Regards to your "No Shame" post. Throughout your four years were you applying to all manner of jobs or were you selective about where you wanted to apply like job duties and if it was in your state or out of state. I've been in retail for 2 years now since college and the stress of wondering where I should take root or just get anything that "relates to creating" is real. Layer that with the job app process low esteem and not enough money. A recipe for woe indeed.