for the forgotten


I know him since maybe 2 or 3 years and he’s one of my favorite artist. His songs are always amazing, and I can’t find one that I don’t like!! But it always made me sad because he’s not that popular :^(( So if you have time listen to his songs it’s really really good!!


Oh heck with it. Smooch (or get smooched by) your favorite punk today!

Doodles from last year, the very first ones i made for SuMo, super self indulgent… mine and my brother’s trainer/pokemon OCs smooching our faves from the new games. We’re both Team Skull trash, thus so will Alyssa and Reginald.


I actually had an anon ask if I had a favorite subject 18. My 18, will always be my love. When I first made her there was like I dunno 2 other 18s I saw. And they didn’t use the name subject 18. I love my baby girl. No other 18 will beat her in my eyes.
She’s my little genius. Who is gonna burn Aperture.

A kiss never forgotten

*Chap 1: A drunken night*

*Chap 2: A blurred night*

*Chap 3: The bath house*

*Chap 4: A Thousand pieces*

*Chap 5: Heart beat*

*Chap 6: Surprise*

*Chap 7: Sunsets, trees and you*

*Chap 8: What now?*

*Chap 9: Healing the unfixable*

*Chap 10: So, this is it?*

*Chap 11: What now?*

*Chap 12: Kids and kisses*

Chap 13: Its time

Naruto was excited but hesitant towards today. He woke in the morning with a strange queasy feeling within his stomach. His hands clenched into a tight fist whilst his stomach convulsed in the strangest ways.

He looked down to see Sasuke’s hands limp on his stomach, lying there lifeless as he slept. He was enormously tempted to kiss it awake but he didn’t want Sasuke to murder him, so he decided best not.

Today was the day. The day he was excited to get over and done with. Tonight, after work he was meeting with Sakura and Hinata to finally tell them about his relationship with Sasuke.

He wasn’t sure how they would take it, but it had been 3 months since the divorce and he didn’t want to stretch it out anymore. On top of that Kakashi was draining them of their money to keep his mouth shut, which was starting to have a heavy toll on Naruto’s bank account.

Naruto looked over to Sasuke slowly bent down and kissed his warm cheek, earning him a mumbled grunt. He slipped out of bed and headed for his daily morning shower.

As he walked down the grey corridor that lead him to his shower he started liking the colour of the blank grey walls. He wasn’t sure if the colour had grown on him or if it was due to him moving out next week with Sasuke which made him feel sad of letting go of this shitty apartment.

He entered the bathroom, hissing as his feet hit the cold tiled floors. He reached for the water tap turning it on, making sure that it was going to be blistering hot when he got in.  He turned around to find his towel whist simultaneously ripping off his clothes.

As he stepped into the shower he knew he was no longer alone.

“Sasuke, you do know I am not a private peep show?” “Well you certainly are a sight to look at.” Naruto chuckled lightly. He loved this. He loved waking up with Sasuke, talking to him in the morning, being with him through every mundane daily morning routine.

“Well are you going to just look at me you perv? Or are you coming in the shower?

“Tch, like you even need to ask.”


Naruto made two coffees to go, pouring 5 times the amount of sugar in one and leaving the other as bitter as possible. He handed Sasuke his dark coffee and grabbed the house keys and hurried his sleepy boyfriend out the door.

Sasuke had yet accustomed to Naruto’s morning time, but seeming as he refused to let Naruto go to work alone he had to face the pain of waking up before the sun rose.

It surprised Naruto how normal it felt to have Sasuke in his life, it felt more natural than anything else his ever done. The mundane task at home didn’t seem so boring anymore, going grocery shopping turned into balls of laughter and staying home on the weekends had become his most treasured past times.

Naruto was happy, after so many years he finally reached happiness. His heart had been filled with joy over the past few months, something it wasn’t very used to.

Naruto and Sasuke walked in silence, each blissfully happy in each other’s company. Naruto looked over to Sasuke never truly being satisfied with a glance, wishing he could stare for hours and get away with no one noticing.

He had never seen Sasuke so at ease before, he usually had a smirk on his face when they were together which made every part of Naruto warm up like he had just taken a sip of hot tea.

Naruto was not only glad for his own happiness but it brought him joy seeing Sasuke finally opening up, being kinder and happier instead of dark and moody all the time. Naruto started giggling to himself thinking about how much Sasuke has changed over the last few months.

“What are you laughing about dobe?”

“Oh, nothing.”

“What? Tell me, or I might have to chidori your ass.”

“Hm, I just think your becoming soft Uchiha I don’t think he have threatened to kill anyone in the last month.”


“Oh, I know you’re not.”

“Gross, get your head out of the gutters.”

Naruto and Sasuke spent the entire time laughing about Sasuke becoming soft. But in reality Naruto knew Sasuke was changing for the better and he was beyond happy that Sasuke also found his happy place.

Before Naruto and Sasuke reached the door that lead into the Hokage tower Naruto stopped.

This was the same place were Sasuke and himself confessed everything, that night was seared into Naruto’s brain. He remembered Sasuke standing where he was and himself at the door trying to convince himself to not be happy. He was thankful to that night, if it weren’t for 20 plus drinks he wouldn’t be standing here today looking at his boyfriend.

“Hey teme!”


“I love you.”

Sasuke was obviously trying to hide his smile. But the Sasuke who stood here today no longer needed a reason to suppress his feelings, so he decided to let it out.

Naruto was hit with a sight of pure perfection, Sasuke smiling amongst glistening stars which brightly sparkled around Sasuke, illuminating him against the rest of the world. He could never stop loving that man and no matter how long they were together he knew he would fall for that smile every time.


Naruto entered his office with Sasuke not far behind. It was strange that his happiness had flowed into work. He no longer found the long nights and the overbearing paper work so hard and the reason was walking in right now with the most beautiful smile he has ever seen.

Since he started dating Sasuke he found he couldn’t get rid of him, nor did he want to. Sasuke spent most days helping Naruto if he didn’t have to be with his chunin team which Naruto never heard the end off.

Sasuke would constantly whine that he hated baby sitting and as much as Naruto tried to convince him that he was modelling the future generation, Sasuke still showed no sign of actually giving a crap.

Every other night Naruto would go spend time with his kids, he always had some crazy adventures planned for the evening and each night was a new night. Naruto didn’t let Sasuke off the hook for being literally one of the worst dads in existent, so Sakura was met with a big surprised when she saw Sasuke at her door after a night of Naruto pushing him to go. It seemed like everything was working out for the best with Naruto and Sasuke together.

Not only is Naruto getting his work done quicker and was ten times more productive at work with Sasuke around. He also spent more time with his children and was developing a tighter bond with both of them. Sasuke in the other hand was also improving in the father department, surprisingly going to see Sarada and Sakura more than once in a week now.

Naruto had been glowing in the past months and people started to notice his change of behaviour and nature. The village was more surprised to find out Sasuke had a heart and his change in nature was being well received by pretty much everyone besides close friends who were wildly suspicious about his calm and nearly gentle nature. The only one who wasn’t suspicious was Kakashi because he knew exactly why both of them where in such high spirits.


Naruto looked out his window, the day was beautiful, the sky crystal blue with a few scattered clouds. The streets where beginning to burst back to life with bakers and chefs starting up their ovens. A few ninja’s and early risers where wondering the streets greeting each other amongst the village.

Naruto felt a loving warm sensation caress him, weaving his arms around his lower stomach. A gentle kiss stroked his cheek.

“Sasuke you know Kakashi will be here in literally 2 minutes?”

“So? Torture him a little bit, why not?”

“Your evil, you know that?” Sasuke let out a deep chuckle.

Naruto turned around and kissed Sasuke deeply, bitting his lower lip to tease to tease him a little.

“Hey, calm down. Don’t tease me like that baka.”

“What you can’t handle me Uchiha?”

Sasuke let out a low growl. “I hate you.”

Naruto couldn’t handle how much he loved this man in every possible way. “I love you too.”

Naruto picked up Sasuke and lowered him onto the Hokage table. Steadily wrapping his hands around his darkened locks.

He brought Sasuke an inch away from his lips and whispered “I will never let you go again, you know that?”

“Hmph”, Sasuke grumbled in the midst of bighting back Naruto’s lips.

Naruto harshly pushed his lips onto Sasuke’s wanting to taste everything he could, he was started to lose control.

“Ahem…If I wanted a porno I would have stayed at home.”

Both Naruto and Sasuke let out a chuckle. They loved torturing Kakashi seeming as they were still paying him to keep his mouth shut. Recently they had been juicing the fact that Kakashi can’t tell and every morning they would purposely try and act raunchy to piss him off.

“Hey Kakashi, you’re so early, I was about to pound Uchiha hard on the table. Shame.”

Sasuke’s eyes widened looking at Naruto with confusion. “You where?”

“No Baka, unless you want me to?”

Kakashi walked towards them and slammed him palm on the table. “NO! I will kill you two.”

“Okay, okay sensei.” Naruto winked at Kakashi and let Sasuke get down from the table.

“Okay team, let’s get to it. We have a lot of work to do and me and Sasuke have to be out of here by 7.”

Kakashi raised a questioning eyebrow “what for?”

“Well let’s just say after tonight you can no longer bride us.”

“GOD DAMMIT! But there is a new book I want.”

Sasuke answered dryly “what a shame.”


The clock had seemed like it was going 5 times the speed, Naruto wanted time to rehearse what he was going to say to Hinata and Sakura, but before he knew it the clock was already reaching 7pm.

“Okay good job team! Let’s pack up or me and Sasuke are going to be late.”

Kakashi yawned and slowly started moving the packs of paper back to the table “but if you go, that means I won’t be able to bribe you anymore, so I am going to move slowly.”

Sasuke darkly chuckled, “oh Kakashi this is going to be fun, no more bribing bullshit.”

Naruto looked over to the two bickering children and questioned how both these men where over 12 years old.

Naruto made 5 clones which got the job done in 2 seconds, “you guys kept acting like children and weren’t actually doing anything about cleaning up, so I just did it for you.”

Naruto raised his eyebrows in annoyance and folded his arms in the best father figure position possible.

“Okay Sasuke if you are done arguing with Kakashi we have somewhere to be.”


Kakashi laughed at Sasuke, whilst pulling out a book.

“I would kill you if it were up to me” Sasuke hissed back at Kakashi’s childish laughter.

“Okay, off we go. Bye Kakashi, oh and be here at 6 am to start the paper work as punishment for being mean to my boyfriend.”

“Hey! That’s not fair!”

“UH! Hokage orders.”

Sasuke was mildly amused by this whole scene, “Sasuke I will kick you in the face next time.”

“Come get me grandpa” Sasuke taunted back.

Naruto pushed Sasuke out and left Kakashi standing in the Hokage’s room threating to ninja kick the shit out of Sasuke. As Naruto closed the door he let out an irritated sigh.

“You two act like your 12, next time I’m going to kick the both of you.”

“Hah, like you can take me on.”

Naruto looked at Sasuke with a cheeky and challenging look, “next week? Training grounds, let’s do it.”

“Oh, it is on Uzumaki.”

“For now, let’s think about our plan of attack for this dinner.”

“Oh yer. What about I’m gay I have the hots for your ex-husband and we have been together for 3 months. Sound good?”

Naruto just let out a frustrated sigh, he knew this was going to be all on him. Passive and effective communication was something Sasuke never mastered and from that dismal answer he was still shit at it.

“You know what, let me do the talking.”

“Haha, sounds perfect.”

Sasuke stuck out his tongue cheekily at Naruto and then grabbed Naruto’s hand down the hallway. From today onwards they have no reason to hide their relationship and Sasuke was going to use this freedom to show the entire world Naruto was finally his.

“Teme are you going to hold my hand the whole way there?”


“Alrighty then, prepare for stares galore.”


Naruto’s premonition was correct, on their way to dinner everyone who saw Naruto and Sasuke holding hands had either started crying, screaming or their faces looked like they had unnaturally contorted to allow their jaws to fall to the ground.

Some people had enough courage to come up to both of them and ask what was going on, once they heard the news they congratulated both of them and gave Natuto a big hug.

No one came near Sasuke unless it was a slight tap of congratulations on the shoulder. Half the village was still scared of him and were still afraid of getting beaten up. Most of the village women and teens ended up crying over the fact Naruto was taken again, which Sasuke evilly snickered at.

Naruto let go of Sasuke’s hands as soon as the restaurant was in sight, “sorry teme, but I don’t think we should go in holding hands.”

“Tch, your right. Alright let’s do this.”

Naruto nodded his head looked at Sasuke lovingly and walked forward with his head held high.


Naruto and Sasuke where sitting on one side of the table whilst Hinata and Sakura were sitting on the other. They decided to not talk about anything serious until the meal was over and everyone had gone through at least 2 rounds of drinks.

Both Hinata and Sakura had confused and worried looks when Naruto said they had big news but they were going to wait till the end of the meal to tell them.

After everyone had finished there second round of drinks Sakura couldn’t hold it in anymore.

“Okay, if you don’t tell us what this news is now I am going to explode, what the hell is happening?”

Naruto looked at Sasuke, steadied his breathe. He tried to calm his heart which was echoing in his ear drums.

“Well, um…”

Naruto struggled to express the words he was trying to say. He felt a loving hand wrap around his knee and saw Sasuke’s firm hand supporting his every breath.

“Well, this is going to be quite difficult to process and I really want you two to have an open mind.”

Both Sakura and Hinata nodded with worried creases covering their foreheads.

“Me and Sasuke are actually dating and we have been for a while now, we kind of feel in love. I know this might be strange, but both of us can’t stop the way we feel towards each other.”

Naruto took in another breath feeling is adams apple burn from the level of stress he felt.

“I Love him so much and I’m finally so happy, I just…”

“Please don’t hate us, we want all of us to be happy and ultimately I would love to join both of our families together so we can be happy all together.”

Naruto waited for something, anything. But the room was dead quiet, all that could be heard was the noise from the restaurant outside their private room. The hurrying feet of waitresses and the chatter and laughter from dinners echoed into their rooms.


Sakura had an astonished look on her face, tears started to fill her eyes.

“Wow! Guys, I am so happy for you.”

A huge wave of relief washed over Naruto’s shoulders. Sakura got up and went to hug Sasuke tightly.


Naruto was trying to see Hinata behind Sakura who was coming closer for a hug. All he could see was her face completely red, her eyes swelling up. Her facial expression seemed like it had just seen death, she barely looked like she was breathing or blinking for the matter.

Hinata got up quickly, “if you please excuse me”.

Hinata ran out and slammed the door behind her. Naruto felt like the tightness come back to his chest and shoulders.

He looked at Sasuke who had a worried look glazed over his face.

“Should I?”

Naruto stood up “no let me.”

He felt a hot liquid fill his heart, he hadn’t felt this sensation in a while. This overbearing feeling of sadness and pain, he thought he wouldn’t have to face it again. As he walked out the door, he heard Sakura energetically talking to Sasuke about him, he wished it could have been this easy with Hinata.

In the back of his mind he knew it wasn’t going to be, Sakura has known for years Sasuke was gay, Hinata in the other hand had a husband who she assumed was straight till right now.

Naruto quickly ran out the restaurant, looking up and down the street. Tears now filling his eyes, muscles clenching harshly within his chest. His breathe was unsteady, his pulse unbalanced. “HINATA!!!!”

Happy SNS week
  • As a treat for those still reading A kiss never forgotten (IF YOU ARE I LOVE YOU). I hope you enjoy chap 13.
  • My beta cant beta for me atm so if there are any mistakes i am soooo sorry please let me know if there is or what you think. (I read it 3 times, but knowing me the whole thing is probably in the wrong language)
  • Happy SNS WEEEEKKKKKK!!! love you guys xoxoxo

When you finish reading the latest translated book from R.A.Salvatore and you are just horribly angry at how the story turned out, because that one darn elf female is just…the personification of self-centered pride, debautchery, stupidity, EGO-complex and she just emotionally twists your favourite character. Damn you Dahlia ! 

But hey, Entreri my boy, your back, so thats an improvement !

Also, finishing a small project i have been wokring on, gonna upload it in a hour or two.

Y’know, thinking about it, Weeping City is still my favorite 24-man raid on a purely visual level. I love my gloomy gothic nightmare castles a la Dun Scaith but ancient civilization ruins full of ghosts is 10000000x more my aesthetic.


current sexual orientation: even-more-than-usually-dishevelled-Columbo


*Downtown Windenburg*

“So, you’re leaving me, huh?”

“I just think it’s time I pushed myself to try some new things.  I have a friend and we’re talking about going into business together.”

“You are a highly skilled electrician.  Your work on the Forgotten Hollows house was top notch - say, did you hear that place is up for sale?  We spend all that time fixing it up and now the owner is selling it.”

“…is it?”

i had a dream last night about a tv show that combined the bachelorette and a cooking competition where basically contestants had to cook for this woman’s hand in marriage

i feel like its been soooo hard to keep up with friends ever since i graduated, and it doesnt help that i dont have a car like, it truly truly sucks. i dont think ive seen friends in a very long time, and i dont rly leave the house bc im always helping my mom, so i really only talk to one person now aside from my sister lmao its so sad :(