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tbh, my unpopular opinion ( that I have yet to find someone who also shares ), is that the show should have ended at s5. not just bc s6 was a mess, but because we saw our characters grow to a place where they were actually, properly good. they were off to do amazing things and show the world who they really were, and you know, it’s nice to leave some things open. rachel got her tv show. mercedes was going on tour with brittany and santana ( ?? on the latter ). sam was probs going to work at mckinley. blaine and kurt were going to get married. the other alumnae were at their respective universities / jobs. I’m not happy with how some of the characters ended up, but what can you do ?  you can’t get it all. I preferred this over ending it at s3, because if we’d ended it there, it would have been the rachel show and I wasn’t about to let three years of my life get sold over for the fucking rachel show.

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.
Move on, leave, run away, escape this place… but don’t forget about me, about us, about this town. Always remember where you come from so you can appreciate how far you’ve come.
—  c.j.n.