I'm a trans guy and I'm so torn bc I love the idea of passing and all that jazz but I feel gross and ugly when I don't look nice. I have dysmorphia and dysphoria. On one hand, I want to look nice. On the other, baggy clothes make me feel fat (recovering from an ed so) and cutting my hair short makes my face look bad and ect ect. Either way I'm not comfortable. I'm just struggling man. No matter what I do I'm trapped.