Let's just say that Lauren loves Camila, but Camila doesn't return her love... And let's also say that Lauren loves Lucy, and Lucy loves her back, but Lauren doesn't love Lucy AS strongly. - I've been in this situation and you always want the person who you can't ever have... The person who is like a fantasy, a dream.... It's nice to know the comfort of having someone to love you [Lucy], but at the end of the day, you want the person you love strongest [Camila]. First love never dies.