forced but i still like it

away from the sun

soulmate au 

pairing: taehyung | reader
genre: fluff and soft angst
word count: 20.409
warnings: none
author’s note: this story involved a whole lot of research involving many topics (read on if you want to find out hehe). I tried to represent them in the best way I could, but there are probably a few inaccuracies, so I apologize in advance for that. anyway, this is just another long plot with a bit of cheese on the side. please enjoy :) 

Once every five years, when the June solstice arrives and graces the sky with the midnight sun, a comet dashes by.

It is more than just a blinking light that moves at an unhinged speed. According to what you’ve heard, it looks like it stills in the middle of the vastness of space, and its tail flickers and shimmies in long tendrils of vibrant colors full of meaning — a subtle force that speaks to the humans who look up to the stars and set their eyes on the glowing meteorite, unique but just as intense for every single gaze. It speaks of soulmates and fate, of heavy truths and indelible bonds.

Each person sees a different pool of colors. You’ve heard more than a thousand stories, of people who saw the colors of the fireplace and others who were seized by the soothing hues of woodland during dawn. You’ve read about colors that go from the red blush of a beach beneath the sunset to the ivory traces of a wintry hill covered in thick snow. The colors do not give them the name of their soulmates, but once they find their other half, they will see those rich tones reflected in their lover’s eyes.

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Am I the only person that would actually forgive, and I mean forgive the boy that’d kissed me to get me to drink the potion and not be that salty about it? Bc I totally would do just that?

You know I just cannot resist these… 😉
My word is ‘accident’!
Loves ya 😘  Submitted by @moonlitskinwalker

“Come on! Hit me!” you said, dancing back and forth on your feet. “I wanna see if you’ve still got it!”

Dean shook his head. “I’m not hitting you. You’re a girl!”

“So what! I’m a hunter first! Hit me, or I’m going to knock you out!”

Dean ran his hand over his mouth, looking at the ground. He didn’t seem like he was going to do it. You geared up to give him a little push when suddenly, he came at you with full force and knocked you to the ground.

You grinned and laughed, quickly shoving him off you and hopping back up. He made it too easy. 

“You’re gonna regret this,” he teased. 

“Not at all.”

You came at him this time, using all your weight to shove him backwards. He thought he was balanced, but he wasn’t expecting the full force of your body to hit him. He stumbled backwards, falling on his ass. 

He grumbled and picked himself back up. He was going to try to do the same thing to you, you could see it in the way he shifted on his feet and got into a running stance. You heard the doorknob behind you jiggle and you realized you had a golden opportunity. You let Dean run with full force towards, and you moved to the side right as he got close. Sam opened the door right then and Dean flew through the doorway, knocking Sam to the ground with a loud oomph. 

You couldn’t have timed it more perfectly.

“Dude, get off me! What the hell are you doing!” 

“It wasn’t me, she tricked me! It was an accident!”

You heard them picking themselves up.

“Are you guys play fighting again?” Sam paused, then groaned. “Seriously? Keep your kinky stuff out of our shared motel room.”

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Cary Loudermilk

Bless that lovely man so much. Out of all the new people David has met at Summer land, he’s the only one of them who didn’t try to go after David with a weapon this last episode. Instead he’s building a device to try to isolate David from the yellow eyed devil/Lenny. I just find it interesting because out of all of them Cary has probably had the least amount of personal interaction with David. Melanie and Ptonomy have been inside his head, quite literally, and they’ve at least had a small glimpse of the demons lurking in David’s mind(figurative and literal). By contrast, Cary’s interaction has been much more clinical and removed, studying his biology and monitoring his brain waves and sciency stuff like that. Yet he’s the only one(aside from Syd) who is still trying to find a way to peaceably resolve things(I’m still not sure why they went after him with lethal force in the first place?). Also Cary was the one who realized that they were dealing with some sort of psychic parasite, despite, to my knowledge, never having been inside David’s memories like the rest of them. Cary Loudermilk is a wonderful person and should be protected.

What Hurts

Sister!Reader x Dean Winchester, Sister!Reader x Sam Winchester

Warnings: Reader Self Harm, Depression

A/N: This may or may not suck but, let’s hope for the best! BTW, I was listening to “Hurts So Good” by Astrid S. while writing this so, go check that out!


Being a hunter, you’re suppose to stay strong through and through.

Being a 20 year old woman who was forced to grow up to soon and has to consistently watch her brothers die over and over again. That’s a different story.

Watching Dean and Sam be hurt, dying, being possessed, going off the deep end, it all hurts. And even though they are right down the hall from me, I still feel like I am completely alone.

They don’t talk to me like we use to. And I stay in my room most times, with no contact on the outside world besides Cas bringing me food every once in a while with a pitiful smile.

But I’m numb. I just want to feel again. I want to be human again.

I walk over to my night stand and grab the switch blade I’ve had since I was twelve. I press the sharp object to my skin, letting the burn settle. It hurt like a bitch, don’t get me wrong, but it was nice that I could feel something again.

But just like that, I was back to being numb. I press the knife into my arm again. And again. And again. Until I was satisfied and had at least seven cuts in.


After that night, I felt a little better, knowing I wasn’t numb to the bone. But still, my chest and head ached at times and I have to go to my room again.

I grab the knife and pull my sleeves up. I press the blade to my skin, welcoming the feeling again.

“Hey (Y/N) I need your he-…No.” Dean barges in. I drop the knife from where it was and I just stared at him. He was so heart broken.

Dean walks over and grabs the knife from the floor, closing it and putting it in his pocket. He then grabs my hand and drags me out of my room. Panic washed over me when he took my to the kitchen, where I knew Sam was.

I pulled back a little but his hand gripped onto me. There wasn’t any use in fighting it.

He brought me into the kitchen and told me to sit on a chair while he went and grabbed some disinfectant and gauze from the cabinet. I could feel Sam staring at me, but I kept my eyes to the ground.

Dean comes back over, drenching a piece of cloth in disinfectant and pressing it against my skin, making me hiss at the harsh burn. He held it there and was just staring at my arm.

How long have you been doing this to yourself?” Sam asks, breaking the silence.

“For a week now.” I inform shortly.

Dean takes the cloth off and then grabs the gauze, wrapping it around my arm and taping it. He sits there and stares down at his shoes.

“Why?” he whispers.

I can’t stand being alone Dean. It hurts. My head, my heart, it all hurts.” I say loud enough to where Sam can also hear. Tears were rolling down my cheeks. He grabs my hands.

“Look at me (Y/N) Winchester. Now. You are strong, and you are brave. There is no need for you to do this. Sam and I aren’t going anywhere anytime soon. And we are always there for you. So when you feel the need to do this again, come to us. If you can’t, just breathe. You will be alright. We believe in you.” Dean says staring into my eyes. I nod and he pulls me into a hug. I feel a hand press to my back and I pull away to hug my other brother.

“We love you. Always remember this.”

Originally posted by whoeveryoulovethemost

saxmaster1224  asked:

Is it kinda messed up that a headcanon I have about EMR is that even if a siren doesn't kill their victim, their life force is too low to sustain them, and they enter a comatose state, where they'll usually die anyway. Is that even how it works? Or what does happen?

Well, you know that people are different. In the same situations, different bodies would work and react in different ways.

Some people could die even if you don’t take their entire life force. Some people would just pass out, some people might even still remain awake. Some could fall comatose, like you suggested.

Try to give more open thoughts to these kinds of things. Remember that EMR’s companies and sirens are all over the world. 7.5 billion people in the world. 7.5 billion possibilities.


anonymous asked:

About the VMAs gif-> I love how Lauren was awkward after grabbing Camila's hand and touched her thigh because she was too excited to contain her body langage. Then she's like 'OKAY I'll put my hand behind my head so I won't be obvious' But she end up with a weird posture 😁+ The AMAs red carpet when she check out Camila and then realised they weren't alone and was 'oh sh*t oh sh*t'. It's been years and Lauren is still struggling with that & act awkward about it and it's just so cute 😆

Yuuuup!!! I know for certain there was/is something between them. I feel like their story is unfinished and if what wildflyme said is true. Seems like Lauren has tried to make things works several times and it just doesn’t work. Maybe because she trying to force something with Lucy that cones naturally with Camila.😏

anonymous asked:

Did you ever feel like Stydia was a forced relationship compared to Stalia? Stalia's chemistry was always evident and there. Whereas with Stydia, I just feel like they're forcing it too much

I can’t even say I thought they were forcing Stydia because Stiles and Lydia were so distant in my mind, like I didn’t find any of their scenes charged or a telling moment or a building block to them being together. It always felt like Stiles got over his obsession until someone said something about him liking her still and I was like … Really?

shinyfroakie  asked:

Do you think Orbot and Cubot will be in Sonic Forces? While I think it be cool if they make the story darker I'm concerned they'd get rid of them because they might be too silly. I guess they'll always be in boom but I still feel like it be a shame if they were taken out of the main Sonic canon

I’m sure they’ll still be present, seeing how I assume this game will be more legitimately balanced with it’s supposedly darker tone compared to previous examples of the sort.

And I think they’re too integrated with the series at this point to just disappear for no reason, especially for a game that involves an important Eggman-centric scenario. (They may have been left out of Generations bar a cameo appearance, but that can be chalked up to the lack of emphasis on the plot, and they only made one appearance before that point… well, two if you count SA-55 for Orbot.)

anonymous asked:

yeah, what is wrong with dirkjake?

the reason i asked the other person to send me an ask is because i prefer to answer this in privet, but if you insist, fine. don’t reblog this, everything is under the cut, there are links to mspa pages to back up everything i am saying in the text, and TW in advance. 

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that’s me as a gnc kid crying. nobody questioned why i was gnc but i was still cryin bc i wanted to transition but my terf parents didn’t let me. do u want ur kid to be like that, terfs???? a gnc child?? that doesn’t believe in gender?? do u rlly want that. here’s my gofundme to finally transition. ignorr the bubblegum in my mouth the terfs forced me

anonymous asked:

Truth or Truth (Okita route. Good end) Chizuru. Does Souji ever steal kisses from you? How often?

“All the time,” responds Chizuru immediately, but blushes just as instantaneously. “I’m sure he’d tell you ‘whenever he wants one’, because he’s like that. He teases me all the time, and surprises me a lot, but he never forces me to do anything.” She glances aside, fidgeting with her hands. “Sometimes they’re just on my head, or my cheek, but then sometimes he’ll pull me into a kiss on the lips, or he’ll come up behind me and nestle his face in my neck…” Chizuru visibly shivers at the memory, turning redder still, and her eyes glaze over for several seconds before she shakes herself back to the present. “A-ah, but that’s n-not what you asked!” she stutters, flailing suddenly. “S-sorry!”


My mantra was in full force this week; ya dream girl had shit to do. Like, truck-loads of shit. Yearbook stuff is a pain in the ass sometimes and so much hard work, but I’m starting to realize that nobody is asking me to work hard. I decide to work hard because I want to. It’s my passion and what I care about, and one of the ways I put my small stamp on the world. And I’m going to make sure I do my work proudly. I still have so much to do and have to study with finals coming up next week, but I’m figuring it out. sigh. // Busy is a blessing.


Two very different kind of evil.

its like -93519 degrees outside 

Star Wars PSA:

Because I keep seeing the “Finn is useless”/Finn erasure crap in some of the tags/fan spaces, I feel like this needs to be said:


Finn saved the entire galaxy. Straight up. If it weren’t for Finn, Poe would be dead. Rey would still be on Jakku. The First Order would have gotten BB-8 and the location of Luke Skywalker, and the Starkiller would still be operational. 

Finn’s the biggest hero in the whole film, and the entire galaxy owes him a great debt. 

That is all.  

“Well, well well…

Little Star is having trouble with her wand…”

A Moana/SVTFOE crossover idea - because the visuals in “Shiny” are so cool, we might as well cover everything in blacklight paint! If Toffee was gigantic and was in a similar scenario with Star, it might look like this…maybe?

(remember guys, he’s still technically the villain…)

it’s been over 13 months since ‘the force awakens’ was released and i still don’t understand why people like h/ux so much other than the fact that he’s a white man. in all my months on this website i literally have not heard one single authentic and convincing explanation with canon basis as to why people actually like him

I´ve seen a few presumed outfits for Kylo Ren in Episode VIII. Can I make a suggestion too?

I´ve seen IAMX last sunday and I blame Janine Gezang and Sammi Doll for this terrible fanart. They looked amazing wearing something similar so this is the first thing I´ve sketched the next day at work.