wash your pillowcases regularly to prevent break outs.
do NOT use coconut oil as a moisturiser; it’s comedogenic, which means it clogs pores.
always apply sunscreen to your face (even if you’re brown) as it lessens the chance of sunspots and deepening already existing pigmentation.
lush ultrabalm is a really good multi-use product! you can use it to heal tattoos, as a lipbalm or to ease dry elbows. i like to apply it to my eyebrows for a naturally done-ish eyebrow look when i’m not wearing makeup.
always double cleanse at night; one time to remove any excess makeup and residue and another time to deep cleanse.
the makeup eraser is a great makeup remover, also eco-friendly. just use water! (although you still need to cleanse afterwards and not ideal for travelling).
DON’T put your face directly towards the shower head when showering, esp if you have sensitive skin. It can irritate capillaries.
if you’re looking for a good skincare tool, use a konjac sponge! keep in mind they need to be replaced regularly.
wash your makeup brushes regularly! i recommend at least spraying them with brush cleaner after every use. especially with your foundation brushes, as foundation gets caked in and is much harder to get out when you’re washing it!
use oils. even if you’re oily. but figure out you skin type first!
Bring your makeup brushes back to life by removing that stubborn staining and waxy residue that foundations & concealers leave behind!
Lots of makeup products contain silicones, oils and pigments that can leave our makeup brushes looking a little worse for wear and not something that you want to be rubbing over your face. Using a brush soap and water alone often doesn’t cut it, especially when you’ve been using concealer. That waxy residue can be hard to remove which means you definitely won’t have fresh looking bristles.
Check out my quick way to bring them back to life!
Hi there! After seeing your Star Wars cosplay, I was curious of what brand of face paint you recommend, and any techniques for applying it or keeping it from creasing, setting spray etcThank you!
Hi friend! So when I’m not covering a lot of space, ie: when most of my body is covered by the costume, I prefer to wear water based cake bodypaint. My favorite I’ve worked with so far is Mehron’s Paradise AQ. My process is as follows: I use a good foundation primer, apply the bodypaint with a wide foundation brush, seal with a finishing spray (I like Ben Nye’s Final Seal), contour with powder eye shadows and finally, seal everything with a good coat of matte, translucent powder makeup.
Ahhhh finally one request down! I’m sorry for such a long wait but after much time here you are @hennessybee I really hope you enjoy this fic, if not I will do it over!
A light knocking on the wooden door caused you to stir
yourself awake as you looked around. Namjoon was laughing at you looking at how
your body was draped in one of the styling chairs in the makeup room.
“Noona, you’re going to get a crook in your neck if you keep
that up.” He lightly scolded moving to sit in another chair beside you.
“It’s okay.. Really.” You let out a soft huff, lifting your
body slightly with a wince, it had been a rough few days since you were always
on the move with BTS and sleep was little to none because you were always with
them. ALWAYS. “And I told you, don’t say that.” You could feel your cheeks
Namjoon moved his hand to the back of your neck giving a
comforting squeeze that seemed to release all the tension in that spot. “You’re
really cute don’t know you know that?” He asked with a light chuckle. “You are
our noona, our cordi noona and I’m sorry but even if we were to go through the
whole process again you would still be a noona.” Namjoon said dramatically
helping you realize your doom. It wasn’t that you disliked the word, it was the
fact that coming from him, it made your whole being lit up and you didn’t know
how to handle it.
“Right as always Kim Namjoon.” You cooed wagging your finger
at him. He rolled his eyes leaning forward to bite your finger gently causing
you to still for a moment. A loud yell from the hall caused you both to jump as
Taehyung came running into the room to wrap his arms around your neck breaking
the moment you and Namjoon were having.
“Come on noona it’s time to go! You’re packed and
everything, right?” He questioned sending a devious smirk to Namjoon who just
sat back in the chair in disbelief.
“I do have everything I need; can you take my bags for me
Taehyunggie? Noona can’t carry everything.” You whined knowing he would give
in. Like lighting he took your bags and headed for the door, causing and amused
laugh to leave your lips as you stood up.
“You know better..” You started as you grabbed for your face
mask seeing the look Namjoon was giving you. He stood up from his chair,
towering over you causing you to look up at him. He wasn’t wearing anything too
flashy, just black skinny jeans and a button down white shirt that was tucked
in, his hair was parted right down the middle to show his forehead like you
liked it. He smirked softly seeing how your eyes flickered all over him,
opening the mask up he put it on you the correct way seeing the BTS display
read brightly against the black mask with white letters as he felt some surge
of pride through his system.
“Do I?” He questioned you back, cupping your cheeks he
stroked your skin with his thumb and you melted for a split second before you
were pulling his hands away before Taehyung came back. Grabbing at the makeup
bag that you needed, you allowed Namjoon to walk with you and give you skinship
until you got outside of the building where he went to stand with the others. You
let his hand go sighing softly behind the mask glad that you could pout without
anybody seeing it. You moved to get into one of the vans with the other members
of the team. Driving behind the boys towards the airport, you put in ‘Not
Today’ trying to give yourself some since of hype but it ended with you passing
out with your head against the window, the soft beat earphones cushioning your
“This girl.” Namjoon sighed softly but he couldn’t hide the
kind smile that was on his lips as he watched you. He crawled into the van as
everyone else got out, moving to shake you lightly he didn’t stop until you
were opening your tired eyes looking at him.
“Sleeping beauty, let’s go.” He called out for you grabbing
at your hand. You didn’t know if it was simply because you were tired or what
but you gave him your hand, walking behind him with your fingers laced together
as he pulled you through the massive crowds of fans. Namjoon made sure your
body was against his becoming almost protective as he kept pushing your head
down so that no fan could take good pictures of you. It was too much, the
flashing lights, the screams and cheers. It was the reason you opted on staying
back for most of the shows but this one was different and they needed all their
staff, they needed you because you were very good at your job and becoming well
known. The boys’ images had to be top notch for other things to be a success.
After a moment of having the flashing light in your face and harsh criticism
threw at you by some fans, Jhope and Suga both came to the aid of you and
Namjoon pressing against your left side to block any views from you.
“Thank you both.” You said gently looking up at Yoongi who
gave a kind smile and like Namjoon pushed your head down gently with the pads
of his warm fingers against your forehead.
“Keep your head down, thank me later by making me look
good.” Yoongi teased as Jhope gave a chuckle nodding in agreement. Jimin was
next to make his move coming to stand in front of you, he smiled and gave the
camera aegyo and sex appeal to distract every one of the girl that was in the
middle and stealing the attention. Jungkook came to join him walking beside him
and Jin was the last to join in walking behind all of you as you went to stand
in the airport line. As it moved up and you went to board the plane Namjoon
made sure that he was the one sitting beside you when it was called for you all
to choose your seats.
You once again fell asleep after putting on your music,
moving to lay your head against his shoulders, at least on the plane you two
could be able to share some since of closeness. While you were knocked out into
dream line, Namjoon was losing his mind. He couldn’t stop looking down at you,
he was so in love with you he didn’t know what to do, it was too much for him
and he felt not telling you anything was going to break him apart. It was
everything about you, your eyes, your full lips. The way you looked so peaceful
once you slept. He could feel the harsh thumps of his heart and he wondered how
could you be so calm with him. What he didn’t know what that you were dying as
well but at least you knew how to hide it from him a little bit better than
what he was doing.
Once the plane arrived in the States, Namjoon had fallen
asleep with his head resting on top of yours, unknown to you both Hoseok found
this endearing posting the pictures to the official twitter, and the Cafe. They
had woken you both up to get you off the plane so that you could go to the
hotel. The next set of days were a blur between BTS doing interviews and sound
checks you were there to give them touch ups but then you, had to go and do
other clients that you had promised you would meet while down here. You had
also met up with some friends all of you going to the beach to hang out while
the boys got ready for their first Wings show. Namjoon had been moping missing
you by his side and he was always refreshing his feed when he could just to see
what you were up to.
“You’re going to be classified as a stalker if you kept this
up.” Yoongi warned patting the male’s shoulder.
“I think it’s too late for that.” Namjoon himself admitted
but he tried to let it slide off him. He knew however how serious it was, when
he saw a picture of you with some guy who had a modeling gig. It wasn’t the
fact that you were with him helping him, it was the fact that he was a ‘friend’
Namjoon knew nothing about and he felt jealous. Even while he was getting ready
to go on stage he saw you in the back, and he purposefully avoided you, going
to the other Cordi’s to let them help him instead not wanting to be around you
until he got his emotions underway. When it was time for him to sing Reflections,
you came to stand by the side of the stage looking at him with adoration.
“You two are killing me. Please just get together already.”
Yoongi came by your side once he was finished with first love looking at his
friend who was pouring his heart out on stage.
“Shut up. He’s doing really good today.” You said softly
clasping your hands together in front of yourself wiggling slightly.
“He feels those lyrics strongly today.. Especially since he
is hurting.” Yoongi almost whispered the last part, causing you to frown and
look at him.
“What happened today while I was gone?” You asked him
standing up straight. Yoongi pursed his lips looking between you both before he
let out a sigh shaking his head hesitating and going between telling you and
keeping his loyalty to his friend.
“Listen, I think you two need to talk this out. But what I
will say is, you’re not the only one who has a career at stake here. So, maybe
you should be the one to decide as the eldest what’s best for the both of you.
And if you decide that you can’t do this. Then be honest with him because he
deserves at least that much.” He gave a kind smile walking off to get changed
for fire and as Namjoon came off the stage to the side you were at you quickly
looked at him reaching for a hug that he gave back tightly.
“We love you!” You chanted back at him causing him to laugh
and become flustered. “You did really good. Do you want me to touch up your
makeup for fire?” You ask him and he nodded eagerly pulling you backstage with
him, buzzing from how well he did he could feel his skin tingling and it made
it better that you were here brushing foundation against his forehead lightly,
he eyed you looking down and standing close to you causing everyone else in the
room to shift and look knowing that there was something there if only you both
would act on it.
“Two minutes!” The stage handlers called out trying to get
everyone in place, you let him go moving back to your place on side of the
stage to watch him.
“The boys are so talented.” Some of the noona’s were talking
behind you and you were going to turn around to join in the conversation until
you heard the rest.
“I know, it’s just a shame that with money comes sluts
trying to take them down.” One spoke out.
“Yeah and then they either want money or their own fame so
they use them and it’s such a shame. We all want to be close with them but at
least we do it the right way. We don’t go to the limelight.” Another spoke.
“Yup! At least we don’t go around talking to other members
from other companies and having our own agenda we are faithful to them.” The
part that upset you the most were that they spoke in Korean as if you didn’t
know anything that was being said or the fact that you knew these two
particular girls were talking about you.
“Don’t worry about them, they are just a bit.. Jealous and
dumb.” A girl who was a bit shorter than you came to stand at your side looking
out at the stage and dancing a little beside you. She had brown hair that
rested at her shoulders and she was a few years older than you. “If anything,
you would get their struggles better than us. You have your own reputation and
you know the do’s and don’ts.” She started out encouraging you. She was always
friendly and nice to you making you feel that you did have at least one friend.
“Thank you for being kind to me.” You said gently bowing
your head as fire went off and Fun boys came on.
“No problem, just make sure you don’t push him too head over
heels.” She teased you causing you to blush and you were glad that it was dark
for the most part.
The concert was a success and from all the screaming fans
you knew that the boys were going to be very proud of how well they did. Once
the show was over, you had to leave out with them, surprised that so many fans
were waiting for them to leave you saw a lot of girls holding up the signs
referencing Namjoon to daddy, you tore your eyes away from those signs thinking
of something else because the ache between your legs was unbearable and you
knew that it was going to take at least two rounds with your hand so that you
would at least quench some of the fire that was inside of you. While you were
in the van, the boys decided on take out and you were glad, you needed to get
to the hotel to change your panties quickly. Tomorrow they wanted to go out for
American food and you knew of perfect places to take them to setting your plan
“Did we do good?” Namjoon asked leaning close to whisper
against the shell of your ear, his breath tickling your skin causing you to
jump as you nodded.
“I was really proud of you love, I am so honored to be a
part of your team.” You admitted with a soft smile.
“Trust me, we are glad to have you.” He sighed happily
pressing a kiss against your jaw.
“Break it up back there!” Hoseok teased you both and it
stayed that way until you got back to the hotel.
Once you arrived, you said your goodnights to the boys as
the elevator came to your floor. You decided to get a room a floor under them
to keep yourself from becoming and embarrassment and going up to the room Namjoon
was in to ask him to talk. You walked to your room and you could feel his eyes
on you, but you didn’t turn around just lifted your hand up to wave bye to
them. You moved into the room, quickly scarfing the food down eating in the
most un-lady like manner so that you could get in the shower.
You stayed in there for a good thirty minutes getting
yourself off with the shower head and your fingers. Once you were done, you
moved to dry off your body after you were done, not wanting to sleep in nothing
you crawled under the covers with a bath robe on, laying on your back you
rested looking up at the ceiling, thinking about Namjoon you tried to get your
thoughts from him considering how loud you had been crying his name.
Namjoon was sitting up in the bed, drying his wet hair with
a towel and a very hard problem between his legs, it only took him a few split
seconds to think more on it before he was getting up with a key card leaving
his room and coming down towards yours. He took the elevator hoping that no one
noticed him, walking towards your room, he knocked on your door and you not
knowing who it was decided to change your robe to a silk robe instead. You put
on the baby blue silk robe that was partially see through, opening the door up
you were surprised to see Namjoon standing there on the other side with a white
T-shirt and baggy shorts around his waist. He looked down at you, almost
speechless as his eyes roamed your body.
“What are you doing here? This is risky.” You groaned softly
pressing your hands on his chest as he moved in.
“Exactly but you keeping me out here makes people more
suspicious and besides, what if I get taken a picture of?” He asked softly as
he pushed inside more to shut the door with a crooked smile.
“What do you want, Namjoon?” You asked softly with a playful
roll of your eyes.
“Well. I need you.” Namjoon said simply cupping your cheek
to make you look up at him. “You won’t say it so I will. But I am falling for
you y/n. I know that it’s a bit too early to say that I love you but I know I’m
getting close to it, and I know that if I didn’t even at least try to get to
know you and keep you in my life then I would regret it. If you’re scared then
let me protect you. I won’t hurt you, we both have reputations and I know what
it’s like to need to keep it.” He urged nuzzling his nose with yours. “Just
please let me be with you, even if it’s just for a moment that you don’t want
later. It would fucking hurt but I could at least be with you and I need you so
much.” He whispered as he pressed against you.
“Namjoon.. We can talk about this later. Take me.” You
groaned in defeat and he didn’t have to be told twice, he picked you up with
his hands under your thighs carrying you towards the bed, he laid you down on
the bed, pressing his lips against yours he gave you a breathtaking gentle
kiss, his hands moving to roam your body gripping at your hips as the robe fell
to bunch around your waist. Namjoon pressed his body flush against yours
sliding his tongue into your mouth causing you to release a soft moan. You couldn’t
believe this was happening your heart was racing and you were sure he could
tell. He sucked on your tongue, letting his tongue explore every ounce of your
wet warm cavern. He pulled back after a few moments grabbing at his phone he
pressed the outlet into his phone turning on music.
“What-“ You questioned panting as he put on Party Next Door.
He leaned down over you pushing you back against the bed, sucking on your neck
as he whispered in a deep voice using his English causing his voice to be
accented and the right kind of cute and seductive.
“I don’t want everyone hearing how I make you scream.” He
sucked on your neck, moving down towards your collarbones and breast to mark
you up and make sure that the hickies were not visible. He undid the strings on
your robe, pulling back to look down at your curvy body that was wrapped in
“You’re so fucking beautiful. I can’t let anyone else have
you.” He shuddered moving to press his lips against your breast his tongue
skittered across your areola on your left breast before he wrapped it around
your nipple to suck on it, his hand going over to play with your other nipple
grazing and flicking the hardened nub. Namjoon moaned against your skin,
sucking harshly onto your breast, his mouth trailed wet kisses towards your
other breast as his hand drifted down to ghost across your sensitive clit. You
arched your back a sharp gasp leaving your lips as your hips bucked up. Namjoon
pulled back from your breast after a while with a wet pop lifting a keen
“I never knew you were so sensitive here.” He teased
circling the pads of his thumbs against your clit.
“E-every girl is daddy. It’s not that.. I touched myself
twice before you came.” You finally admitted causing him to immediately plunge
two fingers inside of your wet pussy. You groaned in slight pain but it didn’t
sting too bad, it felt good to have his fingers inside of you thrusting in and
out of your pussy. He leaned down to wrap his lips around your clit, sucking on
the pink bud he pulled it into his mouth causing your hips to buck up and ride
his face as he thrust his fingers in and out of you. Your hands gripped at his
hair, pulling on the soft locks you pressed him closer to your body.
“Come on daddy give me more.” You called out softly feeling your
wet pussy start to drip against his face as he pulled and pushed his fingers
around inside of your, his fingers moving to circle and twist inside of you
slipping past the knuckle each time he released your clit to flick his tongue
against it quickly watching you and how you seemed to crumple under him, your
whole body started to shake, your legs bending as he feasted on you once again,
replacing his tongue with his fingers he slapped at your thighs rubbing on your
clit quickly, your body was a complete mess, you knew you were close to
cumming, and it seemed he did too because he pulled back licking on his fingers
and his tongue.
“You’ve cum too many times without me, can’t cum again until
I’m buried inside of you.” He smiled standing up and you followed helping him
shed his shirt and shorts, he didn’t have on any boxers causing you both to
become flustered, he tensed up you gripped his member to stroke him slowly
licking up and down his cock slowly. Namjoon moved to push you in the middle of
the bed. He pressed his knees down into the bed and you helped him align
himself with your entrance. Slowly you pushed your hips up to take him inside
of you and he let you move until you were sinking down taking him in inch by
inch. His hands crawled up your skin, gripping at your hips he let you take
over for a bit, sitting back on his hind legs to let you take over, he rolled
his hips forward slightly and your hands moved to press down into the sheets so
that you could push your hips back down against his. He kept you like that for
a bit before he picked you up and laid on his back, your hands pressed down on
his chest as you started to lightly bounce your hips up and down his shaft. You
mewled in pleasure rolling your head back gasping lightly as you circled your
hips. You could feel Namjoon start to thrust erratically bucking his hips up
and you were proud to see how his head rolled back. His head was tipped back
his eyes screwed shut as part of his neck veins popped out. He was full of pleasure
that you caused and you knew even in this moment you wanted to be the only one
with him. He moved his thumb to brush against your clit rubbing it in circles
as he tried to get you off, his name rolling from your lips as your warm walls
squeezed around his shaft. He slammed you down harder with one hand, your hands
moving up to scratched down his chest slowly digging your nails into his skin
to make crescent marks.
“Shit, I’m going to cum.” You announced leaning over to
grind down against him, your hands moving to grab at the sheets beside his
“Will you cum for me baby girl?” He asked in a harsh whisper
leaning up to bit your jaw, he continued to slam you down against him your
pussy starting to gush with water. Your hips jerked down as you nodded your
head giving into him you let a cry out of his name, your pussy clenching
tightly around him, the walls clamping down and locking onto his shaft, he
wrapped his arms around your waist continuing to slam you down as his hips
snapped up to bury himself deep inside of you. His load shot out inside of you
while he cried out your name, he let his hips slow down at a steady pace as he
rode out your orgasms. Kissing over your face and your body he gave a soft hum
nuzzling his nose with yours.
“Fuck, yeah I don’t want to be without you.” You admitted
burying your face in his neck. “If you’re ready to try so am I.” You admitted
biting on his jaw and kissing his lips.
“Good then, because I want you and though I was a little mad
earlier I know I don’t want to be without you.” He admitted nipping on your jaw
as the music shifted to a BTS song causing you both to give quiet giggles as he
held you and talked.