I’m falling deeper and deeper back into my own hell again. Every where I run I get flash backs of what you did. And I can still hear all your lies ringing in my ears. Did it satisfy you telling my brother that it was me who wanted you? Nobody believed you, they could tell by the look on my face and all the marks on my skin. I wouldn’t have tried to do what I did after you left that night if my story was the one with lies. Now I’m so desperately trying to get back to normal. But it was only days ago, you destroyed everything within a matter of minutes. I’m stuck here reliving it, though I try to drown it out. But at the bottom of every bottle your eyes are still tearing holes in me. You didn’t even know me, we met just that day. I wish I could have know how it would play out, I wish I could make it all go away.