forever waiting for my plot twist

8

His face was thoughtful, no longer teasing. “It’s still the  other one, isn’t it?”. I cringed. Funny how he seemed to know not to say the name […]. He picked up on so much about me that I never said. “You don’t have to talk about it,” he told me. I nodded, grateful. “But don’t get mad at me for hanging around, okay?” Jacob patted the back of my hand. “Because I’m not giving up. I’ve got loads of time.” I  sighed. “You shouldn’t waste it on me,” I said, though I wanted him to. Especially if he was willing to accept me the way I was – damaged goods, as is. “It’s what I want to do, as long as you still like to be with me”. “I can’t imagine how I could not like being with you,” I told him honestly. - New Moon, chapter 9

The process of reading:

Me: *settles in* *opens book* this will be amazing I’m so excited
Me: oh look, a sarcastic little shit *falls in love*
Me: my babies are having issues whyyyyyy
Me: OTP FOREVER PROTECT THEM AT ALL COSTS
Book: *throws drama, death and heartbreak*
Me: *rocking back and forth in a corner* this isn’t happening this isn’t happening
Me: *cries*
Me: *cries some more*
Me: I trusted you, book. Why you do dis
Me: *cries again*
Book: *throws plot twists in the last 30 pages*
Me: HOLY SHIT WAIT HOW DID THAT DUDE WHAT EVEN WAS THAT WAIT
Book: *ends in a cliffhanger*
Me: noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo I neeed more
Me: well. I’m fucked
Me to a friend: you should really read this book it’s so good

10

“Jacob was simply a perpetually happy person, and he carried that happiness with him like an aura, sharing it with whoever was near him. Like an earthbound sun, whenever someone was within his gravitational pull, Jacob warmed them. It was natural, a part of who he was. No wonder I was so eager to see him.”