for the light of my life

unfollow me now if you think keith’s eye color is purple instead of really dark brown. i don’t need that kind of drama in my life. those who think he has grey eyes can stay, but you’re on fucking thin ice.

You like to stargaze,
Just wait till summer and constellations bloom on my face.

Watch how I learn that I embody the things that you love.

Watch how everything you tell me you love about me lights up with neon letters

And when you put your hand on my cheek and stare into my eyes I’m outlined in string lights and glitter like those bedrooms I try and mimic from tumblr.

Watch how like appleblossom I bloom from shrivelled buds to soft pink

And vivid green under the sweet spring kiss of you loving me.

Maybe fate is real.

Maybe you were made for me.

Maybe we can both agree that we’re all we’ll ever need.

—  ThisNameIsFalse (maybe soulmate)

me: nothing is going right. my life is in ruins and life has no purpose. i would rather be dead


Originally posted by xsvt17x

me: life is beautiful, we should cherish every moment. be grateful, for there are others that are less fortunate. i’m relieved to be breathing and existing at the same time as this beam of light. so bright. everything is going great


So, I decided that I'm working the rest of the day from home *whispers: don’t tell my boss 🙊* bc my county office space lacks windows and it is too nice sunny out and I’m not about that fluorescent light life. Also… you can wear comfy clothes while you do computer work ☺️.

Meaning of life
Have you ever felt locked down ?
And your face can’t help but frown
What is this strange voice I hear?
Where is everyone that has been dear ?
What else can I do than thinking
I’m on a ship and it’s sinking
I’m stuck in this world alone
I just want to find my home…

I see a light and lift up my head
I’m here , I can breath I’m not dead
I’m no longer alone I found friends
I almost thought here my life ends
But I believe in hope , I know I’m free
I will get out of this and you will see
All you have to do is believe
Get out of this nightmare now leave
You can do it , you’re not on your own
There are others like , they are your home
Best thing in the world are lovers
Everyday is a new day , nothing is over
Life goes on , it’s a new beginning
Find what you love, give your life a meaning

The episode of Rebels where Ezra goes undercover in Lothal’s Acadamy made me think about certain things.

Like how some of the cadets just wanted a better life for themselves or to make their family proud and didn’t really think about the consequences of joining the Empire. Like kids going off to war dreaming of all the glory. And others came to realise the harsh reality earlier in life like Zare Leonis because of his sister.

It reminds me of that mission on Hutta in SWTOR where a father wants to run away with his son because his mother wanted to send him to the Academy where there’s a high chance he’d get killed.

Idek where I’m even going with this, it just made me think. Also Jai Kell reminds me so much of my Sith Warrior Altaire had he been light sided.

HE’D BE ROTC-LEVEL WELL GROOMED AT ALL TIMES until he starts really going to shit and /then/ he’d look like that but it should be a sign that he’s losing control

Bones - A Thank You

Bones taught me that people don’t have to change completely to grow.

It taught me that there’s more than one kind of family. 

It taught me that throughout the struggles in my life, I will always have people there for me.

It taught me that there’s always light at the end of the tunnel.

It showed me that you don’t have to be perfect to be a good person.

It taught me that sometimes things don’t work out perfectly, but they always work out.

Thank you to everyone who has ever worked on Bones for helping to create this brilliant show that is so much more than just a TV series to us. 

And thank you to all the Boneheads out there, because honestly this fandom is one of the most amazing ones out there.

Every morning, the ray of the sun wakes me up. It tells me to starts a new day. It gives me comfort and warmth that can make me feel better. And i always think that the sun never get tired of shining to give us light and that gives me motivation to keep moving. Sometimes i feel hollow inside that i don’t want to open my eyes and just sleep for the rest of my life. But God never fails to wake me every single day to remind me how blessed i am to wake up every morning to continue and accomplish all the things i need to do and be better than yesterday. We are all lucky to be given the chance to see the sun and to spend another day.

(Tagged by these beautiful people: @deadshotbellamy @arkadiabellarke @nowwesurvive @bellamyblakesgun @iamkstewteam @nancybvers thank u!!)

GOSH my hair looks ridiculous today. Sometimes it frizzes up, sometimes it’s wavy and other times it’s pin straight, sigh I’m blaming it on Sydney weather (it’s been storming for like a week and a half now)

Anyway, here I am in a room with way too much light b/c it’s still morning over here! I’m writing another bellarke meta (surprise, surprise) and trying not to think about Bellamy risking his life today,,,but it’s really not working whoops

Tagging these cuties: @bellamyblakesus @bellamyslaugh @allisonaergents @starkdelinquents @bellamyaugustus if u do it, tag me so I can see ur gorgeous faces!! but no pressure, of course ^-^

Happy The 100 day everybody!


Blunt knife. The cat by my side
in a deep sleep. The other woman:
her large hips, her children.

I am no mother, there is no
competition. My eyes are dull.
Moon in our veins. Sleep,

for once. Inside the month
a splitting of truth. Yours; mine.
I take the bitter rind, you

take the fruit and swallow.
Dormant seed. Pink as flesh
in pain. Switch. A scarf

draped. The cat yawns.
I do not compare me to you.
Stale breath. The joke

drained of life. She laughs.
Pearls, tea lights. Clinking 
of spoons and forks.

Remember. I held the child
to my breast. Fed her as mine.
The madonna stood 

with a helpless glance.
Alabaster. Autumnal singing.
Neither mother nor wife.