forever i love

Heyo pals so I hit 700 a while ago and honestly why?¿? Thank you all for following my shitty blog!! I love y'all:/ OK So here are all of my lovely mutuals that I don’t ever talk to and are probably wondering who this bitch in their notifications is (feel free to deck me if we’re mutuals and I didn’t add you or if we’re not and I accidentally added you) (also sorry for the shitty and boring banner) Some of fav blogs/mutuals are bolded.

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F O L L O W  F O R E V E R 

Okay I know people normally do these when they hit a mile stone, but my most recent milestone was 35 people ago, and I just feel like loving on people who are the bomb, so thats what Imma do. Is this old school of me? Oh well.

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@doryrpt ;; we’ve known eachother for what? 5 years now? thats nuts! you’re amazing, and you always back me up, and I always know I can talk to you about just about anything, and thats amazing in someone–especially someone you met online. I’m so happy youre going to be in my wedding, and I love that you enjoy ragging on Danny as much as I do

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@dreambcy ;; we’ve had our ups and downs, but you always come in clutch. We’ve been through so much, between 5 hour long phone calls and resisting the urge to slap a hoe, to having some of the most amazing plots ever, and still to this day one of my all type most iconic ships.

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@khevinday ;; can I just point out that you literally live 3 minutes away from me, and we’ve never met in person?????? that deserves a post all in itself. You are iconic, and talented, and I really wish we were closer, but I feel honored to even consider you a friend!

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@anwcrhadid ;; Dear Slim, I wrote but you still ain’t callin, I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom, I sent two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got ‘em. Okay but seriously the shit you release is iconic and I love your content and I love how much better you make me feel about myself when I release content.

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ya’ll are the magic that makes my dash a little more beautiful, but i bolded some people that although i did put a specific section, have a huge place in my heart due to their amazing friendship and inspiration. 

@abbeyofrp, @beaofrps, @beatriceofrp, @belamyblake, @beyrps, @blossomrps, @caithelps, @calmrpt, @chardcnnay, @cheshireofrph @chrissyteigcn, @cindykimbrly @coldncss @complainingrp @dear-indies, @doverpt, @dreamrph, @enigmarpts @essyrpt @f5rph , @gasolinaofrp, @geraldgillumz, @gloryrpt, @harlquinz, @hostiledrpt, @intcrnets, @jenncrs, @kcleendiaz, @kendalljenncr, @kierofrp, @kiimwonpil, @larracvente, @lcvato, @lilicollins, @lmfaorpt, @lodgetalks, @lolarph, @magsmoneymils, @mandywrites, @mcrieofrp, @mellierph, @messrpt, @museinspo, @musepirations, @musingrps, @ncfrauds, @nickrobnsn, @nyledimarcowrites, @orneryrps, @phctoshop, @pocmuzings, @rcsegold, @rcsegolds, @reinhrt, @rencissance, @rptgoddess, @serenity-rps, @softrpt, @stockhclm, @sturmhond, @sunsrpt, @susierpt, @swintrpt, @sybvritic, @tandydowen, @unpopularofrph, @vclmas, @wclfiecindy, @ycgami, @zyndaya

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To feel loved

I think the one thing I want before I die, maybe it’s selfish of me, but I just want someone to genuinely love me. And I know all of you guys love me and I’m so grateful for it. But I just want a person to tell me how much I mean to them that they would miss me if I were gone. I want someone to be there for me when I’m upset set to hold me and kiss me and to say that it’s going to be alright. I want someone to text me things that just makes me so happy. But I feel that this will never happen, because I’m me…

Breathe (Usnavi/Ruben/Vanessa)

[submission from @wobblyspelling . sophia notes are gonna be brief because i had so many emotions about it i’ve had to take my actual comment over to AO3 where there’s more space for them. but if you like anything i write for these three or the way i characterise them you’ll love this. it hit all of the things i feel and it’s so beautifully written and HELP IM A MESS ]

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[So, look, I’ve mulling over this for awhile, because you’ve made me love this ship. And this morning I said “fuck it” and wrote 2,000 words (because I can’t write anything short to save my life). I’ll probably post it on Ao3, at some point, but because this is your ‘verse (congratulations on dragging me into this wonderful hell) I wanted to run it by you first. (This is the first time I’ve played in someone else’s metaphorical fiction sandbox so congratulations on that, too). I hope you enjoy. Again, sorry it’s so freaking long. ]

So look, he’s better. He’s so much better it’s insane. But there are still bad days and hard days and fucking terrible ones:  where he can barely bring himself to get out of bed, let alone leave his apartment. Where his hands shake and the Ian-That-Lives-In-His-Head presses in ruthless and close—phantom touch and phantom pain on his skin that has him running his fingers over his scars to make sure they’re not bleeding.

Before (and it definitely needs capitalization for how different his life is now. Before. Before.) he would weather it alone. Lock his front door and the pull the covers over his head and run equations through his mind until his lungs remembered how to work right and the tremors subsided. It could take hours, sometimes, and he would end up emerging after the sun had set, telling himself to be a fucking adult and at least eat something.

But Now (and that requires capitalization, too, okay?) there are at least two people who notice his absence and do something about it. The first time they show up at his door—a few weeks after they started calling this an actual relationship (as in he’s dating both of them, holy shit)—he expects to have to tell them to leave him alone. To flinch away from their touch and explain in stuttering, broken words that he can’t, the Ian-That-Lives-In-His-Head won’t let him. But he forgot that they’ve always kind of been an exception to the rules, and that doesn’t change.

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i manned a booth at the sandwich festival today (i didnt see many sandwiches, i feel lied to), and this little girl came up and talked to me for a while about butterflies.

we discussed what would happen if a thousand butterflies took over, and decided it would be okay because butterflies are cute.

she then took it upon herself to help me spread information by gesturing wildly down the street and saying to people who stopped by, “she works down there, you can visit her, she likes visitors.”

she also just sat down next to me for an hour. whenever ants came by, she would say, “not now, ant, i’m talking.”

i miss her.

brooklyn nine nine is really good to us when it comes to friendships, because every character has such unique friendships and bonding scenes with the others but i dont think we talk about rosas and charles friendship enough because damn:

- we start the show with charles being head over heels for rosa, who is clearly not interested

- rosa tells him, very clearly, that she thinks hes sweet and really likes him as a friend but shes not interested in dating him

- it takes charles some time to get over her, but he does!! apologizes for being weird and making her uncomfortable!! and they go on having an incredibly strong and close friendship!!

- at one point charles even takes a bullet for her, which could have led to the whole “just give him a chance” trope but nope b99 doesnt do that bs, they talk it out and they never end up together

- they are so close that charles even helps rosas bf to plan for her birthday because he knows her so well!! she loves it!!

- rosa asks charles to be her bridesmaid because they are so close and she knows charles would love that!! he does!!

- charles plans her the best bachelorette party and rosa absolutely loves it!! she gets so excited she literally lifts charles up from the floor??

- sometimes between working cases they go to have foot massages together?? that was so cute??

- charles helps rosa text her boyfriend?? because shes not that great at pickup lines?? how cute??

- the writers could have easily opted to go with the “less attractive man falls for his way hotter coworker whos not interested but ends up giving him a chance because he is nice (and wont stop pestering her)” trope but instead we got this beautiful beautiful brotp

(http://smolsamberg.tumblr.com/post/141985441412/this-is-the-best)

thank you nine nine