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For Rebornica

(This is just in case my ask didn’t get through because your ask box seems to think my asks are delicious. Haha.)

Hey, Rebornica!

If you are reading this, I’d like to say that you are amazing. 

You inspire me, and a countless amount of others, greatly. You strive to make others happy even when you’re feeling at your lowest and you have a countless amount of worlds inside your head you work tirelessly to share with us. Your characters all share a very special place in my heart and I can’t wait for Night Terror to become a reality one day. You are the best thing on this side of the cosmos and I’m so glad I was able to find you (even if it was through FNAF). And, even though you’re only a few months older then me, I think of you as one of my heroes and I probably always will. 

Stay awesome, Rebs and have wonderful birthday.

You deserve it.

Okay, so I’m posting this for two reasons. I was actually kinda down tonight so I looked back at my texts from last night hoping they would help me feel a little better and realized I barely even remember parts of this conversation.

ANYWAY… the two reasons:

  1. I know a lot of you think I’m really far along in recovery (sometimes people even think I am recovered) and people have commented on how I’m always so positive and things like that. I’m still human. I’m just like the rest of you. Every day isn’t gonna be a good day. That’s how it’s supposed to be. 
    We all have our freakouts and meltdowns and relapses, and everything else… that includes me.
    Obviously I’m not putting any more of the conversation because it’s on the triggering side… but this just goes to show that we all need help sometimes… and even though we all know it, when it’s our turn, we seem to forget. And it’s okay to need to be reminded once in a whil
  2. Sam is awesome.