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Torn Chapter 77

Sadie POV

“AHHHH” Lucy and Kayleigh screamed as an old Hillary Duff song started paying on shuffle. I plugged my ears and laughed, rolling my eyes. I looked around to see Harry and Cara in the corner, Bella pouring more drinks, Louis dancing aimlessly, and then… there he was.

“Zayn” I breathed. There was no way he heard me, but he looked right at me. I swallowed hard as he looked me up and down from across the room, smirking, like I was a piece of meat. I’d never tell him how much it turned me on when he did that. Instead, I narrowed me eyes and strutted lazily past him and Liam, to the kitchen.

“Hey bitch” Bella spoke.

“Hi. Make me a drink.” I hopped up on the countertop, grimacing at my empty glass.

“Um, no?” she scoffed.

“Pleaseeeeee” I moaned. She rolled her eyes and began pouring from various bottles.  Out of the corner of my eye I saw Zayn saunter into the kitchen. He stopped at the entrance and leaned against the door frame. I purposely ignored him. Why we tortured each other with these games, I’ll never know.

“Here” Bella clapped the new drink into my hand on her way out. The only thing you could hear was the bass of the song playing in the living room and a few voices here and there but it was all muffled. Zayn staggered over to me. He spread my thighs apart so he could stand comfortably between them as I sat on the counter.

“I missed you while you were gone.” Zayn took the drink out of my hand and wrapped my arms around his neck. He guided his hands to my waist.

“We were apart for like two days, Z, that’s like the shortest time we’ve ever been broken up to be honest.” I chuckled at the way he showed his love for me when we were drunk.

“Yeah and it was two days too many.” He finally smiled. I poked his cheek and reached for my drink, taking another swig.

“How many is that, Sade?” he asked, eyeing the rep cup in my hand.

“I dunno” I shrugged.

“Don’t overdo it, you know how you get.” Okay no.

“Are you trying to pick a fight with me or do you honestly not know how much of a dick you just sounded like?” I furrowed my eyebrows at him.

“Stop doing that.” He rubbed the skin between my eyebrows with his thumb, making the wrinkles go away.

“Don’t treat me like a toddler then.” I took another swig, mocking him. He grabbed the full cup from my hand and tossed it into the sink, allowing the liquid to spray all over the window.

“Fuck you.” I pushed him away so I could get off of the counter, but I nearly fell off, head first. Zayn’s strong arms flew out to catch me before I hit the linoleum.

“See, Sadie, you need to be done.” He said in a condescending tone.

“Don’t!” I shoved a finger in his face. I grabbed it and forced it back to my side. I felt thoughts from previous fights bubbling in my mind and then… they just spilled out of my mouth. “WHY Zayn. Why does it always have to be me that loves you more? Why can’t you love me as much as I love you and need you? Zayn, it fuckin sucks!”

“Where did that come from!? Sadie you should know more than anybody that I’m shit at showing you how I feel! And why the fuck do we have to get into a screaming match every time something tiny goes wrong!?” I slid my back down the cabinet behind me. I felt the tears coming and for once, I didn’t try to stop them. I shook my head.

“I’m so exhausted, Zayn” I cried into my hands, pulling my knees up to my was silent for a moment and I heard him let out a huge sigh, then footsteps. I let him cradle me into his chest. He ran his fingers through my burgundy-red waves and kissed the top of my head until the sobs subsided. “I’m sorry” I sniffled and wiped the tears from my eyes. I looked up at him only to notice the tears in his eyes. “Oh my god, Zayn.” I repositioned myself on my knees and used my thumbs to gently wipe the tears from his reddened cheeks.

“I’m tired of it too, Sadie. I love you, okay. I love you more than anyone I have ever even met in this whole damn universe. I can’t imagine my life without you. You annoy me, you smother me, and sometimes I feel like you’d be better off without me. I love the way your hair looks good in a ponytail and I love the freckle by your-” I gasped and clasped a hand over his mouth. I blushed and I felt him smile under my hand. I released him. “-and I love the way you talk to old people like they’re your friends and I love the respect you show your parents and my mom however I also love the way you don’t put up with other people’s bullshit and stand up for your friends like your life depended on it. I love the way you do your eye makeup and I love when we kiss and you do that thing with your tongue. I love the way you swim, l you look like a frog, but I think it’s so fuckin cute….look…that was all really random, but just to say that I might marry you someday, Sadie and if I do, it will be for all of those reasons, not the complicated shit we always make it out to be. Those are the reasons that I love you and that’s all that matters.” I clasped a hand over my heart. I know it was dramatic, but, it’s me.

“I love you too.” Was all I could say. I immediately dove for his lips and he kissed me back. There are very few times a kiss feels this right, this…perfect.


“Was that glass?” I pulled away from Zayn and he helped me off the floor as we shuffled into the living room. 

Torn Chapter 90

Chapter Kayleigh POV

“I’m gonna pop some tags, only got twenty dollas in my pocket.” I was riding on Harry’s back while we made a ruckus in the hallway. As ‘old’ and ‘mature’ as we were, we really, really weren’t. I had stubbed my toe really bad on the bottom of the pool while I was trying to show off a flip. Liam was being too lazy to carry me so I had to beg Harold.

“Excuse me; can you please keep it down?” An older woman stuck her head out into the hallway.

Liam apologized and we scurried off down the hall, still dripping wet. Harry dropped me off at our door and I hopped on one foot into our room. I went to the bathroom and sat on the edge of the bathtub while I examined my toe. Liam sat on the toilet lid and looked as well.

“Think you’ll survive?” He asked, tapping the toe gently.

“OWWIE!” I complained. He looked concerned for a moment, before I smiled. “Kidding”

“Oh, yeah, well how does this feel?” He pinched it, smiling evilly at me.

“Ouch! That actually kind of did hurt, you little bitch.” I punched his arm. He just laughed.

“I’m sorry, I’m sorry.” He kissed my forehead.

“Hey my head isn’t what hurts.” I looked at him.

“What are you trying to say…?” He looked skeptical toward me.

“I mean you have to kiss my toe better, not my head.”

“Oh my god, no.” He stood up. “Sorry, baby but that’s just not going to happen.” I followed him out into the room and tackled him onto the bed.

“You have to!” I straddled him.

“NO!” he flipped me over and pinned me to the bed. I narrowed my eyes at him.

“You can’t use your strength as an advantage against me, you jerk.”

“Oh I’m a jerk? Am I the one trying to get their boyfriend to kiss their foot?” I stuck my tongue out at him and he let me go.

“Fine, you’re off the hook… for now, Payne.” He gave me the ‘I’ve got my eye on you’ gesture and went back into the bathroom to change. I flopped back on the bed, waiting for my turn in there. Something caught my eye. “Oh, shit.” I mumbled. Liam hadn’t closed the bathroom door all the way. I felt like a pervy teenage boy, but I couldn’t keep my eyes away. I admired the trail of water that a droplet was making down his toned, muscled back. He used a towel to shake out the water from his hair and then slid his shorts down to his ankles and stepped out of them. I squealed internally when my somewhat innocent eyes met the perfectness of his ass. Before he turned around, I grabbed a pillow to cover my face. “Oh my god, I’m so creepy” I whispered. Liam appeared at the foot of the bed, all dry and showered up a few minutes later.

“It’s all yours” he motioned to the bathroom.

“Cool, thanks.” I swiftly brushed passed him. Later on that night, we were slowly drifting off to sleep while the TV sounded quietly in the background.

“Whatcha thinkin bout?” Liam asked as he moved closer so that we were spooning, pressed against each other. I smiled at how sweet he was but the feeling quickly went away when I remembered what I was actually thinking about.

“Um…I don’t know, like…going back to the lake house tomorrow.” I lied.

“Liar.” Dammit. “Come on what’s wrong?”

“I have to tell you something extremely embarrassing and creepy that I did…” I couldn’t ignore this anymore, it was driving me mental. “While you were in the bathroom. um. You didn’t close the door all the way and… I… I saw your ass, okay?” I buried my face into the pillow. It was quiet for a moment and then I could feel a rumble beside me. I slowly and carefully turned my face to see Liam, trying to hold in laughter. “You’re not creeped out, or mad?!” I asked relieved.

“No, of course not” he continued to laugh. I had to laugh too. “But you know,” he stopped laughing and returned us to our spooning position. His lips were on my neck and then right at my ear. “Next time, just ask.” 

Louis & Bella

Give It to Me Right- Melanie Fiona

Save Me- Nicki Minaj

Mad- Ne-Yo

One More Night- Maroon 5

With You- Chris Brown

Fix You- Coldplay

Autumn Leaves- Ed Sheeran

Too Close- Alex Clare

The Girl- City and Colour

Chasing Cars- Snow Patrol

Good To You- Marianas Trench

Falling Slowly- Once

I’ll Be Your Man- McFly

Don’t Forget- Demi Lovato

I Will Follow You Into the Dark- Death Cab for Cutie

Backseat- New Boyz

Follow Me- Uncle Kracker

Hero/Heroine- Boys Like Girls

Hey There Delilah- Plain White T’s

Reach Out- Hilary Duff

Seriously- Katy McAllister

So Close- Shawn Hook

Your Man- Down With Webster