i haven’t made my own studyblr post in nearly a year…*sighs*
Well here’s an update of my study space/room if anyone is interested! the last time i posted a photo of this area, it didn’t have all those photos on the walls. But i’m really glad i have them now because every time i’m staying up super late at night trying to plow through some procrastinated homework, looking at all the different pictures makes my mood at least a little bit better :-)
(follow my insta bc i’m thirsty for followers: you.nique )
This is a message to all the followers who started following me or want to follow me simply because my body looks good. I have news for you.
Today, 4 months ago, I gave birth to a baby boy. This is us on his first trip to the beach.
This boy is my world. Being a single mom isn’t easy but he is the light of my life and I can honestly say I’m proud to be his mother.
Going back to my thirsty followers. As you may or may not realize, pregnancy changes a woman’s body. In my case, I gained over 100 lbs and after recovering fully, lost about 70 lbs. All that in the span of a year. You know what that does to the human body? If you don’t know, you’re in luck. I’m going to show you.
I’m not apologizing for the crappy webcam quality of the photos either.
I have stretch marks. God do I have stretch marks. My boobs are uneven and a little saggy from breastfeeding. My hips are significantly wider. I have a bit of flappy skin on my stomach. I have rolls when I bend at my waist.
Ladies and gentlemen,
I am beautiful
I stand before the internet in my bikini bottoms and a sports bra and expose what I was ashamed of for too long: my real body.
If you can’t stand to see skin that has stretched to accommodate a rapidly growing human being for 40 weeks, unfollow me. If you can’t handle my love for my uneven breasts that readily supply vital nutrients to my baby, unfollow me. If you can’t accept my body the way I have learned to accept it, unfollow me.
You only have one body in this world. You’re the one who lives with it all. the. time. Your body works so hard to keep you alive. It may not live up to your expectation of perfect but damnit, it’s trying. It’s trying every day and every night to keep you here and to keep you healthy to the best of it’s abilities.
I am tired, so tired of seeing people being torn apart for loving their body. I hope that these photos help others see the importance of loving yourself.
guuuuyyysss sorry to self promote again but I’m doing this cool on insta where I post pretty Romanian words & their meanings and nobody is appreciating it cause I’m losing followers fast lol, so if you’re interested in this please follow prince.hylas on instagram for more pics + the etymologies and meanings of these words!! pls & thank u
Stake Out by sp-oops (I would have posted this fic earlier but for whatever reason I didn’t want to post two of her fics in a row (weird, I do that all the time) and then I forgot to put it on the next post and anyways here it is. It’s great and you should definitely read it. Dean and reader are on a stakeout and witness a couple having sex, then get all hot and bothered. Voyeurism obvi. Enjoy.)
Sex on Fire by ilostmyshoe-79 (Dean rolls into town and gives you quite the night. This one gets extra love from me because it was written in honor of the shitty day I had yesterday. And it put a big stupid grin on my face.)
Y’all thirsty yet?
Well, well, well. Look who did it again. Little miss Jess (better known as abaddonwithyall) Has gotten herself right back in the hot seat. Two weeks in a row, Jess? Really? I don’t know why you love to hurt me so. Maybe because you love writing the makeup sex? (My favorite fic, aka A+)
Here’s Photograph, it got Jess thrown into timeout. She drew me in with smut and then cut me down with angst. Fluffy kitty is not amused by your angst, Jess.
And here’s a nicer, happier fic that Jess wrote, that was listed with the other fics, but like I said, abaddonwithyall has gotten herself thrown into timeout. So I had to pull it and put it down here with grumpy kitty. This Is My Jam.
Now, Jess, you go sit in the corner and think about what you’ve done.
Since I’ve got the bitter taste of angst in my mouth, and I don’t want to leave you guys on such a negative note, here’s some happy gifs.
oooOOOOOO OK I was tagged by @snakes-and-coffee-stains (technically you tagged my main but I’m a thirsty hoe and want my five followers that like everything to like this lmao)
<strong>Five things you’ll find in my bag:</strong> pens and pencils, usually gel and multicolored; a notebook full of lists and doodles (who puts actual work in there, lmao); my wallet and my two dollars; motrin; various supplies that I saw, thought <em>what if tho?</em> and put em in
<strong>Five things you’ll find in my bedroom:</strong> one or all of my animals (two dogs, two cats, two snakes, fish); me tbh, prob in my bed; at least three cups that had water in them at some point, have since dried and I am too lazy to bring them across the whole house to my kitchen; my massive assortments of knick knacks, including books, gems, jewelry, etc.; my succulents.
<strong>Five things I want to do with my life:</strong> uhhhhh have a job working with snakes and therefore want more snakes; move out into my own place that allows pets; I really want to rescue?? especially a spider ball python; become decent at gardneing and cooking and other skills useful for the impending apocalypse; have a bed that I’m not too tall for…
<strong>Five things I’m into right now:</strong> Definitely Captain America/Winter Soldier/Bucky/Sebastian Stan, he’s my dad; Flight Rising?? like a lot, I love the community; politics and snakes but that’s eternal lmao; I’m hype for mass effect Andromeda, does that count??
<strong>Five things on my to-do list:</strong> practice a song for my asl class; go to bed h a h; pass my classes and graduate; gotta put my down payment down on Clem and stop getting frustrated with PayPal lmao; laundry
<strong>Five things people don’t know about me:</strong> uhhhhh I’m a hufflepuff; I own like 3-5 baby names books that I bought from a second hand bookstore to help me name OCs, and I guess that I have any OCs, haha; my favorite type of chocolate is dark chocolate and white chocolate can fuck off; I read?? A lot??? Or at least I used to, I write a lot more now; I was diagnosed with ADHD and I talk reallyreallyreally fast, apparently