freedom design

i’m in my prime,
not withering and old.
but i refuse to play
your wicked games any longer.

i know this tether is unbreakable,
but you make me feel like i’m interchangeable.
you drew a target on my heart,
when did this become fatal attraction?

i don’t have the strength,
the energy,
nor the patience
to be held hostage by your love.

so baby please don’t despair
when i say that
i’ve found the courage to
let you go.

you were never meant to be tied down in the first place.

—  believing i could love you was my mistake, c.j.n.

giggledroid  asked:

So I know Sanzu is based off of Stitch and everything, but I am curious about something. How did Stitch inspire you to make Sanzu? (And did you start making an au to fit around him? X3)

OH ᵍᵒᵒᵈ ᵍᵒᶫᶫʸ ᵍᵒᵒᵈᶰᵉˢˢ 🌀WELL, MY DARLING GIGGLE🌀

⚠️ᵂᴬᴿᴺᴵᴺᴳ ᴬᴺᶜᴵᴱᴺᵀ ᴬᴿᵀ ᴬᴴᴱᴬᴰ⚠️

Sanzu’s personality was more based on multiple characters I like such as Stitch, Spike from the Good Dinosaur, Zuko from AtLA, and this development actually came post his design.

When I first started designing him, @blesstale and I were shooting off random ideas about “OH, WHAT IF THERE WAS A PIRATE AU…” of which encouraged us to draw up multiple concepts surrounding pirate-themed UT guys.


However, I got rambunctious💦 and started coming up with concepts that was too far outside of what would make sense in this alternate UT universe, such as making Asriel alive and well, healed from his 🌼Flowey🌼 form and dicking around the ship as an understudy to CAPTAIN UNDYNE💪 or something.

I understood entirely that making an ✨official AU✨ to a pre-existing story meant there should be restrictions, but I couldn’t help feeling bummed out about it.💧

💥So.

The only reason I made Sanzu was so I could have 🇺🇸total freedom with the design and personality of a crazy character.

This was where I started putting together concepts for pirate Sans,⚓️

Then, he split like a 🍌banana-

-and made the thing I can be reckless with.

✏️ Sanzu’s design is based on 💙Raziel from Soul Reaver.💚

ᴵ ᶜᵃᶰ ᑫᵘᵒᵗᵉ ᵉᵛᵉʳʸ ᶜᵘᵗˢᶜᵉᶰᵉ ᶠʳᵒᵐ ᵗʰᶦˢ ᵍᵃᵐᵉ ᶫᶦᵏᵉ ᴵ'ᵐ ˢᵖᶦᵗᵗᶦᶰ ᶠᶦʳᵉ

I grew up with this game, and I’m not exaggerating when I say that nearly every time I pick up my pen, I think of this while I draw anything. 🔥✏️🔥