forever bitter about the ending of the game but i kind of like this bit

⇁plums & melons | 02

Originally posted by parkejimins

pairing⇁Jimin x Reader

genre⇁drama, smut || brother’s best friend!au

warnings⇁public indecency, masturbation, dry humping, jungkook, things that shouldn’t happen in a closet, a brief mention of tentacle porn;;

word count⇁7.3k

The long time running game between you and your brother’s best friend started when you noticed his fascination with boobs—yours specifically. It was never supposed to amount to more than harmless flirting and lingering glances, but now, one year later, Jimin was ready to change that.

alternatively: Jimin and you play a game. the loser is fucked. metaphorically. literally. all the above??

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Okay I just need to get this off my chest since I’ve bit hit with John feels from a fic and my bitterness about John’s ending in the comic has hit me at full force.

Listen I love the endings for the others I really do. I love that Rose and Kanaya got married, I love that Dave got past his awful childhood and is now with someone who loves him unconditionally and that Davekat is canon and that Jade is no longer alone and may also be dating both Dave and Karkat in a beautiful poly relationship. I love that Karkat no longer feels he has to prove himself because he has people who love him.

I love that Jane got her company and had the whole ‘you don’t need a relationship to be happy’ because she’s a successful business women though she may also be seeing Roxy and Calliope on the side. I love that Calliope is with people that constantly tells her that she’s beautiful and she’s in a relationship with Roxy. I love that Roxy ended up with one of her best friends! I love that Jake and Dirk managed to resolve their issues and may have gotten back together but this time in a much more healthy relationship.

I’m even happy about Vriska and Terezi, Vriska got to be a big hero and Terezi is looking for her which is satisfying.

Yes the ghosts get a short end of the stick but to be fair they were already dead. And I am wondering about the fate of Aradia, Sollux and Davepeta but Aradia and Sollux have always kind of been doing their own thing off screen and Davepeta though I absolutely love them was introduced a bit late.

But while Rose, Dave, Jade, Kanaya, Karkat, Jane, Dirk, Jake, Roxy and Calliope and even GCATAVROS and most of the sprites all got their happily ever after in the new universe and Vriska, Terezi, Aradia, Sollux, Davepeta and the ghosts we actually cared about are sort of in this weird limbo where we’re not quite sure how they are but it might be positive John’s ending is actually a negative one.

John does not get a happy ending plane and simple.

He gets depression. He gets to watch all his friends be happy and he gets to be happy for them but he gets no happiness of his own. He gets a dead dad and a man who will constantly remind him of said dead dad. In the credits what do we see Dad Crocker doing? Standing next to Jane when she becomes ruler of the Human kingdom, clapping for Jane when she becomes a mayor because he’s Jane’s dad. Jane’s the one Dad Crocker cares about and while John will be close to the Crocker I bet you he feels more like a family friend to them.

John is the only one other than maybe Jane who is living by himself!

This isn’t a ‘why is he not in a relationship?” point I’m making this is a ‘why does he have no goddamn emotional support!?’

I’ve seen some people say things like ‘oh well this is a satisfying end to John’s character arc because he’s finally accepted the negative emotions and now can think through them’. To this I say Bull shit!

Depression isn’t a satisfying end it is’t a satisfying anything! It’s awful and horrible and sure as hell shouldn’t be worked through by yourself which might be what John’s doing because lets face it yes John’s friends love him but I will bet money that they’ve never actually had to have a proper feelings jam with him. Look at the time John got angry on the ship Jade had no clue that John had been feeling frustrated. Because all that time that John spent convincing himself that he was alright he also convinced everyone else which was understandable because they had their own shit to deal with but it also meant that when John finally found he wasn’t alright no one is there to help him.

Sure they’d help if John were the one to reach out but reaching out is so fucking hard and John’s not going to want to ruin their happiness with his issues because he always puts his friends before himself.

And lets not forget that John probably feels like an outsider since the meteor crew had 3 years of bonding and John’s own bonding with Jade was retconed out of existence so while the meteor crew has reasons for being close to one another Jade and John don’t have the same connection they should have had because for Jade she hasn’t seen John for three years just like everyone else. Though on the ship it was implied Jade spent most of her time with Davesprite pre retcon anyway. And don’t say Roxy has the same problem because she doesn’t she could easily jump back in with her friends she missed a day at least and a few months at most John is missing three whole years of connections with his friends. They must feel like strangers sometimes.

So yes John gets the worst ending out of any character in the comic but people don’t really care as much because as much as they should because he isn’t the most interesting™  or deep™  out of all the diverse characters of Homestuck but surprise bitch because in reality John actually is the most complex character because he’s the most fucking human. Sure you can’t make up a bunch of angsty head canons for him but his problems and issues are something that is so relatable and the reason that you don’t find him the most interesting character is because while the others thrived living the arc of legendary heroes and have a heroes journey and all that John would have thrived just living a normal life. That’s why he was the only Beta to get married and have a happy life in the Alpha universe. John’s you and me and that’s why he’s the most deep character because he’s the most relatable and the most human.

Him being the ‘ordinary’ one doesn’t make him boring it makes him one of the most interesting characters out of the whole comic and we are fools for not appreciating it more.

So yeah forever bitter about John’s ending and forever bitter that there was not enough uproar over John’s ending like there was for Terezi before the credits came out.

By the way Terezi fans had to wait around 194 day before the credits came out to find out that Terezi was actually alright especially after the fandom was worried about whether Terezi was going to go to the new universe or not or how long she was going to wait for Vriska so they might get a pass.

It has been roughly 232 days since the credits though so that’s a little longer than you had to wait to know if Terezi was okay, so if the epilogue comes out I pray to whatever higher power is out there that John you know the most selfless character in the comic who constantly put every one above himself gets some sort of happy ending because he deserves it just as much as his friends especially considering out of the beta kids John was the one that lost the most from the game. Jade was living alone isolated on an island and Dave had an abusive guardian their life could only improve and yes Rose lost her mom but she had a fulfilling character arc and now has a wife and she has Roxy!

John lost everything to that game and got nothing but he’s just satisfied with the fact that his friend are happy but please give this boy a happy ending!

Monthly Reads | January 2017

Special mention⭐ & Top 5 + 16 more stories under the cut:

⭐ 2017 HL Prompt Challenge ⭐

“A small group of us came together to do a prompt challenge with fast deadlines to have some fun and see what we can do, and this is the result. Hope you enjoy!”
Authors: taggiecb, afirethatcannotdie, QuickedWeen, waytoomanypeopleintheaddisonlee, Awriterwrites, allwaswell16, LadyLondonderry, lululawrence
Prompts so far: Foundation, Bloodsucker, Hinge, Scream (revealed today)

Where Your Heart Is

by anhcor & tvshows_addict | College AU | hate to love | slow burn | 154k

Louis is ready for his brand new adventure. So what if he suffers from a genetic condition that prevents him from being touched? College is going to be awesome. It has to. Karma kind of owes him right now. Forget about his overprotective mother, or Liam– his entirely too chipper step brother– or his mess of a roommate. Forget about the gloves he has to wear at all times. He’s here to expand his knowledge, write and drown himself in books – No matter how distracting ‘Hallway Boy’ may be– The obnoxious, flirty frat wannabe determined to become the bane of Louis’ existence.
Or, a college AU set in San Francisco where two lost boys who seemingly have nothing in common find inspiration, each other, and themselves in the process.

Black With Autumn Rain

by whimsicule | thriller | crime | magical realism | 93k

“Thank you,” Geoff says, taking a sip of his tea. “What did you tell him?”
Louis has a sip as well, lets the tea burn down his throat too quickly, too hot, and he feels it all the way down to his stomach. “The truth. Essentially,” he replies after a moment, licking his lips, relishing the slightly bitter taste of the brew that’s never quite strong enough for Louis’ liking. At least it’s not decaf. “That my dog scented it. That I didn’t touch the body. That I came here first thing.”
Geoff nods pensively. “Did he believe you?”
“Probably not. There’s only so many people who can drown on dry land before it gets fishy.”

or: Harry is a journalist, Louis has lots of secrets and the moors aren’t exactly the ideal place to rekindle a lost romance.

Hold My Heart

by Awriterwrites & phdmama  for H/L Exchange 2016 | famous/non famous | Mile High Club | Actor!Louis | Doctor!Harry | 14k

“Excuse me, mate, I’m the window seat here.” The voice was soft, apologetic, and accented in something a bit unfamiliar — northern England, maybe, Harry thought.
“Oh,” Harry jumped to his feet and moved aside, “I’m sorry, I didn’t see you standing there.”
The other man laughed as he swung a bag into the overhead compartment and slid into the seat. “You were well caught up in that book, mate. What are you reading?”
Harry paused, wondering how to explain the fact that he was reading an epic and x-rated romance that was the story of a relationship between a prince and the man he’d enslaved. “Oh, you know, just some fiction my sister recommended.” He turned to look at the man and froze.
Sitting next to him was Louis Tomlinson.
Or, the one where famous Louis Tomlinson offers his hand and a lot more to his seat mate on a transatlantic flight.

What do you mean he’s coming?

by MediaWhore for HL Famous/Not Famous Fic Exchange | Childhood friends | famous/non famous | actor!louis | photographer!louis | 15k

When Harry accepted to be his sister’s Maid of Honour, despite how non-traditional of a choice he was, he didn’t think writing a speech for the wedding reception would be this hard. Now, not only does he have less than two weeks left to find something moving and inspirational to say, but Gemma just confided in him that her old childhood best friend is going to be in attendance. The one who moved to LA and they haven’t seen in fifteen years because he was too busy becoming an Academy Awards winner. But hey, no pressure. It’s just Louis Fucking Tomlinson.

Harry is screwed.

Singing to tiny dancer

by BriaMaria | Famous/Non famous | Actor!Louis | 22k

“Yes!” Harry punched a fist into the air. He laughed at the confusion that wrinkled the little space between Louis’ brows.
“You’re flirting with me,” Harry smiled, letting his dimples pop.
Louis’ face went blank for two seconds and then he rolled his eyes, one side of his mouth lifting. “Am not.”
“You soooo are,” Harry sang out, poking him in the shoulder. “You like me.”
“I was simply showing you how to actually bring… what did you call it? Your A-game.”
Harry adopted a patronizing expression, sure it would piss him off. “And you did great. Really.“
“Oi, fuck off,” Louis said, but he was actually laughing now. Outright. It was gorgeous and Harry wanted to live in this moment forever. It was the very best one he’d experienced. He wanted to always remember the image of Louis’ crinkled eyes, the sound of his breathy giggles, the smell of citrus that radiated off him as he swayed in his amusement. And Louis didn’t even know his name.

Or … When everything gets to be a bit too much for A-list actor Louis Tomlinson, he runs back to the town he had never really called home and the boy who was the only one he did.

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We Intertwined: Ch. 2

An Ignis Scientia Story

Chapter 1 | AO3 | Chapter 3
Word Count: 1,840

They found Dave in an abandoned old shack. He was alive, as it turned out, just with a sprained ankle and a hit to his pride. Ignis watched with passive fascination as something akin to anger, or perhaps maternal worry, flared up in the dark brown of Raine’s irises. She kept her voice low as she reprimanded the older man, and he seemed genuinely repentant. Ignis couldn’t help but note that she had a temper on her, possibly worse than Gladio’s.

He’d given her a once-over. Raine was tall for a woman, but still shorter than him by about five inches. She was lean and agile, something that Ignis attributed to her time as a hunter. She wasn’t the most beautiful girl Ignis had ever laid eyes on, but her features were quite striking. She had sharp almond eyes, glinting with intelligence, and Ignis found himself wondering what her full, pink lips would look like smiling.

Raine had certainly frowned enough for everyone else. She reminded him a bit of Cor, except where Cor’s nature and temperament leaned more towards the quiet military veteran, Ignis could tell that Raine was only behaving this way to place a wall between herself and the others. For what reason, he couldn’t surmise.

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anonymous asked:

ok i had a really sad, angsty kind of idea for a mini fic (??) with the reset theory where Seven is super depressed about the recent reset and while MC is on someone else's route, they just call Seven out of the fricking blue at like 3 AM crying and saying "Saeyoung, I remember." (Does this make any sense?? idk) Think you could help a brotha out and write it? If not its totally cool! PS love your blog <3

Thank you anon! I am really thankful you like my blog! Of course, since this is about Saeyoung and the reset theory, there will be spoilers. So read with caution! I had lots of fun writing this :) ALSO! I listened to this song while writing and I thought it fit, so listen if you’d like ~–_OOWE0&index=27

 Reset. Saeyoung had seen you press this button countless times, wiping all the blissful memories of the RFA members except his. He wish he could forget everything that’s happened. It’s felt like he’s been reliving the same week over and over for months now. It was stressful, but it never actually hurt him. You would always choose a different member of the RFA to show your affections to. First, it was Zen. Saeyoung had to painstakingly watch as you inflated Zen’s ego to its brim, then, finally, when Zen seemed to at long last be at peace with his family, reset. Next was Yoosung. He watched you root him on with his LOLOL obsession, watched you support him through his hard times, and watched you be there for him endlessly. Finally, when Yoosung seemed to be accepting his dear cousin’s death, reset. Jaehee was the last of the Casual Route, which only made Saeyoung more nervous. What would happen when you chose his route? Of course, he’d be elated at first. He waited for you for ages, and the day you’d finally choose him would be his happiest moment.
  Once you had finished Jaehee’s route, he watched you through the monitor as you clicked to unlock the Deep Route. He was tired of going through the same routine, the same chatrooms, the same interactions. He wanted to just finally be happy. One after another, he watched as you chatted with the RFA members. But this time, it was different. You were choosing his favored answers. You were trolling Yoosung right beside him, blasting out the childish sound effects, and even praising Honey Buddha Chips right in front of Jumin. Was this finally his turn? He was ecstatic to say the least, but he knew what would come after that. He knew you weren’t going to be his forever. His heart sank into his stomach each time you told him “I love you”. He knew it wasn’t going to last and that you’d just uninstall the game after or hit the reset once again. He didn’t want that to happen, but it was how the game worked.

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ONE SINGLE MOMENT (Bitney) - Veronica

ONE SINGLE MOMENT (Bitney) - Veronica


A/N: Hey guys! It’s been a long time since I’ve written anything besides AU, but this prompt grabbed my attention and I figured it would be a fun way to get back to straight up canon-inspired drag queen fanfic. Hope you guys enjoy! XOXO, V

Summary - Roy gets insanely jealous when he sees Shane making out with a dude at a pride party, and turns into a miserable nightmare. Shane teases the truth out of him and they are both surprised by the results. Rating: Explicit

TW: heavy drinking, gay slurs (as used by Bianca Del Rio, not in a hate crime-y way)

I’m a slut for beta readers. So special thanks to my boo @toriibelledarling for her guidance with the initial concept and early intervention!! And of course, my Bitney idol, @artificialzeezee (anytime you come across a phrase and think “wow, I didn’t know V had literary skills…I don’t. That was Z.) And the indispensable feedback from both @noxcounterspell and @wednesdayangeline !! And last but not least, @spokywrites for convincing me that I was smoking crack when I said I might not include smut. I love all you guys, thank you so much!! xoxo

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How spiderman homecoming subtly confirmed one of my worst fears: Tony's death in Infinity war

Personally, Tony Stark is one of the most enjoyable characters to watch on screen. Movie after movie, for almost 10 years now, he has never failed to entertain everytime he’s on screen.

But all good things must come to an end. And as much as it pains me to say this, I do believe that Tony must sign off and put down his iron helmet before his character gets too stale. (There’s already a certain animosity towards him among the fans so it might already be happening)

So I think Marvel may have already planned ahead for this and started planting seeds to set up the scene: an MCU without Stark. I’m not gonna lie, if I’m right, it’s going to be pretty bitter sweet.

Watching Homecoming, I’ve gotta say, maybe it’s just me being my paranoid self, but I see the signs. Loud and clear. So here are a few ominous things I noticed in Spiderman Homecoming that most definitely tell me that Stark’s a goner.

1. Misleading moment of optimism: Now, I’ve seen way too many stories employing this trope to ignore it. Giving a suffering character a final moment of solace or happiness before killing them off. A moment where you are almost made to think, made to hope that everything might actually work out for the character before fucking ruining everything again. I’ve let moments like these destroy me(-_-forever salty about Sirius’s death -_-) for most of the recent Marvel movies, Tony has suffered . He has made humongous mistakes and has suffered the consequences. Some of his closest comrades have left his side, even Pepper left. Face it, ever since New York, Tony has had it hard. But in Homecoming, despite everything that happened in the recent films, he.. seemed.. happy. In fact, this was the happiest I have seen him in recent times. He has someone to mentor. A kind of relationship I’m sure he never dreamed he would have. This whole thing makes me suspicious.

2. A trial/lesson for Peter: I have heard so many people complain that Spidey is usually a loner in the comics and that he has way too much support in terms of the people in his life in Homecoming. People believe that it almost makes losing uncle Ben not matter because he already has a new mentor. Well, imagine losing TWO mentors/father figures in a span of almost a year. With the terrible luck that Peter has, I say it’s entirely plausible. After watching this movie, it’s almost certain that Peter would lose it if he witnessed Tony die. It would change him as a person and I think it’s a perfect passing the torch moment for our hero.

3. Stark tower being sold: there’s already a theory doing the rounds on the internet about this. We know that Spidey famously got bitten by a radioactive spider while taking a tour of Oscorp. Although there’s no mention of Oscorp in the movie, we know that it exists. What if the elusive buyer of the Stark tower is actually Oscorp? The MCU is already crowded with massive technologically advanced corporations with Pym tech and Stark industries. What if the end of Stark tower symbolises the end of an era? Stark industries taking a break somewhere “upstate” while making way for more story opportunities! Getting rid of the iconic Stark tower from the New York skyline would neatly take attention away from the eventual plight of the company once Tony bites the dust in case the MCU doesn’t feel like addressing it.

4. Pepper’s return: I give Marvel credit for being a master strategist with its storylines so I never think that anything happens without a solid reason. Every move is a calculated step towards some goal. That being said, why bring Pepper back? Maybe, like I said in point 1, to bring a final bit of happiness into Tony’s life? I think there might be more to it. In the long run, Marvel might like to always have a Stark in the game. After all the legacy it has built around the Stark name, killing off all the Starks would be such a waste. So I’m guessing Pepper is going to get knocked up before Tony’s death. Giving the MCU potential to create new stories/spin-offs. I just hope it’s a girl. It would be amazing to see an iron woman or something in the future. Phase 26, anybody?

Hello and welcome new blog! I thought I’d send in a request for some HC. Basically how would the RFA + V & Saeran react to MC having a close male friend who flirts with them. I’m a sucker for jealous RFA lol!

Aaah thank you, anon!  This was extremely fun to write! Thank you again for sending in your request! ~Admin Mazz

Omg our first request!!! I was super super excited to write this because let’s be honest we all like it when they get jealous, m’kay? Enjoy, anon! (thx for being our first :3) ~Admin Lily


  • Seven knew that he was a close friend of yours
  • When he first met him he seemed okay?
  • But after the second meeting the guy said something pretty promiscuous.
  • Um, no sir she’s taken.
  • He would gradually indirectly insult the guy, trying to make a point that he wasn’t okay with his flirting.
  • You would brush it off, already used to his flirting, but it can get a little annoying after time
  • Once you kindly sassily said goodbye to your friend, you parted ways with seven
  • You can feel his grip tighten the whole way home, and you constantly ask if he’s okay.
  • Of course he’s fine, it’s just a friend.
  • Your mind says otherwise Seven.
  • When returning home he was more sulky and clingy to you.
  • I only love you Seven okay? Chill out.
  • You take him into a cuddle session and wait until he explains whats wrong.
  • When he finally gives in, he tells you he feels like that guy is after you.
  • “Oh, don’t worry he’s gay. He does that everytime we’re in front of someone.” You laughed at his worriment.
  • Oh, he didn’t see that coming.
  • He ends up laughing it off, and returns back to his normal self.
  • Though he knows that you love him, it still nags him every time situations like these appear.
  • To get rid of the bitter thoughts out of him, he’ll begin to give you a bunch of sloppy kisses to you, and it won’t stop until he’s gotten rid of any thoughts of you being gone.


  • Yoosung was definitely thrown off guard when he first met him
  • You had never mentioned him before, so he wondered how long you’d known him
  • He seemed like a decent guy, but Yoosung just couldn’t get himself to like him
  • Once he left, Yoosung began to bombard you with questions about him
  • “What’s his name? Is he always like that? How do you know each other?”
  • Yoosung calm down you’re talking to fast
  • You explain he’s just a friend from work that you’ve known for a long time and that he shouldn’t get jealous over someone like him
  • “Pfft! I’m not jealous!” Notorious Yoosung blush
  • The next encounter got a little more heated
  • He noticed your “friendly coworker” had made an attempt at flirting
  • Um what? He knows that you’re his, right?
  • He’s about to let out his yandere boyfriend-mode when he notices you push the flirtation aside and wave goodbye
  • You grab his hand and give him that smile he loves and he immediately melts
  • Of course, he can’t help but give the guy a cold glare as they walk away
  • “This isn’t over. I’m watching you.”
  • You began to tell Yoosung you loved him a little more than usual that night to get the point across “you are my one and only, Yoosung, I promise!”
  • “Aww, I love you so much. But, if he ever flirts with you again, you let me know.”


  • Being the level-headed angel that she is, Jaehee thinks nothing of this male friend since, ya know… you’re gay
  • But, even still when she realized that he seemed to be flirting with you, she was just like… “?”
  • Isn’t that kinda pointless?
  • But when she looked at the way you smiled at him, she couldn’t help but start to worry
  • “You are gay right?”
  • “Jaehee, aren’t we both?”
  • “Except for Zen. We’re both straight for Zen”
  • You reassure her that nothing is going on and that you aren’t even remotely interested
  • “He’s just a nice guy that I’ve known for a while.”
  • “Maybe a little too nice?” She would reply but you would laugh it off
  • Later on, the same thing would happen again and Jaehee would immediately begin to worry again
  • You just look so happy with him and she begins to feel insecure about it
  • You realize her discomfort quickly and immediately stop your conversation with your friend
  • “Babe, are you okay?”
  • “Oh, fine. It’s just that…”
  • You slowly smile, your cheeks becoming a rosy pink, before you explain: “Jaehee thinks you’re flirting with me, so she’s getting a little jealous~”
  • The guy immediately apologizes and explains that he’s just known you for a while, and that it’s all just fun in games, especially since he’s already married dropped his ring in the sink a week ago
  • “The only kind of women I’m allowed to flirt with are lesbians, so it’s just an inside joke, don’t worry.”
  • Jaehee is instantly relieved and began to apologize for the misunderstanding
  • “I told you so~” you would tease
  • She would smile and admit “you told me so”
  • “I love you so much, you’re such an angel”


  • You guys were out on a date  at a cafe when you ran into your good friend.
  • The guy takes you into a bear hug, and you can feel the icy stare being borne down onto your friend.
  • Poor guy, you started off on the wrong base already.
  • Before you can introduce your friend, Zen confidently introduces himself as your boyfriend.
  • It was a casual conversation until the guy  says a funny pickup line he heard from  someone.
  • Or so he says.
  • You laugh it off, and Zen didn’t think it was funny one bit.
  • “Hey you should use those to flirt with someone else.” Zen would tell your friend.
  • The guy would reply “I’m not flirting, I’m just being extra nice to someone attractive as myself.”
  • It seems you’re into being around narcissistic people huh?
  • You can feel the tension between the two become as hot as your drinks, and you needed to think fast before one of the two decides to play king-of-the-hill.
  • You take Zen’s hand, pointing out that you two will miss the movies if you don’t leave soon.
  • “Well, it was nice seeing you! We’ll see you later!”
  • Zen gives his other hand out to give firm death grip handshake to your friend, before pulling you towards him, and leaving the cafe.
  • “I don’t like him, babe.” Zen says to you while walking.
  • “You don’t like any guy I talk to Zen.”
  • “Well he was flirting with you and-”
  • “Zen, don’t worry, he’s been like that forever, and plus I love you.”
  • He would pull you into a kiss, realizing that he was being petty over nothing really.
  • You loved him, not some egotistic friend of yours.
  • Are you sure you’re not talking about yourself, Zen?


  • You two are hosting a dinner party together and having a blast when all of the sudden this buddy of yours decides to come along and ruin Jumin’s fun
  • You introduce this man to Jumin as an old friend from highschool that became a rather successful C.E.O.
  • “Oh! What company do you run?”
  • “My company is the top company in our market.”
  • “And, it is?” “Just answer the question, it’s not like I want to talk to you”
  • “My company makes delicious dog treats for adorable little puppies and dogs!”
  • Dog treats!? This man can not be trusted
  • You explain that this guy is  actually one of your closest friends
  • Him? Out of all people
  • The guy starts telling stories about you when you were young and mentions how much more attractive you’ve become since then.  Uh, oh.
  • “Excuse me?” Jumin will not tolerate those kind of comments
  • The guy doesn’t back down. He adds another comment on how “beautiful your eyes looked”
  • He is flirting, isn’t he?
  • Jumin immediately tells this guy that you are engaged and that you aren’t interested in him in any romantic way “if that’s what you’re implying”
  • You awkwardly tell Jumin that there’s no need for him to get so defensive over you even though you kinda like it don’t lie
  • The guy suddenly apologizes for offending Jumin in any way and leaves, telling you that he’d see you later
  • Offended? I’m not offended
  • You give Jumin a look before asking, “Jumin, do you have to get so jealous?”
  • “I’m not jealous.”
  • “Yes you are,” you’d chuckle.
  • “Am not.”
  • “Well, if you were jealous, I’d tell you not to worry because you’re the only man I’m interested in.”
  • Jumin would smile, feeling that deep love for you that he’s always felt before pulling you in for a passionate kiss, for that little friend of yours especially to see
  • “If he tries flirting again, I’m going to kick him out of Korea.”
  • “Jumin, no”
  • “Jumin, yes”


  • This precious bean wouldn’t say anything about this guy.
  • He’s not exactly the jealous type, so he wouldn’t start to worry until your friend made any inappropriate moves on you.
  • V had taken you out to take some photos at a local park, but V you can’t SEE, when you ran into a close friend from high school.
  • Your friend was… Well, he was a little intense when it came to you.
  • You specifically introduce V as your boyfriend to your friend, hoping that your guy-friend would take the hint of not trying anything.
  • You can be discrete as hell, but it ain’t gonna happen.
  • Everything started off nice, you three were having a casual conversation until how you two met came a part of the conversation.
  • We meet during high school, and when I saw her it was like love had blinded me.”
  • Are you insulting him? Or are you insulting me?
  • You laughed it off awkwardly, and looked to see V just smiling and nodding along.
  • He continued on with his previous statement, talking about how he tried to get with you, and you kept denying his attempts.
  • Yeah, I wonder why.
  • During all of this, V would slyly pull you closer to him, giving subtle hints that you were his.
  • Your buddy just seemed to almost ignore the fact you were taken.
  • “If only you would understand, maybe we could have a bit of fun, huh?” Your friend would ask flirtatiously, winking at you.
  • “Why would you even say that? That’s  disgusting.”
  • You and V would both feel uncomfortable after that comment, and he would tug on your hand, indicating you should both leave.
  • Turning towards your friend, you’d say that you are leaving.
  • Are you sure you wanna leave already? I was gonna ask you out to some drinks.”
  • “We’re both busy, if  you’ll excuse us.” V would say before grabbing his stuff, and taking you with him.
  • After escaping from your overly-flirtatious friend,  V would be eerily silent for majority of your outing for the day.
  • Every time you asked if he was alright, you’d would get, “I’m fine, love.”
  • He’s been thinking about maybe you’d be better off with someone else, so you could say in a sense he wasn’t fine.
  • By the time you two returned home, you had enough of his silent treatment.
  • “V, darling, are you jealous of my friend?”
  • “Of course not.” He would immediately reply with, but his thoughts have been saying otherwise.
  • You would be the one to take inessive and sit him down to talk to him.
  • “Well, I want you to know that I love you more than him.”
  • It still shocks him every time you say ‘I love you’ to him, but he pulls you into his embrace as he sits quietly with you for a few minutes.
  • “He’s way too intense.” You say to break the silence. “You wanna know why I always turn him down?”
  • “Why?”
  • “Because, he has an Oedipus complex.”
  • That gets both of you to laugh, and it reminds him why he loves you so much, and he should take your judgement on this.


  • You’ve told him about all your friends beforehand to help him adjust easier, but this guy… this guy he knew he wasn’t going to like at all
  • Still, you tried to explain that your guy-friend wasn’t a bad guy
  • “I’ve known him for a while and he’s very nice! You gave me a chance, why can’t you give him one?” Guilt-trip professional
  • He’ll try to be nice for your sake.
  • You three meet up at your apartment for a bit of a reunion between you and your friend, as well as an introduction for Saeran.
  • Your friend enters your house giving you an intense hug, and an awkward handshake to your boyfriend.
  • You introduce your friend to Saeran while slipping out the proud title of boyfriend
  • The friend gave Saeran an awakened glance as he mumbled, “boyfriend, huh?”
  • Wtf is that supposed to mean??
  • Well this was starting off great, but you were gonna try to make this work.
  • But you began to think these two are not gonna be compatible for friendship.
  • You brought the two into the living room, and tried to create a conversation that they could engage in.
  • Just when Saeran thought things couldn’t get any worse, he started to notice that your friend was always touching you in some shape or form when he talked (and it was you he was talking to, not Saeran)
  • “Can you try to keep you hands to yourself?” Saeran would ask, passive-aggressively
  • You would immediately look at your friend with an awkward glance, “I-uh…”
  • Your friend would remove his hands from you, only to make a crude comment about the your relationship with Saeran, and that you should’ve picked “someone like him.”
  • You seemed to be oblivious to his comment, which made Saeran glare at your friend,menacingly.
  • Didn’t you notice what he said?? He’s flirting with you!
  • You begin to notice the tension get bigger between the two and you begin to think that your attempt at bringing them together was probably a mistake
  • “Look at the time!” You said, awkwardly, “Saeran, we forgot we have to-to uh… get your brother that thing, remember?” Please, Saeran just go along with it
  • Trust me he’s happy to
  • You nicely explain to your friend that they had some very important things to do, and that this reunion will have to be postponed
  • Oml the smile Saeran had on his face as he tauntingly waved his fingers at your friend “bye bye~”
  • Of course, you held in your laugh until after you had closed the door
  • “You don’t have to get so jealous, you know?”
  • “Who said I was jealous?”
  • “I did,” you smirked, “anyways, let’s go get your brother that thing.” Notorious Saeran eye roll
  • “Hey, Saeran? I love you.” You smiled before batting your eyes playfully
  • Of course, he can’t help but smile, “good.”

extraknees-deactivated20170815  asked:

i was very amused by that wicdiv/secret history post despite having never read the secret history?? do you have any other important wicdiv crossover ideas to share

haha, well my friend, you are in for a treat! (or just a really long ask) after i got this ask i thought about it for a few hours and three crossover/au ideas kept coming back to me.

the first would be a twilight au. i am deadly serious about this!! no games are being played!! i think it would be just as fascinating and interesting as wicdiv proper, for several reasons. i think i mentioned this somewhere in the last ask but wicdiv starts out with the general premise of ‘solitary person wants to be special and join an exclusive group so that they can achieve Specialness’. the secret history also begins with that premise. lots of books and comics do- it’s relatable and intriguing and a good way to tell stories with lots of character focus. that’s why i think the wicdiv/secret history au would be fun. same intro but with plenty of new bits to make it fresh. i’m of a similar mind when it comes to twilight. it has the same type of setup: new girl tries to figure out what’s up with the mysterious family who lives in her town, finds out they’re vampires, wants to join them. sound a little familiar? 

here is the thing about twilight: it had SO much potential. i didn’t used to think this until i read a post a few months ago that listed a bunch of small changes that would have made the story better, and suddenly i was really interested. there’s a lot there in terms of worldbuilding, or i should say there’s a lot of individual bits and pieces that would be shiny and new if you picked them up and put them together in interesting ways. such as:

  • imagine a group of vampires comprised of the current pantheon. and they were all turned during different periods of history and in different parts of the world. (when sakhmet jokingly says that she killed an assyrian king in a past life, she’s not joking). 
    • baal and sakhmet are VERY cagey about where they were originally from. off the top of my head, i’d guess that they both came from ancient egypt, but different parts
  • they were all turned by ananke and some of them still stay with her, but others leave and come back when they feel like it. 
  • she turned them because she saw the potential in each of them to develop a special gift- in twilight, lots of vampires have them (mind-reading, extra strength, etc.)
  • laura first notices them when she goes to uni and sees ammy and luci in one of her classes. at that point the only other members of the coven in town are baal and mini. 
  • the order of the recurrence is the order of when ananke turned everyone. baal and sakhmet are oldest, but it’s implied in twilight that you don’t really age mentally past the age you were turned, so they’re not exactly thousand year-old sages.
  • vampire politics!!! moral and ethical debates!!! i imagine baal, cass, dio, and even woden having these kinds of talks regularly. is it possible to drain humans for long periods of time without losing control? should all vampires be encouraged to switch to animal blood? do they need to create any alliances with nearby vampire groups? is life worth living if it doesn’t end, if they can’t age? 
  • everyone is really uneasy about sakhmet because even though the rest of them try to stick to drinking animal blood she will occasionally still eat people. but she’s the best fighter and no one really wants to throw down with her. baal has always been able to reign her in eventually. dio thinks it’s terrible that no one stops her, but baal tells him that the last time someone tried it was…Bad. so if she wants to kill and eat someone every few decades, they let it slide. (when laura is eventually turned, she is uneasy about this as well, even though she really likes sakhmet)
  • the morrigan told baphomet that it was pure chance he was bitten only a few weeks after she was, but really she asked ananke to bite him because she could’t stand the thought of living forever without him. when baphomet found out they had a huge fight and have only spoken sporadically since. they’re rarely in town at the same time, and when they are everyone has to walk on eggshells. 
  • minerva is forever thirteen years old. she’s more openly bitter about being turned because it’s a lot less easy to do…well, everything as a thirteen year-old. the last century has been a lot of fun for her though! she’s gotten twelve online degrees and basically lives on the internet, because she doesn’t have to pretend to be a child on there. 
  • absolutely nobody likes woden but he’s the one who handles the financials and fake identities, and he knows too much to be cut loose so everyone puts up with him. no one knows why, but looking at his face head-on is very unsettling, so people rarely do. only cass has figured out that woden has the ability to create illusions and he’s been masking his real face for years. they’ve been in a decades-long cold war as cass has tried to figure out who he was before he was turned. 

the second au that stuck in my head was a youtuber au. full disclosure, i don’t follow any youtubers and i spend a good 50% of my time on youtube watching kpop-related videos. but i like this idea for the following reasons:

  • good way to incorporate everyone from the pantheon- they all have their own channels and it would be fun to see what everyone’s niche is
    • you could do this two ways: everyone is part of the same community or everyone does wildly different stuff but somehow they all know each other
      • “we all are competing to be the next big makeup channel” vs. “i know dio’s videos are just really long explanations of which vaporwave tracks he plays for his plants but we’re roommates and he wanted to be in my black parade-era gerard way makeup tutorial so here we are” by baphomet
    • tara had a channel devoted to fashion industry things and had a pretty small following until she landed a big gig at chanel. everyone accused her of selling out, using her looks to get ahead, etc. then she quit kinda dramatically, posted a video about it, and started her own clothing line (i’m thinking kinda alexander mcqueen-ish)
    • remember that article about how the we rate dogs twitter is actually run by some mercenary college kid whose sole goal is to make money? that’s woden but in video form somehow. he has a small team of minions making content for him for different types of channels
    • baal’s videos don’t really have a theme- he got his start when he posted a rant about menswear trends that went viral, but he knows a little bit about everything and puts out lots of different videos. sometimes he’ll post informational videos about greek history with his friend minerva who he met at the local library. she really wanted her own channel but baal managed to change her mind. he was mostly just worried about mini being too young to handle internet hate, and he watches the comments on the videos the do together very closely.
    • if you think amaterasu is insufferable NOW….
      • i can honestly think of dozens of options for her. haul videos that have all organic and natural beauty products but they’re all like hundreds of dollars. a chanel devoted to her favorite things about japan but it’s really cringey and has more than a few racist bits. she’s the kind of person who would get a lot of internet hate but brush it off immediately and do exactly what she was doing before. 
  • instead of dying in this au, luci, inanna, and tara all get their channels banned for different reasons
    • (is that how you say it? or is it that their channels would be taken down? i truly know very little about youtube)
  • ananke is there! as a ceo representing….corporate greed, or something.
  • i just think it would be really fun to do medium-wise! and there’s lots of room to play- it could be slice-of-life or just as dramatic and wild as wicdiv canon.  

the third au would be a howl’s moving castle au. this is 100% because i just finished reading the book for the first time yesterday and i thought it would be cute. luci as howl and laura as sophie is the obvious choice, but also consider:

  • cass as howl, laura as sophie
  • dio as howl, baph as sophie

if you haven’t read the book, go do it!! it’s very different than the movie but they’re both excellent in different ways. i’m stopping here because this has gotten……..far too long

A Fear of Falling (1/1)

Pairing: AoKise
Words: 6096
Status: Complete
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Society says that your soulmate is supposed to be your destined romantic partner.

Kise knows this isn’t the case.

Aomine doesn’t.

Notes: It’s AoKise day, which in my opinion, is the perfect day for Soulmate AUs, thus my third AoKise day soulmate AU.

Happy AoKise day everyone! don’t ask me about my wips i’ll get to them i swear

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anonymous asked:

so i've been re-reading I had Rather (tbh i read it like once a month because im obsessed) and then i found ur tag with like extra stuff and you mentioned a WEDDING and i've been filling my mind with so many happy thoughts of them sorting their shit out and being together forever but Question: who proposes cause like both of them seem to have the same paranoia for being turned down i cant imagine it would be easy

I think it would be Louis. It’s Louis who is spectacularly cheesy and likes to do big blow out romantic gestures, and I think he’ll get to a point in that verse where he’s like, okay, this is who I want to spend the rest of my life with, and this is how that happens in relationships: you get married. He’s quite rigid in his understanding of those kinds of things, I think. It’s Nick who’s already accepted a long time ago that the chances of him ever falling out of love with Louis are fairly spectacularly slim, and he knows that this is the long term for him. He’s cautious of mentioning it to Louis, because Louis can be so terribly scared of what he’s feeling, but he’s in this for the very, very long haul. So Louis knows that it has to be him, that he has to be the one to ask, because he knows from bitter (and perfect) experience that Nick is terribly, terribly careful with him when it comes to things like this.

So it’s Louis who has to ask, and it’s Louis who has to have conversations with Harry about whether he thinks Nick will say yes or not, because nobody makes Louis more scared than Nick, Nick who he’s so desperately in love with that sometimes it makes his chest hurt. But they’re still so careful with each other in front of other people; sometimes people have to ask if they’re still together because they can be together and barely touch each other, barely talk. To other people their relationship still seems fragile, even if in private it’s got the kind of roots that will take a lifetime to untangle, they’re so fiercely entwined.

Louis knows that Nick loves a party, and loves having everyone he loves together, but he can’t imagine being brave enough to declare how he feels in front of everyone. He’s still fucked up, even though he tries not to be. He buys a ring anyway, and makes sure that Nick has the evening free after his birthday, the night after his party, and studies recipes so that he knows what he’s cooking for Nick’s birthday meal.

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Japril Appreciation Week - Day 4

Favorite Episode(s) - 10x12/10x13

This is another old story of mine, but I’ve added a new ending.

Title: Swallow

Say something, I’m giving up on you.

I’ll be the one, if you want me to.

Anywhere, I would’ve followed you.

Say something, I’m giving up on you.

Jackson couldn’t shake the conversation he’d had earlier with Stephanie regarding April and the wedding invitations. He’d learned long ago that when it came to April a lot of what she did just didn’t make sense. And more often than not when you asked her for an explanation it still didn’t alleviate any of the confusion. Hell, he was still trying to figure out her dessert metaphor from a year ago. But in this case, Jackson felt he needed a reason as to why April hadn’t just invited him. Why two invitations? She knew about him and Stephanie. He’d even told her about introducing Stephanie to his mother. She knew. So why was she doing this? Something wasn’t right.

Finding her at the nurses’ stations, he walked towards her and came to a halt right beside her, gently bumping into her. “So you realize that Stephanie and I are serious…you get that right?”

She knew. She had to know.

“Yeah…yeah. It’s nice that you guys are you know whatever you are,” April replied.

Jackson shook his head. April obviously didn’t believe he and Stephanie were serious. Apparently if you weren’t engaged, your relationship wasn’t much in April’s eyes. Choosing to ignore her cattiness, Jackson continued, “Right…So why did you invite Stephanie plus a guest and me plus a guest? What’s going on?”

A smile spread across April’s face that Jackson knew was 100% fake. He’d known her for long enough to know her facial expressions like the back of his hand. And the smiley face and cheery attitude were complete and utter BS.

“About that…I wanted to talk to you about that. You are actually not getting an invitation, but Stephanie is so you can just be her plus one.”

That’s not the whole story. She’s hiding something.

Cocking his head to the side in query, he murmured, “Mmmhmm.”

Jackson grinned inwardly as April’s voice squeaked out. Here was the real April. The woman who gets nervous when faced with what she perceives as unpleasantness. The woman who was honest almost to a fault.

“Look, I put your name on the invite list. Your name is Avery. We don’t know any other A’s. You’re literally the top of the list, first thing we see when we look at it. I just…I didn’t wanna rub it in Matthew’s face.”

April went from nervous to worried as Jackson watched her bite down on her lower lip. Damn, this whole thing was messed up. Why did it have to be like this? Why couldn’t they go back to the way things used to be?

“If he has a problem with my name on a piece of paper, why should I be at this wedding?”

What was up with the guy anyway? It wasn’t like he was trying to take April away from Matthew. He didn’t pine after her. He wasn’t trying to rekindle their relationship. What they had was dead, over, done with, finito. Sure they’d almost kissed months ago, but that had been about friendship. He had been comforting her like old times. If Alex hadn’t walked in, he would have just given her a friendly peck. That was all. And what happened after the bus explosion was nothing really. Just a moment of weakness on April’s part.

“Because of me. Because you’re my friend and I want you to be there.”

That vulnerable look was there, on her face. The one that simultaneously enraged him and melted his determination all in one breath. It angered him because he wanted more for April. He wanted her to stop doubting herself, to stand up for herself. But it also made him want to protect her. He hated seeing that look on her face. In the past, he would do anything to keep April from making that expression. Hug her, rub her knee, punch Alex, give her a pep talk, kiss her, anything to make her feel better, to make her feel special and loved.

“Yeah, well,” he whispered. “I wanna be there too…Come on…”

“I…I can’t go through with this if I don’t have your blessing,” April pleaded.

What did she mean by that? His blessing? Jackson felt his anger rise at her words. She hadn’t needed his blessing when she’d accepted Matthew’s proposal the first time nor when she stuck with Matthew after he’d told her off after the bus explosion. Jackson didn’t know what kind of game she was playing but he was going to sit this one out. He’d had his turn on the field before and he’d come back battered and bruised. No, he was done. He wasn’t going to get himself into this trap again. He had moved on. It was time she did too.

“Well, you have it,” Jackson answered, a little harshly even to his own ears. “Alright. But I don’t think I should be there.”

Walking off, Jackson realized that he should feel sad that he wasn’t going to be able to attend his best friend’s wedding. Oddly enough, all he felt was an overwhelming sense of relief.

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Stitched - Part 4

Hey Anon I was actually a lot closer to finishing this chapter than I thought! Thanks for the kick up the butt! <3

Hope you all enjoy reading this!

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3

Description - Divorce is always hard, especially on the kids involved, but sometimes remarriage can be just as hard on the kids. Kana went through a hard enough time when her mother married billionaire Eisuke Ichinomiya, but that was only the beginning of her problems

Word Count - 1 599

It was safe to say that his stepdaughter confused Eisuke. He figured all teenage girls were the same boy-crazed social media obsessed people he thought them to be. But after only a couple of days of living with her, he was beginning to rethink his ideas about teenage girls. When he thought he finally had her figured out, she would do something that would contradict it.

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I have to admit I really like Sansa & Petyr’s relationship. So happy to see that Sansa isn’t afraid of Petyr any longer, and she’s not even annoyed about him as we could see in the first series of the season. Now she’s more tending to listen to what he has to say and she’s ready to act on his advice. Current situation at Winterfell actually shows that she understands her role in the big game and she controls whatever affects her.

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The Significance of Peeta’s Character.

So I saw something on tumblr the other day that kinda bothered me. Now I have nothing against the person who wrote this, but I just wanted to comment on an opinion they had regarding Peeta.  I can’t find their original text post, but it went something like this:

“if there’s anything Peeta Mellark ever taught me, it’s that bad shit happens to people who are too nice.”

However that’s not at all what he taught me:

Peeta Mellark taught me to be strong and stay true to myself. He gave me hope. Yeah, bad shit happened to him even though he was caring and kind, and chose to see the goodness in people. He was abused as a kid and sent into the arena twice. Then he was brainwashed to kill the girl he loved. But he prevailed in the end. He overcame the hijacking and and learned to live with the trauma. He could have given up, and stayed a mutt version of himself forever. It probably would have been easier, but he fought through it instead. He tried to grasp on to every bit of his old self that he could. He taught me that even when all hope seems lost, there is a bright side to the situation. That things can get better. And I think that’s one of the things that Katniss loves most about him. That he doesn’t change who he is, no matter how bad things get. He remains that dandelion in the spring, that beacon of hope. Peeta was able to show Katniss that there were still good people left in the world at one of the weakest points in her life: “To this day, I can never shake the connection between this boy, Peeta Mellark, and the bread that gave me hope, and the dandelion that reminded me that I was not doomed.” (Katniss, THG).

And at the end of the last book in the trilogy, Peeta still represented the same thing to Katniss: “What I need is the dandelion in the spring. The bright yellow that means rebirth instead of destruction. The promise that life can go on, no matter how bad our losses. That it can be good again. And only Peeta can give me that.” (Katniss, MJ). Peeta did nothing to deserve what he went through, but bad things happened anyway. Being nice is hard, and shit happens that can make you question whether it’s worth it to be kind. In the beginning of Catching Fire, Peeta still looks out for Katniss, even when it’s hard.  He knows it wouldn’t be right to abandon her.  “As badly as I’ve hurt him, he won’t expose me in front of the cameras. Won’t condemn me with a halfhearted kiss. He’s still looking out for me. Just as he did in the arena. Somehow the thought makes me want to cry.” (Katniss, CF).

Peeta taught me that you can either let the world knock you down once and change who you are, or you can keep picking yourself up, and forever stay the person you want to be. “Be soft. Do not let the world make you hard. Do not let pain make you hate. Do not let the bitterness steal your sweetness. Take pride that even though the rest of the world may disagree, you still believe it to be a beautiful place.” (Kurt Vonnegut).

Rhysothy - Bar Pick Up

Soooo I was talking to @sinfullyhandsome and this idea sprang to mind. And Sinh, insisted I actually write it soooo… X3 Yeh. No regrets aside from me being too burnt out to proofread this sucker.  And it’s a holiday week so I can’t ask people without feeling guilty. =) SO! Here’s my wittle one shot. 

I have plot holes but I don’t care. I just wanted a Rhys x Timothy moment as to why they’re darn adorable. I really wish there were more Rhys/Timothy out there. Such a pair of nerdy cuties. Jack/Timothy is pretty rare too. Meh. Guess I’ll make my own stuff. XD DAMN.  

Anywho, I hope you like it Sinh despite the stretches and errors I make. XD

Completion Time: 4 Hours 
(Consecutive. Brain… hurt.. but cuteness… luv. *flops*)  

Timothy was in desperate need for a bit of downtime at Mox’s Up and Over Bar in Concordia. The day just never seem to end right if he didn’t give himself a small treat. Typically that treat was having a peek at his boss’ ex from his favorite booth in the corner but who was around to judge him? And it wasn’t as if Jack cared any for his afterhour proclivities.

But this evening was a little different as he strode inside with his usual Jack-swagger. It wasn’t the dubstep rattling his ears or the thick smell of colorfully burning shots. No, that was to be expected at Moxxi’s but something was definitely making the small hairs on his neck stand on end. He turned to find the culprit in direct line of sight.

Someone had taken his booth. 

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Marina & The Diamonds sentence starters
  • "The good are never easy, the easy never good."
  • "Love... it never happens like you think it really should."
  • "Deception and perfection are wonderful traits."
  • "I don't belong to anyone."
  • "They call me homewrecker."
  • "We're all very lovely 'til we get to know each other."
  • "We're all very lovely 'til we get to know each other, as we stop becoming friends and we start becoming lovers."
  • "I'm only happy when I'm on the run."
  • "I break a million hearts just for fun."
  • "I guess you could say that my life's a mess."
  • I guess you could say that my life's a mess, but I'm still looking pretty in this dress."
  • "I'm the image of deception."
  • "Instead of love and trust and laughter what you get is happy never after."
  • "Deep down, all you want is love."
  • "We cannot escape the past, so you and I will never last."
  • "Don't get on my bad side, I can work a gun."
  • "Hop into the backseat, baby, I'll show you some fun."
  • "These people are weird in here."
  • "Just because you know my name, doesn't mean you know my game."
  • "I'm in the wrong place."
  • "I'm a fucking wild card."
  • "All I know is I cannot pretend."
  • "I wanna be immortal."
  • "I wanna live forever in your heart."
  • "We'll always be together, from the end to the start."
  • "When you love somebody, they'll always leave too soon."
  • "I wanna mean something to somebody else."
  • "The only thing that doesn't die is love."
  • "They say you used to be so kind."
  • "I never knew you had such a dirty mind."
  • "You're just a little bit too much like me."
  • "I wanna tell you a secret."
  • "You can take your double standard, love, and keep it."
  • "Won't you quit your crying? I can't sleep."
  • "I want to wipe out all the sad ideas that come to me when I am holding you."
  • "People are staring, time to go quick."
  • "Can't let your cold heart be free."
  • "I wanna erase every nasty thought that bugs me every day of every week."
  • "You never told me what it was that made you strong and what it was that made you weak."
  • "I know that I can’t have it all."
  • "I know I’m playing with your heart."
  • "I could treat you better but I’m not that smart."
  • "It isn’t fair and it isn’t right to lead you on like it’s all alright."
  • "You still mean everything to me, but I wanna be free."
  • "I'll ruin you."
  • "I’ve been doing things I shouldn’t do."
  • "It’s difficult to move on."
  • "You still can’t look me in the eye."
  • "I’ve had my share of beautiful men."
  • "I’m still young and I wanna love again."
  • "Babe, I’m gonna ruin you if you let me stay."
  • "It doesn’t feel fair then I’m planning to move on and you’re still standing there."
  • "Easy to be sleazy when you've got a filthy mind."
  • "Girls are not meant to fight dirty."
  • "Is there any possibility you'll quit gossiping about me?"
  • "I’m sick and tired of all your preaching."
  • "I know you only want to own me."
  • "You tell me one thing and do another."
  • "I live my life in bitterness and fill my heart with emptiness."
  • "There is no crime in being kind."
  • "Not everyone is out to screw you over."
  • "You don't have to live your life in fear."
  • "I wanna feel like I am floating."
  • "I'm done with tryin' to have it all and endin' up with not much at all."
  • "All I ever wanted was the world."
  • "I can't help that I need it all."
  • "You say that I'm kinda difficult, but it's always someone else's fault."
  • "Got you wrapped around my finger, babe."
  • "You can count on me to misbehave."
  • "Would you do anything for me?"
  • "I know I've got a big ego, I really don't know why it's such a big deal, though."
  • "I wanna be adored."
  • "Take a picture, I'm with the boys."
  • "Get what I want 'cause I ask for it. Not because I'm really that deserving of it."
  • "In the lime light I want to stay."
  • "Anything for the crown."
  • "I’m not yours to keep."
  • "You don’t know me that well."
  • "All my life I’ve been so lonely."
  • "We come alone and alone we die."
  • "Don’t care if you think I’m dumb, I don’t care at all."
  • "I’m the girl you’d die for."
  • "I’ll chew you up and I’ll spit you out 'cause that’s what young love is all about."
  • "I met a boy. He made my dull heart light up with joy."
  • "We fell apart."
  • "I think you're gonna be my biggest fan."
  • "Nothing is provocative anymore."
  • "Question what the TV tells you, question what a pop star sells you."
  • "Question mom and question dad, question good and question bad."
  • "You're never gonna love me, so what's the use?"
  • "What's the point in playing a game you're gonna lose?"
  • "You're too proud to say that you've made a mistake."
  • "You're a coward 'til the end."
  • I don't wanna admit that we're not gonna fit."
  • "I'm not the type that you like."
  • "I can't let you go."
  • "I just want it to be perfect... to believe it's all been worth the fight."
  • "You only ever touch me in the dark."
  • "Only if we're drinking can you see my spark."
  • "I wanna stay inside all day."
  • "I want the world to go away."
  • "I wanna drink until I ache."
  • "I wanna make a big mistake."
  • "I wish I wasn’t such a narcissist."
  • "Oh, God! I’m gonna die alone."
  • "Ain’t youth meant to be beautiful?"
  • "Give a little, get a lot. That’s just how you are with love."
  • "You may be good looking, but you’re not a piece of art."
  • "I'm gonna make you fall."
  • "Women and men we are the same, but love will always be a game."
  • "A human vulnerability doesn't mean that I am weak."
  • "I would sell my sorry soul, if I could have it all."
  • "All I really want is to be wonderful."
  • "People in this town, they can be so cruel."
  • "If only you knew, my dear, how I live my life in fear."
  • "Did I really deserve it?"
  • "I haven't lived life, I haven't lived love."
  • "Got bubble wrap around my heart, waiting for my life to start."
  • "I do not give a damn if you don't believe."
  • "It's my problem that I never am happy."
  • "Are you satisfied with an average life?"
  • "Baby, nothing comes for free."
  • "It's my problem if I wanna pack up and run away."
  • "It's my business if I feel the need to smoke and drink and sway."
  • "It's my problem if I have no friends and feel I want to die."
  • "This better be worth my while."
  • "I feel numb most of the time."
  • "I can't open up and cry 'cause I've been silent all my life."
  • "I need a friend."
  • "I'm no good to anyone."
  • "All I care about is being number one."
  • "I lie in bed, I hate my guts."
  • "It only takes two lonely people to fuck love up and make it evil."
  • "It only takes a drop of evil to fuck up two beautiful people."
  • "Candy is dandy, but liquor is quicker."
  • "Every kiss you give me makes me sicker."
  • "You're the best I've ever seen."
  • "Hollywood infected your brain."
  • "You wanted kissing in the rain."
  • "Your mind is just like mine."
  • "Baby, I'm gonna leave you drowning until you reach for my hand."
  • "I'm the one who left you, you're not the one who left me."
  • "I want you to die for my love."
  • "I take one look at you and I grow cold."
  • "Love is all that I fear."
  • "Ready to be let down."
  • "You were embarrassed of me 'cause I used my tongue freely."
  • "She's got all the personality of a lemon that has been truly sucked dry."
  • "You don't know fuck about my family."
  • "Never felt like a princess."
  • "You're hard to hug, tough to talk to."
  • "The only time you open up is when we get undressed."
  • "You don't love me, big fucking deal."
  • "Sometimes I ignore you, so I feel in control."
  • "I adore you, and I can't leave you alone."
  • "Come on, baby, let's just get drunk, forget we don't get on."
  • "Before the start began, I always saw the end."
  • "I wait for you to open up, to give yourself to me, but nothing's ever gonna give."
  • "Just don't get attached to somebody you could lose."
  • "Boys they like a little danger."
  • "I love you... At least I think I do."
  • "Sleep is not my friend."
  • "I go to bed feeling bad, that I'm the reason that you're sad."
  • "Do you want to be with somebody like me?"
  • "I feel like if I'm too kind, then you will only change your mind."
  • "Take advantage of my heart, and I'll go back into the dark."
  • "Love will never be forever, feelings are just like the weather."
  • "You've been acting awful tough lately... but inside, you're just a little baby."
  • "You don't always have to be on top."
  • "Better to be hated than loved for what you're not."
  • "You are not a robot."
  • "You're lovable, so lovable, but you're just troubled."
  • "Guess what? I'm not a robot."
  • "You've been hanging with the unloved kids, who you never really liked and you never trusted."
  • "You are so magnetic."
  • "Don't be so pathetic, just open up."
  • "We’ve broken up and now I regret it."
  • "I said goodbye when I shouldn’t have said it."
  • "No, I don’t love you."
  • "I just want to be held when I’m scared."
  • "Don't do love, don't do friends, I'm only after success."
  • "I just want to make a change."
  • "I know exactly what I want and who I want to be."
  • "If I fail, I'll fall apart."
  • "I feel like I'm the worst, so I always act like I'm the best."
  • "If you are not very careful, your possessions will possess you."
  • "TV taught me how to feel now real life has no appeal."

anonymous asked:

so i see you enjoy neo as much as anyone else who hates themselves OTL do you have any good fic recs for the pairing?

wow that is exactly how I feel about myself and neo in general because I am the biggest SLUT for this pairing, slightly (very) bitter that I didn’t discover VIXX during neo’s golden years, and slightly disgusted at how obsessed I am with this pairing (also I hear that a lot of Starlights find the pairing cliche and overrated but I cannot find it in me to give a fuck).

But before we begin, a shameless plug by yours truly:

Grey: Taekwoon’s world bursts into violent colour (pg, soulmate!AU, fluff/angst) 

- Of Sweets and Angels: Sanghyuk wonders if an angel has come to take him to Heaven (pg13, Hunger Games!AU + girl!Hakyeon)

So anyway, fic recs. I’m a relatively new Starlight (less than half a year in) so I myself am still exploring and discovering new material for this pairing, not helped by the fact that I lost a bunch of bookmarked fics when I reformatted my phone (one of them is lost forever). Everything I read is pg13 and below because I can’t and won’t read smut (v vanila, huge prude, sorry about that). A majority of the fics I mention can be found in this masterlist here so there’s a high chance you’ve already read it. But here are some of my faves in no particular order except for the first two:

R.I.P. (Reaper In Progress): It begins and ends in the dark. (pg13, reaper!AU, fluff/angst)

  • Okay let me tell you something about this fic. I read this fic four months ago and I’ve never truly moved on. It is hands down, one of the best pieces of fiction I have ever read. Needless to say, I cried, and even now I feel like crying because I allowed myself to think about it again. If you must choose only one fic to read, read this one. Not recommended to be read in public (like I did).

Paw Prints in the Snow: His first memory is Hakyeon’s face. (pg13, wizard/familiar!AU, fluff/angst, v angst, THE PAIN, one of my absolute faves)

There’s a Ghost Upon the Moor Tonight: When Taekwoon comes back to the clearing his house stands in, he’s not able to appreciate the color of the sky that comes in hues of pink and yellow, because there’s someone sitting on his porch, throwing dead leaves all around the ghost kitty. (g, ghost whisperer!AU, slow burn)

The Silence: The first time Hakyeon heard him sing, or rather the first time he would remember it, his mother died. (pg13, banshee!AU, slow burn)

Relative Destiny: Hakyeon is clueless. Taekwoon is clueless. The people they each like are clueless. Also, Hakyeon throws things at Wonshik and Taekwoon glares at Hongbin. (pg13, college!AU, very cute & fluffy, i did a lot of kicky legs while reading this)

Untitled Maniscript: So long as there’s a reader, no story will ever truly end. Hakyeon breathes life into the pages, and wholeheartedly believes their love will be perpetual. (pg, dystopian!AU, slow burn)

Little Talks: “Give it back now.” “Try and take it.” (pg13, canonverse, fluff, v cute)

Reminice: Taekwoon used to say the winter beach looked lonely. (g, cancer!au, angst, horrible horrible angst)

- Why Won’t You Return My Calls?: Hakyeon isn’t calling or texting anymore, and even though it hasn’t even been a day, Taekwoon’s worried. (pg13, canonverse, angst, horrible horrible angst, i should really learn to love myself)

- Unlock:  Hakyeon is so close to his goal, so close to his constant ache being cured, but his travelling companions are making reaching his destination a little more complicated than he would like. (pg13, magicverse+bandits!AU, subtle neo)

You’ve Got Me Chasing Promises on the Horizon:  Hakyeon decides to jump into the great unknown. (pg, psychic!AU + muggle!hakyeon)


Quietverse series

Reticent: Taekwoon’s world exists in quiet moments. (pg, canonverse, hurt/comfort, leo-centric, more about leo’s introversion than neo but I like it a lot because of how much I am able to relate to it)

Repose: Sometimes it gets harder to drown out life. (pg, canonverse, companion piece to the Reticent, with more pronounced neo)


Golden Silence series

Selective Mutism (g, childhood friends!AU, leo has selective mutism, fluff, mostly)

(In)dependence (g, college!AU, fluff)


bunny!leo series

*usually I feel kind of weird about hybrid!leo but this one is cute

Bunny Bunny:  “Woonie, you can’t eat flowers when you’re in your human form, okay?” (g, florist!AU + bunny!leo, fluff)

Sunshine (g, florist!AU + bunny!leo, fluff)

Carrot-Scented Hand Cream:   “You always talk about how other people smell, but you’ve never told me how I smell. Like you said Wonsik smells like feet and Hongbin smells like too much lotion…” (g, florist!AU + bunny!leo, fluff)


Ok so I mentioned that I don’t read smut but in certain circumstances, I force myself to sit through it. This is caused by either wips that start off as pg but then veer into nc-17 and I’m in too deep to back out or an intriguing enough plot/summary that makes me convince myself that I can handle it (I’m wrong. Every time.) I still don’t read the sexy bits though (I skim until I don’t see any “danger” words anymore, yes I’m that lame) so I can’t tell you if the smut is good or not (not that I’m able to tell even if I read it). Anyway: 

Just Can’t Control: Hakyeon’s sexuality is Jung Taekwoon’s new hair extensions for their new concept, Hyde, and the fact of that is killing him. (nc17, canonverse, hilariously self-absorbed sexually frustrated hakyeon, A+ humour)

Cream Over Moon: Hakyeon wouldn’t have guessed that a simple request to find a pet would turn out to be such a challenging job. And there’s more to his client than he initially thought- instead of just one, he ends up finding two cats. (r, urban fantasy!AU, idk the genre, adventure? mystery? whatever it is, it’s good)


also, I may or may not have finished two other vixx fanfics that I’m still building up the courage to actually publish on a writing blog I made about two weeks ago bye

edit: so maybe i made the blog now bye

Some Thoughts and Theories on Teddy and his Relationship With Vincent (A.K.A: Why My VinLou Ship Should Win Dammit!)

So on my regular re-read of BFF, I’ve come to notice a few things about Teddy and Vincent’s relationship that I think bear mentioning. Right now, we are at the stage where we are all wondering whether Teddy is having what may be the most inconveniently timed epiphany in regards to his feelings for Vincent, but I would like to raise the possibility of Teddy confusing his feelings for love when they aren’t. I would like to consider the possibility that his feelings are closer to admiration or maybe even jealousy to some degree. And I don’t mean jealousy over Vincent’s love, but Vincent himself. Let me explain:

1. Teddy has body image issues. He is skinny and scrawny and no matter how many people tell him that it isn’t important or that he looks good, he still can’t take his shirt off in public. Vincent wasn’t very attractive either when they first became friends, and while everyone likes to applaud Vincent for staying friends with Teddy after he got hot, I would like to take a moment to think about it from Teddy’s side. He has this new best friend who, even though he was just as dorky, swooped in and beat up John and stopped his bullying. And then one day he went through this ugly duckling transformation and now suddenly this new friend he has is popular and attractive. He has this amazing body now, the kind that Teddy wishes he could have. Maybe not the kind Teddy wants to make love to, but the kind he wants for himself. I bring this up after seeing the little collage at the start of chapter 20. Yes, it’s Teddy thinking about Vincent’s body, but it is sandwiched between scenes of bullying, where Teddy was made to feel bad because of his own physical appearance. That doesn’t seem like a time when Teddy would be thinking about anything sexual. I personally read it a little more like envy. Like, here is Teddy’s body that he hates, but look there is Vincent with the ideal form. 

2. Teddy is definitely jealous of Vincent’s relationship with his father, probably because he feels like Vincent is the son his father always wanted. 

Now, Teddy’s parents like Vincent a lot. I mean, they even bought him a car! And they’re nice to him, basically providing the example of good parenting and a good married relationship that Vincent never got at home. Also things like this: 

At first, I assumed that Teddy would be happy that his parents like his best friend, and I’m sure he is. But he is also jealous of it. Like the time Dr. Bijapur wanted to offer to walk onto the field with Vincent during the last game of the season. Teddy was very adamantly against this, and not because it might be embarrassing or anything, but instead…

Now this doesn’t mean that there isn’t genuine affection there. The two of them are close, best friends, which leads me into my next point.

 3. Teddy is kind of clingy. And I’m basing that off of several factors. For starters, there is his friendship with John which came to an unfortunate end. The two of them were very close, BFF’s since they were babies. In fact, it was in the flashback to their friendship that I first saw the words “Best Friends Forever” actually used in the comic.

As the title of the entire comic, I can’t help but feel like this is important. The John and Teddy relationship has been set up to play a very important role in this story, much more important than I assumed John would be in the beginning, and I can’t help but suspect that that is because Teddy’s previous relationship with John is influencing his current relationship with Vincent. How? Well, John was Teddy’s original Best Friend Forever. With the death of his mother and his descent into douchebaggery however, that friendship came to a bitter end. Enter Vincent, Teddy’s new Best Friend Forever. Even without romantic feelings, Teddy values Vincent a lot and would hate to lose him. At the beginning of the comic, Vincent is really the only friend Teddy has, and even after he becomes friends with the cheerleaders Vincent is still the only friend he really opens up to. And Teddy is fiercely protective of that friendship. I mean, just remember the revenge he sought when the guys crashed Dude Night? 

If you remember, this resulted in the guys getting stood up for the dance. 

Teddy, who everyone believes is so sweet and nice and innocent, is not afraid to play dirty to protect his relationship with Vincent. It’s that important to him and I can’t help but feel like some of that is due to his own insecurities. Vincent is handsome and popular he has no reason to stay friends with Teddy, especially considering that Teddy has already had one best friend turn on him. 

But where am I going with this? Well, several places. For starters, Summer Break. Where Vincent almost kissed him. Teddy noticed. I know Teddy noticed because he told Penelope, and then later Vincent asked if they needed to talk about it. It is obviously a thing that they have both acknowledged. Vincent even said as much to Louis.

So, all agreed? Teddy has clearly acknowledged that what happened was a thing, but then continued to act as if it never happened. But he knows that it did, and Teddy isn’t stupid okay? There are only so many reasons to try and kiss somebody, so I’m pretty sure that he knows somewhere, maybe even just in the back of his mind that Vincent has feelings for him. And I can’t help but wonder if somewhere equally deep inside, he is relieved. Because if Vincent has feelings for him, he isn’t going to leave him. And I don’t think that Teddy is in love with him, but the way he acts sometimes… He has to know how that kind of behavior comes off. People have even confronted him about it and Penelope was concerned that he wasn’t being careful enough of Vincent’s feelings. And I would like to think better of Teddy, but he has been known to be a bit devious to get what he wants, and maybe it’s accidental. Maybe he doesn’t quite realize what he is doing. But I sometimes wonder if he acts the way he does, knowing Vincent’s feelings for him, to help ensure his place in Vincent’s life. because if Vincent is still in love with him, Vincent isn’t going to leave him or turn on him like John did. Hell, Teddy is even turning down Princeton to go to a less prestigious school with Vincent. Sure, he said that Princeton was too WASP-y, but his father brought up a good point: So is Victoria High. I don’t quite believe that argument. I more readily believe that Teddy is scared of being on his own, without Vincent. Of having to make new friends or maybe of growing apart from Vincent as people sometimes do when there is distance between them. Going away to college can be scary and I believe that Teddy is scared. Do I believe he is handling his fear in a healthy way? No, not at all. Neither does his dad, actually. 

No. I don’t really think that Teddy knows that. Regardless, I think that all of his fears and insecurities are only exacerbated by the fact that for the first time, things are changing… How? Well…

4. Teddy never had any problem with Vincent dating Kamri. In fact, he even encourages it at times. He likes Kamri and he likes her and Vincent together. But if you’ll notice, Kamri never came between the two of them. Hell, when the comic starts Vincent and Kamri are in bed together and he is still talking about Teddy. But then, Vincent and Kamri were never in a real relationship because Vincent has always been gay and in love with someone else. I don’t think Teddy has ever had to experience the adjustment period that comes with trying to balance a best friend with a relationship because Teddy has always come first, regardless. But now there is Louis in the picture. Louis who is male, and gay, and someone who Vincent could conceivably develop feelings for. Have an actual relationship. And even though Teddy is unaware of their secret fuckbuddy arrangement, he is still feeling the effects of it. Vincent is spending time with Louis that he would normally have reserved for Teddy, and the secrecy makes it all the worse because to Teddy he is suddenly lying and sneaking around and not being totally honest. Teddy doesn’t know what exactly is up, but he knows that it’s something and I imagine that his own personal insecurities make this especially worse.  

4. Then there are the things we’ve learned about Teddy through his relationship with Penelope. 

And this was over Penelope, a girl he was kind of dating just to date. To get experience or something. And I mean, he did like her. He wasn’t in love with her, but he did like her. I think he was a little put out that she didn’t want an actual, exclusive relationship with him though. So if we think about this as foreshadowing, there was Teddy and Penelope. And they liked each other. But Penelope had a boyfriend. And Teddy wasn’t necessarily jealous, but he was competitive and a bit possessive. And if you look at the Teddy/ Vincent/ Louis situation, I could honestly see it playing out in a similar way. I think that Teddy has gotten used to being first in Vincent’s life (Literally first. Vincent has a crap relationship with his parents, Teddy is actually the most important person to him) and has never had to share and I don’t think he wants to now. 

Now, these are just my theories based on my own personal observations. The observations of an avid VinLou shipper. Maybe I’m right. Maybe I’m wrong. Honestly, the comic has surprised me before. In the beginning I had assumed that it would be Teddy in love with Vincent, not the other way around. That part honestly surprised me. In the beginning I thought that Louis was a much smaller character and now he is part of my OTP. I thought that John was an insignificant jock character, just there to be kind of an asshole. I was wrong. One of the great yet frustrating things about this comic is that it isn’t usually predictable. 

I am sure that there are plenty of VinTed (TedVin? Vinddy?Tedcent? Bijafawkes? What even is the Vincent/Teddy ship name?) shippers with their own theories and I would honestly like to hear them. I think the biggest hole in this is the Teddy-boner scene from the ski chalet, and asking Louis about his sexuality. How he knew he was gay. Now teenage boys get boners all the time and Teddy may just be confusing his feelings towards Vincent, of not wanting to lose him, as something romantic. That’s the only real argument I have against those things and I admit, it’s incomplete. I will conclude, however, by saying that I do love Teddy. I know that someone of my opinions may sound as if I think he is a horrible character and I don’t. I don’t think that any of his actions, whether I am interpreting them correctly or not, are coming from a bad place. I think that he loves Vincent, and whether that is a romantic love or not, that he doesn’t want to lose him. But I do also agree with Louis in the latest chapter (23.4) Teddy is being a bit of a selfish asshole, so while I love the character I can’t say I’m fond of his behavior. 

I agree with Penelope when she said that Teddy needed to spend more time alone. 

She means you need to learn to be a little more independent Teddy. The codependency in their relationship is one of the main reasons why I no longer ship Vincent and Teddy together. 

Do you agree? Do you disagree? I love talking about this comic (And reading very long text-post theories and speculations. I hope you do too. If not….sorry not sorry) so please, share ALL the theories with me. I can take it!