friendship so bad


And honestly, our friendship is the reason I think they end up together on the show because we do love each other and are in each other’s lives. (source)

some days i am death threat and
others i am apology poem.
you were a rose and some days
i remember your softness but others
all i can think of are the thorns.
i want to see this in something other
than black and white but in my memory
there is no shared responsibility,
only killer and killed, only one
bloody body on the ground.

i want you beside me and yet i
never want you to touch me again.
i want you to whisper the pretty things to me again
but every word from your mouth makes me sick.

i want you back but i know
you haven’t changed.
i haven’t changed either.

—  it’s funny how the missing puzzle piece can also be the straw that breaks the camel’s back, sarah kate o.

I struggle so much with actually allowing myself to care deeply for ppl. I tend to lock my heart away immediately when I meet someone I share a connection with n tell myself to not get too attached. I think its bc I’ve moved so much n usually everyone eventually leaves me 

Dear Evan Hansen AU in which Connor didn’t commit suicide but rather he ran from home, leaving Evan’s letter behind. So pretty much the story of the musical still plays out. But then Connor ends up coming back, half because he wants to kick Evan’s ass for pretending to have been his friend, half because he caught wind of the Connor Project and… He was glad?
I mean, they were all hypocrites but the support and memorials… It got to Connor and after calling Evan a dick he held out his hand like “I’m the real Connor. Thanks for making them remember. Now get ready to deal with me and clear all these lies up.”

i wanted to do a quick sketch of dnp hugging and ended up accidentally working on this for 4 hours

People will often try to make you feel guilty in order to manipulate you into doing something they want, but if you know who you are and trust in yourself and know that you are doing the right thing then stand strong for who you are and don’t be drawn into games that other people play.
You know what I want most in the world

I want Alex Fierro and Percy Jackson to meet and I just want to see that time bomb explode. beCAUSE I honestly believe that those two would either dislike each to the point of constant unwavering irritation or love each other to the point of Chase cousins being so jealous they could strangle their partners.

more wholesome friendship arcs, less unnecessary forced romances


Lean On Me | A belated birthday gift to my stupid friend @seveanteen


Every single ship/pairing/otp/brotp/friendship etc in Seventeen💎

2&3: Jeonghan x Joshua (Jihan)


I just had a very cute phonecall from one of my oldest friends, in which

  • She apologised for not getting back to my previous text, which was literally just me saying ‘HI HOW ARE YOU’ and which I’d totally forgotten I’d sent, but apparently she felt awful about not replying promptly and so phoned me instead
  • She listened very diligently to my rants about pinning down a PhD topic, and then said ‘well, if you’re a creative person, which you are, then I think you just have to let yourself be creative. Not because it’s a talent that you’ll lose if you don’t use it, but because it’s how you think, and it’s how you get stuff done’. SUCH SAGE ADVICE
  • She actually gave me ideas on my topic, even though she is a French and Russian translator who has never studied Classics in her life and so it’s totally out of her comfort zone, and it was really helpful advice!! Proof that just talking to people who are interested and want to help is more useful sometimes than talking to experts
  • She invited me to dinner at her house and then said, very seriously, “and I’ll make a note not to use any dairy,” because she is one of my friends who actually remembers that I’m lactose intolerant even though I hardly ever see her
  • She actually phoned me?? Just for a chat?? No-one does that any more and I always feel too weird to do it, even though I actually really like doing it, and I thought it was really endearing that she just did it

She is the friend who came round to my house the day after Clod died and brought with her a dairy free apple cake which she’d baked using fresh apples from her garden

Such a cute pal


sorta-kind a present/shout out to @justjackbitty because I spent the last week going through about 350 pages of their blog??? because Zimbits. So here’s a messy Zimbits. Not perfect but whatevs

If you haven’t read OMG Check, Please! ( @omgcheckplease) this doesn’t make sense to you. Go read it if you want idk man it’s your life