“Oh, that umbreon. Her name is Lucine, and well…you could say that we were friends once.”
“After the team and I relocated to Alola, we had bumped into each other a few times. She and her trainer spent a lot of time at the Paniola Ranch, something about her trainer IV breeding for a new teammate. I’ll never understand Ace trainers.”
“I’ll admit that I fell pretty hard and fast. I’ve had my share of flings in the past, but nothing ever like this. Her laughter was so infectious and her smile could light up the darkest of hearts.”
“Much to my delight, my feelings were returned and over the course of a few months we shared many moments together.”
"I could listen to her talk for eons. She’d tell me about her amazing accomplishments with her and her trainer-of all the places she’s seen and obstacles she’d overcome. I never thought I could love her more than I already did.”
"Of course, I couldn’t hold off forever about my end of things. I knew that if anything was to work, I’d have to be honest with her. She didn’t quite take it as well as I had hoped.”
"I mean, it’s not like I could completely blame her. A star like her associating with a criminal such myself? I wouldn’t want to drag her down…”
"Besides, it’s not like I’d abandon Amber…she needs me more than anyone else.”
“…and who knows, maybe she left the egg with me because if it hatched without 6 IVs, her trainer would abandon it…haha…”
I had an idea to start a “black girls rant” day. It would be on Fridays and you guys could send in rants about what annoys you, makes you feel insecure or just bothers you as a black woman. It could be about colorism, lack of confidence, self worth or just anything you want it to be about. It will start tomorrow (July 14th) so if you see this send in a rant and I’ll post it.
*I changed the name so all black girls would feel free to join.p>
“5 more minutes, please Scott.” I mumbled sleepily, face buried in pillow.
Scott was waking me up for school, but today I feel so lazy.
“We’re gonna be late.” Scott whined.
“Oh please you go fifteen minutes before school starts anyway.” I mumbled.
“Who’s gonna give you lift then?”
“I will text Theo, now get the hell out and lemme sleep.”
Finally he left. I sighed and reached my phone and texted Theo to give me lift. After few more minutes of snuggling, I unwillingly got out of bed. After getting ready I heard Theo’s car’s beep.
I grabbed two sandwiches from the counter and went outside, Aunt Melissa left early today for her shift.
“Good morning princess.” Theo laughed looking at my state.
My hair was pulled up onto a messy bun, I wore baggy T-shirts with jeans.
“Don’t laugh, I was up all night finishing off the freaking essay.” I groaned.
“Aww, you look cute still.” Theo said smiling softly.
“Sure.” I scoffed and handed him one of the sandwiches.
Once we arrived at the school, we were talking and walking down the hallway. I spotted Scott and Stiles standing in front of my locker.
“Hey guys!” I said.
“Hey,” Stiles said and hugged me.
“The sleeping beauty’s here.” Scott laughed.
“Shut up.” I punched him playfully.
“You look cute today.” Stiles said smiling.
“Uh thanks?” I blushed.
“Theo,are you alright?” Scott asked Theo.
I looked at Theo, he looked tensed, and it was as if he was controlling himself not to wolf out.
“I have to go.” He said and rushed off to his class.
“What’s up with him?” Stiles asked.
“No idea.” I replied confused.
After the classes, it was soon lunch time. Before lunch we had Physics, but Theo was not in the class, I haven’t seen him since this morning and now I was worried.
I sat beside Stiles and began making small talk with Lydia.Then I saw Theo coming towards the table, I sighed in relief and when he sat in the spot next to me, I asked him, ”Where the hell were you?”
“Oh it’s nothing serious, just wanted to take a break from class.” He shrugged.
I placed my hand on him and asked, ”are you sure you’re okay?”
“Yeah.” He said slowly looking into my eyes.
“Y/N, you have to try these fries,” Stiles said and fed me some fries.
“Mhmm, this is good, did they hire new chef or something?” I asked.
“Maybe.” Stiles laughed feeding me some more.
“You two are so cute.” Kira gushed.
“Yeah just date already.” Malia chuckled.
I blushed and looked at Stiles, he was blushing too.
“I gotta go, I just remembered something. ”Theo suddenly said getting up.
“What’s wrong?” I asked.
“Nothing serious, I promise, I will call you later.” Theo said rushing off.
Well that was weird.
“No way Lyds!” I said to Lydia, me and her were currently at her place just flipping through fashion magazines.
“I’m telling you Y/N, he was so jealous.” Lydia said.
“Theo and I were a thing when we were kids, that was not even real. Now we’re just friends okay?” I argued back.
Although I said that I couldn’t help but think of Theo more than as a friend, I still had feelings for him. But I can’t risk it, I can’t bear heartbreak again. It’s better if we stay just friends, atleast that way I can still talk with him. Now I wanna focus on future, with Stiles.
“Are you sure about that? I saw the way he looks at you Y/N.” Lydia said smiling.
“Whatever it is. I don’t wanna ruin the thing I have with Stiles now.” I sighed.
“Aw, do what your heart wants, I’ll be here to support you.” Lydia said.
“Do you think Stiles likes me?” I asked blushing.
“Hell yeah he does, he’s head over heels.”
“I really hope he does, he’s so cute and perfect and all.”
“Love is in ze air.” Lydia said laughing.
“Whoa slow down, not love, just crush.”
“Yeah right.” Lydia laughed.
*the next day*
“Finally it’s Friday.” Kira said relieved.
“Guys, let’s go to this party tonight at Sean’s place.” Liam said during lunchtime.
“Yeah it’s been awhile, we should go.” Malia said looking excited.
“Yeah it’ll be fun.” I said.
I’m looking forward to this party to be honest. This week’s been stressful with school work and stuffs.
“Theo, you coming to the party tonight?” I asked Theo as I took a seat beside him during Physics class.
“I don’t know.” He shrugged.
“Please come, it’ll be fun !!” I tried to convince him.
“Total waste of time, I can’t even get drunk.” He said.
“But I’ll be there, c’mon!”
“Uh okay, fine, only for you.”He smiled.
“Yay.” I cheered and he laughed.
“Y/N you look so pretty,” Lydia approached me and hugged me once I went inside the party.
“Thanks, you look great too.” I said smiling.
“Where’s everyone else?” I asked her.
“They are in the other room getting us drinks, c’mon,” she said.
“Guys, Y/N is here.” She said as we entered the place where drinks are kept.
“HEY!” They all said cheerfully.
“Do you want a drink?” Stiles asked me.
“Uh no thanks, I’m fine.”I said.
“It sucks I can’t even get drunk.” Malia sighed.
We all just chuckled.
“By the way have you guys seen Theo? I texted him, he said he’s already here.” I asked the pack.
“Yeah I saw him earlier, no idea where’s he now though.” Kira shrugged.
“Okay, let me go find him, I will be right back.” I said as I exited the room.
The place was crowded, I began searching for Theo. The moment I spotted him my face fell. He was kissing a blonde girl. She was straddling him, they were sitting on the couch.
I felt my heart sink and a giant lump form in my throat.
He really doesn’t like me romantically anymore.
What was I thinking? Ofcourse he doesn’t. Silly, stupid Y/N.
I sighed and went outside for fresh air. As soon as the cold air hit me, I felt somewhat refreshed. I walked towards the swing that was just around the corner and took a seat in one of the two swings. The music from inside still loud outside.
Why am I feeling this bad? I shouldn’t, I definitely shouldn’t. But I still couldn’t help but let the tears stream down my face.
“Y/N?” I heard Theo calling me.
I didn’t reply him back, just wiped my tears off and tried to not breakdown. He took a seat beside me in the other swing.
“You’re crying,” he started slowly, “why are you crying, everything okay?”
“Yeah, I-I’m fine.” I lied.
“Oh please, cut it off, what’s wrong?” He asked looking concerned.
“It’s nothing, like I said I’m fine.” I said stubbornly.
“You’re not fine, just tell me, please.” He said taking my hands in his.
I looked the other way, not wanting to see him.
“Look at me, please tell me what’s going on.” Theo pleaded, “did I do something.”
“Oh please Theo, as if you don’t know.” I sniffled.
“What?” He asked confused.
“I-I’m upset because…”I started.
“Because? Just tell me.”
“I saw you kiss some blonde girl !” I said frustrated.
“Oh.” He said slowly, “I had no idea that would bother you.” He shrugged, ”why does it bother you?”
“It-it’s just I was surprised.”
“Being surprised doesn’t make you burst into tears. There’s more to the story.” He stated.
“Just forget it, okay?” I shrugged.
“You still like me, don’t you?” He suddenly asked me.
“Wha-” I was interrupted by him.
“Besides, just to be clear, she was drunk and before I could stop her she started kissing me.”He started, ”If you stayed till the end, you would’ve seen that I pushed her away. I can never look at some other girl, when I already am in love with someone else.” He finished.
“Oh you like someone else? Who is it?” I asked with a pang in my chest.
“You didn’t answer my question yet, do you like me?” He asked.
“Theo….yes I still do, and seeing you kiss someone else just made it more clear.” I sighed.
“It hurts, doesn’t it?” He began slowly, “do you have any idea how much I was hurting when you were with Stiles, and everyone adoring you as couple.”
“I wasn’t dating Stiles, I had this crush on him….wait the girl you lik-”
“Is you, Y/N Y/L/N, it’s always been you.” He said looking me at my eyes.
Before I could respond, Theo pulled me closer and kissed me. I immediately kissed him, and boy the sparks I felt was just indescribable. I pulled away and looked him in the eyes, the street lights gave enough light for me to see his gorgeous face.
“Promise me, you’ll not leave like you did years ago.” I asked gently.
He cupped my face and looked seriously before saying, “I promise.”