from back in jan

Throwback to the 2nd ever MM fanart I did with this…because I find it highly relevant right now.

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[image description: 2 selfies of me, OP. Wearing tortoise shell glasses in the first. Wearing a bombass undercut in both.]

So we ended up spending like 6 hours trying to dye my hair blonde (and my scalp is fried but my hair is softer than ever???) and the cut itself only took about an hour. But also it’s past midnight, so any blue hair dying is going to have to be saved for another day

But I can physically feel the gay increasing in my body and I’m so excited!!

9.3lbs down, a lifetime of health to go

so, about three weeks ago i went to the doctors for my yearly physical/check up. i was already nervous because when it comes to my health, i overthink everything so to say that i wasn’t excited to go to was an understatement but i’m so glad that i did. 

now, saying that the experience was completely positive would be a complete lie, but it was really an eye opening and life changing ordeal. being overweight, i thought that i would have a ton of health problems and i have this HUGE fear of being told that i have a chronic health issue. but as it turns out, my body is actually really healthy! it made me realize that just because you carry some extra weight on your body, that doesn’t mean you are automatically unhealthy.

what did shock me was the amount that i weighed when i stepped onto that scale. i had legitimately gained back all of the weight that i’d lost from jan-march. hearing the nurse say that i weighed 256.8 lbs was so jarring that when i got home, i decided then and there that that was going to be the last time i ever heard that number associated with my weight. 

the next day, i changed my entire diet and decided to go vegan for a week as a way to restart and cleanse my body. i took it slow and just focused on getting my nutrition in order because i noticed that when i tried to do everything at once, i was more likely to give up. after the week ended, i decided to stick to being a vegetarian and added working out to my routine. it’s safe to say that i’m completely happy with my new lifestyle because i’ve lost a total of 9.3 pounds between my doctors appointment and now! 

so moral of the story, go see your doctor guys! it might give you that spark of motivation to change your life for the better!

One More Chance

Request: Y/n is a surgeon and she and shawn had broken up but then he gets into an accident and she sees his security at the hospital and they talk and it’s fluffy and a happy ending where he asks her for another chance

a/n: I don’t know much about doctor stuff and I don’t watch any medical dramas so any doctor-ish information is from a google search…And this is kinda fluffy? More fluffy towards like the end end 😂 cut me some slack it’s a hospital and I had to make it a little tense😂😂

Your name: submit What is this?

You never did understand the whole throwing yourself into work when something drastically changed in a person’s life.  Everything was fine and dandy with your life; you had an amazing boyfriend who was out living his dream, finished your medical school and almost done your year of an internship at a hospital so you were about to start your residency.

           You loved your job.  And one of the things you loved the most was how supportive Shawn was. On the nights he was home, he would be your personal study cheerleader, staying up with you drinking coffee into the early hours of the morning, and encouraged you through your doubts.

            But then one day, when you thought everything was fine, Shawn broke your heart and broke things off between you two.  Almost three and a half years together and he called it off because he felt like he couldn’t devote enough time to you.

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There was an early entanglement of Nazism with the world of Russian émigrés and their reaction to Soviet power. From the outset, the National Socialist movement was part of this story of attraction and repulsion triggered by the rise of Bolshevism. Following the Russian Revolution, Munich became a home for both Russian and Baltic German refugees. During its early days, these émigré circles gained substantial influence over the Nazi Party. Baltic Germans who influenced Hitler’s views on Russia and Bolshevism included Max Erwin von Scheubner-Richter, who came from Riga to become a close companion of Adolf Hitler, and Alfred Rosenberg, who came from Reval. Scheubner-Richter was shot walking arm-in-arm with Hitler during the 1923 Beer Hall Putsch; and Rosenberg, a graduate of Moscow University, claimed to be the Nazi Party’s leading authority on Russian matters. In the early 1920s, Rosenberg channeled ideas between the Russian and German Far Right; through him, among others, the discourses of Russian antisemitism were popularized in Munich and beyond. Rosenberg was involved in the distribution of The Protocols of the Elders of Zion, the originally Russian antisemitic fabrication that decisively formed the Weltanschauung of the Nazi elite. Through his writing and through personal contacts in Munich, Alfred Rosenberg spread his ideas about the threat of “Jewish Bolshevism.”

Jan C. Behrends, “Back from the USSR: the Anti-Comintern’s Publications on Soviet Russia in Nazi Germany, 1935-1941”

anonymous asked:

I needed a purge from Grindr and all those apps back in Jan... been off those apps for months now and haven't gotten dick since October... as horny as I am I kind of want to stay off those apps, what are my other options?

Unless you’ve been through a tragic accident or have a congenital deformity, you probably have two hands to choose from.

And tbh, dildos guys. They last way longer and you’ve probably spent more money on a real man wasting your time. Drop some coin and stop bein’ stingy to your bumhole.

anonymous asked:

Hey Rosy i've been on a hiatus but i'm back and all what i see is vindication and positive things the writers so subtle preparing the fandom for what it is coming,Antonio Negret!!(OLICITY love scenes feels)directing BELIZA speculations about them getting together sooner than later,i'm jumping that train too,the canon moment/s happening in the finale of midseason,BELLARKE IS COMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SEASON 5 IS THE BEGINNING OF OUR FULL ROMANTIC TRIP don't know if i'm gonna make it until jan/feb.

Welcome back from your hiatus. 

There has been SO MUCH validation! It’s remarkable. You missed us all freaking out. (you also missed the drama that people created because they were bored after the hiatus so good for you on that one.) But yeah. So much. From the sizzle reel to JR’s confirmation that bellarke are and have always been the center of the story, to the repeat of the fairy tale and mythic themes, to Clarke and Bellamy and the Delinquents being the heroes, to the script to screen releases which have absolutely emphasized that bellarke is the center and Clarke in particular loves Bellamy Blake. And Antonio Negret? OMG. We really couldn’t hope for anything better than a scene like Olicity’s first time. That is just such an amazing positive sign.

It’s awesome. 

But you know, I’m feeling a lot of vindication, but people are also doing a lot of retconning, saying they always knew and it was obvious and of course come on. LOL. and I’m like. really? you haven’t been arguing me this whole time that bellamy was being villainized and clarke was a badguy whitesavior trope and jr was just baiting us with bellarke and clarke didn’t love bellamy. Oh they always believed. *ahem* then why was my inbox blown up on a daily basis with fears and panics and antis and doubts and arguments against and bellamy hate and clarke hate and mistrust of the writers and lack of faith in bellarke? i believed, and people kept coming to me because I believed and could give evidence for why i believed.

And it turns out, well, not to be *arrogant* but I was actually right. 

Bellarke is the center of the story. My word for it was “backbone”. I’ve been saying it since 2.05 when Clarke was in Polis and in love with L. Y’all didn’t believe me. Y’all thought it was a crack theory. I said it was their story. And y’all were like, no the POV has shifted to L. And I was like NO Clarke is the hero. Bellamy is not the villain. He is the hero. I said you’re not paying attention to the story of Arkadia as the struggle for his soul and redemption, and you said no, it was racism. Bellamy is being treated unfairly and he’s been turned into the villain to prop up L as the hero. But who’s the passing note now? Who’s the hero? Bellamy. And you ARGUED. SO much arguing. And bellarke is mythic in nature. And it is circular in which we keep coming back to fix our mistakes. They are straight up saying it’s a reboot and they’re going back to the beginning now. 

Oh, and I even got the whole motherhood theme. I SAID that either Clarke or Octavia would have a baby, and while neither of them got pregnant, Clarke is now a mother and has a child. Not only did people ignore my theory, argue against it, send me hate over it, but I got anon shitposts for it, saying how dare I make our girls suffer the indignity of single motherhood, it just proved what an evil person I was. (reminder, I am a single mother.) And here we have Clarke Griffin, single mother alone without even another person to support her, fighting mental illness. Got it. Said it. Got shit for it. Vindicated. Welcome to post apocalyptic fiction, kats and kittens, where the theme is re-starting humanity, and you can’t do that without mothers and children. 

 And CLARKE DOES TOO LOVE BELLAMY. You guys. I’ve had so many people, bellarkers included, argue with me that Clarke didn’t love Bellamy that way. 

And alls I gots to say is…

WHO SHE LOVES. 

another person, Bellamy Blake, WHO SHE LOVES. 

Honestly, I’m just really enjoying sitting back and having so much of my meta be confirmed. They’re telling the story I said they were telling. 

The Prince’s Sex Education (Joshua Lieben)

Dedicated to @juniperotome a winner of my giveaway who requested a fluff/smut fic for Prince Joshua. I am always so unsure about my smut, so I hope you guys all enjoy it!!


“Jan,  I have a package due to arrive today. Could you please make sure it’s sent direct to my room?” You could feel your cheeks blush as you remembered what you had accidentally ordered. Never would you normally order such a- a- suggestive item!

“Of course my lady.” Jan smiles, bending over your shoulder as he poured your cup of tea. His smirk was a bit devilish, as if he already knew. Your cheeks flush a deeper shade and you look down at your lap to avoid Jan’s judging gaze.

This delivery was to blame on a lonely night alone.  Accompanied with a little too much muscadine. A delicious, sweet, wine gifted by a wandering trader, it was a new treat for the kingdom. The muscadine grapes didn’t grow in DresVan, but the wine they made was the best you ever had. You were severely tempted to beg Joshua for some. For he could request the royal gardener to grow a patch of them with ease. Though you didn’t feel right pressuring him for some silly grapes. You were just a petty girlfriend after all, for he had yet to propose. Until such time, you were of minor importance, not even a footnote.

A fact that hurt you this particular weekend of indulgence. Your dearest Joshua had gone on a short venture to another kingdom. Typically you would have followed along, for the fellow princes did all adore you after all.

Perhaps a little too much, according to Joshua. Who spent much of the visits growling under his breathe, and pulling you out of Roberto’s grasp. Whom no matter which kingdom they were visiting, Prince Roberto always seemed to be there as well. But of course his butler would have hunted him down within a couple hours. Lecturing the carefree prince without regards to their snickering onlookers. Most had grown used to this act. In some cases, particularly Princes Keith and Glenn, their butlers personally contacted Alberto. Notifying of his lost prince’s location, with a plea to retrieve him. The frantic butler would show up at once, pulling the prince away in a rather undignified manner.

Prince Roberto’s antics aside, the point was you had followed along on many royal events. Joshua’s parents always frowned a bit, considering you a mere commoner. With no royal titles, lands held, or any merit to you, but they never officially commented on the matter. Part of you feared they were appeasing their son. Letting him pleasure himself until the right girl came along, one deserving to be a princess. These inner torments were never shared with Joshua.  Thus you were especially hurt when Joshua admitted you weren’t joining his upcoming travels.

“But why?” You whined, pouting and playfully clinging to his jacket. Joshua smiled, covering his hands with yours, pulling them gently away. You frowned for real, pondering if he just hadn’t wanted you to ruin any of his buttons. You seemed to question his every motive lately. Which you immediately regretted, it felt as though you didn’t trust him. You hated feeling that way. You loved Joshua. Although, to be honest, you weren’t sure how long you could deal with all the uncertainty.

You loved him. He loved you. It should be easier than it was. Yet he was a prince, with a duty to his country. DresVan’s terribly strict laws had a role too. Though due to your easy nature,  Joshua seemed to have lighten up his once rigorous beliefs. With the exception of marriage, which DresVan’s strict laws still grasped hold there. Joshua had yet to even playfully tease you with the idea. He had you terribly confused. The stubborn prince refused to share you, yet he wouldn’t commit. He was like a selfish toddler with a favorite toy.

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anonymous asked:

Alex's interactions with the kids at school broke my heart): Will you ever write something w/ Lin+Vanessa finding out and doing something about his current situation in school?? Not just the bullying but the unwillingness to work in group projects, be a part of the class, etc. Or will that be addressed in the next chapter??

Not in the next chapter, but in the next section of the story you will learn more about it when we time-skip forward to fall of that year. I’ve posted about this over  half a year ago that Lin finds out Alex’s school troubles when they get his mid-term report card later on in March and see just how badly their brilliant, bookish Alex is actually doing in school. Bit of a shock. Rather than go back and try to find the post from Jan, I just found the document to re-post. Here’s the blurb:

Alex’s mid-term report card leaves him dumbfounded. It’s not even the letter grades themselves, averaging C’s with a splattering of B’s and Ds). It’s the comments that shock him:

“Multiple missing assignments, falling behind, risk of failing, refuses to participate, does not complete assignments, frequently misses class, clearly very bright, not living up to potential, work completed brilliant, lazy.”

This is not his Alex. Alex who Lin constantly finds knee deep in schoolwork. Alex who stays up far later than he should reading. Alex who frequently needs to be forced to take a break from his writing. Did they get him mixed up with another Alexander Hamilton?

After talking to all of the teachers a theme emerges: all homework, extended individual assignments and tests Alex excels in. He’s doing horribly in participation points, groups projects and in class assignments. How well he’s doing is proportional to how much weight these items carry in class. Classes where tests and essays make up the bulk of the grade Alex is doing okay in. Classes where the opposite is true Alex is bombing.  

As far as what they do to help him, I do have it planned out and you’ll find out later. The sped teacher in me can’t help but make a detailed school intervention plan for Alex. Like I’ve said before, I geek out over weird things. 

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Katja hugged Jan, she had just come back from a dangerous expedition to get an enchanted item and disenchant it before handing it over to the client. She had been successful but she was exhausted, smelled bad and had new wounds that had been wrapped in haste. She was shaking but she had enough money to give to Jan for them to buy a whole new house. She dropped her new staff she had been allowed to loot from the dungeon and passed out in Jan's arms.

He held katja, seeing that she was quite banged up. Oh boy…she passed out. “…Lets get you to the bedroom…You look pretty beaten up..”.And with that, he went to the bedroom and said her down carefully and began looking over the hastily wrapped wounds.