My friend has an eating disorder
And I don’t have anyone to tell
Except the therapist that’s supposed to help her
But I’m going crazy
I don’t know what to do
It’s not in my control
I love her too much
I am torn between
feeling bad for what she’s going through
Or feeling good that she’ll get better
I can’t let myself cry
No one can know
It’s my secret
I can’t look at food the same way
Can’t eat it but
How dare I not
I’m so scared
I’m so sad
But mostly scared and
I want to cry but
I can’t.