for u ava

day 27, some of my neighbors in animal crossing

i woke up this morning and realised that i could not remember the sound of her voice. her laugh echos in my head when i try hard enough to imagine it but it’s nothing more than an empty, weightless reflection of reality teetering on the cusp of my memory. and it only brings me pain to try and remember it

but my fear of forgetting her is much more powerful and so i must remember and i end up at the same question, of everyone in the universe

what did we do wrong to deserve this

why me?

when one of your otp has freckles and the other is just so amazed by those tiny spots that decorate their skin in such a cute way that they just want to kiss them and count them and remind the other (who may not or may be unconfident about their little blemishes) of how perfect they look on their skin

thats the kind of shit i live for

“Can’t see quiznak, Captain…”

Thoughts on the newest Ava’s demon update
  • first of all AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA what a BEAUTY
  • Is Ava TEARING UP??? Her eyes look somewhat wet when she opens them but it could be just the fact that eyes have moisture naturally or reflection from whatever
  • what’s she falling from? guilt? effects of the vial wearing off so now she feels exhausted (BURNED OUT HAHAHA)?
  • continuation of last bullet: exhaustion->collapse->she’s sleeping now. have a good rest my empress
  • also I hope the maybe tears means that she will go back to her old personality. I’m glad she’s confident like this, but having it be from a potion doesn’t go well with me
  • my boy Odin is just looking more and more dead each update. look at his skin
  • ava u r killing him passively he’s going to develop emphysema