I don’t think I ever told you guys this, but I got the script for the SPN episode “Don’t Call Me Shurley” at an auction for Random Acts and I just stumbled across it when tidying my desk and I remembered this scene that’s really worth sharing. Brothers, man.
Summary: the whole team is surprised to find out you’re still a virgin, and the news seems to make you more allegeable to some of the men around the compound. Bucky is no less surprised than the rest of the team, and finds it even harder to keep his eyes off you as he nurses a secret of his own, which he feels obliged to reveal to you after an incident in the training room.
Bucky worshipped you like a goddess almost every night. He hadn’t slept in his own room in weeks, and you didn’t even ask him if he’d join you for the night anymore; it wasn’t a question. After that first time, neither of you could get enough; to Sam’s great annoyance. Every time you and Bucky snuck off after dinner he stared after you, watching you hold Bucky’s hand as you pulled him towards the elevator. You hadn’t really talked to Sam after the way he blew up in the gym, even if he didn’t mean what he said; it still hurt. You only shared formal pleasantries like “good morning” and “good night”, and on missions you only talked about the mission. You weren’t exactly mad at him, but you weren’t too happy with him either. With Bucky however, you were over the moon. Every day he seemed to find a new way to make you smile throughout the day, even when now your training schedules had changed and you only saw him in the morning and late at night as you always held off on dinner until he was done with training.