifted in your cot and moaned with pain. Newt helped you and fluffed your pillows.
“You’re being awfully quite after someone just confessed their un-dividing love and affection for you,” he tried to make light heart of the awkward moment.
“Newt, I like you I really do….”
“Like?……I understand,” he started to get up.
“No, it’s not like that!” You grabbed his hand with all the strength you could muster and ushered him to sit back down. “Newt, I’m sick-”
“But you’re going to get better,” he added.
“Well yes, but I’m going through the changing, I’m not going to be the same.”
“That doesn’t matter to me, I’ll learn to love the new parts of you.”
“No, Newt. I just don’t want you to get h-” you jerked. It was happening again. Pain coursed through every vein and suddenly submerged you in. You let out a blood curdling scream as the horrible memories of an eerie lab and distant cries of kids came rushing across your mind like your own personal horror movie. Newt stumbled out of the room, only to run into the help he was trying to find.
“MAKE IT STOOOOPPPP!” You cried feverishly.
“Someone sedate her!” A fuzzy voice barked. The last thing you saw was Newt coming at you with a needle, and then everything went black.


“Good morning beautiful,” Newt slowly came into view holding a tray of pancakes before you.
“What- what happened last night?” You sat up groggily.
“Never mind that, eat up!” He fed you a piece of the soft, warm treat.
“Newt,” you sighed after a swallow, you scanned the room. It looked different since last time. It exuded an eerie vibe that sent shiver down your spine.
“Cold love? Here you go,” Newt tucked a blanket around you, not helping at all. The drapes were shut and the light was dim. The air was stale and made it tougher to breath.
“What’s going on?” You turned to see a small vase exploding with a variety of flowers, mainly roses.
“I came and brought you one for everyday you were out,” he placed the eating utensil down and sighed, knowing you deserved answers.
“What?! There has to be forty roses in there!!”
“I know, calm down, it’s going to be alright,” he soothed you, noticing your terrified expression. “You didn’t react correctly to the serum, and…and you went into a coma.”
“I what?!”
“Y/N, calm down. They said you should be fine now, they switched your dosages and mixed in some other medications. But we honestly don’t know how this will over all affect you…”
“What do you mean ‘over all affect me’? Am I going to go crazy, become confined to this bed, die?! What is it?!”
“W-we don’t know, I’m not going to sugar coat it. You deserve to know.”
There was an awkward silence. “Y/N, whatever happens, I want you to know I’m going to be here, with you, every step of the way.”
“Newt, you…”
“No, I’m not doing this to win you over or prove myself or any of that stuff. I want to make you’re better again. So I can daydream as I see you working across the Glade, so I can see that gorgeous, stunning smile of yours that shuck, I can’t get enough of, so there’s a fire in those lovely eyes again, so my y/n is back.”
“Newt, I kept having dreams. I don’t know, you were in a lot of them…and you were suffering. I can’t tell you how excruciating it was to endure it, hearing your pleas for mercy. And you know before, I used to be scared about the future, but now it’s the past that haunts me. I realize now that I’ve been passing up so many opportunities because I’ve been running from the wrong things. What I’m trying to say is basically that, I love you too, you shuck face!” He beamed and leaned down to give you a peck on the forehead.
“You don’t know how long I’ve been dying to hear that for, love.”

London’s Calling

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Chapter Four: Time Difference

Word Count: 1623

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“Wake up, Riley,” Cory gently shakes his daughter. 

“But it’s so early,” Riley groans, pulling the blanket over her face. 

“It’s the afternoon, honey,” Cory chuckles, “You have to get up or this jet lag will last longer than it has to." 

Riley throws her blanket down in shock, "The afternoon?!" 

“It’s just after two,” Cory is amused at his confused daughter. 

“How could you let me sleep so long?” Riley gasps frantically reaching for her phone. 

“Riley, you were exhausted,” Cory frowns but Riley’s already too distracted with the dozens of messages from her friends she received during her slumber. Cory sighs heavily and stands up from where he sat at her hip. "Don’t be too long, Riley. Get changed so we can go sightseeing." 

Riley nods and quickly gets ready, as lousy as being ripped away from her friends was, she was quietly excited to see London. Riley exits the room in which she sleeps and goes out into the living space of the hotel. Cory and Auggie are sitting on the floral sofa waiting for Riley. 

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the soul tattoo - four

pairing: Luke/Reader (Y/N)
rating: PG (there’s some swearing)
requested: nah

word count: idfk I wrote this on my phone

summary: If one day you woke up with a random tattoo on your body, you were destined to meet your soulmate soon. When (Y/N) finally gets her soul tattoo, she’s in for a shock when she finds out who her soulmate is. 

one // two // three 

Originally posted by cliffordskittxn

(Luke’s POV)

Everything about her was perfect. The second my eyes laid upon her, I knew she was beautiful. She was just standing there on the doorstep, looking so.. perfect. She was gorgeous with her small smile and twinkling green eyes. She was just the perfect height for me too. Not too short, and not too tall either. You could say she was kinda hot.

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Preference #369: Home

Niall: Once upon a time you and Niall were almost everything to each other. You were moments away from falling head over heels. Everything felt right to you, but Niall had his doubts. Little things got into his mind, and before you could fall any further, he told you goodbye. “You know what I never understood,” Louis told him one day, as the two of them sat waiting for a photoshoot to begin. Liam and Harry were still getting ready. “What?” “Why you and [Y/N] didn’t work. Weren’t you crazy about her?” Niall did not expect those words to fall from Louis’ mouth. He was completely stunned. He thought of you too often though, to not have a full reply prepared, “So many nights I thought it over. Told myself I kind of liked her, but there was something missing in her eyes. Or that’s what i told myself back then.” “Something missing?” Louis was the one to feel confusion now, “What does that even mean? [Y/N] was so in love with you. Whatever you think you saw, or didn’t see, she was devastated when you dumped her.” Niall did not want to hear that. Not now, after all this time had passed. “It doesn’t really matter now, does it?” “With [Y/N]? I think it could. You should call her, if you really were just worried about her feelings towards you.” Niall shook his head, “I can’t. What am I supposed to do, just call her up and say ‘I miss you. I wanna wake up and see your face, and remember how good it was.’ I messed up, and she won’t take me back.” Niall was convinced of that, but Louis refused to believe it, “No, you’re wrong. Be honest with her, and I think you’d be surprised.”

Harry: Love was never something that came easily to you. You felt like every time it was right within your reach, something messed it up. Just when you thought that maybe this time it was right, it would fall apart. You never expected to fall for a man who had suffered the same pain. You never imagined the person whom your heart would finally be filled with joy over, would be someone who had also never experienced love in the way others described it. Every word he spoke, about his search for someone special before you, felt like words you yourself would say. “I was stumbling, looking in the dark with an empty heart, but you say you feel the same. You completely understand the lost feeling I had before, and how different it feels like. I never thought one person could change everything, but here you are.” Harry paused his speech for a moment, to look into your eyes. The eyes you could not take off of him, as he said all of these beautiful words. Half a minute passed before he began speaking once more,  “And now that I have you, I realize I don’t need more than just one person. I don’t have to wonder if we could be enough. We could be enough. I know we’re enough. You’re what I’ve been searching for, and I feel comfort in knowing you feel the same for me.” “I do,” you replied, finally feeling it was okay to talk over him. You had not wanted to interrupt his speech before now. “I feel exactly the same. I’d give my own speech, but it would just yours repeated right back to you.”

Louis: You did not want Louis to know of your feelings for him. He was not the type of guy you could truly picture yourself with, so what was the point in letting him know he’d gotten to you? You turned away before a blush covered your face anytime he spoke. You kept your eyes off of him as often as you could, in hopes to not allow any part of his mind to know of your feelings. As hard as you tried to hide it though, Louis noticed the little things. “You know you can try to turn your head every time I speak, but it doesn’t do well to hide your face. I see the smile as it starts to creep in.” As if on queue a smile began to take over your face, and in an instant you looked away from him. “I just saw it again. It was there. I saw it in your eyes, even before your lips began to form into a smile. Why do you feel the need to hide it from me?” Your immediate reaction was to lie. To tell him he was seeing things. You opened your mouth to do so, and realized it was pointless now. He could see through your act. Why put more effort into keeping it up. “Because this is not what I planned for. I did not plan to fall for someone who will have to leave for months at a time, or to have these stupid feelings for a popstar.” There was no denying being with Louis was not what most girls would truly want, despite what millions dreamed of. “I know it’s not ideal, but why fight it? Does it really make things better?” “No, it doesn’t. You just have to know I’m still going to have a guard up, even if i let you in a little.” Louis saw nothing wrong with that, “That’s fine. One day I’ll win your trust enough for that wall to come crashing down.”

Liam: Moving from one country to another was the biggest leap of faith you had ever taken. You trusted Liam enough to do so, but that did not mean it was an easy task for you. Your heart ached, as you thought of the home you left behind. You missed everything about the place you felt you most belonged. “What if I never quite get accustomed to being here?” You wondered aloud, as Liam placed the last box of your belongings down in the home you now shared. “You will with time.” “And if I don’t? What I miss home, and everyone there too much? I’m afraid to feel lonely in this big city,” you admitted, needing to hear some sort of comforting words from your boyfriend. Something to make you feel more secure in your choice to be here with only him. “I promise you’ll never feel like you’re alone. I’ll make this feel like home. You won’t think of back there as home anymore, but here will be that from now on.” You longed for that day. You truly did. You wanted to feel like moving here was the right choice, and that you would not look back on today and regret every single decision you made. Liam saw the worry still obvious in your eyes, and grabbed your hands, “[Y/N], I promise you I will do everything I can to make sure you know how much you belong here. No matter what we’ll have each other, and if you’re ever feeling lost, I’ll find the way and I’ll be your light. Just like you’ve always been mine.”

character letter - akashi seijuuro

in which things were not meant to be

My Dearest (f/n),

Just so you know, I still love you.

Remember that day when we planned our whole future together? Whenever I think about it now, I couldn’t help but smile. It really seemed like we were so sure of ourselves. Everything sounded so flawless, so perfect. Until now I’m still asking what made things go wrong.

But all good things in our lives have to end, I guess. Our relationship just snapped like a twig the moment I realize how much pressure I was providing to you. I’m sorry for making you adjust to every single thing my father has planned for me. It was so selfish of me to let you do that. I’m sorry if you had to go to the university my father told me to attend just because I was stubborn about having you by my side. I realized how much freedom you were deprived from, how much sacrifice you did just to be with me. I am deeply sorry for putting everything to waste. I will forever carry the burden of feeling guilty about taking you for granted.

Forget about those stupid plans. I love you and I want you to be free. Do whatever you want and I’ll happily watch you from afar. Maybe we’re not meant to be today…or at least not yet. Believe me when I tell you that I’ll do everything to get you back as long as I have the chance to. And when I do, I promise to correct all my stupid mistakes. But as for now, I’m letting you go. Do those crazy adventures you’ve always wanted to. Be free, my dear.

Again, I love you.


Akashi Seijuuro