“Be legit” for a second? Okay, fine, I’ll get real. But you asked for it, all right?
What I’m doing is life. Attempting to do a balancing act with it. Just like anyone else.
I love being involved with my creative side, but I’ve also grown up with a strong attachment to the math and sciences. And I’ve come to a point where, yeah, I really want to pursue both the medical field and voice acting. (With a bit of dabbling in singing, but that’s a story for another day.) Through a number of experiences, especially in the more recent years, I’ve been able to conclude that I won’t be happy giving up either dream entirely, not giving myself a chance to try.
Look, I’m no genius. I don’t have photographic memory. I have to really sit down and study the material for a period of time so it soaks in. I have to practice and observe, go through trial and error. But through hard work, enthusiasm, and so on, I know I can do at least well in giving my best shot at that. If it works out, great! If not, I did my best, and I’ll be satisfied knowing that.
As of my current situation, there’s no chance for me to pursue voice acting to the extent I want to and even further unless I do well on the medical field studying, so there’s double stress on that particular subject.
And I have this while also attempting to be more rounded in communication and time with loved ones and friends, attempting to lessen previously placed limitations, attempting to break non-conducive habits, and attempting to get better with my health and I guess myself in general. But I’m getting too TMI as is, and I’ve used up my limited comfort capacity for the day sharing this kind of thing in public.
That’s not including more online specific stuff things I want to get involved with too, like dabble more in art and do more fun audio clips and videos, get involved in collabs and things, etc.
Long story sort, I’m just a slow tomato still sorting things out.
I’m sorry for being so ninja all the time. I’m sorry I don’t have everything together yet. I’m sorry it’s not all a piece of cake for me yet when it’s supposed to be. I’m sorry I’m not always so public about things outside my creative side, so you only have pieces and snippets.
(Thank you, by the way, to everyone bearing with me. I hope I don’t sound cross or anything bad, I’m just a bit tired is all.)