for real though i'm not any better

Something just like this

I LOVE this song and I wanted to write about it for a long time so here it is.

LogicxPrince (tagged as Logince)

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“I want something just like this”

Sometimes, Logic found himself laying on his bedroom, reading a book about champions and knights and princes and super heroes. At the same time, he liked to listen to a song that talked exactly about that, about risks that would be taken if one fell in love with any of those categories of people. And honestly, being a person that hates taking risks almost as much as Anxiety, he found it hard to let go and just imagine what his life would be like if he had a lover with all those attributes.

But one day, he had been tired, working on a project for at least two days straight with less than five hours of sleep, so when he got to his room, all he could do was put on the song ‘Something just like this’ and close his eyes, trying and failing to get some well deserved sleep.

Because of his failed attempt, he decided to open his eyes and stare at the starry sky over his bed, smiling at the brightness of the galaxies, the mystery of the nebulas. He loved that their rooms could be anything inside Thomas’ mind, because sometimes it was the only place where he could truly relax.

And that day, thinking he was alone, he imagined in the end of the sky a castle. A space castle. And from there, a constellation prince came closer, reaching out for him, trying to take him by the hand and failing because he was sky and Logic was earth. They could never unite.

And then, someone opened the door, and both the prince and Logic looked down to see the actual Prince staring at them, confused and obviously admired.

Logic had forgotten the door open. Shit.

“R-Roman!” Logic said, his room suddenly losing all its beautiful attributes and becoming, well, his usual room with grey walls and white ceiling and wood floor. “What are you doing here? Don’t you know how to knock?”

“I did, but you didn’t answer” he said, walking inside and smiling at Logic. “That was beautiful. Who was he?”

“He? He who?” Logic asked, looking away, but Prince chuckled, closing the door before rushing to sit next to Logic.

“The prince in the skies” the royal said, smiling. “Is he your lover? The one person that you love?” He asked, excited, and Logic frowned, laying down and curling up with his back to Prince.

“I don’t love anyone. I don’t know what you’re talking about Roman” he mumbled, closing his eyes. He was tired, and he didn’t want to discuss the subject. He really didn’t. But Prince was different from the others. He had no sense of personal space.

“Come on Logan” he said, taking the teacher’s hand. “I know that’s not true! Tell me who it was! Is it someone or is it just an imaginary lover?”

“More latter” Logic mumbled, and then slowly turned back around, staring at their joined hands. “Stop touching me”

“Alright” Prince said, letting go from him and grinning. “Now tell me. Tell me everything”

“Ugh…” Logic groaned, rubbing his eyes and sitting up. “Do you know the song 'Something just like this’?” Prince nodded. “Well, it really speaks to me… For some reason. You know, I read so many fiction books, from Aristoteles’ scholar texts to Fifty Shades of Grey, and yet nothing, nothing comes close to my passion for Princes and Knights, like the ones from King Arthur and those tales from the Dark Ages, or even Robin Hood. It’s so weird that someone like me has such… Interest in people like them, driven only by their courage and beliefs” he said, sighing and looking at Prince. “I don’t know…”

“I understand” Prince said, smiling softly at Logic. “I honestly never thought I would have a crush in such a strict and smart teacher” he continued, smile becoming a smirk, and Logic’s tired mind took at least a minute to understand what those words meant. And when he did, he blushed lightly and looked up at Prince again.

“That’s not what I meant” he said, weakly, but Prince shrugged, holding his hand again.

“Well, I’m the closest you will get” he said, tangling their fingers and making the teacher blush deeper. “I can be your knight, if you want”

“Roman, what are you d-” Logic tried, but soon the royal was leaning in and pressing their lips together and Logic took two seconds to melt, his free hand going up to Prince’s hair, pulling him closer and kissing back in the most excited way.

And even though Roman was no real knight, Logan had to admit:

It was better than any of his dreams.

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Ronya: Mmh, maybe you’re right… perhaps long,
purple hair on a ponytail would look better?“
Anon: That’s the detail you’re concerned with?!

Seriously though… I’m long past those days when I wanted to lose weight to become skinny and light. My real dream of the longest time has been to become buff enough to flex and rip the sleeves of my long-sleeved shirts (if I wore any). Unfortunately, I lack the time and the patience to reach such a goal, so I’ll settle for slim and lean. One day, though… one day….

Okay....

So apparently I am the worst at taking care of myself, because now I have pneumonia and one of my lungs is infected. I had been coughing and such for quite awhile now but I didn’t think I was this bad. But it’s also my own fault, cause I still tried to do things and moved around too much and made myself worse. 😷 (even though I thought I was doing better…)

But I’ve been highly recommended to rest as much as possible so I’m also gonna stay off all my usual sites until I’m doing better for real. Should be only like 2 or 3 days. My queue is always on, so will be automatically posting things for me.

Any messages and such will be taken care of when I come back! Bye bye for now. 💕👋

anonymous asked:

I identify as bi but I know I have a preference for girls. Lately I've started to develop some doubts, also after reading some "thought I was bi" posts on this blog (which I love btw), and I think I might be a lesbian. I mean...I don't really know. I've had crushes on boys before but thinking about having sex with a guy just makes me so...Uncomfortable. I know I am attracted to men too, though. But I like girls better. So I don't really know if I'm bi or lesbian and it's all just so confusing.

Hey sweetheart! I’m not 100% sure if you just needed to vent (which is fine!) or if you were looking for advice (which is also fine!) 

We’ve given advice in a similar situation here, if that helps some! LINK 

Either way, the way you feel is definitely understandable, and it’s completely okay to be struggling with this. It doesn’t make the way you feel about girls any less real. I can’t tell you 100% ‘yeah you’re definitely (this identity)’, but I can tell you that this is a SUPER common way for lesbians to feel before they realize that their attraction to men isn’t genuine. 

We’re sending you all our love while you figure this out, it’s really tough! Just know that there’s no rush at all, you’ve got nothing but time. :) 
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my dude roommate was hosting a grill thing today and it’s been an experience. there was this white woman and i hate her, you guys. i have known her for like four hours and i hate her guts. she teaches english in a brooklyn public high school and like. things she’s been talking about:

making fun of students for names that are hard for her to pronounce, or that she deems silly, 98% of which of course belong to kids of color. special extra mocking for black urban names, of course. telling kids that it’s not that she’s pronouncing their names wrong, it’s that their names are SPELLED WRONG. blaming kids – as opposed to the system that was meant to educate them – for not being able to read or write well. she actually said “back when i worked with SMART kids – not that i ever will again –”

imitating kids’ accents. marveling at the kids who wrote involved or thoughtful essays. talking excitedly about how she liked to teach classes about comics, but deriding manga (all manga. all of it) in the same breath. going on and on about the manga she’s read that is violent/gory or misogynist or what-have-you as though american comics aren’t rife with that sort of thing. deriding kids for the stuff they choose to read and calling black self-published novels “street books” (”you can’t even BUY them in a REAL BOOKSTORE!”). publicly humiliating kids for reading “thugs and the women who love them” or “push” or “a child called ‘it’”. bragging about steering kids away from harry potter and toward c.s. lewis, and away from stephen king and toward h.p. lovecraft. backtracking away from THAT one real quick when i finally asked her, “what makes c.s. lewis better than harry potter?” bragging about turning a haitian kid who only wanted to read haitian writers onto vonnegut.

just a complete smug, self-satisfied, self-centered, contemptuous, snobby, racist white feminist MESS of a human being. i have given up and am hiding in my room now. please send your prayers to any black or brown child who is depending on this woman to educate them.

i-cannot-be-labeled-deactivated  asked:

Hi love, what do you think of Harry right now? i love harry very deeply, i care so much for him and i support larry with all my heart, but even though it might be false (which is not bc obviously larry is true but anyway), but with all these hendall photos and the break, i feel like harry could become a real douche, becoming this kind of celebrity losing ground and living in their sphere. We know he's a real star and was born for this, but i'm scared that he forgets where he belongs :(

They might as well just paint a big ol’ rainbow on that boat now that Ellen and Portia are on it. The only thing that would make this situation any better would be if Louis climbed aboard with the rainbow bears in tow.

I’ve never met Harry personally, but I have some mutual friends and no one has ever described him as anything but lovely. From ex-X Factor contestants from 2010 to current musicians, no one I have ever spoken to about him has a bad word to say about Harry Styles.

Having been on the receiving end of unwanted UK tabloid articles, I can assure you that they are liars that pluck their facts out of the sky and construe quotes and facts. No tabloid is to be taken at face value. They will actually write anything.

As I mentioned earlier, Niall and Selena have been hanging out in London without any paparazzi or stalker fans following them, so why is Harry being tracked down in the middle of the fucking sea? And Louis is conveniently being paraded around every local bar in Chicago? This is all intentional. People who want to be discreet (Niall) go to discreet members clubs. People who don’t want to be seen (Liam) live in the financial hub of London where no one gives a baker’s fuck who he is (I know this because he lives across the street from my office and I see him on the regular).

People are seen because someone wants them to be seen. And now that Ellen and Portia have showed up on the Love Boat, things are going to become much more clear in the upcoming weeks I presume.

As I’ve said, we should be questioning why only the people in the middle of big gay scandals (Larry and Kendall) are at the centre of all this media attention. Someone. Is. Making. This. Happen.

xoxo GOSSIP GIRL! (jk)

x x

  • What she says: I'm fine
  • What she means: It really bothers me that we live in a society where our value is determined by how well we're able to pass as neurotypicals to the point where it negatively affects my mental health. It's a problem that mentally ill people can't show symptoms without being terrified of having ableist language thrown into our faces and then get told that we're being overdramatic when we don't want to accept that. And why exactly is it that when I mention something positive about my disorder or say that I don't hate having it I'm romanticizing mental illness while neurotypicals can write stories and make movies about Broken People™ being fixed by the love of a good neurotypical person, which is so far from how it works in real life, but whenever I say that to anyone I'm told that it doesn't have to be realistic because it's fiction, even though it's reinforces the idea that I'm broken and that I need someone to fix me in order to get better. Also what is it with neurotypicals thinking that they have the right to speak over us about issues that don't directly concern them? Why are they so determined to make our lives more difficult than they already are?

anonymous asked:

If this makes you feel any better, I am actually friends with the actual Dan Howell and Phil Lester and I can say, in fact, they are dating. I promised not to tell but since no one is going to believe me anyways and I'm on anon, I don't think it matters. But I can assure you phan is alive and real. They swtarted dating in April of 2014 and that's why they went to Japan. Their one year anniversary. (You're welcome;) )

Thank you, even though this is most likely a lovely anon making things up it made my day X3

no brain, I am not going to a short comic about Benny Topling just because you thought of an idea I have other things to do things that are related to things that I should be doing no stop with the idEAS godDAMNit

… but I’m going to have to do it or it’ll bug me until 3am

f i n e

We’re almost at the end of Yuri Kuma Arashi, and I have a lot of thoughts. I’m not ready to cast my final verdict on the show as a whole just yet, but I’ve been thinking about what might happen next week and here’s what I don’t want from the final episode:
I don’t want Kureha to become a bear or for Ginko to become human.

The way I see it, in the universe of YKA girls basically have to options, being a bear or being a(n invisible) girl. Both of these are very restricting roles. If Kureha becomes a bear or Ginko becomes a human, they will just end up switching one box for another. It won’t really solve anything.

After all Kureha was already being excluded by her classmates for her relationship with Sumika, and they were both humans. And what little we have seen of the bear world doesn’t suggest that it’d be any more accepting. For one girl to give up her true form for the other won’t bring them the happiness they wish for.

In ep 11 Life Beauty compares Ginko to the Little Mermaid. The Mermaid gives up her voice to meet the prince, just like Ginko gives up Kureha’s love for the chance to meet her again. There’s also the fact that when she does meet Kureha again, Kureha already has Sumika, which is also similar to the Mermaid’s story.

The Mermaid’s love is ultimately unfulfilled, and I think her end includes an important lesson for Ginko and Kureha. The Mermaid was also someone who wouldn’t back down on her love, but because she gave up her voice to meet the prince, she was never able to tell him that she was the one who saved him or even that she loved him. Her love was unfulfilled because she gave up her true form.

I think Reia has the right idea about all this. For Ginko and Kureha to achieve the destiny promised to them they have to smash the world’s shell leave behind the human and bear world and accept each other as they are, as bear and human. Going against social expectation is hard and scary, especially when you are young. But for the two of them to be happy together, that’s probably what they’ll have to do.

Fortunately, the stinger to this weeks episode has eased my worries a bit. When we saw Kureha at trial in last weeks episode I was worried that it might mean that Kureha was choosing to become a bear. But in this episode she is asked if she will admit to her crime and she looks at the Judgement bears with a defiant expression.

I hope that means that Kureha will challenge their authority in someway. Because seriously what right does anyone have, emissaries of a Bear Goddess or not, to challenge anyone’s love? Why should these girls have to prove to outsiders that their love is “real”? The trials aren’t any better than the Invisible Storm exclusion ceremonies, and Kureha and Ginko will have to overcome both of them if they’re going to get their happy ending.

anonymous asked:

I'm a 21 year old transgendered MTF who's really scared of coming out to my friends and loved ones and I feel like killing myself because the weight of this is too much to handle. I've been called faggot and queer all my life even though I've tried my hardest to assert being masculinity, it's never worked and I've never been able to 'prove' myself. My friends still use these slurs and i'm so scared to come out but i'm so sick of hiding who I truly am. Do you have any advice you could offer?

i guess no real advice to offer, just my very genuine reassurance that things do actually get better from here. forget trying to prove yourself. you don’t have to prove yourself to a bunch of people who literally call other people faggots, they’re scum. don’t try to be something that you know doesn’t feel right, you already know who you are. you’re a beautiful 21 year old transgender cutie, if your backwards ass friends don’t accept that then find new friends. 

another world exists outside of the horrible, oppressive one you were thrown into. in it there are people that will accept you for who you are and make you feel beautiful. i swear that’s true.

GUYS

Guys guess the fuck what

I am officially completely returning very

Very

VERY 

VERY

VERY

Soon :3

I missed you guys and I dunno if any of you even missed me but I sure as hell missed this fandom and all the peeps in it XD

AND GET READY CAUSE THIS SMOL BITCH GOT SOME GOOD ERERI SHIT UP HER SLEEVE 

COUGH COUGH HATERS COUGH COUGH I SEE YOU IN MY MESSAGES

Ahem… Yah

:D

*sees people still whinging on the Fun Facts post*

WAAHHHH YOUR SOURCES ARE CHRISTIAN! (because people won’t believe a quoted text that they can’t see, that’s called sourcing)

WAAHHHH EOSTRE WAS REAL! (even though Bede is the original and only source of that reference and has nothing to back him up)

WAAHHHH WICCA IS TOO AN ANCIENT RELIGION! (sit down, skippy)

WAAHHHH YOU’RE ERASING PAGAN SUFFERING! (if only I could also erase the headache I’m suffering because of whiny pagans)