for you lit :(

dim

i keep you, in the space between my ribs, vine growing among azaleas in full bloom, blinds drawn, dim lanterns—you bring sultry breeze of july, sandalwood incense soot, in the room, a couple of mosquitoes humming, coating of lacquer; out in the veranda, you write sonnets, arrange chrysanthemums, on occasions, put your head over my shoulder, withdraw, kiss, rejuvenate; mountains, exuding bluish hues, here, you search for someone, more like you—someone with remarkable gloom.

IT WASN’T SUPPOSED TO END THIS WAY.

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Anonymous said : “you should draw eto! If you feel like it. I LOVE your art and i would frame it on my wall if I could. I hope you have a nice day! :)

Eto with short hair for you ! ! (And wah thank you..♡!!!)

…well
*casually chops off a finger*

And I wish you would just tell me how you feel instead of me trying to figure it out because I don’t know what to think when one night we’re talking until 3 am and the next night you’re ignoring my calls. I don’t know what to think when one day you tell me everything will be alright and I’ll be ok and the next day you tell me to leave you alone. I don’t know what to think when you tell me you’ll always be here for me but when I need you, you disappear I don’t know what to think when it comes to you because one minute you’re here and the next minute you’re gone
—  Just tell me how you feel

I’m going to push you away,

I need you to stay,

but I wouldn’t blame you if you dont

—  God help me//kayla
I love the sound of your voice whispering in my ear, i love that the scent of you is still lingering in my room. I love lazy days in bed with you, having you here chest to chest, looking into your eyes and seeing my future with you. Your hands are tracing every curve of my body, while I trace the curve of your lips with mine. Here, with you, pulling you closer with every gentle kiss, my heart whispers I am home.
—  Tenari Ioapo