forever crying because this

Watched episode 9 of Yuri!!! on Ice.

Cried.

Rewatched it.

Cried.

Realized there are only 3 episodes left.

Crying forever.

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One more person tries to tell me the reason Hoseok got ZERO lines in Spring day is because he had a the intro and the most lines in BST and imma pop off. 

First of all, BTS always rotates which member gets to do the intro. This is not Hoseok sweeping forward and idk, stealing the intro as a second song, this is his RIGHT, FINALLY, to do the intro. It’s not his fault they also chose the album he FINALLY got to do the intro on as the album where the entire group also gets a solo song. The fact that he has 2 songs is literally irrelevant in this case, at least, it should be, because those solos shouldn’t conflict with the fact that it’s his turn for the intro.

 True, this does equal a fact that he got 2 solo songs on the solo album, but it’s not really the same? I think it’s kind of like saying that Namjoon or Yoongi’s intro counted as a 2nd song when the other albums had the cypher series? Idk, it just? it’s not really even a factor. Besides, Hoseok earned that intro spot. Namjoon has his side projects and his mixtape, Yoongi just released his bomb ass mixtape that’s been well received, Jeongguk has MCing and he relreases solo tracks, Taehyung now has his acting and he and Jin collaborated on the OST track, Jimin has several dance features this past year. Hoseok’s intro was a ncessity at this point, no one should be counting that like it’s a negative and he shouldn’t be ‘paying’ for it by losing album time.

Second of all, saying that Hoseok is getting cut out of Spring Day because of his Blood Sweat and Tears lines is literally ludicrous? Hoseok routinely gets less time on the tracks as a rapper compared to Yoongi and Namjoon, as a Hoseok bias I have no issue with this in general because Yoongi and Namjoon are more experienced, and they mix the track based on a lot of things, from flow to style to how many lines they were able to write, and even all the way down to balancing the entire album. So don’t yell at me about being a Hoseok bias who’s clearing just talking shit. It’s not about that. But Hoseok generally has less time on tracks, so the fact that he had a lot of lines on Blood Sweat and Tears isn’t really a big deal in terms of him getting too much. That’s like saying; oh, Jeongguk had a lot of lines in every single song that’s why we literally excluded him from this song? The fact that he has a lot of lines should be irrelevant. Besides, even the lines he did have in Blood Sweat and Tears were shared with Jeongguk during live stages, and let’s not even TOUCH on what they did to Jin then, and now, in Spring Day, because Jin deserves his own 109 page rant.

This is about Hoseok for now. I’ll do a Jin related rant probably.

ANYWAYS, I think my biggest problem is that there isn’t even 1 line? It makes the balance of the song feel off, wrong even. Even in Fire, Hoseok showed up for around 5 lines total, that was a very short verse but it felt balanced, and the fact that he had a shared verse with Namjoon helped too. Even Jin had lines in Fire. Fire may not be my favorite BTS song but at least the balance didn’t feel as off as if has in the past. 

I think I wish they could have pulled a fire, and at least let Hoseok have at least one line. I’m assuming that it’ll be handled like they did with Jin in BST, where the live stages might have at least 1 line or so for Hoseok just so that he’s not standing around doing nothing. Or maybe the dance will be Hoseok centric (which, i lowkey doubt it because they love to play 2seok but whatever now i’m getting salty).

In short, people like to try to justify the reasons for 2 members in particular always getting shafted like there’s a reason. I’m sure there is a reason. Balance of the entire album is one, maybe Jin’s filming got in the way, idk what got in the way of Hoseok having a single line, maybe he got lost in the bathroom idk, but, I’m AWARE that there are reasons okay. And I’m not blaming the Boys, and I don’t even blame the production staff, I understand balancing reasons, I understand lots of things, I even know for 100% fact that BTS tries realy hard to be accepting of each other, not to get jealous or mad about line distribution, and is one of the most solid groups under the ‘teamwork makes the dream work’ philosophy. 

Still doesn’t make me, a Hoseok bias, feel any better about my man not having any lines okay. So Please let me cry without telling me that I’m being stupid or that he DID have lines, remember he had lines for BST and he had an intro. TT. 

TLDR: please let hyung line biased fans, partially Hoseok (and Jin) biased fans, mourn in peace without telling them that you’re tired or that they’re unjustified ! ! ! As long as they’re not complaining directly to the boys, or about another boy getting too much, etc, then it’s not problematic it’s called venting. Venting is fine. The real issue is when people start blaming other members for their own fav members not getting enough time. But yeh, anyways, this was long. RIP.

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IT’S SO BEAUTIFUL

SAKURA IS JUST AS SURPRISED (IF NOT MORE SO) AS EVERYONE ELSE

SO MUCH SO THAT SHE NEEDED MOKONA’S CONFIRMATION THAT IT HAD ACTUALLY HAPPENED

BUT SHE DID IT

SHE WON ON HER OWN SKILL AND MERIT AND WON HER OWN FEATHER BACK

BUT MORE THAN THAT

SHE ACHIEVED HER GOAL IN PROVING THAT SHE’S NOT HELPLESS

SHE’S NOT USELESS

SHE’S NOT JUST A BURDEN ON EVERYONE ELSE

SHE IS A FULLY FUNCTIONING PERSON WITH ACTUAL WORTH THAT CAN ACHIEVE INCREDIBLE THINGS AND SHE PROVED IT ALL ON HER OWN

A N D S H E ‘ S S O H A P P Y

ok but like i’ll forever be crying because even though ht clearly needs stitches and get that shit sterilized, the first thing he did was go look for guan shan and have him take care of the wound?? there’s blood still dripping from his hand and it must hurt like hell but he made seeing gs a priority :) and :) now :) he :) won’t :) be :) able :) to :) do:) anything :) hence :) gs :) is :) gonna :) have :) to :) go :) to :) his :) house :) and :) take :) care :) of :) the :) housework :) and :) make :) him :) beef :) stew :) while :) his :) hand :) heals :)

@japhers liked for a starter.

“After careful consideration I’ve decided that the best starter for you would be Popplio. 

You are fun loving, creative and full of energy and grace. You are kind and spread happiness and knowledge wherever you go. Perhaps it will take some to see that but in time they will realise what kind and amazing person they are dealing with. 

You and the small Pokemon have a lot in common. I hope your journey is a happy and safe one.” 

Buckle Your Fuckles and Listen, Libshits

When you try to make everything Trump does into some constitutional crisis or the second holocaust, you are being counter productive. If Trump actually does sometging crazy and evil nobody will care because you idiots have been crying wolf forever.

When I see Slate saying that Trump took Muslim due process rights away, I know it isn’t true. One day however, Trump (or someone like him) may actually fuck with due process, and these lies will make people not believe it.

If you cannot be honest with yourself and others, shut the fuck up. You’re hurting your own cause and kneecaping any future resistance to actual problems.

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“I’ve aged a bit.”

When you start crying on Christmas Eve....

Because you haven’t spent Christmas with anyone/family since 2012. Here I’m making mashed potatoes for my coworkers because I picked up a shift tonight because I don’t want to be alone tonight. So I turn on some Christmas music and it triggers my sobbing. So here I am peeling potatoes crying to “I’ll be home for Christmas”.

Being an adult is hard.