forgive me adam

  • Jungkook: *standing in the yard looking offended af*
  • Jimin: Jungkook what are you doing?
  • Jungkook: Hyung, where's my milkshake at?
  • Jimin: your milkshake???
  • Jungkook: yeah I mean I'm at the yard, I've done my part, so where daddy's milkshake at baby boy ;)))
  • Jimin: I'm locking the door

I.
You, with the skin made of
ragged twilight:
uneven shades of black and
purple and blue -
one day, the stars will
claim you, and you
will set alight forgotten kingdoms;
you will be greater
than kings and queens.

II.
You, with the bloody lips,
screaming I lie, I lie
with every fractured smile -
one day, a boy will give you
all his dreams and
kiss you on the mouth;
he’ll taste like leather,
and truth and dirty words,
and your story will be
a crooked fairytale.

III.
You, with the glass planes and fine lines
cracking at the gentlest touch -
one day, you will be made
of stronger stuff
than your father’s white knuckles,
and sharp-edged hatred;
you will rise from dust and ash,
and the world will love you
and fear you and bow down to you.

IV.
You, with the magic sleeping lightly
in your veins -
one day, your reluctant home will
crumble before your eyes,
and mountains will be
torn off their feet,
and you will try to save
every one you have ever loved.

but you can’t save everyone, Adam.

—  The Magician , n.l
problematic parrish
  • gansey: *buys adam something he doesnt already have*
  • adam: FUCK YOU
  • gansey: b-but i thought you would like it
  • adam: I ABSOLUTELY ADORE IT
  • gansey: then-
  • adam: NO GANSEY I WILL NOT BE PITIED BY YOU. YOU KNEW I REALLY WANTED THAT AND YOU GOT ME IT!
  • gansey: thats the point-
  • adam: THE POINT IS THAT I DONT HAVE THAT ALREADY SO YOU ARE TREATING ME LIEK A JK
  • gansey: i know adam i am a terrible person pls forgive me
  • adam: *backflips* *punches wall*
  • ronan: lol hey
  • adam: ok i forgive u im fine

A lot of what’s relatable in NGE is the bad because it’s so filled with things we hate about ourselves. Being too weak, being “nobody”, craving love that goes unreciprocated, wanting even a tiny bit of recognition, being afraid to interact, etc. I think why episodes 25/26 of the anime are my favorite is because it says outright “Congratulations” for surviving this far, for living despite how shitty things are, for existing despite the pain. It stuck with me so much because I’ve always wanted not to be told it’s okay or it’ll get better but that I was doing good for trying as hard as I was. I wanted even my sloppy, messy method of survival to be recognized and for someone to say congratulations on living.

So I just wanna say thank you guys for being here and thank you for surviving this far. I can’t say what the future will hold but I hope it’s great for yall.

-Admin Adam

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OMG SO I just reached to over 1,000 followers on here and I just wanted to thank all of you for following me. I made this blog cause I felt like I needed to have a place where I felt free to talk about wrestling, cause my friends don’t watch and won’t have a clue of what I’m spending 90% of my life crying over.  So thank you. I love making gifs and talking about the little things about our faves that only we really get. It’s beautiful. 💕💕💕 
I’ll list a few blogs that are my favorite, if I leave anyone out please forgive me, I’ve slept like 3 hours and still gotta stay up for NJPW soooo yeah lol.
@newjapan @varlandgear @superkixbaybay @wrasslin-x 
@dorkyvillain @colesteencole @lambchopviking 
@happiness-in-reznor @oreillyskyle @verysharpteeth @mistressbalor 
@chasingeverybreakingwave @chadsgable @spot-of-bother               @leelakoiwolff @kevinsteen @tmsixone @kevinsami @theelitevillian 
 @spiteandsparkles  @chuckie-tea @dashanddawsons  @petedunne @wrestlingsmarkmatty @heelnev 
@alldaywrestlingfan  @samizayn @thebriankendrick @plantstrongstyle @tvrnbvckle @mith-gifs-wrestling @mitchtheficus @travbanks @superkickparty

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“His feelings for Adam were an oil spill; he’d let them overflow and now there wasn’t a damn place in the ocean that wouldn’t catch fire if he dropped a match.” // “He could smell it, the earthy scent of rain on dirt, but also the electric, restless smell of ozone. (..)  He could track the line of rain travelling across the vast dry field toward him. It was heavy and dark, and he knew he would get drenched if he stayed outside. It was coming from so far away that he had plenty of time to put the mower away and get under cover. Instead, though, he just stood there and watched it approach. Even at the last minute, as he heart the rain pounding the grass flat, he just stood there. He closed his eyes and let the storm soak him. That was this kiss.”

so @bleuczerny had this amazing pynch au where adam is dubbed as “dr. pretty” and ronan is his new patient. he comes in with injuries that start out real, but get increasingly more ridiculous with every visit. (thank you for letting me write this!)


The most interesting of stories seem to always begin with Ronan Lynch.

When he was five, and his father had denied him access to his mother’s ever famous Irish beef stew, he made it his mission to be the first to taste it under any given circumstance. No more than twenty minutes into that mission, the pressure cooker exploded, the kitchen was a mess, and both his parents found him sitting in a puddle of stew looking absolutely betrayed. He may or may not have cried at the loss. 

When he was eighteen, he took his school’s “buddy” program hosted by the local orphanage a bit too far by accidentally adopting his buddy, Opal. A legal adult by then, the school could do nothing about it, and she had been living with him ever since. 

And now, at the ripe age of twenty eight, he was being hauled into the hospital by his best friend due to him having gone through the most embarrassing fight in his life. Being Ronan, though, he had a knack for making anything sound badass, along with being blessed with the gift of threatening persuasion, so surely this wouldn’t be too much of a problem to brush off. 

Until it was. 

Keep reading

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‘Robbers’ is a love song, it was originally inspired by my love of the Quentin Tarantino film ‘True Romance’, the story of an Elvis obsessed loner who falls in love and marries a prostitute. In the movie the couple run away to California after killing her pimp and stealing his drugs to start a new life financed by a once in a lifetime drug deal. It’s the sentiment behind the film that appeals to me, the hopelessly romantic notion that two people can meet and instantly fall in love, an escape story where love is the highest law and conquers all against the odds.