forget the ones

Me: *is not in the mood for some bread for breakfast*

Me: *discovers some leftover potatoes in the fridge*

Me: “Nah, I can’t eat fried potatoes for breakfast …”

Me: *thinks about that for a split second*

Me: What the hell, I’m a freaking grown-up!! I can eat whatever the hell I want for breakfast!!!!”

Me: *throws potatoes in the pan and grins like an idiot*

When my sisters were in air cadets, one of them asked me to buy a ticket and come to this cadet fundraising dance.  It was in the middle of nowhere and I was working the night shift at the time but I bought one and said I would come even though it was really inconvenient for me.  I asked her not to ditch me when I got there because I didn’t know anyone there.

Both my sisters ignored me the entire night. 

I invited my other sister to the staff Christmas party at work a couple times before I knew quite when it was and she said yes both times.  When I was able to give her the date I asked again if she was coming and she ignored all my texts. 

Sometimes your family will ask you to do something for you, and you’ll do it, but when you ask them for something all you’ll get is nothing.  Don’t feel obligated to keep giving to them because they are never going to give back.  They are just going to keep asking and they are going to conveniently forget all the times you did as they asked while they ignored you.



i do this. this is final pam. you remember how your backyard barbeque go, the smiths. pretty good it doesn’t seem. ha ha. i tell little joke. next time, you invite pam.

Things in fanfic I will never tire of reading or writing:

1. Draco finding out that Harry was almost Sorted into Slytherin.
2. Harry seeing Draco’s Sectumsempra scars.
3. Draco being a snarky lil shit to disguise his attraction.
4. Draco being a vulnerable, snarky lil shit when it’s revealed.
5. Oblivious Harry.
6. Ron finding out. (Preferably in the most embarrassing way possible.)
7. Protective Harry.
8. Supportive Ron and Hermione.
9. Pansy and Blaise teasing Draco.
10. Any references to Harry’s messy hair.
11. Draco being unexpectedly kind.
12. Harry realizing that Draco can be unexpectedly kind.
13. Wand sharing.
14. First kisses, especially if it surprises them both.
15. Powerful Harry and Controlled Draco.
16. Secret, semi-public snogging.
17. Draco finding out about Harry’s childhood.
18. Party games in the eighth year dorms
19. Grudging, sincere compliments.
20. And oh, yeah: rimming.

I'm afraid

I’m afraid of people leaving me, when I need them, of people lying to me, when I always tell them the truth, of them forgetting me, when I could never forget them, of being replaced, because I know that I’ll never be good enough, of being hurt and of people giving up on me.