friendship so bad

I struggle so much with actually allowing myself to care deeply for ppl. I tend to lock my heart away immediately when I meet someone I share a connection with n tell myself to not get too attached. I think its bc I’ve moved so much n usually everyone eventually leaves me 

Dear Evan Hansen AU in which Connor didn’t commit suicide but rather he ran from home, leaving Evan’s letter behind. So pretty much the story of the musical still plays out. But then Connor ends up coming back, half because he wants to kick Evan’s ass for pretending to have been his friend, half because he caught wind of the Connor Project and… He was glad?
I mean, they were all hypocrites but the support and memorials… It got to Connor and after calling Evan a dick he held out his hand like “I’m the real Connor. Thanks for making them remember. Now get ready to deal with me and clear all these lies up.”

some days i am death threat and
others i am apology poem.
you were a rose and some days
i remember your softness but others
all i can think of are the thorns.
i want to see this in something other
than black and white but in my memory
there is no shared responsibility,
only killer and killed, only one
bloody body on the ground.

i want you beside me and yet i
never want you to touch me again.
i want you to whisper the pretty things to me again
but every word from your mouth makes me sick.

i want you back but i know
you haven’t changed.
i haven’t changed either.

—  it’s funny how the missing puzzle piece can also be the straw that breaks the camel’s back, sarah kate osborn

more wholesome friendship arcs, less unnecessary forced romances

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Lean On Me | A belated birthday gift to my stupid friend @seveanteen

4

“nah man, I WINGED it!”

this might be the last one for a while you guys hahahah my hand is hurting from drawing all the cherubs 

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Every single ship/pairing/otp/brotp/friendship etc in Seventeen💎

2&3: Jeonghan x Joshua (Jihan)

Bonus:

People will often try to make you feel guilty in order to manipulate you into doing something they want, but if you know who you are and trust in yourself and know that you are doing the right thing then stand strong for who you are and don’t be drawn into games that other people play.
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“He’s lived with me for two years. He’s pretty special. I’ll kill him before I let him leave. He’s the most talented musician and actor. I see him taking off - not to mention he’s crazy hot, which is gross cause he’s like my brother. I envision wanting to live in a house next to him for my whole life and grow old down the street from him. I want our families to always be entwined.”