I…I don’t ask people to stream or anything very often ‘cause…I don’t like to be this vulnerable? LOL I DON’T LIKE PEOPLE KNOWING HOW DEEPLY I FEEL ABOUT SOME GROUPS OKAY. But Nu’est was my 2nd kpop group and they were partially responsible for getting me into Seventeen (who are the sunshine/happiness/all the sugary sweet good things of my life; y’all who follow me should know how much I adore Seventeen, ha ha, adore u, I adore them? okay i’ll shut up). And I remember how devastated I was when I heard about the Pledis trainees on Produce 101 Season 2. At first, I actually skipped over their first evaluation ‘cause my heart hurt so much and when Kahi started tearing up, I just crumbled? So I was so proud when slowly but surely all of them were being recognized and they made friends (and adopted kids) and just? seemed? so? much? happier?
Episode 11 fucked me over big time. And I think many LOVEs will agree. I was so sure Jonghyun was going to be no. 11. When BoA paused for so long on Pledis, I–I knew #14 was going to be Jonghyun. I’m so proud of the Top 11, our new Wanna One, but…I felt it was bittersweet that Nu’est might have a win without Minhyun. So from the bottom of my heart, I want Nu’est to get a win WITH Minhyun. When Hello was nominated for Inkigayo, I almost started crying again. They deserve their first win to be with all of Nu’est.
I know, I know, this is almost impossible and I know, I know I’m just praying for things, but if…just one listen? Go on Youtube and watch this music video (720 and >50% volume) I will be forever grateful.
THE LAST: 1. Drink: Water 2. Phone call: My boyfriend 3. Text message: My housemate 4. Song you listened to: Shine Forever 5. Time you cried: When I hurt my knee the other day lol
HAVE YOU: 6. Dated someone twice: Yeah lol 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: No 8. Been cheated on: No?? 9. Lost someone special: Yes 10. Been depressed: No? 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: Nope XD
LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12-14: Green, Purple, Pastels
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends: Yes :D 16. Fallen out of love: No 17. Laughed until you cried: Yeah :) 18. Found out someone was talking about you: Nope 19. Met someone who changed you: Yes 20. Found out who your friends are: Yes 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: Yes
22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: All of them I think 23. Do you have any pets: We have a family dog :) 24. Do you want to change your name: Nope 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: Went out for a meal I think 26. What time did you wake up: 9:40 am 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: Playing a game 28. Name something you can’t wait for: Graduation :D 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: Half an hour ago ish 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: I wish I could travel to new places more 31. What are you listening right now: Incomparable 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Yup don’t like him LOL 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: Needing to get things done but having to wait for various reasons; like I want to move into my new flat but I have to wait -.- 34. Most Visited Website: Youtube!
LOST QUESTIONS. I JUST PUT IN RANDOM INFO ABOUT ME
35. Mole/s: A couple on both my arms, one on my leg, one on my neck? 36. Mark/s: I have scars on my finger and my neck lol 37. Childhood dream: I think I wanted to be a footballer haha 38. Hair color: Blonde, sometimes dark blonde 39. Long or short hair: Long hair 40. Do you have a crush on someone: Yes :’) 41. What do you like about yourself: I can be very affectionate? 42. Piercings: None 43. Bloodtype: Dunno 44. Nickname: Nat 45. Relationship status: In a relationship 46. Zodiac: Cancer 47. Pronouns: She/Her 48. Favorite TV Show: Terrace House, Teen Wolf, Game of Thrones 49. Tattoos: None (I want to get one on my birthday tho) 50. Right or left hand: Right 51. Surgery: Just to have some teeth removed 52. Hair dyed in different color: Only dip dyed 53. Sport: Football 55. Vacation: Japan!! 56. Pair of trainers: Like 2?
57. Eating: Nothing atm 58. Drinking: Water 59. I’m about to: Sleep 61. Waiting for: Final year results 62. Want: To travel freely 63. Get married: I’d like to but dunno what’s gonna happen 64. Career: Environmental mapping
WHICH IS BETTER
65. Hugs or kisses: Aaaaah both? Hugs if cuddles count 66. Lips or Eyes: Eyes 67. Shorter or taller: Taller 68. Older or Younger: Older 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: Both?? 71. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive 72. Hook-up or Relationship: Relationship 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: Troublemaker I guess
HAVE YOU EVER: 74. Kissed a Stranger: No 75. Drank hard liquor: Yes haha 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: Nope 77. Turned someone down: Yes 78. Sex on the first date: Nope 79. Broken someone’s heart: Probably 80. Had your heart broken: Yes 81. Been arrested: No 82. Cried when someone died: Yes 83. Fallen for a friend: Yes
DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. Yourself: Not often 85. Miracles: Sometimes 86. Love at first sight: yes why not :) 87. Santa Claus: No 88. Kiss on the first date: Nah 89. Angels: I’d like to think so
OTHER: 90. Current best friends name: I have 3 lol 91. Eyecolor: Blue 92. Favorite movie: Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban
you foolishly adverted your eyes from the truth… a deplorable imitation indeed… best you part from that aspect of yourself! let us now forge a contract… i am thou, thou art i… the world is full of both beauty and vice… it is time you teach people which is which!
Dr. Karev, I may be a board-certified OB/GYN, but I also have fellowships in maternal-fetal medicine and medical genetics, and I’m one of the foremost neonatal surgeons in this country. When you can top that, you can mouth off. Until then, you will do your job and you will do it right, which at this point in time means you keep your mouth shut unless I give you permission to open it. Understood?