from hate

anyone else have the burning desire to deactivate all their social media accounts and book a flight somewhere and just disappear and live a totally anonymous existence where no one bothers you and you don’t bother anyone

I miss you. I won’t admit that to your face, or over text, but right now my heart feels like it’s shattering over and over again and I just want you right now.
—  An excerpt from a book I’ll never write. (#60)
You see, at first, I did regret you. I regretted ever giving you that satisfaction of having me so easily. I used to regret ever being so vulnerable for you. I would regret the memories we had created at 2PM as well as the ones at 4AM. Now, I’m just so thankful for you. You taught me that there is nothing wrong with showing a man just how crazy you are for him, it is not my fault you were incapable of loving me back. You taught me my worth. That I should not lose an ounce of sleep, crying over something that is completely out of my hands. You taught me how to love myself enough to let you go. Because of you, I know what I deserve now and I will never settle. You did that. I am forever grateful for you.
—  You were a life lesson. Thank you R.

i acted like it wasn’t a big deal, when really it was breaking my heart.

Day 17

Don’t love me unless forever comes with it.
—  E.M.//8 words #92
You are beautiful, not necessarily by looks
But by the way you speak and think
By the way you act with love instead of hate
And how you chose to love others
It’s beautiful, you are beautiful

“it doesn’t matter if it was a relationship or a friendship. when it ends, your heart breaks.”


- Day 26