forever a 3 year old tho

Basically a slightly modified RANT i made about @MARVEL as LEGNA on a fanfic(had literally nothing to do with the fic. Biggest tangent on a comment ever. but i did it, and i got to get it out of my chest, its been EATING at me for a while.)

My dumbass is starting to realize that 616 will only ever satisfy people with their stories on an Action level. Because, the thing is, these characters have being around a long time, and will be around for even longer. Because it is believed that the audience doesn’t wanna see their characters grow old, comics freeze them in time. This creates perpetually young characters with a bunch of action and shit going down, constantly, through a long period of time. Like, 40 years to the reader, equals, say, 10 years in the X-Men, for example. Add the fact, that the idea of writing a happy couple doesn’t appeal to writers, for the reason that the sole idea of keeping that up, for who knows how long, might bore the audience(completely debatable). The only couples that are allowed to be happy, these days, are the ones that might, in the real world, be given a harder time by our awful society simply for existing (Take Biracial Couples: jessica jones/luke cage, or Same Sex Couples: rictor/shatterstar). I reallyREALLYreally hate the ABSOLUTE FALSE idea that writing an established couple is the ruination of two great characters. (This implies that the most exciting thing that can happen to a couple is a dramatic rupture, almost as ridiculous as the idea that the very best thing that might happen to someone is being in a relationship). You can still write life partners, in an interesting, entertaining way, that stick together through thick and thin, regardless of how hard it gets(Mystique/Destiny, until Irene died). The way comic writers keep tearing people apart, for what almost appears to be a lazy try at the glorified “Gritty Realism”. ’S got me yawning at this point  ya’ll, tbh. We all have a pretty clear idea, how the X-Men would have been wrapped had it been meant to be a short story, or at least a story with a specific date of caducity. I am not ranting for the sake of Romy(ROGUExGAMBIT), because as much as I love the couple, that is neither here nor there. What annoys me is the fact that Rogue’s characterisation is a fucking tragedy (I’m using her, as an example, never mind the fact that most heroes act like goddamn teenagers in these books). No one who’s gone through the stuff she’s gone through, acts the way she does in the comics (the way she’s been written by certain authors). She’s literally the Token Angry Person. Know what I’d REALLY appreciate at this point? ACTUAL Gritty Realism. Not glamourised SuperBullshit. Give me Heroes in therapy. Give me Heroes with PTSD. Give me Heroes that switch sides(whether it’s for the better or as a mistake). Give me heroes that struggle with killing, and collateral. Give me Heroes that cash out in the pursuit of their own happiness. Give me Heroes with anti-climatic deaths. Heroes who struggle with addiction. Realistically positive things, even. Heroes who part relationships amicably. Give me Piotr Raputin AND Kitty effin’ Pryde, actually, compromising about their Personal Ideologies(They are both heroes who believe in the Greater Good. The only people who do not manage to compromise on these types of things, are those who care more about being right, than they do about their own happiness). Because, while I do believe, that a Superhero’s life would be HARD AS ALL HELL. Even more so as a couple, I also believe that surviving the amount of shit that they already HAVE together would create a very specific type of bond that isn’t addressed in 616!canon. Using Gambit and Rogue as an example: With that  whole SHITSHOW with Vargas under their belt among everything else… There is no way that a break up down the line would NOT have been cataclysmic, emotionally. To an extent that a civilian would never understand. That shared life experience is under NO circumstances on the same level as “Oh, we had even rented our wedding venue, and now we are perfect strangers” (which is totes what one would guess with the tepid, half-assed, pussyfooting BS we read about them now a days). This is: We have literally, in a relationship or otherwise, brought each other back from the dead and now we don’t talk anymore. I’m not touching the whole Antartica fiasco with a 10-foot-pole (they addressed it like, once.  Rogue absorbed Remy’s despair and desire to die, and I’m just here like… weak. WEAK. Like…….. Should’t we talk more about this??? Did she try to come back when his psyche faded??? Ugh. UGH.) Comics Rogue is super indecisive, right? She’s like I’ll follow u till the ends of the earth to save you from yourself, and 3 minutes later, She’s like: I need some space. I need some time. I need to be alone. Like ??????????????????  In their line of work where they could be dead tomorrow that makes no sense. The kind of perspective that sort of lifestyle grants you doesn’t fit the high school level coping mechanisms. Like, yeah. perhaps if you live under normal circumstances, with a 9-to-5 job thats like a thing. BUT THEY DO NOT??????????????? THEY LIVE UNDER THE MOST BATSHIT REALITY? Like if those were her legit emotional resources she would’ve offed herself years ago????? BUT LETS SAY IT IS A THING. Let’s say that she does have that impulse to push everyone who loves her away. Realistically, she’d done it like at first????? and then I don’t know, GROW UP? ???????????????????

and the worst WORST PART
Is that lazy writing has gotten her character to read as this petty, insufferable bitch that Gambit puts up with??????
LIKE WHAT
that was not what her character was meant to be

AND I CAN’T EVEN BE MAD AT PEOPLE WHO HATE HER CHARACTER, BECAUSE IF I DIDN’T LOVE HER NEAR AS MUCH I’D PROBABLY SKIM OVER HER CHARACTER TOO AND GET EXACTLY THAT AS THE GIST OF IT.
UGH DON’T TOUCH ME 

I AM SO ANGRY


AND TO CULMINATE THE RANT: I have no doubt in my mind that their relationship would have NEVER deteriorated to the point it is today, had writers not fallen into drama for the sake of it. To have her push him away, as if that should be the deciding factor of Remy Lebeau being or not an adventurer. She wants him=Relationship(boring). She doesn’t=He lives it up around the world. At this point. I swear. Even if a writer were like: Yeah, you know what? kiss and make up. In a minute, another would be like: OOC (TAKING INTO ACCOUNT SAID CHARACTER’S CURRENT DEVELOPMENT) SLEEZY AFFAIR ANYONE HMM?. Then, the next one, would make the other get kidnapped by aliens, and since it has no fixated ending it’ll just go on and on and on. Pulling them together and apart, for ~Shock Value~. 


ALSO:

I am FOREVER BITTER that we FINALLYfinally get a FUCKING happy FUNCTIONAL, NON-CODEPENDENT, STABLE relationship, between ‘RORO AND LOGAN and 3 seconds later it’s like NOPE HE’S DEAD. BUT WE STILL WANT LOGAN THO. JUST NOT AT PEACE WITH LIFE. SO TAKE THIS OTHER VERSION THAT IS SUPER UNHAPPY. YAY.

THEY LITERALLY WANTED THE CHARACTER BACK. JUST NOT THE HAPPINESS AND FUCKING WELL DESERVED REST.

WE WANT MAN-PAIN-FUELED LOGAN
YEAHNO
fuck you for always.


TL DR: Real Life does, absolutely, deal with break ups and estrangement, and personal tragedy, and a whole lot of really REALLY shitty BS. But if I, as a 23 year old woman from a third world country, know enough about psychology, and wellness, and mindfulness, to fucking AIM to acknowledge and rid myself of toxic behaviour, to be better and HAPPIER. I have no doubt in my mind NEW YORK HQd Heroes, that are as well traveled as they are. Know as much as they do about the world, have just a bit more of a grip on their Emotional Inteligence than the cast of Jersey Shore. just saying’.


Quite Frankly? Like how much better would comics be, if we didn’t just get the Ultron’s back for the 67th time story, or “X” is back from the dead trope. IMAGINE if they used a mix of mundane/extraordinary elements to create a story. Like, i don’t know. Bobby coming out of the closet, and doing something lame like speed dating, and hanging out with Kyle and Jean Paul, and Star and Ric, while he tries to save the world. Like, give me SOMETHING heartwarming before you dash my hopes and dreams. Comics would be so much better if instead of trying to be a full on escape from reality with their far fetched, and at this point, quite honestly, pointless and repetitive adventures, we saw heroes, simultaneously, struggle with mundane, human problems, that they, in the end, managed to rise above of. TALK ABOUT WIN-WIN. 

Needless to say. I don’t believe that heroes are PRE-REQUISITELY supposed to come with an element of tragedy, or misery, in order to be a legit hero(SIDE-EYEING THE HELL OUT OF YOU DC COMICS

There are positive forces that push people into heroics, I like to believe. I do not subscribe to the idea, that it is a superheroes’ dissatisfaction with other elements in their life, that push them to be devoted heroes.

I wanted to practice some frisk designs, cause even tho the game is over a year old already I still don’t have a good design for when I do undertale drawings. Plus, I’ve been wanting to draw fanart for this adorable comic for forever

So, combined the two, and drew Charatale!Frisk in a few cute outfits! Plus a blushy chara <3

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OH GOOOOOD
OH GO D
DJASDJA
THIS IS SO CUTE
OH NO
TOO CUTE
THE BLUSHY CHARA THOUGH
THE FIRST OUTFIT IS ABSOLUTELY MY FAVORITE ONE


!!! :’D I LOVE THIS A LOT

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You left him alone with your child 3/5

Harry

You were cooking dinner when you heard your baby cried, it seems that Harry can’t take good care of his own son. You ran upstairs to see what’s wrong this time. When you were just a few inches from the door the crying stopped. You took a peek through the door frame. You saw your husband holding your son, talking to him. “Hey there buddy, I’m your daddy, please don’t cry. Do you want to know something? You got your mommy’s eyes, big and beautiful, and you got that handsome look from me. I bet when you grow up, all the girls will run after you because you’re too handsome. And someday, you’re going to meet that one girl that’s going to change your life forever. That girl’s gonna be pretty like mommy, and smart, adorable, sweet, a little bit uptight tho.” he smiled as he watches his son falling asleep. You cleared your throat, he looked up and giggled, “Told you so.”
Niall 

Taking a stroll at the park is what you do every weekend with Niall and your 3 year old daughter. You were having a pretty good time till your daughter screamed, “Mommy!!!!!!” You ran towards her, worried. When you got there, she was standing holding your husband’s hand, which made you a bit confused. “What’s wrong baby?” you asked. “She wants ice cream, I left my wallet in the drawer.” “Oh, haha okay. You stay right here with daddy okay?” “Okay mommy.” she smiled. You ran to the other side of the park to catch the ice cream man before he leaves, you got the ice cream that your daughter wanted, when you got back, you overheard your daughter and husband talking. “Daddy, I wanna be a princess when i grow up.” she said as she twirled around your husband. “You’re a princess sweetie.” “Really? That means you’re the king and mommy’s the queen.” she laughed. “Yes, you’re a pretty princess like your mommy.” “Daddy? Why do you go away so much?” she asked. “Ermm…. That’s because..” “What daddy?” “Well, when our kingdom is in trouble, I have to go and save the day with your uncles.” “Why don’t you stay and let Uncle Harry, Liam, Zayn, and Louis save the day?” “Because we’re a team, and teams stay together. And we don’t want our princesses to get hurt.” “Why can’t I come with? I can help you.” “Awh princess, you have to stay in the castle with your mommy, you’re the princess, its your duty to look after the queen and the kingdom okay?” “Okay daddy.” she said hugging him. Tears fell on your cheeks when you saw that beautiful moment. “Mommy!! You’re back!!!!”

Liam

You and your boys went on a camping trip. Your husband set up the tent with your 5 year old son. You started unpacking with your 3 year old daughter. “Mommy, we did it! We built a tent!” your son yelled excitedly. “That’s amazing!” you said as you walked to check your tent. “We’re a pretty good team.” Liam laughed as he pick your son up and put him on his shoulders. “Yeah! We’re a great team dad!” The four of you set up a campfire and started roosting marshmallows. “Mommy, there’s a lot of bugs here, its biting me.” your daughter said scratching her arms. “Stay here, i’ll go get the lotion okay.” you replied standing up and go to the tent. You were looking for the lotion when you heard your kids having a conversation with your husband. “So daddy, yesterday Ms.April told us a story about Hansel and Gretel, They live in the woods too, they’re siblings.” your son said cracking the silence. “Who’s Hansel and Gletel?” your daughter asked. “They’re siblings sweetie. They were walking in the woods when they found a magical house full of candies and treats. But there’s an old evil witch who wants to put them in the oven!” Liam said with his “story telling” impression. “I want candies and tweats daddy!” she said smiling. “No, you can’t! the witch’s evil! She eats boys and girls.” said your son as he gestures the way the witch would scare little children. Your daughter jumped, and ran over to your husband. “Hey, its okay, no one will ever hurt my little girl.” “Daddy, how are we going to eat candies if all the candies are in the witch’s house?” she asked looking into your husband’s eyes. “We could go through the woods tomorrow and find the gingerbread house!” your son said standing up. “Hold on there, the wood’s dangerous, and the gingerbread house os dangerous too.” “But dad, look at Hansel and Gretel! They’re brother and sister, and they’re brave!” he pouted. “No, look, Hansel and Gretel don’t have parents, they’re lonely, but you two do, you have your mommy and daddy, and they’ll give you all the candies in the world.” your husband said hugging your kids. 

You left him alone with your child (3/5)

 

Harry You were cooking dinner when you heard your baby cried, it seems that Harry can’t take good care of his own son. You ran upstairs to see what’s wrong this time. When you were just a few inches from the door the crying stopped. You took a peek through the door frame. You saw your husband holding your son, talking to him. “Hey there buddy, I’m your daddy, please don’t cry. Do you want to know something? You got your mommy’s eyes, big and beautiful, and you got that handsome look from me. I bet when you grow up, all the girls will run after you because you’re too handsome. And someday, you’re going to meet that one girl that’s going to change your life forever. That girl’s gonna be pretty like mommy, and smart, adorable, sweet, a little bit uptight tho.” he smiled as he watches his son falling asleep. You cleared your throat, he looked up and giggled, “Told you so.” Niall  Taking a stroll at the park is what you do every weekend with Niall and your 3 year old daughter. You were having a pretty good time till your daughter screamed, “Mommy!!!!!!” You ran towards her, worried. When you got there, she was standing holding your husband’s hand, which made you a bit confused. “What’s wrong baby?” you asked. “She wants ice cream, I left my wallet in the drawer.” “Oh, haha okay. You stay right here with daddy okay?” “Okay mommy.” she smiled. You ran to the other side of the park to catch the ice cream man before he leaves, you got the ice cream that your daughter wanted, when you got back, you overheard your daughter and husband talking. “Daddy, I wanna be a princess when i grow up.” she said as she twirled around your husband. “You’re a princess sweetie.” “Really? That means you’re the king and mommy’s the queen.” she laughed. “Yes, you’re a pretty princess like your mommy.” “Daddy? Why do you go away so much?” she asked. “Ermm…. That’s because..” “What daddy?” “Well, when our kingdom is in trouble, I have to go and save the day with your uncles.” “Why don’t you stay and let Uncle Harry, Liam, Zayn, and Louis save the day?” “Because we’re a team, and teams stay together. And we don’t want our princesses to get hurt.” “Why can’t I come with? I can help you.” “Awh princess, you have to stay in the castle with your mommy, you’re the princess, its your duty to look after the queen and the kingdom okay?” “Okay daddy.” she said hugging him. Tears fell on your cheeks when you saw that beautiful moment. “Mommy!! You’re back!!!!” Liam You and your boys went on a camping trip. Your husband set up the tent with your 5 year old son. You started unpacking with your 3 year old daughter. “Mommy, we did it! We built a tent!” your son yelled excitedly. “That’s amazing!” you said as you walked to check your tent. “We’re a pretty good team.” Liam laughed as he pick your son up and put him on his shoulders. “Yeah! We’re a great team dad!” The four of you set up a campfire and started roasting marshmallows. “Mommy, there’s a lot of bugs here, its biting me.” your daughter said scratching her arms. “Stay here, i’ll go get the lotion okay.” you replied standing up and go to the tent. You were looking for the lotion when you heard your kids having a conversation with your husband. “So daddy, yesterday Ms.April told us a story about Hansel and Gretel, They live in the woods too, they’re siblings.” your son said cracking the silence. “Who’s Hansel and Gletel?” your daughter asked. “They’re siblings sweetie. They were walking in the woods when they found a magical house full of candies and treats. But there’s an old evil witch who wants to put them in the oven!” Liam said with his “story telling” impression. “I want candies and tweats daddy!” she said smiling. “No, you can’t! the witch’s evil! She eats boys and girls.” said your son as he gestures the way the witch would scare little children. Your daughter jumped, and ran over to your husband. “Hey, its okay, no one will ever hurt my little girl.” “Daddy, how are we going to eat candies if all the candies are in the witch’s house?” she asked looking into your husband’s eyes. “We could go through the woods tomorrow and find the gingerbread house!” your son said standing up. “Hold on there, the wood’s dangerous, and the gingerbread house is dangerous too.” “But dad, look at Hansel and Gretel! They’re brother and sister, and they’re brave!” he pouted. “No, look, Hansel and Gretel don’t have parents, they’re lonely, but you two do, you have your mommy and daddy, and they’ll give you all the candies in the world.” your husband said hugging your kids. “ Okay daddy.. Promise? ” your son asked. “ No, pinky pwomise? ” your daughter added. “ I promise. ”

HeHello hello helloo guyyys~ since this is the last day of 2013 and  i reached +1.5 followers long time ago i decided that it’s time to finally do my first follow forever! yay~ ^^

omg i didn’t know it was so hard to make one u.u anyways i want to thank all the people that follows me even tho my blog is nothing special. Thanks to my old and new followers, you know without you i wouldn’t be here. and thanks to all the people who make my dashboard flawless :3

during this year and a half i’ve been here i’ve met amazing people and i know i’m awkward and i can’t really hadle friendships and these things but i want you to know that i don’t forget and i’m really happy to be here with you so i’m sorry if i ever disappointed any of you.

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