free run 3

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.

Ivan: Is that the pronunciation?  Понятия не имею…

Alfred: Yeah, bud! You’re right! Don’t sweat it, you’re doin’ great!  ヽ([>]フ[<] b

[Info on the AU located here.]

Looking back, I can’t remember the truth. I blew everything out of proportion so I could feel the hurt and betrayal and write about it in vivid detail. It was my own method of torture. My own undoing; and I enjoyed every second of it.
—  c.j.n.

*cries because school gets in the way of the one thing I actually care about right now: dan and phil*


This blog has gained over 1000 followers since Gjóska passed, so many of you don’t know there was a second hamster once. 
Gjóska was a solid black tortoiseshell syrian hamster girl, full of personality and she was so sweet. She passed away from what I think was a kidney failure about 9 months ago. 
She has her own tag on this blog, “Gjoska”, where you can find a looot of pictures. Above are the last pictures I took of her.

Run free. <3