oh my goodness this. like honestly. my regular doc didnt get this…i’m so fucking sick of men hitting on this shit. sick of my body being a sex ploy. sick of my breasts and ass being checked out.((but btw, you are lovely inside too.))
Thank you thank you thank you. I really didn’t think anyone wouldn’t understand…it’s so hard. A huge part of my ED was creating an outside that was as ugly as my inside, destroying myself. Having this body, and having it appreciated, it makes my skin crawl. I’ve literally broken down crying; this isn’t what I wanted. This isn’t my body. I don’t feel comfortable or safe or happy in it.
for the record: you are beautiful. that’s all I’m going to say about the matter. <3